Memoirs: A Poetry Book 76z14

Copyright © 2015 by Tony Bulley.

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Contents

Reality of Life

Do We Care

A Dying Childs Plea

Being There

Beyond Our Sight

Contemplation

Consideration

Caring

Purpose Of Life

I wonder were you there

Reality

To Die for what

The Choice Is ours

Values

Caring Words

Contracts of an OFW

Life of an Overseas Foreign Worker

The Point Of Life

Emotions of the Heart

On Wings of Love

As Time Goes By

Distant Lands of Love I Knew

Asia Love

Feelings

How I feel

How I long

Far Away

I Wonder

In My Eyes I see

Love

Love From Afar

My Promise

Sayings of Love

Tears of Love

Thoughts Words

Wanting You My Darling

Within My Heart

Words of Love

You’re Love For Me

Memories of Love

Memories of Bygone Days

Memories

(Grief.)

Endless Love

Tibet - My kingdom in the Sky

Spirit of Tibet

Forever In Endless Time

I am the Candle Flame

My Beloved Tibet

My Love My Life Tibet

Prayer To My Inner Spirits

My Biography

Dedicated To

Suwarni

All my overseas foreign workers around the world All my friends family who have been a part of my life

REALITY OF LIFE

Do We Care

Tony Robin Bulley 5th June 2007 ©

When reflecting on one’s life did you care Take time to help others learn to share Try to change wrong work to put right Have consideration for worldly plight Helping to make it a better place United loving undivided one race Did you see the child with flies in its eyes? The small dying baby its desperate cries Children running to hide from the gun Afraid to go out and play in the sun Mothers weeping for war torn strife That took their families destroyed their life These are the things we know we see But do we just sit and stare and let it be What counts when its time for us to die Accumulated wealth a castle in the sky

Or was it a smile in some far distant place Food for a child to light their tearful face So what will they say at your life’s end This person was a loving caring friend

A Dying Childs Plea

Tony Robin Bulley 27th September 2008 ©

Oh peace how I seek for your dawning day Why did you leave me and go away For I am scared no one hears my cry Whilst on the street my brothers die This is my question what have I done As here now I lay dying in the sun Oh peace where are you in my strife My blood ebbing stolen in youth of life Oh peace I feel so cold short of breath Come hold me in my hour of death Take me away from the soldier’s gun No more I need to hide no place to run I am dying my blood spilt in the sand Peace come closer take hold my hand For I am a child innocent without sin Oh peace i feel you now close within

Never more all those I love to see For death has come to set me free Oh peace hear me my final prayer Peace to all the nations everywhere Oh peace I feel you so close now by Hold me a child in your arms as I die

Being There

Tony Robin Bulley 25th September 2008 ©

How will you be when you hear the call? Maybe you hesitate, pause, and pretend to stall When a friends in plight desperate in need Will you just ignore their plight or lead? Bringing light where darkness took their day Showing them hope another helping way For what’s the point of friends not being there? To show love, comion that you care Is an hour to much to spare for one in strife Who may in despair just end their life For at the end of life what can we do? Only actions speak of what we knew So will you sit all life with vacant gaze? As those who need you beyond the haze Cry out in pain, agony and lost despair Forever wondering why you’re not there

Consider all the words we say are vain Like storm water washed down a drain Rather will you try to show you care? Or walk on by as if never every there

Beyond Our Sight

Tony Robin Bulley 15th July 2009 ©

What is it we see that shuts our eyes? To peoples grief beyond our skies No comion for others plight Our vision dulled just like the night Nor do we stand and speak a word As if we never saw or even heard So can we sleep and never care The reason being we are not there Or lift a hand and stop the strife Have some concern for others life Maybe we have just become immune Listening to life’s same beating tune Having no idea what to do or say We leave it for others another day Bringing hope we could have shared If for a brief moment we had cared

For others plight we cannot forget And when we die will we regret We never tried to make it right For it was beyond our sight

