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Be the next FPOP Superstar!

No matter how many singing competitions he s, despite having a good voice, Monfort never wins. At the school where he starts his day as a college student, he meets DJ, known as the ‘piranha’ bully, who refuses to get out of his comfort zone. Then came along a new school transferee, Raoul, who used to be a bully; then, later learns to change his character and outlook toward friends, and on love. The charming and cool guy, Alex, for some reason, hates the I.G. group. Monfort hopes to become the Next Generation FPOP Idol, so he convinces his newfound friends to form an all male group to compete in the Search for The New FPOP Superstars competition. As the competition nears, each of them faces unexpected turn of events and exclusive revelations with an all female ‘bitchy’ group, Incredible Girls, or better known as I.G. Will these affect their journey toward their dreams, or would it be toward disbandment? Catch the story of the eight leads episode per episode until the competition begins… And ends. *** The content of the story is a mix of Filipino and English languages.

I am dedicating this story to my parents, and to my older sister, Veronica. Mabuhay ang Filipino Pop Music and the Philippine Pop Culture! Thank you, Lord, for this wonderful gift!

Table of Contents

Blurb Dedication Copyright Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four Chapter Five Chapter Six Chapter Seven Chapter Eight Chapter Nine Chapter Ten Chapter Eleven Chapter Twelve Chapter Thirteen Chapter Fourteen Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Sixteen Chapter Seventeen Chapter Eighteen Chapter Nineteen Chapter Twenty Chapter Twenty-One Chapter Twenty-Two Chapter Twenty-Three Chapter Twenty-Four Chapter Twenty-Five Chapter Twenty-Six Chapter Twenty-Seven Chapter Twenty-Eight Chapter Twenty-Nine Chapter Thirty Chapter Thirty-One Chapter Thirty-Two Chapter Thirty-Three Chapter Thirty-Four Chapter Thirty-Five Chapter Thirty-Six

Chapter Thirty-Seven Chapter Thirty-Eight Chapter Thirty-Nine Chapter Forty Chapter Forty-One Epilogue

Académie Beat

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BEAT ONE

“GOOD MORNING, MONFORT… I miss you!” Desire was attempting to kiss Monfort. Monfort's lips extended while he waited for her kiss. Until he was in action of kissing—his dog, Gigolo! The image of the girl of his dreams faded when he went back to his real world, after feeling the moisture all over his face. That was when he realized he was no longer dreaming. So, he opened one eye to peek, slowly. When he saw his dog’s white furry face, his eyes opened wide and jumped up from his bed. This slimy dog shattered his beautiful dream. “Aaah!” Monfort knelt down onto his bed and screamed in disappointment, wiping his face with his hands. “Gigolo! Pwe-pwe!” Napabukas ang pinto ng kuwarto ni Monfort at bumungad ang mga magulang niya at ang panganay na kapatid. “Hoy, ano’ng nangyari?” his mother asked worriedly. Parang nakakain nang mapakla ang kinalabasan ng hitsura ni Monfort. “Ma! Hinalikan ako ni Gigolo!” Gigolo, the dog, was licking his own mouth and barked. At the dining area, Monfort’s family was having breakfast together, while the St. Bernard dog, Gigolo, was resting his face on the floor, sa paanan ni Monfort. Unang araw ng pasukan para kay Monfort kung saan ay first year college na siya. “O, Mon, kain nang kain anak para kaya mo pang sumayaw-sayaw,” said Mrs. Claudia Batungbakal. She was dancing around while serving her family with a delightful breakfast. Si Claudia ay isang average looking mother, plump, with average height, at madalas na naka-hair net dahil mahilig itong magluto at maglinis ng bahay. Maasikaso ito sa mga anak at asawa, at madiskarte sa buhay for the sake of her family’s livelihood and welfare. “Oo, Anak, hindi mo na itatanong, marami akong fans noon kapag nagpeperform ako sa stage, O,” Mr. Nestor Batungbakal proudly said, showed off his dance moves. Dati ring performer si Mang Nestor, pero backup dancer lang ng mga sikat na artista noong kapanahunan nito. Maliit lang si Mang Nestor, masayahing tao,

hindi man katalinuhan ngunit masipag, at isa itong Batangueno. Ito ang nagmamanage ng kanilang negosyong bakery na kaisa-isa lang na nakatayo sa kanilang village. He loved talking about his dance performances in the past, over and over; halos nakakabisado na ng pamilya nito ang kuwento. “At kapag kumain ka ng masusustansya, lalo ka pang gag’wapo, gaganda ang boses, at higit sa lahat, magugustuhan ka ni Desire,” his older sister, Yumi, said. Si Mayumi ay ang magandang older sister ni Monfort na nag-aaral sa pinakamalaki at kilalang University sa Pilipinas kung saan puro mayayaman na students ang naka-enroll. Mahiyain si Yumi kapag nasa circle ng mga mayayaman, ngunit matapang ito if she knew that she had reasons to stand for what is right. Bukod dito, masipag itong si Yumi, simple, magalang, mabait, at marespeto sa nakatatanda. Nakuha lang nitong makapag-aral sa Royal Asian University dahil sa scholarship grant na ibinigay sa kanya for her excellent track record in Wu shu martial arts. “Thanks, Ma, Pa, Ate. Kayo ang inspiration ko kaya ako nagsusumikap. Don’t you worry, my family dearest. Kapag sumikat na ako, ipagpapatayo ko si Papa ng malaking bakeshop; si Mama naman ay ipagagawa ko ng malaking kitchen; si Ate naman…” he looked at his older sister, “hahanapan ko ng mayaman na mapapangasawa!” Binatukan ni Yumi si Monfort. “Umm, bakit naman ‘yan ang ibibigay mo sa ‘kin? Bata pa ‘ko para mag-asawa.” “Eh kasi naman, Ate, hindi ko alam kung bakit allergic ka sa mga lalaki sa school. Marami namang gustong manligaw sa ‘yo, pina-Pacquiao mo lang kaagad. At saka, mag-iba ka na nga ng fashion style mo, parati ka na lang naka jeans and shirt.” “Bakit mo ba pinakikialaman pati ang pananamit ko? H’wag mo ngang pinoproblema ang buhay ko, ha. Ang atupagin mo ang pag-aaral mo. Oo, kung sakaling sumikat ka nga, pa’no naman ang pag-aaral mo, isasantabi mo na lang ba? Aba, hindi ako papayag n’un. Kapag nangyari ‘yon, kahit nagpe-perform ka pa sa stage, at kahit maraming fans na nagpapakamatay sa ‘yo sa kakatili, pipingutin ko ‘yang tenga mo at hihilahin papuntang school para mag-aral ka,” she warned him. “Si Ate talaga, O,” pagtatampong sabi ni Mon.

“Sige, kumain ka na, baka mahuli ka pa sa klase mo. First day pa naman ngayon. Buti na lang kami next month pa,” his sister said. Monfort or Samuel Monfort Batungbakal, 19 years old, was ambitioning to become the next FPOP Prince. Kumpara sa mga mayayamang kaibigan niya, Mon belonged to the middle class family. May negosyo ang mga magulang, ngunit hindi ito kalakihan. Komportable naman ang pamumuhay ng pamilya niya at masaya kahit nasa gitna ng problema. Musically inclined si Monfort. Sa ganda ng boses niya ay madalas siyang napapabilang as one of the contenders sa singing contests, magmula sa barangay hanggang sa malalaking singing competitions. Ang nagiging problema lamang niya kaya hindi siya nananalo sa tuwing dumarating ang finals ay ang pangunguna ng takot sa sarili niya kapag makakalaban na ang pinakamagagaling. Despite of that, due to his family’s , he would never stop reaching for his dreams—to become the best-known Filipino Pop singer all over the world. ~~ DURING THE FIRST DAY of school in August, clad in backpack that Monfort carried on one shoulder and wearing the uniform of the Academy that he had longed for, he could not believe that he was already at Simonet Bordeaux Académie (pronounced Si-mo-ney Bor-dough Academy), located in Asian City in the Philippines. The school had been known for being the only College that could provide its students with excellent training in their chosen craft; the foundation of home-grown talents who soon became the next big stars in their own particular field of expertise. This Academy was excellent in developing their students’ talents and skills so that they could become the next Filipino world-class performers and achievers. However, masuwerte na ang makapasok doon sa Simonet Bordeaux Académie if the enrollee incurred an average rating of ninety percent and up in their fourth year high school academic standing, and should be able to its College entrance examinations, at higit sa lahat, dapat ay may talent talaga ang student. Inside the campus grounds, there were several buildings in Simonet Bordeaux. Every student was assigned to a particular building based on their field of interest and chosen major, except for one building, which was a dome-like structure—that was exclusive for the faculty and the school heads’ offices, with a

large auditorium occupying the entire top floor—That structure could give motivation to the students to achieve their dreams. Monfort went straight to his assigned building. He discovered that aside from the regular classrooms for academic classes, there were several mini-auditoriums that were available for performance activities. The building also had a large gymnasium, a big school cafeteria that served all-you-can-eat buffet meals, including a range of cakes and pastries, and vending machines for a variety of beverages; however, should not contain anything even a very small amount of alcohol. In order to avail this allyou-can-eat buffet service, the students should have their IDs with badges scanned on the scanning machine. There was, likewise, the Campus Garden outside the building. It had cemented benches, sculptured bushes, topiaries, and some bonsai, with a Japanese garden bridge built over a big fish pond containing koi fish and lilies, and with fresh scented flowers bloomed in the garden. As soon as Monfort entered the school building, there were many students who had been going in and out of the building, loitering in the corridors and in the hallways. Those with the latest cell phone models use their gadget mainly to talk or text with anyone, doing ‘selfies’ or taking snapshots of themselves all over the place to post in their social media , while others discuss the latest happenings in showbusiness, music, fashion trends all over the world, and the likes. All of these students were waiting for the first school bell alarm, which would suggest the start of their first-class. A College uniform was required for the students: For college males—white, short-sleeved polo shirt, with burgundy and deep blue Tartan patterned vest with the same Tartan patterned necktie, black skinny jeans, and black leather shoes. While for college females—white, short-sleeved polo shirt with burgundy and deep blue Tartan patterned necktie matched with the same pattern in their pleated hell-bunny mini skirt, a pair of black shoes of any style, and a Tartan patterned trench coat. The size of the Academy amazed Monfort, and judging from the appearance of the students, most of them looked like celebrities. While standing on the middle of the hallway inside the building, someone accidentally pushed over Monfort that caused his backpack to slip from his shoulder. It was the fault of the bully, Oscar, who looked like the cartoon Shrek, but quite shorter. The expression of arrogance pasted on his face.

Oscar even got the nerve to be angry with Monfort. “What are you looking at, Man! Bakla ka ba?” Nagtawanan ang mga kasama nitong bullies din na maituturing. “H’wag kang haharang-harang sa dinaraanan ko, naiintindihan mo ba?!” Oscar warned. Walang nagawa si Monfort except to stare at the guy. “This guy must be dumb,” Oscar said to his friends, his sharp stare pinned on Monfort. The gang laughed aloud. “HOY! NARIRINIG MO BA AKO? OR ARE YOU BLIND?!” his voice was so sharp and loud as if there was a whirlwind that blew Monfort’s face. Monfort’s facial expression changed. He pinched his nose with his fingers. “Did you gargle?” he said to the bully. Nagtawanan kahit ang mga students na noo’y pinanonood lang sila, hinihintay what could be the first day of a fist fight. “Gago ‘to ah!” Oscar raised his hand and was already attempting to hit Monfort with the book that the so-called Shrek was holding, pero bigla na lang may pumigil sa braso nito. “Don’t try to ruin my first day of school,” a young, handsome man replied, with seriousness on his expression. Nag-ingay ang mga students sa paligid nila. Ang ibang babae naman ay nagsitilian nang makita ang binatang ito. Parang Shrek ang hitsura ni Oscar na napakalma at saka ibinaba ang braso. Tumingin kay Monfort, galit ang mukha. “I’m not through with you!” sabi nito saka asar na umalis, kasunod ang barkada nito. The school bell rang. Nagsiunahang pumasok sa kani-kanilang classroom ang mga students. Seeing that his savior was walking past him, hinabol ito ni Monfort.

“P’re,” sabi ni Monfort. The guy just ignored him. “I’m Mon, short for Monfort. Salamat, Pare, sa tulong mo ha. Kala ko titilapon na ‘ko eh. Pareho rin kaya tayo ng klase? Minor ko ang Philippine Culture and Arts; however, I choose TV and Film Production for my major. Ikaw?” Hindi pa rin siya kinikibo nito. They both entered the same classroom. Everyone found their own seats pero hindi pa roon nagtatapos ang pag-iingay ng mga ito habang wala pa ang kanilang Professor. Nagsilabasan ang mga mini-tablets ng mga ito which was provided by the Academy. Dito nakalagay ang lahat ng college textbook contents nila, pati na rin ang computer applications and operating systems na exclusive lang para sa school use. Maliban sa mini-tablets, bawal na ang kahit na ano pang gadgets sa loob ng classroom. Naupo ang binatang nagligtas kay Monfort mula sa galit ni Oscar, while Monfort found a seat in front of this guy. “I’m happy that we’re both classmates. Interesado ka rin pala sa Philippine culture,” Monfort continued. “DJ, P’re,” another good-looking guy, who sat on another armchair adjacent to Monfort, greeted the guy Monfort was trying to befriend with. Both guys knocked their fists together. Si Alex Miller, 19, ang Fil-Australian cutie who liked being the center of attention among his group. He was the coolest guy and the most charismatic kaya nito madaling makakuha ng positive sa mga kakilala nito sa campus. He was someone who did not want to encounter issues among his peers, but would not hesitate to pick a fight if needed. Up-to-date din ito sa kahit na anong trending topics dahil madali itong ma-influence ng new trends sa new generation of teen society. Pero hindi ito bilib sa I.G or Incredible Girls dahil puro kaartehan lang daw at walang substance. However, despite being cool and charismatic, Alex was quite a sensitive person. “It’s always taking my Mom too long to get herself ready. Muntik na naman akong ma-late. Why don’t I just ask my parents to buy me a car para hindi na ‘ko parating sumasabay sa kanila sa pagpasok?” He looked around, “I don’t think our Prof will be present, that’s cool.” Napatingin ito kay Monfort. “First time in Simonet?” tanong nito. “Y-Yeah. Hi, Monfort,” pakilala niya rito. He extended his hand to Alex.

