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I Am!!!

Nicky J. Wrzek

Copyright © 2016 by Nicky J. Wrzek

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Contents

Poem 1 I Am

I Am part 2

Poem 3: The ment… Satisfied, but still want more?

Poem 4 Free

Poem 5 Fly

Poem 6 The Runners

Poem 7 Left handed

Poem 8 Your gonna die

Poem 9 Control

Poem 10 Uncle Stan

Poem 11 The sports ment

Poem 12 Court

Poem 13 Do not suffer

Poem 14 Like a magnet

Poem 15 I am here

Poem 16 We are the people

Poem 17 TNT

Poem 18 ment 2: Creator of my reality

Poem 19 The T.V. is talking

Poem 20 Sing

Poem 21 11:30 in the morning

Poem 22 Trust Myself

Poem 23 Let it go!

Mantra

Extra Poems (Alcohol)

The Truth

Ok manifest

What is your talent

Focus on the love

Ego Erasers (ment) ;/



Weed and technology

Give and receive

Nicky J. Wrzek (Nicky J) 23 years young. Thank you Higher Power. And thank you…

Poem 1 I Am

LOL I am a Human being. You can trust me, I may not always be nice but my intentions are. I am part of helping the shift in consciousness are you?

I am healthy

I am humble

I am changing the world

I am infinite possibilities

I am happy with who I am

I am embracing the present

I am positive

I am pleasurable to be around

I am a high or wide frequency

I am unconditional love

I am entertaining

I am love

I am ready

I am frequency

I am always learning

I am happy with all Humans

I am a guardian

I am a living legend

But I am nobody.

I Am part 2

I am feeling great God thank you for this day. I am feeling great Wow, thanks Mother Earth for this rain. I am not looking forward to tomorrow. Still have the whole day; I am going to make something of myself like the plants when it rains. I am who I am now. Happiness is what I crave, I am not dragged down by the doubters or the pain. You see the way I live my life, it’s all just a game. What I seek is people all getting along, not afraid to live and sing there song. I seek a world not at all boring, where we see a new face every day and they change us for the better, one where we treat all people like our parents or our children, one where everyone’s on their own mission or a quest to help others from being upset. We are paychecks, take it in. We don’t need a life of sin, be honest, I promise I will never sell myself short of what I really deserve. Just learn and grow. That is all I want folks. These words are my notes to the song… I am floating.

“We are all one in the same and one of a kind”

Poem 3: The ment… Satisfied, but still want more?

Hello I am Nicky J and welcome to the New Paradigm. Where thought is our greatest gift or power and the real fun begins… Now are YOU satisfied but still want more for yourself or life? “Who doesn’t” Well I am. Day in and day out I am the best person I can be. But still find myself not able to meet my own expectations, whether it is not giving a helping hand to someone, or saying hello, or waking Grampa from a nap by making too much noise. Now to some it may not seem all that important. But on my journey they are all challenges for me to either send negativity out or positivity. And that’s the wanting more. I could be satisfied with my day by coming up with excuses for each scenario, or I could realize my short coming and make sure it never happens again!! No just kidding lol. But next time I am faced with the situation I can handle things different because how much it actually matters to uplift someone rather than keeping someone down, even Grandpa.;) So if you are satisfied but still want a little bit more or a lot more out of life then try to realize your short comings be who you really are, and most of all move past the negative situation with added knowledge and stay positive… 123 you be you I’ll be me. Nicky J… Have a great day!

Poem 4 Free

Free cease today, one more time, ME; I love police, New paradigm. Respect, love, and peace keep my mind as ease. Friends’ trial before error clears the air. Success try until your spent, works with your vibe unless you’re drenched. Success is beauty to you unless you’re untrue. The glue will come intact and release well the rest bothers me. Were free, I cannot judge, merely want a hug. You see as human beings more life size than bugs. Love, love, release. I hope you are complete. As for me I am free, not worried by screams, someone has truly helped me. So be as you want your voice is your font. I am just here for the choice. To complete me and voice. New paradigm means your choice plus who you want to enjoy. But is free to me as is free to you? No clue, were all one who knew?

“You are young, bold, and wise do not live your life in disguise!”

