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Life Love & Memories

LEE SIFUENTES

Contents

Lovely

Childhood Sweethearts

Love

I know you sent her from above

My love

His Creation

First Love

Birth

My Treasure

Daddy’s Angel

Seeking you

Reflection

Tiffany

Memories

Heart ache

Graduation

Coloring

Wrestling

Courtney

First Day Butterflies

His Smile

Ethan

In a blink

Lovely

Lovely are you In the morning, Noon, and evening. Lovely is your smile. Your hair and your style. Lovely is the way you look. Curled up under a blanket reading a book. Lovely are you wearing my t-shirt. With your hair up in a bun. Lovely is your personality. Full of fun. Lovely are you when you need to unwind. Lovely is our time. Lovely are you wearing no make up. Natural beauty and I’m not sucking up. Lovely are you cooking us dinner. If you were on a cooking show you’d be a winner. Lovely are you dancing to the music.

Not embarrassed and oh so carefree. Lovely is my southern gal. So lovely to me I love her unique style.

Childhood Sweethearts

A love like ours happens once in a lifetime. I didn’t know from the start. It took you awhile to win my heart. We had just met, I hadn’t gotten to know you, yet.

I was eight and you were nine. When we met each other for the first time. You told a friend we’d marry one day. I laughed, then walked away.

I wasn’t focused on love back then. Running and playing was all I was into. So we became friends as I got to know you.

Years came and went and our friendship grew. That’s when I knew that the one I was searching for was YOU! You knew all along and were to shy to peruse. Our friendship grew as I fell deeper in love. I gave you my heart. You let me in. We’ve created a family, a life of our own. One filled with joy, forgiveness, and love. A life unimaginable. A life we’re proud of.

Love

When she said I love you. I felt her truth. When she said she cared. She was so sincere. When she said I love you. It meant the world.

She’s beautiful beyond words. Always willing to serve. Her hair falls in waves. We’re ceasing each day. Wears a beautiful fragrance. She walks with such elegance. Her beauty is flawless. Her smile contagious.

She lights up my day. For her love I’ve prayed.

Her giggles flirtatious. Her lips are like a scarlet ribbon. Her eyes pierce me like a dove.

I know you sent her from above

Her love is sweeter than wine. I would choose her over any other, every single time. Her love delights me all the time.

I’ve prayed for this moment. I prayed for her love. I feel it in my heart.

I’d fight every battle. For her love is all I need.

You sent her to me. Sent blessings my way. She’s captured my heart. I’ll cherish each day.

She’s the perfect one.

Teach me to love her. She understands me. I owe it all to you oh my lord. I owe my life, my love to you.

My love

His eyes sparkle like a starry night. My safe place is snuggled next to him in his arms so tight. He’s held my heart for a very long time. His heart and mine are intertwined. His hair is as dark as a raven with silver strands. He was sent from heaven Made with Gods love for me. We dated! We married! Celebrated our 20th anniversary. I pray this is where we will forever stand. Celebrating the milestones. My husband and I hand in hand.

His Creation

He created them for us To love and remind us Of his eternal love for us. His forgiveness and mercy that covers us His grace that pours over us.

He created them for us We fell in love at first sight. He is so powerful and they are a delight. To show us his goodness. They’re innocence and kindness. Their features are so precious. He shows us how he sees us. We are his children here for a purpose. We care for them with gentleness. We’re his children . His creation.

His masterpiece. His perfection. Every detailed impression. He created them for us. To love, guide, and protect them. Wrap our arms around them.

We guide them along his path.

His righteousness will lead us. He shows us how they need us. To show us his everlasting love. He is our father. We are taken care of. His protection surrounds us.

He created them to teach us. How to guide. Swallow our pride To walk along by their side. With his guidance they’ll abide.

He created them for us To love and remind us, of his eternal love toward us. His forgiveness and mercy that covers us His grace that pours over us His eternal love, and peace that consume us.