“Alex,” sagot ng binata. He reached for Monfort’s hand and shook it. “S-S’ya?” tanong ni Monfort kay Alex, itinuturo ang isang lalaking kanina pa niya kinakausap, ngunit hindi siya kinikibo. “DJ,” sagot naman ni Alex on behalf of his friend. DJ or short for David Johnson Yap, 19 years old, who grew up in a prominent family. DJ was the youngest child among the brood of three: one older sister and an older brother. His parents were of Chinese and Spanish descent. His father, Mr. Ricardo Yap, was a very successful businessman; while his mother, Mrs. Anabelle Monte-Yap, was a socialite and very active in managing their foundations, Monte-Yap International Foundations, Inc. They are busier taking care of their respective businesses than taking care of their children. DJ was a snobbish, unfriendly person who used to be a “piranha” bully as what his former high school classmates tagged him. The reason could be attributed to his lack of motherly love and his brother was always indifferent to him that caused him to grow up with an attitude problem. DJ was also musically inclined, but had lost interest in singing or composing songs because of his lack of inspirations in life. DJ’s older brother, Davidson or David for short—tall, smart, and handsome, and was studying at the Royal Asian University, the most prestigious university in the Philippines. He had a business acumen and through this, he was hoping to succeed his father's chairmanship position in the future. David was more arrogant and very spoiled among his siblings; despite of that, he tried to follow whatever his father was telling him to do to win his favor. He was not close to DJ, but DJ ired him as a good example of a potential businessman. Kayla was the oldest among the siblings—intelligent, very pretty, straightforward kind of woman, with such high standards, and her sense of fashion and taste were impeccable. The dress to impress guru, and one of the most ired fashion and commercial models in the world. Aside from her physical and mental attributes, she was also an empowered woman that set her apart from her brothers: headstrong, not afraid to speak her mind on any topic, working her way toward her goal independently, and she was also trained in Taekwondo, Wu Shu martial arts, and figure skating. She was the only one who understood what issues occured within their family, including DJ’s role.

“Are you both brothers?” Monfort continued to ask. Napatawa si Alex nang bahagya. “What?! Hell, no! I wouldn’t want to have a family like his. But yeah, we’re brothers ever since high school, not blood related, ‘though. We went to Simonet Bordeaux Ecolé. Ikaw, sa’ng school ka galing? Because you seemed new here.” “Sa Makati International Montessori ako nag high school,” sagot ni Mon. “Makati International Montessori...” Nag-isip ito, “… ah, do you know Raymond. Raymundo Cortez, a.k.a the FPOP Prince?” “O-Oo,” alangang sagot ni Monfort. How could he forget that guy? Raymond Cortez had been his rival in elementary and high School singing competitions in the Philippines and even got first place in the Search for New Generation FPOP Superstar two years ago. That was Raymond’s ticket to stardom. “He’s from the same high school you’ve been to, I think. He is also studying in this school. He belonged to another building.” Naging schoolmate niya si Raymond noon. Nasa Third Year college na pala itong si Raymond, sabi ni Monfort sa isip. Despite being too busy with his projects, Raymond could still manage to continue with his studies. Kahangahanga. “And!” excited na dugtong pa ni Alex, “the girls. Amazing women. You will find them here, in this Academy.” “Talaga? Sabagay, when I got here, I saw too many beautiful girls. Most of them look like celebrities,” sang-ayon ni Monfort. “Hey, notice the girls’ Tartan patterned skirts, and our vests?” Alex was referring to their patterned uniforms. “Our uniforms were inspired by the fashion brand, Buttery.” “Blueberry?” ignoranteng tanong ni Monfort. He may be the first person who was very well informed about music and the pop singers across the globe, but he was never a fashion brand conscious.

“Hahaha!” Alex laughed out loud. DJ smirked. “Dude, Buttery! Aren’t you familiar with that imported brand?” added Alex. Monfort smiled reluctantly. “Look at those skirts.” Turo ni Alex sa mga skirts ng female students. “Do you know who started the trend?” Umiling si Monfort. “From the I.Gs.,” Alex said. “I.G.?” pagtataka niya. “The Incredible Girls. Those ‘B’s’ as what we call them. In high school, they’re quite annoying because of their kaartehan. However, I cannot deny that they have tons of following on any networking sites worldwide. Name it, imposibleng hindi mo makita ang pangalan at pictures nila,” paliwanang ni Alex. “Ano naman ang B?” “Bi***es, Man,” bulong pa nito. “B-E-A-C-H-E-S?” Monfort spelled it out. “No, Man! B-I-*-*-*-E-S…” “Ha?! Bakit gan’on?” Monfort was surprised. “That’s because they thought that most of the boys and the girls everywhere adore them. They're bullies! Their attitudes suck! The B’s look at themselves as goddesses. My a**!” Hindi pa rin makapaniwala si Monfort sa nalalaman mula kay Alex. Curious siyang makita ang tinutukoy nitong B’s sa campus. Pumasok na ang Professor nila at nagsimula na ang klase. ~~ MAGKASABAY ang tatlong bagong magkakaibigan sa paglabas sa classroom,

going to another classroom for their next class. Nang makapasok ang Professor for their Current Affairs class, kasabay rin ang pagpasok ng isang magandang babae, prim and proper, taas noo hanggang sa makaupo sa unahan. Tumungkod si Alex sa armchair ng katabing si Monfort. “There’s your B,” bulong nito, looking in the girl’s direction. Hindi naman ito nakita ni Monfort dahil nakayuko siya at nagsusulat. Pumasok naman ang isa pang member ng I. G. at naupo sa tabi ng isang naunang member. Their Professor handed over some sheets of paper sa mga students na nakaupo sa unahan. Then, the students ed around the sheets to the next row. Doon pa lang napansin ni Monfort ang babaeng tinutukoy ni Alex na isa sa mga Incredible Girls. His eyes narrowed. “D-Desire?” he murmured. Hindi siya sigurado, pero iyon ang pakiramdam niya. Bumilis tuloy ang pagtibok ng kanyang puso. “Where is Mr. Batungbakal? Monfort Batungbakal?” their female Professor asked as her eyes looked around. “Here, Ma’am,” Monfort raised his hand. When that lovely girl in front heard Monfort’s name, napatingin ang mga mata nito sa isang tabi, pero hindi lumingon sa likuran. She thought that she recognized the name her Professor called. “Can you please read the first paragraph of that article?” requested by the Professor. Monfort stood up and started reading… Later, the school bell rang indicating their first break. Naunang lumabas ng classroom si DJ and Alex. Nagmamadali naman si Monfort na ligpitin ang mga gamit at saka kinuha ang kanyang backpack. Hinabol niya si

Desire sa paglabas ng dalaga sa classroom. “Desire!” tawag niya. A voice interrupted the lovely girl while walking through the hallway and conversing with another I.G. member. Napahinto ito at lumingon sa pinanggalingan ng boses na iyon. Nang makita nito si Monfort, she did not move. “Hi! me? It’s Mon, your classmate in Montessori,” pakilala niya sa dalagita. “How can I forget you? You’re the one who’s been irritating me since day one. Hanggang dito ba naman?” Desire replied snobbishly. He just ignored her attitude toward him. Mas nangingibabaw ang tuwa nang makita ito. “I can’t believe that you’re also here. I’m glad.” “Well, I’m not.” She got irritated. Umirap ito saka iniwan siya. Sumunod pa rin siya sa dalaga. “Someone had told me that you’re one of the I.G. . Well, I’m not surprised, ‘coz I know that you are talented.” May kausap sa cell phone si Tinah, ang isa sa mga I.G. na kasama ni Desire. “Hey, Desire, O-M-G! I just got news that Raymond is at the cafeteria right now. C’mon, let’s go. Kelly and Heather are already there.” “Really? C’mon,” tuwang nagmadali sa paglalakad ang dalawa. Hindi na sumunod pa si Monfort sa kanila. He stood in the hallway as if frozen. Hindi man siya makapaniwala na ganoon ang naging pagtrato sa kaniya ni Desire, hindi rin niya maintindihan kung bakit andoon pa rin ang pananabik niya sa dalaga. Sumunod pa rin siya sa dalaga. “Someone had told me that you’re one of the I.G. . Well, I’m not surprised, ‘coz I know that you are talented.” May kausap sa cell phone si Tinah, ang isa sa mga I.G. na kasama ni Desire. “Hey, Desire, O-M-G! I just got news that Raymond is at the cafeteria right now. C’mon, let’s go. Kelly and Heather are already there.”

“Really? C’mon,” tuwang nagmadali sa paglalakad ang dalawa. Hindi na sumunod pa si Monfort sa kanila. He stood in the hallway as if frozen. Hindi man siya makapaniwala na ganoon ang naging pagtrato sa kaniya ni Desire, hindi rin niya maintindihan kung bakit andoon pa rin ang pananabik niya sa dalaga.

BEAT TWO

HINDI PA NAKA-UNIFORM ang bagong student sa Simonet Bordeaux Académie nang makapasok ito sa campus. He refused to wear the required uniform dahil ayaw na niyang magmukhang parang isang high school student. Kung tutuusin ay hindi ito papapasukin ng school guards if he was not compliant with school standards, but he was allowed—this once, unless he was granted a school permission. When he went inside the classroom, the Professor stopped discussing something to the class when the new student, who was standing in front of everyone while looking in the back seeking for an available seat, disrupted him. “You!” the male Professor pointed the chalk he was holding at the male student who just entered the room. “Why are you here? Do you belong to my class?” tanong nito in a serious tone; he adjusted his eyeglasses . “I believe so,” the new student answered without looking at the Professor. “What’s your name and why are you not in uniform?” “Raoul. Raoul Montecello, and I’m a transferee.” Si Raoul Montecello (pronounced Monte-shel-lo), 19, ang mestisong school transferee. His parents got divorced after he had graduated from elementary. His father left for Spain at doon na nanirahan, with his new girlfriend; while his mother and he moved to an apartment-townhouse sa isang village. Dahil nagiisang magulang na sumua sa anak nito sa Pilipinas, his mother started working day and night to continue providing her son the kind of lifestyle he got used to. Mayaman ang father ni Raoul sa Spain at hindi naman ito humihinto sa pagbibigay ng sustento sa anak. Nag-aaral na noon si Raoul sa isang mamahaling University with a very high standard of education when his mother decided to transfer him to a different College because his father’s financial had always been delayed, samantalang kulang naman ang isinusweldo ng Mommy niya para mabayaran nito ang kanyang tuition fees. Before his parents’ divorce, he was an arrogant boy and hardheaded. He was trying to change all that, however, for the sake of his mother. He had always been fascinated with music and dancing. In fact, he was even tagged as the King of the Dance floor during his high school days.

“Do you have your registration card?” tanong ng Professor. He handed the registration card to the middle-aged man. “Alright, Mr. Montecello, you may find an available seat in the back, but be sure that by tomorrow you are already in school uniform, otherwise, you cannot be in my class.” Though he heard what his Professor said, he did not respond. Maangas ang mukha na tumungo si Raoul toward the back kung saan may bakanteng upuan at naupo sa likuran ni DJ. Natapos din ang first class nila kaya nagsimula na naman na mag-ingay ang mga students sa klase. While waiting for the next Professor, nagsimula nang magpakilala kay Raoul ang tatlong magkaibigan. “P’re,” Monfort made a salute greeting to Raoul and then held out his hand for a handshake. Tiningnan lang ni Raoul ang kamay ni Monfort saka tiningnan ang mukha ng binata. “Mon, marumi yata ang kamay mo, eh, kaya ayaw kang kamayan,” parinig ni DJ, without looking at Raoul behind him. “He just wanted a handshake,” parinig pa ni DJ kay Raoul. “What’s it to you? Nobody tells me what to do,” may pagkaangas na sagot naman ni Raoul. Suddenly, DJ and Raoul stood up simultaneously, faced each other wth hardened jaws, looking eye to eye, shoulders straightened, and behaved as if they were going to engage into a fight. Monfort and Alex immediately tried to pacify the two. The fuss did not escape the attention of their classmates when they acted as if they were going to start fighting. “Hey! Hey!” Alex meddled. “Chill, guys. If you want to fight, I know a good place. We’ll go later.” Pumasok na ang Professor nila sa classroom and everyone went back to their respective seats.

Tinapik ni Alex ang braso ni Raoul suggesting that they all should sit down. During their lunch break, DJ, Monfort, and Alex dined together in the cafeteria. Raoul was there, too, helping himself with the food at the buffet table. When he was looking around for an unoccupied seat, he saw that Monfort beckoned to him. Monfort raised his hand, palm facing him as his four fingers gestured Raoul to approach them. Since there was no vacant seats, seeing that he had no other choice, Raoul walked toward them. “Sino’ng kinakawayan mo?” tanong ni Alex. “Si Raoul. We’ll let him eat with us,” sagot ni Monfort. “Raoul, us,” Monfort said when Raoul got closer. He pointed to the space on the upholstered bench next to him. All seats in the cafeteria were benches with soft paddings, too comfortable to sit on. Naupo roon si Raoul. The four handsome guys were quietly eating, not on speaking , though. Monfort’s eyes were observing how his friends were conducting themselves. “Sa’ng school ka ba galing?” Monfort started the conversation and turned to Raoul. Nakatingin man si Raoul sa pagkain, sinagot pa rin nito ang tanong ni Mon. “Sa Royal Asian University.” Napahinto si DJ nang isusubo na ang pagkain after hearing the name of the University because that was where his brother was studying. “Hey, that’s where my sister is studying,” tuwang sabi ni Mon. “Really?” ani Alex. “Yeah. Well, we’re not that rich and all, but my sister is a scholar at the University kaya siya nakapasok d’on,” paliwanag ni Monfort, with pride.

“Your sister is one lucky girl. DJ’s brother also studies there. His sister graduated from that University,” Alex disclosed, filled in for DJ. “Wow, mayaman pala kayo,” Monfort was talking to DJ, while he showed a delight expression on his face. “Ang parents ko lang ang mayaman,” tugon naman ni DJ. Nakatingin lang din ito sa pagkain. "Then why study here instead at Royal Asian University?" “Because this is the best College for Pop culture training, Man,” Alex answered for DJ. “I agree,” Monfort seconded. Gave a thumbs up. There was a moment of silence. Raoul thought it was best to make peace with his new acquaintances; he seemed to like the group already. “Mga Pare, sorry about earlier. Peace?” Raoul initiated the small talk, looked toward DJ as he apologized. “No problem,” sagot ni DJ. Both reached for their hands and they knocked each other’s fists. “Sama ka sa ‘min, Dude. Later, after class. We’ll hang out at POP’s. Masaya d’un,” pagyaya ni Alex kay Raoul. “First time ko lang d’un makakapunta, although I’ve been hearing about it. Sige, game ako,” excited na sabi ni Monfort. Ang POP’s ay isang hang out venue ng mga students na nag-aaral sa nearby colleges and universities. It offered smoothies, burgers, fries, and a variety of pancakes. Ang kagandahan pa sa lugar na ‘yon, starting at five in the afternoon, any students—with talent or not—can perform live on the small stage. They can just do whatever talent they want to showcase—For fun. Sometimes, POP’s would hold contests where the winners could bring home a trophy and a special treat courtesy of the owner. It was also a venue for Talent Scouts to discover students with potential.