Poem 5 Fly

YouTube, who knew? I tried to fly, and then I fell down. “Bloop bloop” Screaming in the mind on my way down. Feeling despised by the outcome of myself. Why me, turned around and continued to chug my toxic tonic. “Woo Wee” xD All the while I failed only to be honest. No more a drone I am free. People give us labels to scared to make a change. Nicky J I am, the world needs me to be me and you to be you. It is true. Rearrange what you got or not, the world is your melting pot. As one as all we need not stale, must grow to put on a show to put on a show for the human race to let victim mindset go. Proof that we are no dog, no hog, but a being quite raw!

Poem 6 The Runners

The runners are not scared they are just aware. They do not stare unless your there. Aware their feet take them far. It is hard to stop and have fun. They run. The runners are beauty by truth. The colors and wind are enough. Always seen and then come… Or goes, the runners are not done. Helping themselves as they love. The runners are surely not enough. Unless they are. The car not equal to truth as the colors and wind are equal to you. “Your speed…”

Poem 7 Left handed

Were all one like the hidden sun, as the stars are high in the sky. So we think that were stars some travel real far and some stay stagnant and hide. Rather express myself than oblige. It’s time we can all connect. Fear nothing all heaven sent. Sunrise

Poem 8 Your gonna die

As a human being and not a rock. It’s simple to just sit and not. Enjoy the sights take in the love, jump up and down to receive a hug. But wait I have no children of mine. So how do I contribute to the New Paradigm. I am going to die and leave this planet, not being a rock I will poof like magic. So before I die grand ol Nicky J., There must be something I can leave behind, nothing blind, something penniless$. I think it is time that we all come together if not all then I ask the ones that will band together. To live and love and laugh and cry. Not lie. And build and breed and ask and think. With all the people out here we will be our own team so take your life and manifest. And I say marry day and trust your best. <3

Poem 9 Control

Control what you know, where you go, what you do, how you deal with how you feel, how you act when your mad. Don’t feel bad state the fact. You’re not whack, your just you. So learn what you intend to do. The truth will set you free, is what my elders said to me cuz ;) the truth will stand alone we don’t need fairy tales to fill our souls. Cuz we got it like that we can make our own world become 1 with nature and technology. Santa, the Easter bunny, Tooth fairy Simon says? What that fuuu is going on in our heads. We’re not crazy we’ve been taught wrong the Earth isn’t oblong she is a perfect circle go ahead and ask someone… We’ve been bread to fight, act violent, and hate. But in our hearts we hate those things. Rejecting thoughts that we in vision just trying to fit in the systems. Amen

Poem 10 Uncle Stan

Hey, hello, what sup. 3 different ways to seek someone’s love. But as I get to listening there’s really no mystery, were all just people looking for fun. “Racisms dead and gone, we will all soon get along, separations how we lose our strength.” Sometimes we can’t hide living <3 our lives threw the lies, that culture helped to set in stone. Borders like the countries has us caged like monkeys, til we find out that we caged ourselves. Living through our egos we think we love all people but culture has our egos in check. Manipulating people, saving our bruised egos rather hurt someone than realize facts. “Racisms dead and gone, we will all soon get along, separations how we lose our strength.” The new culture will win, so everybody lives and the rich and poor don’t exist. “HALLELUJAH”

Poem 11 The sports ment

It is said that 1 out of 0328309 (rough estimate)lol becomes a professional baseball player. The rest, not good enough. But out of those that don’t become a pro, how many still work in the sports field, such as a broadcaster or sports doctor. And if that is not the right path how many still follow sports long after their dreams of becoming a pro have vanished?$$ But what come from the sports culture after your done with the fun of playing are nothing but negative. Drinking, gambling, and buying merchandise. You see over the last 2 decades (oO) professional sports has become a phenomenon, by bringing people together and separating them at once! Do what you love.. YOU love. It is your birthright. “Peace 2 U”

Poem 12 Court

From Church in the old days to the court house today, a lot has changed but some stay the same. The church pews have stayed I just call them the bench. And the Priest leader stays changing only his vest, we call them the judge and they decide our fate. Either let us walk, go to jail, or pay. 1000 rhymes or a 1000 fines. Nothing will ever change til we learn from our past and create a new day. One where the priest who once was can only decide what they want for lunch. A little bit awkward but still all the same, were all human beings who want to make change. How little or how big should only matter to me. Other people to guide or help create a better me. LOL So where is this place where you take about man, the one where the priest and the judge never stand ;P in the way of greatness… every day. “Hey Heyyay.” New Paradigm Movement.