Contemplation

Tony Robin Bulley 27th March 2006 ©

As I contemplate on what I know Counting down the days to go I feel your spirit like a guide Calling me to reach your side On some distant shore and isle Sparkling eyes longing smile Waiting there for me to come To paradise beneath the sun Wind swept sands rolling sea Love unrestricted there for me As I contemplate on what I see Twas your smile brought you to me Was your love of every day? Beckoned me to come and stay To mist steeped hills winding track Never to leave or turn my back

For there lies my love with you Perfect unspoilt kindred true And at the end of life ill see You were the only love for me

Consideration

Tony Robin Busalley 23rd April 200 ©

Man has little consideration of life while children die of war and strife what’s yours is mine another Day Don’t ask just take steal away Does anyone out there shed a tear? As thousands live in constant fear Or lift a hand with a smile Or carry the load another mile No most sit watch and stare For children they have little care What’s it take to make a stand? Give of oneself a helping hand Bringing a smile to a small face Showing love and hate replace Making this earth as all one A loving place under the sun

Knowing when we part this life We did our bit to end their strife Giving children back their smile Yes we did we went that extra mile

Caring

Tony Robin Bulley 22/11/2006 ©

When we speak, but never really say Then turn our backs and walk away Taking for granted the things of life Ignoring cries for help, people in strife Or do we just watch, stand, and stare What does that say, or do we care Waiting for others to bear the load While we continue down the road For this is how it is today No love no hope sad to say Guns war starvation killing death Millions of children on their last breath While the rich exploit the poor Having much wanting more For can one live then turn away Without haunting memories of that day

Failing to act, no spoken word Nowhere can a voice be heard So will you heed to others plight Then turn around, and put it right

Purpose Of Life

Tony Robin Bulley 12th May 2007 ©

Does life have a purpose or a reason why? We are born as free spirits only then to die Do we tread the path to fame accumulate wealth Or are we spiritual thinking about others health Live in a squatter hut or glass tower in the sky If we have no purpose then we better try And if we never understand the pathway to life We had better find a reason or end up in strife Maybe we can be rich always wanting more Or be a volunteer collecting door to door Just making excuses some would call it lame Or have a golden plaque spelling out their name But there is no purpose in wanting not to share Rather spread your gifts showing that you care For there is a reason its called love not hate The purpose is to share it not sit and wait

And if you have no idea what is best to do Then just ask me so I can share it with you So life does have a purpose and a reason why It’s called eternal life for those who really try

I wonder were you there

Robin Bulley 1st March 2014 ©

As I perceive all the pain and strife That I’ve encountered through my life I wonder about the human race The many tears upon my face Children dying no food to spare Then I wonder were you there

As you danced away the night Did you think about their plight? Death destruction all around Desperate cries the only sound Give a thought or even care Then I wonder were you there

And as life goes by each day Is there anything you want to say?

To make the world a better place A smile upon some child’s face Spending time showing that you care Then I will know you were there

Reality

Tony Robin Bulley 2007 ©

Reality is a fact of life each day It dictates our thoughts what we say Controls the pathway we will take And the decisions we will make At work at home and at play Reality is here to stay For we cannot avoid its strife The way it manipulates our life Brings us grief bears us pain Then offers us happiness again Takes away the ones we love Brings us peace from above Puts us on a high and then a low Confuses us to what we know And as we gasp to take a breath Contemplating life and death

We know that it is only what we see Is our interpretation of reality Until the day we on from here Then only then will reality become more clear

To Die for what

Tony Robin Bulley 4th October 2008 ©

Oh peace where art though in my hour of pain For I shall never see the drawing sun again Nor shall I see my loved ones smiling face Or Walk the path that leads to my place For here I lie dying in this desert sand Of what purpose help me understand

Ph peace as my eyes grow dim of lighy Tell me now for what reason did I fight Was it for a better life to maybe gain? As here my body lays blood in the drain How I long peace for another day of life To hold my sweetheart darling wofe Oh peace tell my children of this day My life wasted no more for to say That with you a better life will be

A word of peace, hope, prosperity.