“Sige, what time?” Raoul asked. “After class.” ~~ AT POP’s, the students were enjoying themselves and screaming at the same time at the solo and group performers. May pumipiyok, nakakalimutan ang lyrics, sumasayaw na hindi magkakasabay o kaya ay hindi nakakasunod sa tugtog. Nevertheless, those who could perform well could turn the place into a mini-concert venue for non-professionals. Monfort was so thrilled seeing everyone having a wonderful time with the performers. Gusto niya rin na mag-perform doon, if there was an opportunity. “Dudes, perform naman tayo sa stage next time, O,” Monfort suggested to his friends. “There? I can’t, Dude. Ayokong pagtawanan d’un,” refused Alex, shaking his head in resistance. “It is only for fun. Magkamali man, okay lang. Di ba sabi mo this place is for the non-pro? Look at those performers,” turo ni Monfort sa mga group of students na nagpe-perform, “they’re just playing along. Nothing serious.” “Then why don’t you try it,” Raoul said in an impatient tone. “If you’re going to perform on stage, with a crowd watching you, you have to do well or you may not have another chance to get their attention,” he adviced. “I… Don’t have my CD or USB with me, or my iPod…” ani Monfort. Inilabas ni DJ ang iPod nito at ibinigay kay Monfort. “Here. Use that.” “Thanks,” sabi ni Monfort, lumawak ang pagkakangiti. When Monfort was about to go to the control booth, somebody screamed. “Si Raymond!” Those female customers screamed and waved at Raymond Cortez who just entered the diner with some friends. Hindi ito makahanap ng mauupuan dahil hinaharangan ng mga lumalapit na mga students na nagpapakuha ng selfie pictures at nagpapa-autograph g.

“Raymond! Raymond! Raymond!” the students chanted. They were encouraging Raymond to go up the stage to sing. Hindi naman binigo ng FPOP Prince ang hiling ng mga ito. Biglang bumalik si Monfort sa kinaroroonan ng barkada. Tinapik-tapik ni Alex ang balikat ni Monfort. He was ready to show his best until Raymond showed up. He was beaten too many times by the FPOP Prince and Monfort feared that he might not be able to accept it if he would lose again to him. It was not even a competition! Raymond started to perform at nagsitilian ang mga tao.

BEAT THREE

SECOND SEMESTER, the school bell rang indicating lunch break. The college students left their respective classrooms, and started causing traffic as they scattered in the school lobby, at the quadrangle, garden, and the indoor and outdoor cafeteria. At the indoor cafeteria, everyone was distracted the moment DJ, Monfort, Raoul and Alex came in. Whispers spread out like buzzing bees, the girls were thrilled, others were focusing their phone cameras toward the four good looking guys who were walking by, and others were fixing themselves just in case that any of these guys would notice them. The four guys resorted to getting their own lunch buffet at the counter then sat at the table reserved only for them. “Bakit ba pare-pareho na lang ang hinahanda dito? Wala na bang iba?” Alex was complaining. “What are you complaining about? Bakit hindi ka na lang magbaon ng pagkaing gusto mo,” ani Raoul, without showing any facial expression. “Guys, how do you find Neo’s new song?” Mon asked his friends. Nakasuot sa tenga niya ang earplugs, listening to some music stored in his iPod. “We can make some fusion in the chorus part to make it more uniquely Filipino Pop style,” Alex suggested. “What if we shouldn’t include any rap in the song,” Raoul also suggested. “No, mas okay kung may rap nang konti, though not necessarily may pagka-rap ang style, may rhythm dapat.” Monfort turned to DJ, “DJ, ‘yung lyrics mo hindi pa complete. When are you going to finish that?” tanong ni Mon sa kaibigan. DJ was not taking part in the discussion. Even though he was hanging out with them, walang kagana-gana parati ang hitsura nito. “Nakakatamad kasing tapusin, Pare. Bakit kasi kailngan pang adapted sa buhay natin,” tugon ng binata, showing no interest in the topic. He was staring at his can of soda drink while he played on it with his palm. “It’s impossible that you cannot say anything about your life. Ikaw pa, DJ Yap. Mas extensive ang life story mo, kasing dami ng pera n’yo,” Alex said. His fist knocked with Raoul’s.

“Akala n’yo lang ‘yun,” depensa ni DJ. Lalo pang nagseryoso ang mukha nito, nilalaro lang ang pagkain. Binigyan ni Miss Montero, ang kanilang Music Professor, ng assignment ang kanyang class kung saan ay magko-compose ang bawa’t student ng song na hango sa tunay na buhay nila. Mas mahirap para kay DJ ang makagawa nang ganoon dahil hindi niya gustong pinapag-usapan ang buhay niya. Wala kasi itong matandaang masasayang experience kasama ng buong pamilya. Kung magkocompose naman siya ng kanta, malungkot lang ang kalalabasan ng message na iyon. The loudspeakers installed in the cafeteria made a squeak sound before a certain voice echoed in the air that could be heard in the entire campus, across the buildings. Attention, College students! We are very excited to announce that the Search for New Generation FPOP Supertars Show of SBA-NBC Network will be holding auditions in different colleges and universities nationwide. The Musickahan Organization is open for registration. For those who are interested to audition, you are welcome to drop by the organization’s booth to after your last class. Please do not forget to present your College I.D. and recommendation letter from the Dean’s office if you have obtained an average rating of four or five in the first semester. Likewise, the contestants who will be selected to represent the school to the Show audition should maintain the required rating during the entire second semester until the final exams; otherwise, the school will pronounce your disqualification of your school representation. This has been your school Disc Jock for this hour from the control booth. Have a happy lunch everyone! Hindi ma-express sa mukha ng apat na lalaki ang tuwa nila after hearing the announcement. Pakiramdam nila ay para sa kanila ang audition na iyon at heto na ang simula ng hinihintay nilang big break. “Awesome, mga Dude!” excited na sabi ni Alex. They gave one another a lower palm slapping gesture (a Give-Me-Five gesture); DJ lowered his palm unexcitedly just to let his friends slap it. ing such contests was not his interest.

“That’s what I’m talking about!” sabi ni Monfort. Tumatakbo na naman ang isip niya pagdating sa kanyang gagawing preparations. This was another opportunity for him to the competition, at kailangan siyang makapasok. After their last class, nagsabay-sabay ang magbarkada na tumungo sa Musickahan booth to . Luckily, ang bawa’t isa sa kanila ay may nakuhang 1.25 to 1.5 average academic rating in the last semester. While many students were standing in line waiting to get their registration numbers, they noticed a pretty young lady a few meters away from the booth. She was standing straight, legs together. She was wearing a headband over her saloned hair, her uniform did not have any creases on it, and she was holding in front of her a Xtian D bag fit for her charming personality. Suddenly, three young ladies ed her and stood behind her. All of them looked like the other girl who was standing in front of them. They were all wearing the same headbands and handbags, except for the color. Whatever the color of the bag they carried, was the same color of their headband. Once the three girls were settled: the demure girl in front lifted her head, raised one eyebrow, lifted her hand up in the air, and as soon as she snapped her fingers, all four ladies walked simultaneously as though they were ramp models. This group of girls was called the I.G, short for Incredible Girls, ang girlie-girl group sa campus who was popular for their talents in singing and dancing, including their fashion statements na nangunguna mag-trend sa Philippines bago pa gayahin ng mga tao sa buong mundo. “Kung sino sa inyo ang magpaparaya para makapila kami sa unahan ay bibigyan namin ng ganitong klaseng hand bag ang mga girls, with our signatures, and... a kiss and selfie pics with us for the boys,” pagsisimula ni Kelly. Si Kelly Emerald De Dios, eighteen years old, one of the prettiest teen idols in the campus. Mayaman at mula sa prominenteng pamilya. Mahal na mahal siya ng mga magulang at ibinibigay ang lahat ng magustuhan. She was the leader of the girl group I.G. If you thought that she seemed to be a nice girl, beware! Nakatago ang totoong ugali ng babaeng ito; she could be a ‘bida’ in your life sometimes, then a ‘kontrabida’ the next time. No one could tell what character she possessed; she was the only one who could tell. She was, by the way, the leader of Incredible Girls.

Bumulong ang isang girl sa likuran ni Kelly. “But Kelly, just be reminded that we should only be kissing guys with clear skin.” “Of course, Desire, I haven’t forgotten about that.” If Kelly was the leader of I.G. group at b**chy ang attitude, mas b**chy itong si Desire Bichara, seventeen and a half years old. She’s the girlie-girl bully in the campus at walang makatatalo sa kanya. Lahat ng hindi niya gustong tao, pinagti-tripan. Everyone in the campus referred to her as the most B girl, which also referred to Bichara, her surname. Dahil tuwang-tuwa sa narinig, nag-unahan ang mga kababaihan at kalalakihan na magbigay ng space para sa I.G. The Incredible Girl smiled devilishly and positioned themselves within the spaces provided for them. “Here you go…” Iniabot ni Tinah ang nicely scented stationery sa mga nagbigay ng space sa kanila. “Start writing your names para alam namin kung sino ang kailangang bigyan ng I.G. bags signed by us.” Tinah Gorospe, seventeen years old, ang pinaka-innocent looking I.G. group member na mahilig magsalita ng mga teen words na ito lang ang nakakaimbento. “And here is the other one…” Iniabot naman ni Heather ang isa pang stationery , for the boys, write your names for the selfies and a kiss from each of us.” The tall girl was Heather Hollister, eighteen years old, a half-Filipino and halfSwiss na diosa sa ganda hindi lang sa campus, but all over the world because of her looks that could for a mature, high class fashion model despite her young age. She had already appeared in almost all fashion medium as a model, and had bagged some beauty titles such as Miss Campus Sweetheart, Miss Teen Asian Model–Philippines and Miss Asiana-Teen, sponsored by Asian City where she resided. Umiling-iling si Alex at Raoul, pero nakangisi. “Those girls are quite interesting; never failed to either amuse me or disgust me,” Alex said scornfully. “But there is one person over here who is always amused. Right, Mon?”

Napatingin si Raoul sa kinaroroonan dapat ni Monfort, ngunit wala iyon doon. “Where is Mon?” tanong nito kay Alex. Alex pointed his index finger to the I.G’s direction. Naroon si Monfort. Monfort had his eyes drooled on Desire ever since she was his classmate in elementary. Tanggap ni Mon na magpaalipin kay Desire basta parati lang itong babatiin ang binata at kakausapin. “Hi, Desire,” bati ni Mon dito. Desire looked at him in a second, then looked away as she showed an exasperated look. “I’m glad that I.G. will be auditioning. Sinasabi ko na nga ba na mataas ang average rating mo sa first semester that’s why all four of you are here,” he said, taking pride of the I.G. even though he was not familiar with them. “When will you ever stop pestering me like your dog, what’s the name— Gigolo?” mataray nitong sabi. She had known his dog, when Gigolo was still a cute puppy. “My dog? Ah, yah, my dog, Gigolo— hehe. Isn’t he cute? Like me?” Desire looked annoyed. “Aren’t we done yet, Kelly?” “Oh, yes we are!” Ipinakita ni Kelly ang registration number card na galing sa registration booth. “O-M-G! That means we’re IN! Ang galing mo, Kelly!” may pagka-arteng sabi ni Tinah. “Can we go now?!” Desire was impatient. “Oh! Oh! Ahm… later guys. We already have the list with us. Just wait for the hand bags and for the kiss. Bye!” pahabol ni Tinah habang papalayo ang mga ito sa mga students na nakapila.

Naiwan si Monfort na tumitig lamang sa papalayong si Desire. Bakas ang satisfaction sa mukha niya kahit hindi siya pinansin ng crush. ~~ THE INCREDIBLE GIRLS, those beautiful, spoiled, rich campus queens. At dahil popular sila, meron silang tinatawag na Simonet Incredible Girls’ Next Fan Club or S.I.G.N Fan Club kung saan ay magpapaalipin sa kanila ang sinuman na gustong maging official member ng kanilang club. Kaya ang mga tagabitbit at tagaasikaso sa kanila ay walang iba kundi ang aspiring of the club. Sa classroom, Desire called one of those classmates who was aspiring to become a member of their College fan club. “Do you have complete notes to all the topics that we have discussed?” asked Desire. “Ah… Yes,” pag-alinlangan na sagot ng fan. Iniabot niya rito ang kanyang notebook. “Here, make that my notes are as complete as your notes. You better return my notebook to me by T-O-M-O-R-RO-W,” she spelled out the last word. Parang wala sa sariling kinuha ng fan ang notebook ni Desire. “Sa ‘yo na lang ito.” Kelly gave her signature sign pen to the fan. Iniabot niya lang ito without looking and without smiling at the fan. She would give away I.G. items as part of their promotion as a popular school girl group. Laking tuwa naman ng fan sa natanggap mula kay Kelly. “Thank you! Thank you!” Bumalik ito sa kinauupuan at ibinida sa iba pang classmates ang gift na galing kay Kelly. “I’m so bored,” Desire said, yawning. “Me, too,” sang-ayon naman dito si Tinah. “Who wants to go with me to the restroom?” Desire asked her friends; they only

shook their heads. “Well then…” Bitbit ang makeup kit, lumabas si Desire ng classroom at naglakad patungo sa restroom. Sinusundan siya ng ibang schoolmates na fans din ng Incredible Girls. Bago pa siya makapasok sa girls’ restroom ay nag-assign siya sa dalawang mga fans na magbantay sa labas ng pinto habang siya ay gumagamit ng restroom sa loob. Sumunod naman ang mga iyon and guarded the door against those who were trying to enter the restroom. Sa paglabas ni Desire, she gave some other instructions to the two. “I left my lipstick inside. Make sure that no one enters it until I come back. Or else, the two of you will be sorry. Okay?” Tumalikod na si Desire sa mga ito. Nagkatinginan ang dalawa who were acting as guards. Nagwo-worry ang mga ito dahil ilang minutes na lang ay next class na nila pero wala silang magawa. Desire walked away with a devilish smile on her face. The truth was, she had not left anything inside the restroom. And she had no intention of going back to that place at this point. It was Physical Education time! The students went to their lockers to change into their P.E. uniforms, then they headed for the big gym. Magkahiwalay ang basketball court for the male students, and another gym located on the mezzanine floor was for the female students. Minsan ay pinagsasama ang male and female students kapag merong activities na kailangan gawin na magkakasama ang mga ito. At the gym for females, the class where the Incredible Girls belong to, were playing volleyball. Kelly and Desire thought of making more fun of the other classmates. Desire was holding the ball. She looked in Kelly’s direction. Kelly gave her a nod. Showing a mischievous smile, Desire tossed the ball toward Natalie, one of their classmates who was as tall as Heather and appealing. Kelly called out to Natalie that made the girl turn around. To Natalie’s surprise, a ball suddenly hit her head. Natalie fell on the floor and became unconscious. “Oops!” murmured Desire. “Natalie! Natalie!” sigaw ng mga kaklase nito. Natalie opened her eyes a little, still groggy. “Huh?” was all she could utter. Their P.E. Professor rushed to the group that was surrounding Natalie. She examined her and ordered some of the girls to lift her up and take her to the

clinic. “Tsk, tsk. Ooh, that’s harsh, Girl,” mahinang sabi ni Kelly kay Desire. “Of course, Kelly, that’s because I really hit hard,” sagot naman ni Desire as she smirked while looking in the direction of Natalie who was being taken to the clinic.