Poem 13 Do not suffer

When you believe in things you don’t understand, then you suffer. Santa Claus switched to buffer. We are in the technology age now, minus the hungry. See what you must, all lies start money. Technologies age minus the talent, and if we are all not one, then were just spiritually unbalanced. Do not suffer my friends as long as your standing, stick to the script and follow the leader. The leader is you know, see it more clearly? Do not suffer my friends unless you’re in pain. I do not understand why you quit your own game. Reality is thick and technology is thin, do not abuse something unless we can all win. Open your eye wrestling is fake. My mind jumps but the truth will remain. Do not suffer my friends unless you are in pain. For those in pain I pray for strength. Do not suffer my friends for life is your game. “You can do it!”

Poem 14 Like a magnet

Like a magnet we get stuck, lead the life I live I am not corrupt. The magic in a fingers touch, or the glance you give to lift someone up. I am happy now I have come to , of whom I am and of that I am sure. I am just a human being, wait no way. I am a human being just, being me on the Earth today. Competitive, I want to play. Fell through the cracks because of my folks. In a culture, where alcohol was my best friend. Me? How could it be, my friends cherished me. Until I got sober then washed their hands clean. But plans of the weekend would reassure drinking,(alcohol) and the lies kept the magnets at ease. But somehow will power pushed myself farther and the truth, it set me free. To be who I have always been. I am a human being just singing my song, with words or positive energy. Like a magnet you will listen or get back on your mission. Because true warriors know not to fight, but what is right. “Stay Strong… and Sensitive” :D

Poem 15 I am here

Why did I come here? I came here to love everything from the dirt to the sky, not try! Succeed. It is me Nicky J. The world is great. I came here not to think about certain things. It rings..(ring ring)lol positivity. The world is a living heaven, the number 7 it rhymes. I don’t have to try to have fun, it happens like the rising Sun, just action. My purpose here is severe; it’s clear the world needs no beer. I love who I am because I am human. I raise people’s mindset that is certain. Listen or hear, with music in the air we sing our songs more perfect with purity more clear. That’s why I am here, but why I am here will change, because after all life’s the ultimate game… YIPPEE!!!

Poem 16 We are the people

Listen, space, learn, create. We are the people the Human race. Create, learn, speak, listen. The art I create is pains addiction. To be dark is not to lie, to be light is not disguise. You are astute in my eyes, few lies. On the way to the truth, the oculists muse, is that no one should force me to do what they do. To take love and not give back is offense, a silent trench. That spiraled me out of my purpose. For the pain that I lent and the glory I world rent. I would much rather give love and heal me. On my life long quest or journey. Sunset

Poem 17 TNT

Trials and tribulations did you say them? Did I tell you I was once forgiving for lying rather than true statement? Train my mind to rest or I create them. Trials n tribulations; we all forsake them, or are caused to detonate by them. But to turn around is now the T, and to take time to recreate them. The N is the now, and not the beginning or the end. Followed by the final T, which was good enough for me, and is to turn back around and to take it as one, Trust wins Love! BAAAM (smoke scene) lol

Poem 18 ment 2: Creator of my reality

My reality has balance, forgiveness, love, creation, success, knowledge, wisdom, and peace. Success in my eyes, respect, spirituality, simplicity, togetherness, family, fun, and excitement.

Rules in my life:

• Become Vegan

• No more alcohol

• No more smoking

• Meditate

• Study

• Work

• Treat others how I want to be treated

• No more T.V,

• I can manifest anything I truly desire

• I am in control of my life

• I am able to focus on my goals with clarity

• I will create successful YouTube videos in my eyes

• 13 love

Hopsin” The best type of marketing is marketing that doesn’t feel like marketing it makes the people feel like there a part of it.” ;) (#$)

Poem 19 The T.V. is talking

I wanna talk to you but the T.V. is talking. I am turned on but you look at me funny. Funny how we don’t speak nowadays, besides hello or welcome. Goodbye or how is the game. It’ll change. No problem, your good with me sir. But for now i sit and stare its like the T.V. meets my needs. “sike” We see, we laugh, we all think, but for love from another human being, you may as well change the channel. “23” Like the T.V. speaks for we, i see. At the end of the day we all speak, but we don’t really get what we need. Receiving material in a world that is now mental, focus on the internet for a moment,, emotions run high. Now bring those thoughts to the physical it is called the New Paradigm Movement! 143