The Choice Is ours

Tony Robin Bulley 17 April 2004 ©

I sometimes wonder if we really care Or just pretend and gaze with vacant stare At all the death and pain in this life Is it not our concern for others strife Or do we feel we want to shout and cry but in the end just walk on by For their grief may be our day of regret For what we left behind we cannot forget Nor if we close our eyes and sit and pray Without change today will be yesterday Have we really become void and cold Ignoring life just growing old And if we stand and never say a word What change will come for no one heard And when we die and look back as we go Will we be satisfied with what we know

That one small voice can become a swell Creating paradise where once was h***

This poem about life really and the choices we can make to change things. Often we see things we don’t like or that we think are not good for the world we live in, but rather than speak out for change we say nothing, or think maybe someone else will do it. Not realizing that if we were to take action then others would be aware and in and hopefully things would change for the good. Often we think well who is going to pay attention, but although we may not be aware at the time, our very outpouring will sow seeds, and those seeds will grow, it may be only one or two to start but eventually if you shout loud and long enough people will pay attention especially if its something really important concerning us all. I hope this poem is thought provoking, it gives us choices in life, things we can act upon, things we can change for the better of all mankind, and above all this is love hope and charity choices well worth having. Tony Robin Bulley 17/05/2004

Values

Tony Robin Bulley April 2004-04-20 ©

Sometimes in life what we may see Of little value may appear to be While small things may seem great Priorities often appear to late And thoughts spoken oft in haste Can leave memories of bitter taste And promises we never keep Belie our motives as being cheap And what we do and how we live Is meaningless like water in a sieve If all we do is ask and take And never give for others sake Or offer love or forwarded relief Then we can never share their grief And we may never know their pain For our whole life was just for gain

And as we look back as we go There is no time for us to know Action can create peace and love A worthy quality to take above

Caring Words

Tony Robin Bulley 15th April 2007 ©

What can I do what can I say For your sweet words every day Loving words of hope and care Showing me you’re waiting there Words that touch my very heart Promises we will never part You are the spirit of my life Comforting me in present strife Taking away my hurt and pain Just being there for me again Tender words needing me Fill my spirit set it free Thoughts of days not yet here Endless love from year to year Caring prayers you say at night Fill my day with shining light

How blessed I am you are mine Lifting me to clouds divine Helping me at this time Loving friend so sweet divine

Contracts of an OFW

Tony Robin Bulley 2014-11-11 ©

This is my life so full of pain Another contract here I go again Five hundred dollars did you say Now becomes four fifty in my pay No mobile phone to ring my friend When will this life for me just end? What happened to my weekend of? I signed the contract I want to cough Eight hours of work becomes twenty Madam will feed me ill get plenty A city flat now is now a desert tent Whatever money I had my family spent Where is my peace where is my rest Does anyone appreciate I did my best Youth of my life gone down the drain Another contract here we go again

What did you say its better pay? Only eight hours for everyday A mobile phone to talk all night Whets wrong with you that’s not right Is it my imagination in my dream? For contracts are never what they seem

Life of an Overseas Foreign Worker

Tony Robin Bulley 10th November 2014 ©

Honey how I feel your pain Endless work for little gain Countryside to city shift Endless trips in a lift One day off in your life No letup from your strife Countless washing to do Children’s room like a zoo Madam calling every time Tick tock like a chime Mobile phone your only hope Just to talk so you can cope Contracts that are a lie Like endless words in the sky Long Hours little food to eat Piles of washing to fold neat

Meals to cook rooms to clean This is your life I have seen But of one thing I can be sure In every life there is a door Opening up a healing light Saving you from your plight And of this one thing is true My life changed when I met you