BEAT FOUR

MONTH OF FEBRUARY was always a month for student camping for Professor Belmonte's Natural Science class. Professor Belmonte was a lanky looking man, however, more experienced when it comes to his subject. He was more adventurous than any student could have imagined. One day, he announced that the class will go on a field trip, he called this ‘The Advent of Survival’. A consent letter had been distributed to the students in his class to let their parents sign if they would approve their kids to in the camping. This was also part of their final exam for the second semester. Then, of course, everyone in Professor Belmonte’s class looked forward to their adventure trip, especially that their parents and guardians had allowed them to . Friday, at four in the morning, ang oras na usapan na magkikita-kita ang lahat ng students sa campus grounds para sunduin ng exclusive Simonet Bordeaux tourist bus na magdadala sa kanila sa Northern Luzon daw. Habang naghihintay, ang iba ay pupungas-pungas pa habang umiinom ng mainit na kape o chocolate milk, while others were already having their early morning breakfast at the outdoor cafeteria. Still others chose to have a short nap while waiting for the buses to arrive. When the Incredible Girls arrived, all four of them were wearing jackets of the same brand and style, but of different colors over those sleeveless white shirts, and short pants. Despite the Professor’s reminders that they should only bring important things for camping light enough for them to carry, each of the I.G. still brought a small carry-on travel bags with trolley, the kind that some mountain hikers slash tourists carry with them. As usual, hindi maitago ni Alex ang inis sa mga pekeng I.G’s. “So disgusting!” umiling-iling ito. “Where do they think we’re going? Boracay? Palawan? Or Mount Everest?” “Dude, d’yan sila masaya, just let it ,” sabi ni Monfort, nakatingin sa kinaroroonan ng Incredible Girls. Dumarating na rin sa wakas ang isa sa mga malalaking first class tourist buses ng Simonet Bordeaux na sumundo sa kanila. Inilagay ng mga students ang kanilang mga dalang backpacks sa baggage compartment sa side ng bus, at ang

iba nilang magaan at maliit na bitbitin ay inilagay sa head compartment sa loob naman ng bus. Sixty persons ang kasya sa loob ng bus na ito. Maganda, bago, malambot ang mga upuang iyon, at spacious para sa kanilang mga paa. Professor Belmonte gave the students each an assigned seat. Si Raoul at Monfort ay magkatabi sa isang row, opposite them was where Heather and Desire seated. Si Alex naman ay katabi si Tinah, samantalang si DJ ay katabi naman si Kelly. “The female students should be sitting next to the windows while the gentlemen should sit next to the aisle. Those with male seatmates or female seatmates, just make sure that you won’t be doing anything nasty,” instructions ni Professor Belmonte sa mga ito. Now off they went to Pampanga, their first stop. The Professor gave the students a fun adventure before the real serious adventure of a lifetime should begin. Inilabas ni Tinah ang kanyang fuchsia (fi-yu-sha or /’fyo?oSH?/) colored mirror at inayos ang buhok. Ngumiti-ngiti ito at pinapupungay ang mga mata sa harapan ng salamin. Nang mapansin ito ni Alex, he showed a bitter-looking expression. Tumagilid ito sa kinauupuan, tinalikuran si Tinah, saka natulog. Samantala, Kelly pulled out from her small makeup kit her mini-tablet at ginamit iyon, habang si DJ naman ay nagsuot ng headset to listen to some music. Neither of them felt speaking with each other. Sandali lang ang kanilang biyahe, approximately two hours. Isa-isa na silang pinababa ni Professor Belmonte at pinabitbit lamang sa kanila ang important valuables dahil hindi naman sila magtatagal sa lugar na iyon. “Boys and Girls, welcome to Sand In The Box! Magkakaroon tayo ng teambuilding activities dito, only for one day, at saka tayo tutuloy sa pinakahihintay nating adventure!” Professor Belmonte announced. Exclusive ang pagkaka-rent ng Simonet Bordeaux sa outdoor vernue na iyon. Pinapa - warm up lang ang students para paganahin ang mga katawan at utak ng mga ito bago pa sila ipasubo sa hiking na kanilang gagawin sa ibang lugar. The students were all smiles, already excited to try out the Zigzag Zipline. So without wasting much time, some of them were already in the tower, waiting for

their turn to experience the zipline. Tinah carefully tried to look down to the ground from the top of the tower, then went back to where she was lining up. “Oh no! It’s too scary… I don’t want to be the last one to try that out, something bad might happen to me. I should be in the middle so that I will neither be first nor last in line… Will there be someone to catch us in case we fall?” Tinah kept talking non-stop. Seeing how a cable zipped a person, she was getting cold feet. Dahil si Alex ang nasa likuran niya at nakikita ang pagiging restless ni Tinah, binging-bingi ang binata sa kadadakdak ng dalaga. Itinulak niya ito nang bahagya gamit ang isang kamay para lang takutin si Tinah, sabay sabing, “Sige, kung gusto mo mauna ka na,” supladong hayag niya. “Aaah!” she cried when he slightly pushed her back forward. She clenched her teeth and hands. To her annoyance, Tinah took the umbrella hanging on a wall of the tower and kept knocking him with it habang umiilag-ilag ang binata sa mga hampas na iyon. Everyone giggled at the funny scene. Alex had been contemptuous of her since high school. They knew each other back then, but they did not take notice of each other’s presence, except for some encounters that provoked them to snap at each other. When it was Kelly’s turn, the activity facilitator attached the harness around her body and the operators of the zipline asked DJ to put the helmet on to her. Although reluctant ay inilagay pa rin ni DJ ang helmet na iyon kay Kelly. They both could hear their breathing as their faces were almost close to each other. He was fastening the side and chin straps of the helmet for her. Kelly’s eyes stared at his face but pretending to be annoyed; while he was busy with the straps and did not even take a look at her. Everyone took turns in riding the zipline. It went up and down, curved up and down, right and left, then turned right again until it reached the end of the platform. They all had fun. They also tried the giant swing, the giant wall, and other activities available for them for their teambuilding. It was past three in the afternoon as they proceeded to the bus. Everyone looked very tired, but happy. As the bus drove off, the students took a short nap, until the atmosphere inside the bus became temporarily quiet. When they woke up, it was already dark.

“Wake up, Sleepyheads! We are already here, get up and get your backpacks ready!” announced Professor Belmonte. Pagkakuha ng kani-kanilang gamit ay sinundan ng mga ito ang Professor as he guided them to a wide terrain. “Sir, where exactly are we?” tanong ng isang male student. “Where? We are in Tanay, Rizal!” the Professor happily announced. “Tanay, Rizal?!” sabay-sabay ang students na bigkasin iyon, very surprised. “Sir, we thought that we’re going somewhere in the North?” the other female student asked. “We did, didn’t we? I already took you to Pampanga,” nakangiting sabi ng Professor. “Didn’t I tell you that we are also going to the East?” Umiling ang mga students. Napakamot ng ulo ang Professor; he thought that maybe he had forgotten to mention about this to the students except to their parents while they were in Pampanga. Tumawag kasi sa kanya ang management ng isang resort sa pupuntahan nila dapat sa Ilocos, ngunit ibinalita nito na masama ang panahon sa lugar na iyon kaya hindi mabuti para sa kanila ang mag-travel at that point in time. So, Professor Belmonte had decided to take the kids to Tanay, Rizal, in the East, which was a very good alternative camping site. “Well, the weather in the North is not quite good today, but this place is perfect for our educational trip. I’m sure that you’re going to enjoy it here. My assistants have already sent out SMS to your parents and guardians informing them that we had changed venue. We also gave out the details of the place where we are at.” Dahil inabot na sila ng gabi ay inutos muna sa kanila na magtayo ng kanikaniyang dalang tents para doon na muna magpalipas ng gabi. Pinili ng I.G na magkakasama sa isang tent. Walang kahit na sino ang puwedeng tumulong sa kanila sa pagtayo niyon, kahit pa ang kanilang fans, dahil busy din ang mga ito. Sinubukan nilang itayo iyon following the written instructions accompanied with the new tent Tinah bought. Hirap na hirap ang mga babae and almost gave up when Professor Belmonte called Monfort and Raoul to help them

out. “Ako na,” alok ni Monfort kay Desire. Kinuha niya ang isang dulo ng tent material sa kamay ng dalaga, walang imikan. Hindi man nagkikibuan, tuloy-tuloy lang ang dalawang lalaki sa pagtayo ng tent ng I. G, kahit papaano ay umaalalay lang ang mga babaeng ito. When everyone had already ramped up their tents, they gathered together and surrounded the little bonfire as they sat on the ground. They grilled their food there such as fish, hotdogs, marshmallows, and even cooked rice good enough for a ‘budol fight’. The so-called ‘budol fight’ was another term for eating food in one container with a group of people using their bare hands. Ang mga pagkain ay nakalagay sa iisang lalagyan, usually sa banana leaves na pinagdugtongdugtong. The students crowded around the served food. Karamihan sa mga babae sa Simonet Bordeaux ay sobrang sosyal at hindi sanay sa ganoong lifestyle. Kahit ang pagkain ng isda ay nagiging torture para sa kanila dahil sa mga tinik na kailangan pa nilang himay-himayin para hindi mapasama sa kanilang pagkain. Mas marami pa silang natatanggal na tinik kaysa sa natitirang laman ng isda. “Ano ba ‘yan, I’m so hungry na… Kelan ba matatanggal ang mga tinik ng isdang ito. Parang walang katapusan. Wala nang natitira sa fish ko, eh,” naiiyak na reklamo ni Tinah. “Me, too. Kanina pa ‘ko natitinik dito, ‘yung fingers ko nagkasugat-sugat na. Para tuloy akong nagpa-acupuncture nito!” seconded Desire. “At ang init pa dito!” Sinikuhan ni Kelly ang classmate who sat next to her. “Ano ba! Will you move away? I can’t breathe!” she complained. They were all crammed in one place while they eat all together. May nag-abot ng isang plato kay Heather na ang laman ay puro himay na isda. Tiningnan ni Heather kung sino iyon and it was none other than Raoul. “Nakakawalang-gana kayo sa pagkain namin. Ayan, lantakin n’yo!” Raoul said sarcastically.

She did not express her gratitude dahil hindi nito gustong mabahiran ng meaning ang pagiging “friendly” nila sa isa’t isa temporarily. However, Heather was still delighted as she shared the food with her friends. Raoul and his friends laughed at them while they shook their heads. Bago sila magsitulog ay nag-inspect muna si Professor Belmonte sa tulong ng mga kasama nitong assistants sa mga bags ng mga students to see if they brought with them portable electronic gadgets such as cell phones, iPads, iPods, etc. Ang mga na-confiscate na gamit ay pinaglalagyan ng labels para maibalik sa rightful owners ang mga iyon once their adventure was over. Ipinagbabawal nito ang anumang electronic gadgets na maging sagabal sa educational trip nila dahil gusto nitong matuto ang mga students on how to survive in this situation and to enjoy the scenery without distractions. Sa loob ng tent ay nagsisipagpaypay ng newspapers and cardboards ang Incredible Girls. Hindi sila makatulog dahil sa sobrang init sa loob ng kanilang tent. “Tinah, ang likot-likot mo,” reklamo dito ni Desire. Tinah kept turning side to side while lying on a flat cushion. “I can’t help it! It’s so cold!” “Oooh!” gigil at galit na bulalas ni Kelly. “I can’t take this anymore! We are like living in an uncivilized world!” “And I’m getting patches all over me, look! I can’t go back to Manila looking like this!” reklamo rin ni Heather na ini-inspect ang mga braso at binti na may mga kagat ng lamok at anumang insekto. She applied insect repellent lotion on her skin. “Kung alam ko lang na ganito ang gagawin sa ‘tin ni Prof Belmonte, hindi na lang sana ako sumama pa. Nand’on pa sana ako sa airconditioned room ko, sleeping cozily in my bed! Wrapped in my cozy blanket,” Kelly added. “But Kelly, we needed to . This is part of our finals, ?” reminded Tinah. “Just calm down, girls. Calm down… We will survive this. Pilitin na lang nating makatulog, okay? Because I am already very sleepy!” tugon ng pilit

kumakalmang si Heather. The next morning, the sound of a gong awakened them. Sinimulan na nila ang kanilang morning rituals at nagsipagkainan ng kanilang simple breakfast. Then they brought down their tents and fixed their belongings. Pagkabigay ng Professor ng briefing sa mga students ay nagsimula na sila sa kanilang hiking. Dahil sa bigat ng dala-dalahin ng I.G. ay hindi sila magkandaugaga sa pagbitbit ng mga iyon. Unfortunately, they could not request some of the I.G. fans to carry those bags for them dahil may sari-sarili ring bitbit ang mga iyon. Hair was a mess, no makeup, eyes drooped, and bodies were aching—ganoon ang naging hitsura ng Incredible Girls. Sa tuwing dumaraan sila sa mga lubak, at sa paakyat na lugar, ay hirap na hirap na ang mga ito, tagaktak ang pawis, at sobrang pagod. Binibigyan naman sila ng twenty minutes to rest for every hour of trekking. Nasa likuran nila si Monfort, DJ, Raoul, and Alex, kasabay rin ang ibang classmates na pilit din binubuhat ang mga sarili para maipagpatuloy lang ang paglalakbay. “Nakita mo ba how those girls look?” ani Alex kay Monfort, amused. “Ang titigas kasi ng ulo. Ang akala kasi hindi sila mabubuhay na wala ang mga pangbeauty regimen nila.” “Ang iingay nga kagabi. I could hear screams and complaints the whole time,” sagot din ni Raoul. Nagngisian ang apat na magbarkada. Mayamaya pa ay nadulas si Tinah at bahagyang napaatras ang katawan nito sa mga mabatuhang nilalakaran nila, face down. “Aaay!” sigaw nito. Nagulat din ang mga kasama at nagsihinto ang mga ito sa paglalakad. As an act of impuse, sumaklolo sila Alex dito at tinulungang itayo ang dalaga. Lumapit sa kanila si Professor Belmonte. “Miss Gorospe, are you alright?” worried na tanong ng kanilang Professor.