First Love

You were my first love. My Sunday school church love. My children’s church love. My VBS church love. My worship song lover. My heart belongs to you and no other. I’m a believer! My heart sings out to you. You’re my King of Kings! My lord of lords! My redeemer! You were My southern baptist revival love. My fellowship conversations love. My Sunday best dressed love. My GA camp getaway love. My youth camp crush love. Oh lord you are my, single ladies retreat love. My Women’s conference love.

My marriage counseling weekend away love. I worship you, I rest in you, I trust in you! Your gracious love for me is eternal lord. I’ll always hold onto your promises.

Birth

On the day you were born You took my breath away. I looked into your brown eyes. As joyful tears rolled down my own. My promise to God was that I’d protect, love, and care for you. Oh how I would care for you. You are a precious gift to us. We were also chosen for you. Sleepless nights. Schedules off. Didn’t know how I’d make it through. Two hours of sleep here. A few more there. Didn’t know how much of this I could bare. Dear father help me make it through each day. Saying a prayer and believing he would show me the way. He gave me strength to make it through each day. Words cant express how amazing my life has changed with the four of you.

My tiny blessing you are definitely.

My Treasure

She’s a beauty. An angel from heaven who lights up my world. The most perfect little girl I know. Shes the start to my day. Miss her when she’s away. Kind hearted. She’s curious about life’s mysteries. I don’t have all the answers to. She looks like me. A little like you. Most beautiful treasure. She’s one of a kind. A rare find. Proud she’s all mine. Blessed until the end of time.

Daddy’s Angel

He held me in his arms so warm. On day that I was born. He didn’t know what to say. Speechless, I took his breath away. He always prayed for a baby girl. He held me now, I complete his world.

He had two boys, my big brothers before me. I’m his angel sent from heaven, Courtney.

Seeking you

Searching high, seeking low. Searching for you everywhere I go. You’re holy spirit lives in me. You are with me. Some days its hard for me to see. That you are here. You are always here. Lord I know you care. You’ve always been there. When I’m broke and down. When I’m crumbling.

I feel your presence surround me, and lift me up like you do. You are my healer. My strength. My comforter. Lord you are my life. My every desire.

I’m so unworthy of it all.

When I begin feeling torn and all alone. Thinking I can get through this life on my own. I turn to your word. I know it was through your love and sacrifice that I was reborn. My spirit crumbles when I don’t seek you in the right ways. Lord let me always seek your grace.

Reflection

Today I saw myself in you. A beautiful reflection. Of young and vibrant you. My wonderful mother, God’s gift to me. Raised me to honor and love him. So graciously.

The glimpse of my reflection, had me so awestruck. So detailed so perfect without a flaw.

Your beauty and grace. ion for Christ, shining all over your face. The strength that you always carried so eloquently.

I ire the way you sacrificed your time. Your service to others, so selflessly Your faith. Your love. Your heart. So generous. Mother you’re an Angel, Sent to us for a moment in time.

Tiffany

She’s awakes with a smile Ready to cease the day.

She hums here and there Buries her face in my hair.

Stemming to relax. Stemming when she’s so excited. Stemming throughout the day. Stemming and laughing.

She melts our hearts.

She loves to sing and dance. Run and play. Her laughter fills our lives with joy. Each and every day.

She’s a beautiful soul. She knows exactly what she wants. She finds ways to communicate her needs to us.

Memories

when you tucked me in. when we confessed our sins. When we prayed together. When we were young. when we read his word. when we were restored. when we took a trip. He guided our paths so we wouldn’t slip. ing our fishing trips. Our daily catch. Our daily bread. our walks. Our daily talks. Those priceless moments. when we rode our bikes. ing our afternoon hikes. He’s always there. when we helld hands. You held on so tight. Wouldn’t leave my sight.

when the skies were gray. me for that I pray. Those were the days. I sing his praise. I’m here with you. I’m not afraid. Your memories gone. Fading away. Like yesterday. As long as I’m here. I’ll hold you dear. I’ll hold you close. I’ll hold your hand and when.