The Point Of Life

Tony Robin Bulley 12 November 2014 ©

What’s point of life if we never care? Standing in the shadows as if not there. Acquiring empires gathering up wealth While thousands die for lack good health Pointing a finger looking the other way It’s not my responsibility is all you can say Was it ignorance pretending you never knew? For at life’s end there’s nothing you can do Then what’s the purpose that you have a life Never ever caring for those in pain and strife Children dying in rain mud spattered streets Women stoned to death whilst the drum beats Religions killing people at the point of a gun Thousands in relief camps nowhere to run Armies fighting some desert land to gain Whilst poor people’s lives end up in a drain

Are you thinking oh what you never heard? So you stand there and never say a word Did you consider one day this might be you? Will you wake tomorrow with a different view? Looking out your window feeling the sun Knowing today there’s lots need to be done

EMOTIONS OF THE HEART

On Wings of Love

Tony Robin Bulley 22nd March 2006 ©

If perchance on wings of love I flew To some far distant shores I knew Then this is how it has to be For you are waiting there for me Across the seas and oceans wide So we can stand side by side And flying higher than the sun My true love you are the one Through mists and clouds I race To reach you there touch your face See your eyes that lovely smile It was worth it every mile And to know it was for true love On wings of love I soared above Longing to reach that distant shore Never to leave you anymore

To see you there oh so divine Knowing forever you are mine For in my heart I truly knew On wings of love I flew for you.

As Time Goes By

Tony Robin Bulley 11th April 2007 ©

When I think about the time gone past Of one thing Im sure our love will last For it was a time we both well spent Heavenly given but earthly meant To have to hold to always care With loving nature we can share Thoughts entwined through our life Pure loving nature no pain or strife To make us strong in times to be Two spirits endless loving free Always thinking within the mind Transmitting thoughts caring kind Giving time each day to spare Knowing one is waiting there Smiling laughing tears a kiss Something neither wants to miss

Taking time to build a life Loving husband loving wife For I am yours you are mine Knowing this was worth the time

Distant Lands of Love I Knew

Tony Robin Bulley 22nd March 2006 ©

For you with wings of love I flew Far distant lands I never knew A smile upon your face to say How you been thinking of this day Longing for me to come and stay Never to leave you or go away Talk with you a little while Touch your face see your smile Hold you tight close to me For our love will ever be Consummated in this your land Walking close on golden sand In sparkling waters we can play For of our love we can truly say It was the best that life did give Endless dreams to share and live

For it was sealed within a heart That made us stay and never part For it was with wings of love I flew To distant lands of love I knew

Asia Love

Tony Robin Bulley 1st November 2014 ©

Oh Hong Kong within i feel this pain You have my heart once more again On every street in every place I feel your love see your face Skyscrapers reaching into the blue Unrequited love i never knew To feel your touch see your smile Once more to abide with you awhile Those pearl drop tears upon your face Loving arms felt in sweet embrace Lips divine that touched me so Never to part never to go For you are mine till dawn doth set Rays of warmth ill not forget Like minions reaching into the sky Without your love I will die

For love is fondness of the heart It cannot die it cannot part But together it will be Forever oneness you and me.

Feelings

Tony Robin Bulley 14th October 2007 ©

How I long to touch your face Hold you close in sweet embrace Kiss your lips with loving care Feelings that we both can share Love just sealed within my heart Knowing that we will not part Wanting you forever in my sight Through summers day winters night Feeling close in perfect bliss Each day sealed with a kiss Feelings so strong that I feel Feelings that I want to reveal Feelings romantic deep im sure Feelings that will last forever more Feelings asking me to stay Feelings that show the way

Those feelings gave me love divine Those feelings told me you were mine Feelings to last us throughout this life Feelings that made you my lover wife

How I feel

Tony Robin Bulley 17th March 2006 ©

No words can express how I feel You took my love and made it real Dissolved the night into the past Replacing it with a love to last Took away my pain and strife Gave me back a loving life In your smile your love for me Unrestricted caring so free Broke chains around my heart Of you I became a part Your smile became my sun Your love made us one To never leave or part Locked deep within my heart A love so kind a love so true Made me fall in love with you