“I don’t think so, Sir…” nanghihina at nahihilo pang sagot ni Tinah. “Okay, everyone, let’s all rest for another twenty minutes!” Ibinaba ng mga pagod na students ang kanilang mga bitbit na gamit at nagsipaghanap ng mauupuan. Habang ang iba naman ay lumapit kay Tinah para alamin ang lagay nito. May mga galos si Tinah sa braso at mga binti mula sa mga maliliit na batong nasa mabuhanging daan. “Oouuch!” sabi nito. Tinah’s constant screams and grumble exasperated Alex, so he put a finger in his ear to clear his hearing. “Can you walk?” tanong ulit ng Professor kay Tinah. “I’m not sure, Sir. I-I don’t think I can… I’m too tired, and I’m bleeding!” “Alright, just remain seated while we treat your wounds.” Pinainom ng tubig si Tinah at ginamot ang kanyang mga sugat ng mga assistants ng Professor mula sa mga dala nilang first aid kits. The assistants of the Professor and the resort facilitators slash guides were also trained in first aid for emergency purposes. “Mr. Miller, please carry Miss Gorospe on your back. Let another fellow carry your bag,” suggested by the Professor. Itinuro ni Alex ang sarili nang marinig niya ang instructions sa kanya ng Professor. Napatingin siya sa mga kasama who just shrugged their shoulders and smiled at him as though teasing him for carrying the burden. Irked, iniabot ni Alex ang bag niya kay DJ. “Mr. Montecello, kindly carry Miss Gorospe’s bag for her,” Professor Belmonte added. Nawala ang pagkakangiti ni Raoul. “Okay, now, stand up kids! Let’s get moving!”

Sandali na lang at mararating na ng mga hikers ang lugar na kailangang marating. Hindi na maipinta ang pagmumukha ni Alex sa bigat na kargang si Tinah. “What have you been eating? To think that you are so thin and yet you are so heavy!” reklamo niya nang kausapin ang dalaga na kalong niya sa kanyang likuran. “Heavy? Who says that I am heavy? F-Y-I, I have been really careful with what I eat, excuse me! Ikaw, nagpapalaki ka ng katawan pero ‘di mo makuhang mabuhat ang mas magaan pa kesa sa bakal na binubuhat mo!” reklamo ni Tinah. “Bakit kasi nagdala-dala pa kayo ng mabibigat na gamit. Didn’t Professor Belmonte tell us to bring only lighter loads? Hindi ito field trip na pang-high school. Pang-hikers ito. We’re going to walk a long mile!” “Che! Quiet! Basta magbuhat ka lang d’yan until we reach wherever that is!” may pagkasuplada nitong sabi. “Ah gan’on, p’wes bumaba ka na!” aktong ibababa na ni Alex si Tinah. “Aah! Professor Belmonte, look, O! Alex is scolding me! He wanted me to get hurt again!” sumbong ni Tinah sa Professor na noo’y nangunguna sa paglalakad kasunod ang mga hikers. Hindi naman nito narinig si Tinah. “Okay! Okay! Just shut up!” Walang nagawa si Alex kung hindi ayusin ang pagkakabuhat kay Tinah at nagpatuloy siya sa paglakad. “Stupid girl…” bumulong pa siya. Nakataas ang isang kilay ni Tinah at ngumingiwi. At last, they had finally reached a wide cottage overlooking the twin waterfalls: The Darak and Batag Falls. Tinah was so mesmerized by the beauty of the falls. Para itong mga higante sa harapan nito. Ibinaba ni Alex si Tinah saka siya nag-stretch ng katawan, he also arched his back. Iniabot na rin ni Raoul ang bag sa dalaga. Inilinga-linga ni Tinah ang paningin, hinahanap ang mga kaibigan. Nang matagpuan nito ang mga iyon, she took the handle of her bag from Raoul and strolled it away with her, kahit paika-

ika ito sa paglalakad. “Hindi man lamang nagpasalamat,” mahinang sabi ni Alex. Raoul tapped Alex’s shoulder, smiling. Both approached their friends, Monfort and DJ, who were waiting for them at the other end of the cottage. The I.G. walked to one of the picnic tables with wooden benches. They heavily placed some of their things on the picnic table and sat heavily on the benches. “How’s your feet?” tanong ni Heather. Tinah examined her legs, may Band-aids ang mga natamong sugat. “It’s okay, by the looks of it. Kasi naka-Band-aids kaya ‘di ko nakikita ang bruises. Anyway, I’ll go to my dermatologist immediately when we go back to Manila para hindi ito magka-blemish,” she reported casually, sagged her lips. Alam naman nito that her dermatologist would take care not to let blemishes stay on her silky, smooth skin. “Nakakainis naman si Professor Lanky (that was his pen name thought out secretly by the Incredible Girls), he didn’t even consider our excitement. Ayan tuloy, wala tayong gadget to take pictures of us here,” pagrereklamo ni Heather. Nanghihinayang na wala man lang silang maiuwi na remembrance sa lugar na iyon dahil naka-confiscate pa ang kanilang electronic gadgets with cameras. Kinalabit ni Tinah si Heather. “No problemo! Look, Mr. Lanky’s assistant is taking pictures of the students over there. Halika, let’s all have our pics taken tapos ipa-send na lang natin sa kanya.” “Yeah, that’s a good idea. C’mon girls!” tuwang sabi ni Heather kay Kelly and Desire. Nang matapos na ang picture taking, bumalik ang I.G. sa kanilang tables. Nagkukuwentuhan sila until they heard loud screams and laughters somewhere. They saw some students who were swimming and making fun of each other in the river. The I.G. decided to go there. Nagkakasiyahan ang mga students na nasa rocky water stream malapit sa waterfalls. The Incredible Girls just decided to sit under a tree and watched them play in the water.

“Let’s go there then let’s get our feet wet, too!” suggested Tinah, excited. “No way, we can’t let our clothes get dirty,” resisted Desire. “Anyways, I’m going there. Who knows, baka may miracle ang river na ‘yon. Baka gumaling pa ang mga sugat ko.” Tinah stood up and walked toward the river. She sat on a rock lying on the edge of a ground by the river stream. She removed her sneakers and dipped her feet into the water. Habang natutuwa siya sa lamig at linis ng tubig ay napabaling ang tingin niya sa mga grupong nagkakatuwaan, until she unintentionally had set her sights in Alex’s direction who was with his group busily making their own enjoyment. Nawala ang ngiti ni Tinah at iniwas na lang niya ang mga mata roon. Lumapit si Kelly kay Tinah. Nang mapansin na malinis ang tubig at maganda ang view, she called to one of their aspiring . Inutos nitong tawagin ang isa sa mga assistants ni Professor Belmonte para kunan silang apat ng litrato. Nang makarating ang assistant, nagpakuha ang I.G. ng pictures in a location with a better view, using the other group of students in the river as their background. Nang makita ng iba ang ginagawang selfie, naki- din ang mga ito. They pushed Kelly aside as they slipped along; unti-unti naman napapaatras ang dalaga hanggang sa—Splash! Kelly fell into the water in a sitting position, her hair covered her face. Nang makita iyon ng karamihan, nagbunghalit ang mga ito ng tawa. Kelly threw a tantrum into the shallow water. “Kelly, are you alright?” tanong ni Tinah. “Sino ba naman ang magiging okay sa ganitong sitwasyon?!” Kelly exclaimed. Someone’s hand reached out to her. Without seeing who it was, she simply took the hand to lift her up. Tiningnan niya ang sarili, basang-basa na nga siya pati ang kalahati ng kanyang buhok. “Sige na, go back up there and change into dry clothes.” She turned to the person who helped her after he spoke. DJ was staring at her in a serious expression. Kelly quietly followed what he said as if she was in a trance. She was looking for something to hold on to so she could mount herself up, but she could not find any . The more that she tried to get up, she was slipping since the rocks

were slippery and muddy. “Here.” DJ clasped his hands and bent his knees in a squat position to help Kelly climb up. Tiningnan muna ni Kelly si DJ, saka tiningnan kung ano ang inaalok nito. Holding on through slippery rocks, she slowly stepped on his hands and DJ lifted her up, while the other guys on the higher ground pulled her up. When she was already up on the ground, she looked over her shoulder to check on DJ while her friends guided her away from the edge of the ground. Baka nagdilang anghel nga itong si Tinah, na baka may miracle ang river na iyon. Lumulukso si DJ sa mga bato pabalik sa kinaroroonan ng mga kaibigan. Kelly ed the others again after changing her outfit into a newer, drier ones. Professor Belmonte called all the students and he told them to follow him. Sinundan nila ito hanggang sa makarating sila sa labas ng isang cave. “This, my good-natured students, will be your once-in-a-lifetime unforgettable experience of your college years. Even if you have graduated from Simonet, you will not be able to forget your experience here. May I ask who among you are cluster phobic!” Only a few raised their hands. “Alright. How about your feet, Miss Gorospe? Can you be able to walk?” the Professor asked Tinah. “I-I guess so. Yes, Sir,” paalangan na sagot ni Tinah. “Then, may I ask those who will be ing me, to group yourselves into ten! Ten persons for each group, please. Hurry up!” Natural, sa I.G, apat na sila. Sumama pa sa kanila ang dalawa sa mga aspiring nila. Sa grupo naman nila Monfort ay sobra sila ng apat. “Ah, you, you, you and you,” turo ng Professor kay Monfort, DJ, Raoul, and Alex. “ this group.” Turo naman nito sa group ng Incredible Girls. Nanlaki

ang mga mata ng I.G. at ng mga piniling lalaki. “Sir, can we just stay in this group?” Alex requested for them to remain in the original group. “Mr. Miller, I have an eye for matching pairs,” sagot ni Professor Belmonte. Nagbigay muna ng briefing ang Professor sa mga students before they could proceed inside the cave. “So, everyone, you will come with me by batch. Those who will stay should watch over your classmates’ belongings. Okay? Let’s go, batch one!” Sumunod na ang batch one sa kanilang Professor. It took the first batch more than an hour to explore the cave until they came out of it; tired, hungry, and in a little tipsy form. Another batch followed, until it was the I.G. team’s turn. Kasama nila ang isa sa mga assistants ng Professor at isang resort Guide. Sa pagpasok nila sa opening ng cave ay pababa iyon ngunit hindi ganoon kahirap na makapasok. Nakarating sila sa lugar na mayroong apat na doorway. Pinili ng Guide ang pang-apat na lagusan sa kanan. Nang makapasok doon ang mga students, masikip ang daan na kinailangan pa silang naka-fall in one line, vertically. While they through a long tunnel, they had to bow their heads, bend their bodies, eventually knelt and crawl on a pathway with a very low ceiling. Madilim doon, kapaan ang kailangan nilang gawin para malaman nila ang tinatahak. Ang guide ang nasa pinakaunahan nila na may hawak ng flashlight, habang ang facilitator naman ay nasa likuran ng mga students na may hawak din na flashlight, but opted to turn it off so that the students could experience this adventure in the dark. “It’s so scary here!” sabi ni Tinah. “I know, right… And it smells so yucky!” reklamo rin ni Heather. She crinkled her nose because the smell of urine was really everywhere. Dahil sa madilim ay natatakot ang iba na baka may makapa sila ng kung ano roon. “Baka ‘yung kinakapa natin eh mga bungo na pala!” pananakot ng isang male classmate nila. “Or crawling insects,” added another. “Aah!” everyone screamed.

“Sssh! Be quiet!” sabi ng lalaki na nangunguna sa ibang students. May biglang humawak sa buttocks ni Tinah na ikinasigaw niya. Hindi nga lang niya malingunan kung sino iyon dahil masikip at madilim talaga ang lagusan. “I-I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to. Nangangapa lang ako,” sagot ng boses ng lalaki sa kanyang likuran, mukhang si Alex. “What if the cave shook because of an earthquake?” sabi ng isang babaeng kaklase nila. “Oh, please don’t! Please don’t! Please don’t! I still want to live!” dasal ni Tinah. Masasakit na ang mga tuhod at likod ng mga ito, nagtatagusan na rin ang mga pawis sa mukha at katawan. Mas marami pang “eew!”, “ouch!”, “aah!”, “yuck!” at sari-sari pang ingay ang naririnig sa background dulot ng mga students na ito na nakakadagdag sa sikip ng kanilang tinatahak. Moments later, naramdaman nila ang hangin na pumalo sa kanilang mga mukha. Sa palagay nila ay malapit na silang makalabas! Nang marating na nila ang opening palabas sa napakasikip na pathway na iyon, nakahinga na sila nang maluwag. At last, they were able to breathe air, huwag na lang isama ang urine na nalalanghap din nila. Sa kanila pang paglalakad ay ipinakita rin sa kanila ang mga stalactite and stalagmite formations. Ang bats na nakasabit sa itaas ng cave ay iniiwasan ng mga students at baka sila matuluan ng urine ng mga ito. The Guide led them to a wider space. Finally, they could see the mouth of the cave; the rays of sunlight was beaming toward the rocks near the opening. However, getting out of the cave was another dilemma which they had to face. Others managed to climb through those big rocks covered with moss, while some of them were having difficulty climbing because it was so slippery. Ang iba naman sa kanila ay nakaakyat na. Despite being so maarte, Tinah managed to remove her sneakers so that she could climb up the rock. Isinampa niya ang isang paa at yumakap siya sa kabuuan ng bato; nakadikit na rin ang pisngi sa