Poem 20 Sing

To fit in is to sing, it’s to stand out and gleam. That’s what life is all about. Indeed to lead is to achieve, it is to sing or say what you mean. (Were meant to do something today) To fit in is to follow, its to listen good not bellow. Because all great people fit in to learn, concerned of others feelings. Then help others learn a better way. For me to sing is to live no meme, but to open my mouth and speak. The fish will swim and the birds will fly and you and I say human pride! (I heart you)

Poem 21 11:30 in the morning

A wish in the middle of time, thoughts of a meadow with shine. Seems like half of the day has already died. But a calm energy fills my mind. To be young and so merry may leave others perplexed, of the opportunity I may have or something that makes sense. Make cents? Make dollars$$!! Prove to the scholars that I am a being capable because of my circumstance and parents. Living in an area of the world where I can do more than just dance, what stance? As the adults get hooked into romance, I focus on me… How selfish can someone be… The chi motivates me. That there is something more us than we. Astounded by the thoughts in my mind, internet, and body combined. I am sure there is a reason I just awoke well after the roosters croak, with the workers focused on what intrigues them most. A lunch break in 25. No way!! I want something more. Not waste time on the book is to speak truth as I lay in bed thinking about what to do. As my bank filled with cash 372$ to be exact, and my grandparents wait downstairs. You see unemployment pays me to be lazy. So I must pay the workers back. With effort, with timing, with peace offering, rhyming. As to be a leader of something new. 11:30 backwards is 3:11, there still at work, get the message? Well I make more money than Steve, Zach, and Mary. I free my mind; not waste time overbearing. Trust your mind not the tooth fairy, to see the world more clearly. (Love you)

Poem 22 Trust Myself

I think that is what he means; trust myself by any means. Hmm, enjoy the day take my time, not to rush no finish line. I pace, in my spare time unless I have something nice to hold or touch; sniff or smell. I love human beings and eating well. Most of all I thank my higher power for the spare time that’s weird or odd… With total trust in my thoughts human beings are here for lots. Little, big, short as a kid the pleasure is yours to live and let live. Until your sick the cancer stick, no my friends that is the cancer Nicky J. I am who I am, I love to stand and speak the words few have. By trusting myself I know that goods the only truth so stand out.

Poem 23 Let it go!

Hey I am Nicky J. and welcome to the NPM. (New Paradigm Movement) I send 13 love to you, WOOO… Let it go, your past wrong doings, sitting at home getting drunk watching movies. GONe we are not surprised, with the internet and living lies. Just let it go forget it. The time is ours, I pray for you all rite before I go to sleep. Now, rite now I hope your happy with the being that you see… YOU!! I am happy that you follow me cuz Nicky J is a movie of life you must see. We are all are own movie, not T.V. But life ( all of us are connected) we don’t need to fight. You are bright, young, wise, and bold. Do not let down yourself. Thank you and I am a 12 sign Cancer, but a 13 signs astrology Gemini. 2 sides of the same coin. (or is it) :O You choose your reality, manifest it and change the page. <3

Mantra

I will manifest and successfully create the New Paradigm Movement.(NPM) threw guiding benevolent life towards raising their consciousness, or frequency. I will succeed in my eyes with them open and closed by manifesting my body and mind to create 50 YouTube videos, making over 10 million $ dollars in gold, silver, PayPal and money. And buying land to create my version of a better reality for all benevolent life. It is our birthright so I will found it, with your help of course… I Nicky J will succeed in spiritually awakening people including myself and get them out of traps caused by lack of experience or communication and entertain them in the process! Peace, Love and Happiness

Extra Poems (Alcohol)

Alcohol shmelkohol, do you love it or do you ball? Not play outside but melt your mind and body while I gaze and talk, a slow death, suicide. Alcohol shmelkohol I you, I will enjoy you tonight so I know this is the sober truth. You control my mind if I just lie. But to me I feel bulletproof, (or 40proof) as the other humans lazily move. I focus on my next fix, booooze! ME ME me, that is all is see. The moon could leave our atmosphere I would merely laugh and drink. Thinking of the past or how someone acts, cuz no one is as good to me. Alcohol shmelkohol you make no sense. But to the other drinkers salute, get bent! As I will see you in the morning as our minds are roaring for more booze. Confess the only way I can move forward is to put alcohol behind. It is all on me, no one else, not we. So I wish the drinkers well. I trust myself no class will help.. As I am the driver in the seat, and now alcohol shmelkohol is behind me! (LOVE)<3