Gave me hope to face the day A guiding light upon the way Yes babe you made it real And in these words is how I feel

How I long

Tony Robin Bulley 4th November 2007 ©

How I long to see your smile Lie with you and talk awhile Whisper how much I care Hold you close to me there Kiss your lips sweet divine Tell you darling you are mine Never let you go or pary Sealed forever in my heart For within your eyes I see How much you care for me Love that I know will come For me you are the only one Waking your there with me Soft lips smiling wet face Touch your face feel your hair Just to know what you are there

Loving you for all my life Sweet lover darling wife How long for this to be You forever just with me

Far Away

Tony Robin Bulley 23rd May 2013 ©

I feel this love far across the sea So ionate reaching out to me Filling my life with endless light Touching my emotions every night Talking of love so sweet so divine Telling me princess you are mine A love so strong it fills the very air Conveys to me how much you care Feelings dreaming of you all day Walks in the park as we just play Hands held tight as we embrace Lips so wet soft hair upon my face Skin soft smooth like silk to touch Thoughts of love I want so much Days to come with you my divine For I am yours and you are mine

Knowing that the day will come Once more reunited we are one Holding close no more to part Now your sealed within my heart

I Wonder

Tony Robin Bulley 6th April 2007 ©

As I think about the time we spent Destiny designed well meant I wonder if you really knew That I was waiting there for you Or did you catch a glimpse afar A distant reflection of a star Pointing you to where id be To bring you love set you free From all those years of your life Single girl now loving wife Becoming one where once was two Partaking of love you never knew Memories to keep never forget Each day a new path in life set To have to hold treasure to Perfect love for me and you

Words spoken thoughts to share Knowing now that you are there Just be my lover sweetheart wife Together darling we will share our life

In My Eyes I see

Tony Robin Bulley 07/03/2006 ©

In my eyes I see the smile upon your face Radiant, loving that no one can replace And in my heart feel your love divine Knowing forever that you are mine Feelings portrayed in glance or look Like mirrored water in a brook Thoughts conveyed only we can know A forever ness loving not letting go Time precious given we have spent Love not wasted but earthly meant To have to be to hold as one Perfect love burning like the sun And in this bliss share our life Considering each other no strife Being there to wipe away the pain Lifting each other up again

Sharing inner thoughts of the heart Knowing we are one never to part And at the end we can truly say Ours was a love never went away

Love

Tony Robin Bulley 03/09/2004 ©

It was a love unspoken of quiet thought Deep understanding glances caught Mirrored eyes agleam with moistened dew That rekindled love I never knew And in those depths I found a fire That kindled warmth and hearts desire Feelings that had long gone away Surfaced to contemplate the day Of memories of deeper depth felt In snow bound icicles to melt To once again want to hold and be More than some forgotten memory To share to give of love each day Not forgetting, nor turn away To be bound by unspoken word Depth of feeling not to be heard

And in the summer of our years with dewdrop tears At the going down of the sun It was true love that made us one

Love From Afar

Tony Robin Bulley 23rd April 2007 ©

It was love from afar meant to be True unrequited sensuous free speaking of a life for us to share Entwined as one no worldly care Feelings shared of deeper thought Arms embraced, kisses caught Loving holding wanting more of life Companion lover my eternal wife To be consumed by loves embrace kiss your lips touch your face Hold your body close to mine Sweet perfume heavenly divine To run my fingers through your hair Being in love without a care knowing this was meant to be My darling love the one for me

My Promise

Tony Robin Bulley 22nd November 2007 ©

This is a promise I have made for you No matter where you go or what you do You will always be within my heart Never to leave you or ever be apart For you are my very breath life divine My darling sweetheart lover only mine Your very smile talks of days to come Moonlight walks, candles, being one Of perfect love to greet the morning dew Of loving years just being with you Holding hands, cuddles, kisses in the park Swimming in the ocean clear till after dark Listening to each other what we have to say In happiness, strife along our journeys way And always put each other first in life That way there be no pain or strife

For ours is a love was meant to be Unrestricted perfect loving free This is my promise darling I just give A life of love for you long as we shall live.