bato, pero unti-unti rin siyang bumabagsak dito. She refused to give up because she was very desperate enough to climb the rock. Sa isang tabi naman, habang nagpupumilit si Tinah na makaakyat sa malaking bato, ganoon din ang ginagawa ni Desire. Nang makakapit si Tinah sa bato at pinipigilan niya ang bumagsak, mayamaya pa ay may tumulak na sa kanya hawak ang kanyang buttocks. Sa tulong niyon ay nakasampa rin siya sa itaas ng bato. Napansin niya si Alex na natatawa pero hindi niya makuhang magalit dito dahil kung hindi sa lalaking iyon, baka siya na ang pinakahuli na makalabas doon. Nagbabakasali si Desire na makahanap ng baging na mahahawakan para matulungan siya nitong makaakyat. Biglang may bumuhat na sa kanya, bridal style, at as wakas ay naabot na rin ng mga paa ang ibabaw ng bato. Dahil sa bilis ng pangyayari ay very briefly lang niyang nasilayan ang taong bumuhat sa kanya. She was so happy when she finally got out of the cave. She turned around to see who helped her out, but there was no one behind her. Nakita niyang naroon sa opposite side sila Heather and Kelly na nagtulungang makaakyat, samantalang ang grupo ni Monfort ay nakahakbang na rin sa malalaking bato. Although she had a hunch that it could be Monfort, dahil alam nitong Monfort cared for her a lot. Everybody was gathered outside the cave after all the students had their share of cave adventure. This time, Professor Belmonte told them to return to their bus. Everyone was delighted to hear that their adventure was finally over. Habang sila ay naglalakad downhill, kung nahirapan sila noong una nang paakyat sila ng hill, mas mahirap na para sa kanila ang makababa. They were already tired, weak, and hungry. Nakakadulas pa ang maliliit na bato na kanilang tinatapakan dahil sa mamasa-masa ang daan at puro lumot pa. Kung sa tingin nila ay doon na natatapos ang kanilang pagsakripisyo, not just yet. Kailangan pa nilang dumaan sa isang footbridge na gawa lamang sa manipis na kahoy ang tinatapakan, at mahahabang baging that served as the handrail. Short cut daw iyon papunta sa kinaroroonan ng bus. Nagkatinginan lang ang mga babae nang marating nila ang dulo ng bridge at tiningnan kung gaano kalayo ang lalakarin nila patungo sa kabilang dulo. Ang iba sa kanilang classmates ay naglakad nang mabibilis kaya sandali lang ay nakarating na sila sa opposite end of it. Since ganoon ang ginagawa ng iba, the bridge kept swaying non-stop at naririnig din nila ang paglangitngit ng mga kahoy na kanilang tinatapakan na parang anytime soon ay bibigay na iyon. Sa ilalim ng bridge ay ang rocky water stream, an extension of

the stream mula sa twin waterfalls na kanilang pinuntahan. This was another extreme challenge that they needed to go through. “How are we going to walk through that? Our luggage is quite heavy?” Heather whispered to Tinah. “Ahm, maybe if I stroll the bag behind me, and walk on the aisle carefully, I think I could make it through on the other end,” sabi ni Tinah na pinag-aaralan kung paano ang gagawin sa kanyang pagtawid sa bridge. “Kaso malambot na raw ang wooden steps, eh, baka biglang bumigay ‘yun— ” “Ano ba?! Maglalakad ba kayo o hihintayin n’yong putulin ko ang tulay para di na kayo makaalis dito?” Raoul scowled at them impatiently na ikinagulat ng mga babae sa unahan nito. The I.G. looked behind them at pinanlisikan nila ng tingin si Raoul at ang mga kaibigan nito. “Tss, mga hambog na ‘to. Kala mo kung sinong magagaling,” Tinah murmured. Nauna na naman si Tinah among the I.G na makatawid, dahan-dahan, hila-hila ang bag. Everytime she would hear the wooden steps squeak, she was getting goosebumps. She started to walk on the aisle of the footbridge, at pinagagaan niya lang ang paghawak sa baging to prevent it from swaying too much. Ginaya rin siya ng mga kaibigan. Biglang kumanta ang mga lalaki ng kantang ginagamit sa procession ng mga sagala tuwing Santacruzan dahil sa bagal ng paglalakad ng mga babaeng nasa kanilang harapan. Sumimangot ang mga mukha ng I.G. Kahit hindi lumingon sa likuran ay alam nilang pinamumunuan ni Alex ang nanloloko sa kanilang mga anti-I.G. After their successful crossroad, there was another route which they had to take. They had to walk through the river kung saan ay masyadong mabilis ang ragasa ng tubig na hanggang binti. The I.G. strolled their bags as they made their way through the water torrent; basang-basa na ang mga gamit. Meron namang isang mahaba at makapal na baging na kanilang hinahawakan to them as they crossed the river. Kinakapa ni Kelly with her already soiled shoes ang anuman na matapakan niya habang siya ay naglalakad. Dahil as bagal, bigla nang kinuha sa kanya ni DJ ang kanyang bag, and gave it to Alex. Then he lifted her easily

and laid her on his shoulder like a sack of rice; they both crossed the river until they were able to reach the dry land. Natahimik lang si Kelly nang maibaba siya ng binata, while Alex poked the bag at her. Hindi na nakapagsalita pa si Kelly, parang statue na sinundan lang ng mga mata nito si DJ na patuloy sa paglakad na parang walang nangyari. Ang iba ay hawak-kamay na dahan-dahang tumawid ng rumaragasang tubig na halos dalhin na sila ng agos na iyon. In the end, they had succeeded. Habang nagsisipaglakad sila sa isang terrain na wala nang sagabal, saka na nagsipagreklamo ang ilan sa kanila. “I am NOT going back there ever again!” Desire exclaimed. “Me, too! Naku, I’m not going to enroll in Natural Science Two ever again if it was going to be under Professor Lanky. Baka mag-develop na talaga ako ng phobia!” Tinah said. Biglang lumitaw ang Professor sa isang tabi kung saan ay puno ng matataas na talahib. “Ano ‘yon?” “Aay!” bahagyang napatalon sila nang biglang lumitaw ang Professor. “Ano’ng ginagawa ni Sir d’un?” tanong ng isang lalaki sa isa pang kasabayang lalaki na nasa likuran ni Tinah. “Malay ko.” Nagkatinginan ang dalawa at saka nagtawanan. Naka-park ang tourist bus sa may cemented road, may ilang kilometro ang layo sa resort. Hindi kasi nababagay ang malalaking vehicle malapit roon dahil puro talahib na at matarik. Pumasok na ang mga students sa loob nito. Naginhawahan sa lamig ng pakiramdam dulot ng aircon. They went back to their assigned seats. Naibalik na rin sa kanila ang kani-kaniyang electronic gadgets kaya kaagad ay nagsipagselfie ang mga ito and all the pictures they took were immediately posted to their social networking sites. They also talked to their friends and loved ones over their cell phones and through real-time video chat. Hindi rin sila nakatiis na hindi mag-like at magsipag-share ng mga pictures nila na nai-post ng assistants

ni Professor Belmonte sa social website s ng mga ito. Nagsikainan nalang sila sa loob ng bus at pinag-aayos ang mga sarili. Dahil sa pagod at gutom ay hindi na maipinta ang kanilang mga hitsura. So far, despite every challenge, they enjoyed everything they had experienced. It was scary, but it was fun in the end. They were thankful that nothing bad had happened to them and that they were able to reach their bus safe and sound. Matapos nilang magsipagdasal ay nanahimik na ang ilan sa kanila. Monfort took out his iPod and sang an upbeat song. Nakikanta na rin ang iba sa kanila isa-isa, hanggang sa lahat na ay nakisabay na rin habang papalayo na ang buses sa resort na kailanman ay hindi nila malilimutan.

BEAT FIVE

“CLASS, WE HAVE another good news for you,” Mrs. Arriola told the students in her English Accent Training Class. Mrs. Arriola had a really good diction and accent in either American or British English. She had been teaching English for fifteen years, started way back at Simonet Bordeaux Ecolé. She used to be employed in one of the Business Process Outsourcing companies in the Philippines before landing at Simonet Bordeaux Académie. “This March, our school is going to hold the annual Queen Simonet Bordeaux Académie Beauty Pageant. This means that we are going to select candidates per year level to vie for the title. The one who gets the crown shall represent our school to compete in the Internationale Queen Simonet Bordeaux Académie Beauty Pageant in . So, I am going to distribute this profile sheets for you to fill up if anyone of the young ladies would like to . We will start with our preliminary round next week. As for the rest of the information, kindly visit our Bulletin Board.” Heather was more than excited to the pageant. She quickly filled up the form, stood up, and handed the form to Mrs. Arriola. “Heather, I’m so glad that you are continuously following your dream. However, I’m disappointed to learn from your other Professors that your grades are suffering. I am hoping that you will not sacrifice your studies for your dreams, Hija. One of the best achievements a beauty queen could reach for in life is by finishing her studies. And that is also the only important treasure your parents can give you that no one can take away from you,” the Professor reminded her. “I’m grateful for your concern, Mrs. Arriola. I promise to do well in my studies because that’s also my dream.” Her Professor smiled. “I’m so happy to hear that. You may now go back to your seat and good luck to you.” Heather ed when she was in her sophomore year of high school. Her mother was so happy upon receiving a call from Prestige Catwalk Modeling Agency (PMA), one of the leading modeling agencies in the Philippines. They signed a six month deal as a start of her career with the agency. This was also to

assess if the clients would recognize her. And when Heather became the constant choice of her agency’s regular clients, she became a full time contract model of Prestige Catwalk. Her mother was so thrilled after hearing that the editors of Young Miss magazine was so happy with the results of Heather’s pictorial taken by some of the prestigious photographers. According to them, her poses and acting in front of the camera were so natural as she ed charmingly in their lenses in various angles. Hanggang sa iba’t ibang magazines, broadsheets, billboards, TV commercials, at sa runway na madalas nakikita ang angking ganda ng dalaga na lalong ikinagalak ng kanyang ina. “May problema ba, Hija?” Mrs. Hollister asked her daughter. Si Mrs. Hollister ang nagkumbinsi sa anak na sumali sa isang kilalang top modeling agency sa Pilipinas. Naging frustration ng kanyang ina noong kabataan ang pagiging isang Fashion Model dahil maaga itong nakapag-asawa at nabuntis. Kaya nang maipanganak si Heather at lumaking napakagandang bata ay hindi na nag-aksaya pa ng panahon ang ina, isinali siya sa lahat ng modeling and beauty contests magmula pa noong dumating siya as edad na lima. Nang maging Young Top Model si Heather nang mag-thirteen years old siya, this opened a lot of modeling opportunities for her na hindi niya pinalalagpas, at sa pamamagitan din nito ay nakilala siya sa buong mundo. Ang hindi niya lang alam ay kung sakaling nabubuhay pa ang Daddy niya, would her life become different? Because when she was in her Sixth Grade, pinapaconcentrate siya ng kanyang ama sa pag-aaral na kadalasang pinagmumulan ng argument ng parents niya. “Iniisip ko lang po ang school,” she told her mom, not feeling good. “I know. H’wag kang mag-alala, Hija, dahil matalino kang bata. Natatandaan mo ba nang mag-start ka ng schooling mo? Kahit may shoots and commercials ka noon, nakukuha mo pa rin na makapag-aral nang husto. So, I’m sure that you will do just fine. Kung bumaba man ang grades mo, hindi naman siguro gaano maapektuhan ang average rating mo, you can always make up for it. So I will understand.” “But I don’t want to quit school. Baka ma-kick out ako n’yan. Nakakahiya, Mommy!”

“You will not be kicked out, Anak. Besides, as for some of your activities in school and with friends, you may have to give up some of them,” sabi ng ina, aware sa kanyang situation when it concerned her career and studies. She was relieved that her mother understood, ‘though she could not believe her mother saying this to her!

***** “HEY GUYS! I’ve got an idea. Why don’t we perform as a Pop group?” suggested Monfort when he entered DJ’s bedroom. DJ’s three friends were in his room, having a group study for their class homework. They glanced at one another upon hearing Monfort’s suggestion. “Us? We’ve never done group singing before,” confessed Raoul. “I usually dance on stage, but never tried singing. I don’t think I could be much of help.” “Well, I had performed solo before,” itted Alex, “But that only happened once and I said I would never do that again!” His eyes opened wide. Unlike Monfort, Alex was not used to performing solo eventhough he also had the makings of a teen sensation due to his talent in singing and dancing. “How about you, DJ?” Monfort directed his question to DJ who was reading a book. “Dude, hindi pa ‘ko nakakakanta ng Pop at hindi pa ‘ko nakakasayaw. H’wag mong sirain ang image ko,” sagot ni DJ na malamlam. “Guys, C’mon! We just need to practice diligently so that we could do well. Magagawa natin ‘to,” Monfort insisted. “Look, the four of us have our individual style of singing. That’s why I believe na kaya natin ‘tong ipagcombine ang talents natin.” Sumang-ayon naman dito si Alex, flipping his pen with his fingers. “We can just try.” “Maiba nga pala ako, the Incredible Girls, malakas ang hatak nila when it comes to promotions. Mas marami silang fans, madali silang makakapasok sa finals.

Baka manalo pa sila,” ani Raoul, throwing small missiles, one at time, directly at the dart board. Hearing the group’s name, Incredible Girls, nagmistulang interesado si DJ na marinig ang topic na iyon as his eyes looked to the left side without turning his head. “I don’t see any new performance style that group has been doing. Their style has always been girlie-girls, bright, colorful, flowery…” Alex moved his fingers in the air at the mention of ‘flowery’. “They don’t even sing live! Dudes, they won’t stand a chance!” may pang-iinsultong sabi pa nito tungkol sa I.G. “Whatever you say, just it it. They have their own style and that’s what their fans like about them. They’re unique,” depensa naman ni Monfort. Lumapit si Raoul kay Alex at inakbayan ang kaibigan. “Halata pa rin ang pagkainis mo sa kanila, Dude. Bakit kaya?” Raoul was talking to Alex. “Pero ang hindi nakakapagtaka, ‘etong si Mon. Still head over heels kay Desire.” He moved his head directed to Monfort. “Is there something that we still don’t know about you and Desire, Mon?” asked Alex. Monfort just shook his head. Not wanting to tell the story between him and Desire. Isinubsob niya ang mga mata sa mga kino-compose na mga kanta, while he recalled how it all started with Desire… Monfort and Desire were classmates in elementary at the Makati International Montessori. Desire used to be a quiet student, while Monfort was cheerful and quite mischievous at times. His classmates liked him as a great companion to be with. He fancied Desire so much na naging knight in shining armor siya para dito. Desire was a nice girl, but their classmates thought that she was an ugly duckling that was why they loved to tease her and called her names. Monfort was always defending her everytime she was bullied. Para kay Monfort, hindi bale na siya na ang masaktan, huwag lang si Desire.Since Desire did not have many friends, Monfort was the only one she considered her closest at school. There were times that he would share his food with her during break periods, or sometimes he would help her with homework. When they were in 6th Grade, their teacher conducted a surprise quiz on their

subject. Desire hated surprise quizzes because she was not that smart to easily understand their lessons. She needed to study, but there was no room for that. Monfort was sitting behind her, at dito rin naisipan ni Desire to borrow notes from him to study. When they were about to start their quiz, she laid the opened notebook under her chair, unaware of the circumstance it might bring. While taking the quiz, their teacher walked around the room and checked if the students were keeping suspicious cheat sheets with them. Until their teacher noticed the opened notebook under Desire’s seat, which was visible to Monfort. Their teacher interrogated both of them. Monfort was quick to it to the Principal that it was his idea. Bilang punishment, ipinaglinis siya ng male restroom; he also got a zero on his quiz. Desire felt guilty for letting Monfort take the blame. But due to her fear that she might receive the same punishment and bad treatment from her classmates, she kept mum about the truth and just let the news spread throughout the school. That summer, kinuha si Desire ng kanyang ina papuntang to continue her studies there instead. When Monfort heard the news, he went to the airport, accompanied by his father, so that he could speak with Desire and bade her farewell. When he and Desire met, she gave him a dried flower pressed in a folded paper. “It is my way of saying ‘Thank You’ and ‘I’m sorry’ for everything. You have always been there for me and I will never forget that,” she sincerely said. “I will keep this until you come back. I’m still here waiting for you, Desire,” he murmured when she had walked away. ~~ “NATAPOS KO NA ang three songs that I’ve composed!” Monfort happily shared the news to his friends. They decided to use his compositions for the school audition. “Let us see.” Tiningnan ni Raoul ang lyrics ng mga na-compose ni Monfort. “So when can we start to hear these?” “As soon as I’m done recording the songs. I can’t wait to start practicing!” tugon niya.