Heart ache

As I lay in bed next to you. I’m so helpless. There’s nothing left for me to do. I’ve loved, cared, and prayed over you. Oh how we prayed, and prayed, and prayed for you. Only God knows why. It is his will not mine. The Lord has heard my cries I need more time. I just want to be next to you.

I want to wake up next to you. If only it was a dream. I want to open my eyes and scream. This pain won’t go away. I’m so helpless in every way.

My heart aches,

I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. I can’t focus. I just want to wake up next to you.

Holding me. Holding you. I just want to go back to sleep and wake up next to you.

In your arms, Your loving arms Oh mom I just want to go back in time. Back to a healthier you. Could I have a do over, Or perhaps freeze time. So I can wake up next to you.

Graduation

First day of school you were a little nervous. When the year ended you were frivolous. Summer came and went you enjoyed vacations. School started your teacher set up stations. Jr high adolescence. Time to make your Presence. High school drama. Not talking about the class! Thanksgiving break. Is always a blast. Christmas Vacations. Enjoyed two weeks off. Alas Spring Break. A week at the lake. Dreaded State mandated testing. Everyone’s nervous yet driven for the occasion. Years have come and gone. Memories shared with friends all along. Homecoming and Prom. Dressed up for occasions.

Pictures and memories. Will last through the ages. Can’t believe this has all come to an end. Graduation finally here. First day of college has been a dreaded fear.

Coloring

Lost in your coloring book. Scattered crayons across the floor. Coloring. Using your favorites. As I’m watching. Even though I can’t control. I want to say between the lines. Although, I have to let you grow. You will eventually learn. You pick up the white. Begin to color. Then you look over to your mother as you say unknowingly, It doesn’t work!

Wrestling

He knows them all by name. Enjoys watching their game. Every move is unique. He’s one of the youngest critiques. Enjoys the action. Live at the arena or watching on t.v. Thrills and satisfaction, as the wrestlers step into the ring. His eyes light up. It’s his favorite thing. He knows all the moves. The signals and signs. He is one of their biggest fans of all time.

Courtney

Her name is Courtney. She’s on the team. She’s the cutest little girl that you have ever seen. Her name is Courtney. She likes to dance. Watch out girls she has moves that will make them move up in the stands. Her name is Courtney. Whoop whoop whoop. She likes to shake it. Sha sha sha shake it. Her name is Courtney. She wants the spirit stick. Look out wrangleretts. She’s on a mission. So keep on wishing. That maybe next week you’ll get another chance. This girl loves to dance.

First Day Butterflies

Busy streets. Welcome back. Crossing guards. Helping hands. School zones. Slowing down. Dropping her off. She doesn’t want to pose for photos Not for big kids mom. Walking in. Taking a deep breath. Looking around for a familiar face. Crowded hallways. So glad I showed her how to get around during orientation. I’m not ready. She is! I miss her already. She missed her friends all summer!

She’s growing up. I’m enjoying every moment. She’s a 6th grader now! She ed that on her IG this summer! I’m really feeling it, wow!

His Smile

His smile. His boyish grin. His eyes light up. His hope afloat. Something about his look has me hooked. Reels me in. Knowing how he makes me feel. This kids smile is unbelievably ideal

Ethan

He’s handsome. He’s smart. Cutest kid. Biggest heart! Full of love. Endless hugs. Lots of kisses. Never misses, a beat. So on cue. A little like me. More like you. Knowing him, is a win. He’s very clever. Sly little fellar.

In a blink

In a blink they’ll grow. They’ll never know, How much they’ll be missed.

In a blink you’ll miss their laughter, that made your heart so fond. In a blink you’ll miss them awaken you at the crack of dawn.

In a blink you’ll miss their smile. That melted your heart each and every time. In a blink you’ll miss those goodnight hugs and kisses they gave you when it’s time to unwind.

Cherish them now. In a blink you’ll miss their presence, while sitting at home all alone. In a blink you’ll miss their voice. You’ll smile when they call to converse over the phone.

In a blink your photos become memories. Make them, unforgettable!