Sayings of Love

Tony Robin Bulley 15 Nov. 14 ©

So many things to you I want to say There’s not enough hours in any day To tell you of love and how I care How lonely it is with you just there Of many times spent in city place Holding you close touching your face Feelings of love so sweet so divine Knowing forever that you are mine Hours that ed soon another day Wishing forever that I could stay Times memories things we did talk Crowded markets where we did walk Glimpses’ of how sweet life can be When were together you and me Holding hands a walk in the park Visiting Mon Kook way after dark

Day spent with you it did seem So beautiful as if in some dream But I know true love in my heart Forever we are one never to part

Tears of Love

Tony Robin Bulley 25th April 2007 ©

When I see those tears upon your face Like precious pearls white as lace I feel your love always there And know forever you will care Loving emotions that you show Deep inner thoughts I want to know To share my life with you each day Never to look back or go away Holding you close for all your life Protecting you from pain and strife Because you give me joy of heart Even though we are far apart Within those tears I see your life For me there is no other darling wife Tears that say I love you so Tears never wanting to let go

Tears that speak of love divine Tears that tell me you are mine Tears as golden as the sun Engulf us spirits ed as one

Thoughts Words

Tony Robin Bulley 5th April 2007 ©

Precious thoughts words you say Fill my life with love each day Your smiling face I long to see With only you I want to be Closeness only we can feel For the love we have is real Unspoken words that say so much Longing of feeling emotional touch That loving smile laughter true How I long to be with you To see the sunset on your face Moonbeams reflected on pure white lace As of our love we become entwined Deeper depths of love to find Each day a new life to share Full of love with you just there

Never letting go of lifetime bliss Our love sealed within a kiss For these are the thoughts words I know That’s the reason why ill never let you go

Wanting You My Darling

Tony Robin Bulley 15th July 2005 ©

Darling we have a lifetime two becoming one Yesterday’s gone forever tomorrow’s yet to come Soon ill be in yours arms so be happy not sad Think only of the good times not just the bad Look up to the stars see me waiting there for you Knowing how much I love you and everything you do Wanting to hold you tightly closely in my arms Smell your sweet perfume partake of your charms Feel your hair brushing softly against my face Run my hands across your body soft as lace Kiss your wet lips make them one with mine Making love in heaven consuming ecstasy so divine Never wanting to let go but wanting to stay As night melts into morning of another day Waking to see you darling lying close by me No reservations sweet silent breathing free

Thinking of a lifetime meant for us to come Walks in the dewdrops holding hands in the sun Kissing in the moonlight, as life fades away Knowing were always one till our final day

Within My Heart

Tony Robin Bulley 12th March 2006 ©

Within my heart I feel your love for me Tender loving wanting oh so free And in your eyes I see that glow That speaks of love I want to know And in your words that you care Wanting me with you just there To hold you close feel your kiss A life divine of perfect bliss Within my heart there is a place Where I forever keep your face And tender words divine For all this life that you are mine To have to hold for each day Not wanting to leave or go away For you is the only one for me And that’s the only place I want be

Each day to see that smile so fine And whisper honey yes you are mine Because babe we will never part You are locked within my heart

Words of Love

Tony Robin Bulley 20th April 2007 ©

What can I say about the way you write? It fills my heart with joy and light Full of words that speak of life A dedicated caring loving wife Promises that you alone are the one That gives me hope of things to come Thoughts of walks in the rain Being there with you once again Never to leave or be apart For I am sealed within your heart Words that mean so much to me Comforting setting my spirit free Within your words shown the way How your love grows each day Learning things of love and life Knowing you will be my wife

Feeling precious as I care Never doubting ill be there Yes these are the words you write Filling my days with hope and light.