“But where should we practice?” Raoul asked. “Kailangan pa bang tanungin ‘yan? Sa laki ng bahay ni DJ, kasya siguro ang twenty-five thousand audience!” pagbibiro ni Alex. Nagkatawanan ang magkakaibigan at nag-Give-Me-Five gesture pa sila with their hands. “No, I don’t think that will do,” pagkontra ni DJ. “My parents will not approve of it.” “We can go to POP’s, pero bago ‘yan, dapat nakapag-practice na muna tayo para nasa performance level tayo ‘pag nasa POP’s na,” Monfort suggested. “That’s a good idea,” sabay na sagot ni Alex and Raoul. Namili ng isang pop song ang apat sa mga na-compose ni Monfort. Nag-practice sila kung paano nila kakantahin iyon at kung paano rin sayawin. Si Raoul ang incharge sa dance moves. Dalawang linggo nang ipina-practice ng mga ito ang kanilang performance for the school audition. When it comes to their outfits, DJ asked Kayla for some styling ideas. Sarado ang POP’s ng Sundays pero nirentahan nila ito para makapag-practice. Nang makapagpahinga, pinag-isipan naman nila ang magiging pangalan ng kanilang grupo. “Kailangan catchy para may recall,” suggested DJ. “How about Full Force?” ani Raoul. “Ano tayo, Star Wars?” di sang-ayon si Alex. “Aah! Nakakasakit nang ulo,” ginulo-gulo ni Monfort ang buhok nito. “Itulog na lang muna natin ‘to, bukas na lang natin pasakitin ang ulo.”

BEAT SIX

SA YOUNG ACHIEVERS’ catalog photoshoot, sinimulan nang ayusan si Heather. Her beauty stood out nang ipasuot sa kanya ang tangerine ruffled sleeveless blouse and white navy style shorts with tangerine ribbon sash and a pair of moccasin footwear. Ang mga damit na ipinasuot sa kanya during this shoot ay gawa ng mga young Filipino designers. Saka kinulutan ang dulo ng kanyang buhok, at nilagyan ng isang yellow flower sa kanyang tenga. Si Heather muna ang inunang kunan ng photographer sa iba’t iba niyang anggulo. After that, the photographer called in a male model as Heather’s partner for the calendar. Si Raoul ang lumabas sa dressing room at ipinatabi kay Heather. Nagulat ang dalaga nang makita siya; ganoon din si Raoul. Magmula pa noong elementary ay TV commercial model na ang binata. Contract model din ito ng isang kilalang agency kaya paminsan-minsan ay nabibigyan din ito ng projects. Raoul itted to himself that Heather might be a familiar name and face to a lot of teenagers like him, pero hindi siya naging die-hard sa dalaga. Maliban sa pagmomodelo, he was into dancing—and bullying others. “Ikaw?!” he and Heather said in unison. “At bakit, ikaw lang ba’ng may karapatan na maging calendar model?” Raoul said in an unfriendly tone. Pigil ang paggalaw ng mga bibig ng dalawa habang ngumingiti at nagpo-pose sa harap ng camera. “Kung alam ko lang na ikaw ang makakasama ko dito, hindi na sana ako pumayag,” she rolled her eyes in disappointment. “I don’t think that you will do that. Because you wouldn’t allow missing any photoshoot projects given to you, since time immemorial.” Nag-iba ang expression ng mukha ni Heather. “And how do you know that?” The Photographer looked annoyed by how the two models were ing in his camera. “What’s happening to both of you? I couldn’t get a good shot! Will you two get closer? Closer! More… More!” pag-instruct ng Photographer.

Nang matapos ang photoshoot, sabay na lumabas nang magkaibang dressing rooms sina Raoul at Heather. Nagtitigasan ang mga panga nang magkita na naman sila. “Do you think na mananalo kayo sa audition?” pagsisimula ni Raoul. “Why, do you think we’re not that great?” one eyebrow raised. “Maybe Alex was right. There’s nothing new to expect in your performances. Magaganda nga kayo, kulang naman sa substance,” he criticized. Dumaloy ang dugo sa mukha ni Heather. “You just wait and see, Bull-dog!” Nang makatalikod naman ang dalaga ay nag-L sign si Raoul at idinikit sa kanyang noo. Ang ibig sabihin ng ‘L’ sign na iyon ay ‘Loser’, patungkol iyon kay Heather. ~~ MAG-CLASSMATE SA MANAGEMENT class sina Raoul at Heather. Matapos ang kanilang lesson ay tinawag ng Professor si Heather at kinausap siya tungkol sa kanyang bumababang grades sa subject na iyon. “I expect you to get at least a ninety in my subject, Heather. You have been absent four times this month already, and I allowed you to miss some of my classes expecting that you will my subject. If this goes on, you may have to take this subject again this summer. Moreover, this might disqualify you in your candidacy for the Queen Simonet Bordeaux Pageant,” sabi ng Professor niya. “I’m sorry, Miss Banzon. I just couldn’t miss my pictorials and commercial shoots. B-But I will do my very best to study hard,” she promised desperately. “You may need to have a study-buddy to help you catch up with our lessons. And I will give you series of assignments and examinations to work on so that I could gauge if you are improving.” Miss Banzon looked in the back. “Mr. Montecello, will you come over for a moment, please?” Umiwas nang tingin si Heather nang tawagin nito si Raoul, na para sa kanyan ay ang classmate niya na ubod ng yabang.

Lumapit si Raoul sa Professor. “I am asg you as Miss Hollister’s study-buddy. She’s been getting low grades in this subject. According to her, she’s been busy with commercial shoots and pictorials. You have to see to it that she will all the exams and assignments that I will give her. Is it understood?” Hindi muna nakasagot si Raoul. Nagdadalawang isip din ito kung tatanggapin o tatanggihan ang suggestion ng Professor. Afterwards, “Yes, Ma’am.” Matalim ang pagkakatingin nito sa dalaga. “Good, you may now go back to your seats. And oh, both of you should go to the faculty room to get the manuals from me. You need to work on them together.” It was the last class for the day para kay Raoul at Heather. Nang papalabas na si Heather ay sinundan ito ni Raoul. “Hey, Heather, wait up,” tawag nito sa dalaga. “Pupunta ka ba sa faculty?” Hindi ito kinibo ni Heather, patuloy pa rin sa paglalakad sa hallway palabas ng kanilang building para magtungo sa Building. “I really don’t like the idea study-buddying with you. Can we not tell that to Miss Banzon?” “And who says that I so like it either. Bakit hindi ikaw ang magsabi?” “Tinatanong kita nang maayos, don’t you act that way toward me!” he complained, firmly. “It’s not my problem whether I have a study-buddy or not, hindi naman ‘yan ang assignment na ibinigay sa ‘kin ni Prof kaya bahala kang mag-solve ng issue mong ‘yan,” mataray pa ring sabi ni Heather. Hindi pa rin tumitingin kay Raoul habang kinakausap niya ang lalaki. Nang makarating sila sa Building, Miss Banzon handed to Raoul what they needed to work on. “Where do we need to start?” tanong nito habang naglalakad silang pareho

papuntang carpark. Sinasabayan lang siya ni Raoul. “I wouldn’t prefer studying somewhere else except at my place,” sagot ni Heather dito, naka-crossed arms. Tumalikod na siya at nagtungo sa parking area kung saan naka-park ang kanyang sasakyan. “Oh great! So, ako pala ang magbubuhat nang lahat ng ito?” “Alangan namang ako. I know that you’re a bull-dog, but can’t you be a gentleman sometimes,” pangungutya niya. “Stop calling me that!” galit na sabi nito. “Calling you what?” pa-inosenteng tanong niya. Nakarating na rin sa wakas ang dalaga sa kotse niya. “I’m not like that—” sabi pa ni Raoul, hindi mabanggit ang word na ‘bull-dog’ o kaya ay bully na may maangas na pagmumukha. Iyon ang nickname na ibinigay ni Heather dito. She pressed a button from a small key gadget that she was holding that made her car door open automatically. “Whatever,” walang pakialaman na sambit kay Raoul. “Do you have a car?” “Yeah, why?” “Sumunod ka na lang sa ‘kin.” She sneered at him, at pagkatapos ay sumakay na siya sa kotse. Naiwan si Raoul na nakatayo sa labas ng driver’s side ng kotse ni Heather. Nabibigatan na ito sa mga bitbit na makapal na manuals. He did not realize at first what she wanted to happen. He, too, went to his car. He even had difficulty getting the small key gadget from the side pocket of his pants because the manuals were almost slipping from his hands. When he had managed to open the car door, he threw the manuals, one by one, on the enger side in front before he could settle onto the driver’s seat. Heather beeped twice from her car, giving him the signal that she was about to

leave. He followed the girl after she drove off. Raoul headed for the basement of the building where Heather drove through. He looked for an available slot to park his car. At the entrance door of the basement hallway leading to the elevator of the building, Heather was already waiting for him. “What took you so long?” pagreklamo ni Heather. “I just checked my watch and it took me an estimation of seventeen minutes. I still had to park the car and pick up these manuals! I’m sorry to have kept you waiting. I just don’t drive faster because I follow the required speed limit. Unlike you…” he further explained with irritation. She immediately turned her back on him while he was still talking; she did not like hearing anymore of Raoul’s chiding. Heather led him to the elevator na serious ang mukha, lips tightly closed together, and was looking straight ahead without showing any expression. Umakyat ang elevator papunta sa eighteenth floor sakay ang dalawa, saka sila nagtungo sa isang unit at pumasok. Ang Mommy ni Heather ay hindi pa nakakauwi. Nag-shopping daw, according to the maid. Nang maibaba ni Raoul ang mga manuals sa center table sa living room ay saka ito naupo sa sofa. Inilibot niya ang kanyang mga mata sa paligid ng living room, magkasing-laki lang ang unit nila ni Heather. Lumabas ang maid na may dalang isang tray ng desserts at dalawang basong orange juice. Gutom na talaga si Raoul kaya sinunggaban na niya ang pagkain. Nang makabalik si Heather sa living room ay naka-shorts na lang ito at sleevelss shirt. Nasa bibig na ni Raoul ang sandwich nang mapatanga siya kay Heather. Una niyang nasulyapan ang makikinis at mahahabang legs nito, ang ganda ng hubog ng katawan, ang makinis na balat hanggang sa kagandahan ng mukha na tinanggalan na ng makeup. Naka-ponytail na ang buhok ni Heather. “Saan mo gustong magsimula tayo?” tanong ng dalaga nang makaupo ito sa carpeted flooring without noticing Raoul’s reaction; started flipping one of the

manuals on the center table. Para siyang na-mesmerize sa dalaga. Sinundan pa niya ito ng tingin nang makaupo ito sa harapan niya, at doon niya rin tiningnan ang batok nito. Napakaputi. Malinis itong tingnan, fresh ang hitsura. Nang nakaramdam si Heather nang hindi pagkibo o pagkilos ni Raoul, lumingon ito sa likuran. “Hoy, kung wala kang balak na mag-aral, umalis ka na lang,” pataray na sabi nito sa binata saka bumaling muli sa manual. Naupo na rin si Raoul sa carpeted floor at nagsimula na siyang magturo kay Heather. It was not hard to teach her their lessons dahil matalino naman si Heather, ngunit kakailanganin nito ng tutorial paminsan-minsan para makahabol sa mga na-miss na lessons sa school. Seryoso lang silang dalawa kung mag-usap, civil lang. Three hours had ed at nakatapos na rin sila ng isang manual para pag-aralan at sagutan ni Heather. Tiningnan ni Raoul ang oras sa wristwatch niya. Nagugutom na siya, but Heather was not offering him any food to eat for dinner. “I’d better be going,” paalam ni Raoul. “Okay,” plain and simple na sagot ni Heather. She was sticking to her maldita attitude toward the guy. “Thanks,” nakuha pa nitong makapagpasalamat. Hinatid ito ni Heather sa pintuan hanggang sa makalabas na si Raoul. ~~ NAGKITA-KITA ang Incredible Girls sa Campus Garden. Naupo sila sa cemented bench sa garden at pinag-uusapan ang kanilang magiging performance for the school audition. “I think we should be doing the Hey, Boy! Song para hindi na tayo mag-waste pa ng time to practice. ‘Coz we already know the steps and moves,” pasisimula ni Tinah. “Yeah, I agree. We won’t have much time to practice since two weeks away na lang ‘yon,” sang-ayon naman dito si Desire.

“Can’t we do something different?” Heather voiced out a suggestion. Sabay na napatingin ang tatlo kay Heather. Napatingin din siya sa mga kasama, nagtataka. “Why? I just thought it would be wise enough to show them who’s really better. They’ve already seen us doing the Hey, Boy! So, doing another original may get us the ticket to the Show Audition.” “O-M-G! I think she has a point,” Tinah agreed once again. She kept brushing her hair and looking at herself in the mirror that she was holding to see if her appearance was satisfying to her. “Well, I guess we really have to practice, Girls. Hindi tayo magpapatalo sa mga bagong nag-a-aspire to be like us. There can’t be another ‘US’ because we are,” nag-snap ito ng fingers sa hangin, and tilted her waist, “the original I.G.,” Kelly said. “You’re so right!” magkasabay na sumang-ayon ang tatlo. “Do you think we should be asking Raymond for help? He may have some pointers to add,” ani Desire. “Ooh! I so love that...” tugon naman ni Tinah. She was waving her brush sa tuwa. “Then,” Desire flipped her hair with her hand, “just leave it to me.” Taas ang isang kilay.