The Truth

Happily I found out the truth, Alcohol means nothing but boos and trues. LOL The world is peace offerings, Simon says to you I keep talking. Balanced out by few I keep my higher power often. I love the girls with higher powers offering helping heel the dudes that keep walking. The cops are black and white, my poems are nice. I love you all. Goodnight 143

Ok manifest

Ok imagine like a raindrop falling onto pond water, a perfect circle moves outward, followed by another then 2 more. They all keep getting bigger until they hit the shore. I read it in a book once the analogy so pure. Now manifest something more. Like a world full of children innocents galore. Even when we grow bigger and older and wise, we still keep the innocents in our eyes. I know it may sound like a far out thought. But just like the pond water you need just 1 drop. The drop is thought so now you can choose to go further outward or to be split in 2. By a rock that is sitting in the water by the shore. You made it far but there was still more life to live and love to give. You will choose what is write I am sure. The rock is doubt a silent mouth, not being who you are. We can all be friends but unless your twins there is no one else exactly like you. And I am sorry twins you just look the same, the words just worked for this poem or phrase. So stay positive and enjoy your life and be who you have always been. When you believe in things you don’t understand you suffer. So be who you are and enjoy the ride, you have now entered the New Paradigm Movement!

What is your talent

What is you talent, let it out there is no need to scream or shout. The people need it here and now! Do not let the answer float around, just let your music out be proud. All for 1 and 1 for all do not be afraid to stand up tall; do not be afraid to love at all. Cuz fear is food that love consumes <3. And love with nature we cannot lose I am on my path to give love back. It is really fun you ought to try, not living life threw another’s eyes.

Focus on the love

Take it in that is a sign, welcome to the New Paradigm. With all our love let us have some fun. Let our bodies free, after all were all Human beings, (The Same team) “focus on the love, focus on the love, focus on the where you are and then some.” It’s fun living in the mind changing days, the 21st century where all human beings. The bees always follow me cuz you know I am giving off that love frequency… Frequency, Frequency?! What does that mean? I say it is a thought you have, now let it out. “By the bees” Cuz you got to “focus on the love focus on the love focus on the where you are and then some.” A star? No man you’re a Human being, you need no fear anything love frequency. It is ok to be sensitive believe you me. The Sun es us the light, do not wait until midnight your gonna need a night light. Be bright cuz I shine in the day. Focus on that love frequency were poised when free. Believe in yourself conceive yourself that you’re the best person you can be well well. Oh well I hurt someone’s feelings wow. But the world goes round and round your frown to smile. Look upside-down the ground turns into the sky, reminds me I can fly. I wonder why I have always seen the world threw my eyes sometimes I cry too. Doesn’t mean I got to lie to you focused on my own material now rhyming too. You blue? Focus on the –

Ego Erasers (ment) ;/

• I am better than no one, but equal to everyone

• Negativity does not affect me unless I give it out

• I am Nicky J Wrzek and I am here for a purpose to learn from others and too teach others about a new purpose, New Paradigm, and positivity

• I only associate with people who are being positive, truthful, and or benevolent



Think back in your head to when you knew you made it, now get back to life and keep creating. We are all human beings on our own chosen endeavors. You pick your poisons and you pick your pleasures. in order to fly high keep singing like the doves cuz I know it gets them by.:) Imply love is the only truth, it keeps you to create so you need no more excuse. Junk food is nothing but a noose that’s made up of ice cream, chips, its processed food. Now weed. You smoke it, not with me, I add another toxin smoke, you’re not free. But I cannot Judge I love and forgive. Take your time but I am done.

Weed and technology

Facebooks not what my mind likes but with weed it rhymes rite. So let me take you on the journey to the New Paradigm. Light up the glass blunt; or roll one, no matter what you chose 1. Speak your mind then log on. Live for my dreams but demons try to guide me. Pray at night so I know where my heart is free, (find me) you are you, YouTube think of anything you want you can choose dude. Google, email, online retail, gotta check my facts just to know the feeds real. I log off I go back. You tube as a matter of fact. Your bold I am blown. Looked out the window, here is the drones. Check my phone, there is more to go,. At the speed of weed you cannot exercise technology. Unless you are still asleep or high you will see threw me.

Give and receive

Rainbows, waterfalls, mother Earth she has it all. Human beings I suggest live your truth and try your best. <3 Mother Earth the beautiful, you feed and clean what we go through. Let us try come on guys and give back to our planet too.. If your lost I give you love. Find yourself receive a hug. :D