You’re Love For Me

Tony Robin Bulley 27th Feb 2006 ©

In your love I can feel for me About our life it was meant to be No words can express what to say You turn my night time to golden day Our life will be ed as one With feelings stronger than the sun And forever our love was meant Precious time together spent In loving arms and close of heart Nothing in this world can make us part Speaking kindly of our love affair Depth of feeling everywhere ed as one from above This is our perfect love And of our love we can boast It was the best it was the most

And of it we can say Loving memories made us stay For nothing in this world can replace That loving smile upon your face

Memories of Love

Tony Robin Bulley 14 November 2014 ©

Something’s in life are never fair Me just here you over there Feelings in life we need to share Showing how much we really care Glimpses of what life can be When I visit you over the sea Where we went when we did walk No all I see is you on Skype talk No more can I kiss your face Silky smooth pure white lace Cuddle you hold you tight Sweet moments spent in the night Now memories is all I have to share Of times spent when I was there Feelings deep of pure love divine Knowing forever you are mine

For your love sealed in my heart Reminds me we will never part And one day together will be Endless love sweet so free

MEMORIES OF BYGONE DAYS

Memories

Tony Bulley 25 April 2004 ©

Tis’ not parting that leaves us sad Merely grieving for friends once had For it is a pain we have to bear An inner connection for those not there Nor do we realize till that day That they will never have another say Or be there when we need them most But of our memories we can boast Of summer days and evenings long Children music voices full of song Fireworks Christmas candles in the dark Of hands held tight walks in the park Moonlight strolls late at night Soft-spoken words of pure delight And at the end we can just say How sweet was memories of the day

That forever rests within our heart Not leaving us although we part Through winter storms and summer rain Till on that glorious day we meet again

(Grief.)

Tony Robin Bulley 18th September 2008 ©

Like seasons in time grief will come then go Just as the sun fades so to do those we know It is a path in life we have to bear of pain But like the sun will rise with us once again So too is presence of loved ones who went As fond memories linger like fragrant scent Recalling days of past years gone by Childhood dreams castles in the sky Dawn of youth into twilight years of life Happiness love pain remorse in strife Just as the noonday sun that fades away So too our life on deaths chosen day Tears will drop like falling rain As others for us will feel the pain Words spoken like drifting sand Alas not written by our hand

Will tell a tale of where we went A journal of the life we spent And of this we will never have a say For in that hour it is their day To dwell within the mires of grief That only time itself will bring relief.

Endless Love

Tony Robin Bulley 5th June 2007 ©

Its not knowing that brings us pain If we will ever see them again To touch their face and see their smile Abide with them for just a little while For time has gone just like the day Just as April then turns into May So life es onto twilight night As day fades a dying light But memories are left to see Remembrances of you and me Of times together fond of heart Not gone forever just now apart And so as winter turns to spring Ill not forget you my everything Nor will those times just fade away Locked in my heart forever to stay

And in the still of night I know You’re watching me with love that’s so And so I wait my time and place Once more to see your loving face

TIBET - MY KINGDOM IN THE SKY

Spirit of Tibet

Tony Robin Bulley 1st November 2008 ©

Oh Tibet my lost kingdom in the sky You valleys weep your people cry But here within my heart I know You are beside me where I go They cannot have my spirit life For it lives on amid the strife And what is land just lying bare It’s people missing I know you care For where I am I feel your pain I need to share your love again To hear the monks as they pray Receive their blessing for my Day But Tibet your more than just land Mountain es to desert sand So distant oh so far yet so near Your life lives within my spirit here

And I will never ever let you go These are my words so you know Your spirit Tibet lives on in me They cannot take it I am free

Forever In Endless Time

Tony Robin Bulley 31st October 2008 ©

Oh on winds of time thence you came On my lips forever I have known your name My spirit felt once more of your love for me Thousands of years together endless free Deep unspoken across blue oceans wide Once more in spirit now close by my side Thoughts conveyed time cannot take away Another place another life another day Emotions felt swirled in the wind of time When I was yours and you were mine Feelings we shared purpose of heart Now reunited never more to part Unspoken words thoughts of care Forever inner souls that love to share Spiritual connection made to last Depth of feeling linked from the past

Now reunited life once more anew These are my words I say to you Within your eyes your spirit so divine As soul mates forever you are mine

I am the Candle Flame

Tony Robin Bulley 17th October 2008 ©

I am the candle flame for Tibet on high My country stolen mountains in the sky Valleys weep your clouds float on by Freedom taken from me that’s why I cry Oh mountain trails how I miss your track My flame burns bright I want you back Within my soul I yearn my eyes wet Tibet you were my life ill not forget Why did you come take my home away? Even then you didn’t ask I had no say You stole my heart my spirit all I had Now here I burn my flame bright but sad What did I do I ask the question why For I grow weary to see my land for I die Here I stand you smile look down on me Ill fight for you till my death to set you free

So many years i’ve suffered silent in pain How I yearn to touch your gentle soil again To climb to yonder mountain peek above Once more my spirit to feel of your love

My Beloved Tibet

Tony Robin Bulley 19th October 2008 ©

Oh H.H Dalai Lama such love I see in your face But sadness tells me this is not your place Your eyes tell of somewhere far far away Of Mountains and valleys of another day In your tears I see your people’s spirits fly Longing for to see you once more ing by I feel your pain within me tears on my cheek For you are a humble man gentle so meek How I long to know you share in your life For I am a spirit I understand your strife Let us travel down winding mountain track For together will we bring beloved Tibet back All I can offer is my humble words divine To place in your hands at your Holy Shrine My tears to wash your feet of a humble man My promise to you to help you all I can

For in my heart only is there one thought Follow the teachings the things you have taught One day to stand in Tibet on a mountain high Together you and I reunited spirits in the sky

My Love My Life Tibet

Tony Robin Bulley 31st October 2008 ©

Oh essence divine inner spirit of my life My shelter from a world full of strife A light to guide me on this earthly plain Hear this prayer once more again How I long to be on mountain high Tibet the place I love built in the sky So far away in spirit yet so near This is the thought I see so clear Head held high heart in my hand Tibet my hope you are my land My life Ill spend in so many ways Spread your word sing your praise Teaching others about your strife This is my work this is my life How much I love you in my heart You are my life in every part

There is no place id rather be For I am you and you are me You gave me hope love divine Forever Tibet my love your mine

Prayer To My Inner Spirits

Tony Robin Bulley 25th October 2008 ©

Oh essence of life my inner spirits so divine Within my thoughts I know that you are mine Such love you bring within the words I write Beautiful inspirations to show others the light Clarity of words to spread the message wide How I love you all who here with me abide You are in my every word spiritual in thought Abundant blessing with things you have taught I am merely a channel penning what you say Seeking forgiveness showing others the way How I love your words the way they just rhyme Forever I am yours spirits within always be mine Together let us seek to end all pain and strife Show others there’s only one pathway to life So I am so thankful each day more I grow Closer my spirits as the way you me show

Forever we will be companions my inner light Weaving words of love hope in the night Wiping away my tears when I need to cry Preparing to receive me when I on by

My Biography

If you have heard the saying “Been there done that “then that sums up my 68 years of life of which I have probably done more in than most people in two lifetimes.

I was born in London in 1946, Saint George’s day patron Saint of England and defender of people’s right’s, at six months was adopted, spent a miserable childhood and immigrated to New Zealand at eighteen.

From an early age I found I could see things before they happened, be able to read between lines what people were really saying , know what was reality of what was going on in the world , and not how people pretended it was.

These events in the world and people I have known have influenced what I write, reality, love, grief and empathy. We can all live in a cocoon and be complacent, but the reality is somewhere, someplace, someday events in the world will catch up with you then who will be there for you in your time of need.