BEAT SEVEN

DJ DRANK WATER FROM A BOTTLE, but he could not drink properly due to the constant shaking of his hands. Pinigilan niya ang nanginginig na kamay para makalagok siya ng tubig. This was the first time that he was going to perform on stage, in front of a big crowd kaya siya kinakabahan. Habang sa isang tabi ay nagpa-practice naman sila Monfort, Raoul, and Alex sa kanilang pagsayaw. “Dude, halika na. Mag-practice muna tayo,” tawag ni Monfort kay DJ. DJ was reluctant to go with the group. The thought of performing on stage was too much for his whole mind and body to take. “Dude, kinakabahan ako. Para yata akong aatakihin sa puso. O kaya hihimatayin. Parang gusto ko munang magbanyo!” “Natural lang ‘yan. Pero, Dude, school audition pa lang ito. Kailangan natin makapasok to represent the school in the competition. H’wag ka sanang bumigay muna. Ganito ang gawin mo, ha, inhale nang malalim. Tapos ilabas mo nang bigla sa bibig, katulad nang ganito—“ Huminga nang malalim si Monfort pagkatapos ay ibinuga ang hangin palabas—“HAH! Gan’on lang.” Ladies and Gentlemen, Welcome to the school preliminary audition for the Search for the New Generation FPOP Superstar… Without further ado, may we call in the first auditionee in the Solo Category… Fifteen students ang nag-audition for this category. May ibang napakagaling sa kanilang performances, ang iba naman ay sumablay. Gustuhin man ni Monfort na mag-solo, hindi niya nais na iwan ang mga kaibigan. Ang feeling niya ay masaya kung marami siyang kasama na magperform. At baka sakaling mas malaki ang chance na makapasok sila sa finals. And now… For our Pop Group Category. May we call in the first group… Monfort and his group were taking a peek to those who were performing ahead of them. “Ang gagaling nila,” comment ni DJ. “We have our own style; ‘yun na lang ang isipin natin,” Monfort gave his friends some motivation .

“Make way… Make way…” sabi ng mga babae at lalaking pawang mga assistants ng grupong pumapasok—ang Incredible Girls. All four girls wore a four-tier, empire-cut cocktail dress in bright orange, fuchsia pink and deep purple, and pairs of stilettos. They did not sacrifice their fashion style because this was how they were really known for. “Malamang gan’on pa rin ang style ng mga ito. Pacutie-goodie…” paarteng sabi ni Alex, ginagaya sa pananalita si Tinah. Narining ni Tinah ang sinabi ng binata. “O-M-G! Why, siguro you’re just envious. Because we…” turo ni Tinah sa mga ka-grupo, “are known to be unique and fabulous.” She closed her eyes and snubbed at Alex. “Huh! What’s so unique and fab about your group? Other than your teenyweenee bopper fashion sense, can we expect any newest moves in your performance?” panghahamon pa ulit ni Alex, scoffing. Inirapan na lang ni Tinah ang binata. “Kawawa kasi, palibhasa you cannot wear something like this,” then she covered her mouth with her hand and showed that she was laughing in a sarcastic way. Sa inis ni Alex, binalak nitong sugurin si Tinah, aktong itinaas na nito ang paa at parang may tatamaan, mabuti na lang at napigilan ng mga kaibigan. Iniwas nila si Alex sa I.G while he was forcing his way toward the girl group, particularly Tinah. Pinandilaan naman ito ng dalaga. Monfort glanced at Desire. She glanced in his direction, too, but quickly avoided his glances. When the emcee called the name of Incredible Girls, the audience screamed, gave a roaring applause, and chanted the name of the group. When the music started to play, the I.G. showed a different performance that impressed everyone. It was fresh and different from their usual performance style. Nagkatitigan ang grupo ni Monfort as their lips parted after watching the girls. They could not believe what they were seeing. Ibang-ibang I.G. ang nakikita nila, malayo sa nakasanayan nila. Mas lalong kinabahan hindi lang si DJ, kundi pati ang tatlo pa niyang kasama.

Now it was Monfort’s group’s turn. Nagdasal ang apat na lalaki at nag-cheer bago sila nagtungo sa stage. Patungo ang I.G sa backstage habang pasalubong ang apat na lalaki na papasok naman ng center stage. Hindi nagtitinginan ang dalawang grupo. Buo ang tension na nababalot sa kanila. Naka-formation na ang apat. Nagsimula nang tumugtog ang upbeat background music nila. Saka sila sumayaw. Unang kumanta si Monfort, sumunod naman si DJ, Raoul, next si Monfort, at si Alex. Salinhinan ang apat sa pagkanta habang sumasayaw. Tuwang-tuwa ang audience at napapasayaw na rin sila. Aside from their good looks, magagaling din sila sa kanilang talentong ipinakita. Nang makatapos ay sabay-sabay silang nag-bow at lumabas na ng center stage papunta sa backstage. Tuwang-tuwa si DJ at naglulundag pa. Tumatalon ang magkakaibigan sa tuwa dahil hindi sila nagkamali ni minsan. Naroon lang ang I.G, nakasimangot sa kanila at panay ang pag-irap. Habang pinagdedebatihan ng mga judges kung sino ang kanilang napili, the emcee introduced the FPOP Prince who would do an intermission number. The auditorium went wild sa paglabas at pag-perform ni Raymond Cortez. “Oh wow! He’s really so g’wapo,” kilig na sabi ni Tinah. “May girlfriend na kaya siya?” “Malalaman ko mamaya,” sagot ni Desire habang nakaupo at nagne-nail file ng fingernails. “How?” Lumapit si Tinah dito. “We’re going out after the audition,” pagmamalaki nitong sabi. It was not like Raymond Cortez was Desire’s interest, she was just interested to what she could get from him. Nasaktan si Monfort sa narinig na pinag-uusapan ng I.G. Kung siya kaya ang nanalo noon sa singing contest nang maka-compete si Raymond Cortez sa finals, papansinin kaya siya ni Desire katulad ng pagiging malapit nito sa FPOP Prince? Nang matapos ang audition ng mga contestants ay panahon na para i-announce

kung sino ang napili to represent their school in the Show Audition. I have with me the list of contestants who will represent our school in the Search for the New Generation FPOP Superstars Show of SBA-NBC Network. (Drum roll…) In the Solo Category, congratulations to…. Pito ang nakapasok sa school audition para naman sa Show Audition. This time, in the Group Category, here we go… There are five groups out of ten group contestants who have made it in the Show Audition. These are… Natapos nang tawagin ang naunang tatlong contestants. Dalawa na lang ang tatawagin pa. Magkahawak-kamay ang Incredible Girls, ganoon din ang grupo ni Monfort. The Incredible Girls! Nagsigawan at nagsisitalon ang mga babae sa backstage saka sila nagtungo ng center stage. And….

BEAT EIGHT

MARAMING MAGAGARANG SASAKYAN ang nakaparada sa isang lugar na bakante, walang mga bahay o buildings na nakatayo, at wala pang lamp posts para paliwanagin ang lugar doon. Mayroon doong mga lalaki at babae na nagkukumpulan kung saan makikita ang apat na sasakyang nakahilera horizontally. That was late in the evening. Sa mga taong naroon, halos lahat sila ay mga kabataan, na nasa high school at college level. Nag-iinuman, nakikinig ng malalakas na music, nagtatawanan, naghaharutan, at naninigarilyo. Ang mga headlights lamang ng mga sasakyan na naroon ang kanilang tanging ilaw. Sa harapan ng mga sasakyang nakapuwesto sa gitna, may mga nag-uusap na mga lalaki, dumudukot ng wallet sa kanilang mga bulsa, naglalabasan at nagsisipag-abutan ng pera. “Woah! Simulan na ‘yan!” sigaw ng isang binatang naka-angkla ang kamay sa isang dalaga, while the other hand was holding a bottle of beer. Sumang-ayon naman ang mga kabataang naroon. May lumapit na isang lalaki sa driver’s side ng itim na Prius car model, nagbukas ang bintana ng sasakyan at kinausap ang lalaki. The driver gave a thumbs up. The cars started a burnout. Nagsisimula nang marinig ang ingay ng engine ng mga sasakyan, at ang usok na nagmumula sa mga tambutso ng mga ito ay maaaninag sa matinding liwanag ng head lights. The drivers’ eyes focused on a young female in front of them as she waved and raised a flag on one hand, and then immediately lowered it to signal the start of the race. Nang magsimula na ang race, humarurot ang apat na sasakyan. Nangunguna ang Prius hanggang sa makarating ito ng finish line. Nagsihiyawan ang mga kabataan nang manalo ang itim na Prius. Lumabas ang lalaki sa sasakyan at tuwang-tuwa sa pagkapanalo nito—si Alex! “What do you think of this car, Miller?” Oscar, the Shrek bully at Simonet Bordeaux, approached him. Alex won in the race that made them win on a bet. “It‘s good. It didn’t give me any problems,” Alex commented.

“Next time ulit?” “Basta ‘wag mong kalimutan ang pinag-usapan natin,” he reminded Oscar. ***** MEANWHILE, DJ CAME HOME from school at dinnertime. Ang mayordoma na lang nila ang sumalubong sa kanya na madalas nitong ginagawa. Manang Susan had been serving his family in the household ever since his father was a teenager. “Sir DJ, nakahanda na po ang supper ninyo. Sa dining table ba ho kayo kakain o sa room n’yo?” “Kumain na ‘ko sa labas, aakyat na ‘ko sa room ko. Please tell everyone not to disturb me. I need to concentrate on my assignments,” instructions niya sa mayordoma, dere-derecho naman siyang umakyat sa kuwarto niya. Every night, the mansion of the Yap family was always a silent, empty house. Si DJ ang madalas nakakauwi nang maaga, as expected of him by his family. Kapag nakakauwi na ang of the family, siya naman ay tulog na. Sa araw, bihira lang niyang matagpuan ang pamilya; halos si Manang Susan, at mga maids, ang bukod-tanging tao na una niyang nakikita at nakakausap. Sa kuwarto ni DJ matatagpuan ang isang malaking LED TV, a complete set of home theater, a king size bed, a collection of anime robots, sports car matchboxes, and the latest model of computer showcase. He would often settle inside his big room because there was no one in that big, empty house that he could talk to. He nearly grew up with his toy collections, as far as he could . “DJ, are you in?” tanong ng tinig sa labas ng kanyang kuwarto. “Who is it?” bored na tanong niya while flipping the pages of his book. “Kayla.” Tumayo siya at binuksan ang pinto. “Yes, Ate,” it was not a question, pero iyon ay ang walang ganang statement.

“I brought home boxes of pizza, want some?” she offered. Kayla, his older sister, was cool in her outfit of black leather jacket over a plain white shirt, leather fitted black jeans, and silver stilettos. Her beauty outshone with her black, shiny hair that fell straight on her back, and less makeup. “Okay, I’ll just ask Manang Susan to bring it to me.” “Alright.” She was about to leave when DJ called her. “Ate…” “Yes?” Lumapit itong muli sa pintuan. “Do you think using ukulele in my songs will be appreciated? I’m just composing a new song.” “Well, any instruments will work well depending on the rhythm of your music— There’s only the piano accompaniment, violin, saxophone, guitar—nearly any instrument will work in any type of music. You can use a bamboo or soda bottles, or even trash lids. Just be creative,” Kayla said. Tumango siya. He agreed to what Kayla said. “Okay, thanks.” “Pizza is better eaten when hot,” she added saka umalis at nagtungo na sa kuwarto nito. With a pizza on one hand, desidido na siyang tapusin ang kanyang composition, with his ukulele. Hindi iyon natapos noong i-present niya sa music class nila. He had almost finished composing his song and tried to sing it hanggang sa mapagod at makatulog sa kanyang kama. ***** KUMPLETO MAN ang pamilya ni Alex, may ama at ina na matatawag sa kahit na anong oras, ngunit para sa kanya, hindi pa rin maituturing na buo ang kanilang pamilya. Lumaki si Alex sa Australia at may masaya at maganda silang buhay noon until his parents decided to move to the Philippines for good. Pure Australian ang kanyang ama, while his mother was pure Filipino.

A few years ago, while he was walking along a boulevard somewhere in Manila with his friends, Alex caught his father entering a prominent restaurant, along with a woman who could be a few years younger than his mother. He followed his father and confronted him without realizing that there were people who were dining at the place, too. Seeing that Alex was already calling the attention of the customers, his father grabbed him by the arm and dragged him out of the restaurant to talk with him. They went to a narrowed aisle adjacent to the restaurant to avoid attracting ers-by. “What are you doing at this hour?” his father was angry. “You still haven’t answered my question, Dad. What are you doing with that woman?” “We’re not doing anything, Alex. Now go home if you don’t want me to drag you home.” “Holding her by the waist? I know what I saw, you cannot deny that. How could you do this to Mom?” “The woman that you were referring to is my secretary. We just came from an important meeting, afterwards, we’ve decided to have dinner here. Is it clear to you now?” his father explained. But Alex did not believe his father’s alibi. When they met at their house, his father requested him not to tell his mother whatever he saw that night because this might just cause a problem within their household. Alex could not just sit down and stay quiet. He still told his mother what transpired the other night. He knew that his mother felt bad deep inside; however, she seemed unconcerned and told him that his father was not womanizing. His mother’s attitude toward the issue and his father’s philandering disgruntled him. Despite of that, he was more concerned of his mother that he decided to stay behind for her in case that he needed to protect her from getting hurt. He itted that he was still in denial that his family might be complete, but broken. When Alex got home from ing the illegal street racing event, his father was

there, hands on the hips, and angry. “Alex, where have you been?” tanong ni Mr. Miller. “I don’t letting you know how I run my life,” sagot naman niya, in a stern tone. “Don’t talk to me like that, Young Man. Me and your mother want to know where you have been going after school!” His father was quite angry. “I’ve been with my friends, good friends! Are you familiar with the Yap that lives nearby, Dad? You must have forgotten that their youngest member of the family happens to be my close friend since high school. Well, I’ve met two other good friends and they are both from the same school where I’m currently studying. Are you happy now?” he said with hatred. “What is going on?” tanong ng ina, lumabas ito ng master’s bedroom nang marinig ang malalakas na tono ng mag-ama. She turned to her son. “Alex?” He was clenching his teeth, lips closed, at matalas ang tingin niya sa ama. He had been holding grudge toward his father for years eventhough he tried to be civil with him. “Alex, saan ka ba nanggaling? You always come home late, Anak,” may pagaalalang tanong ng ina. “Coming home late? I always come home early, Mom. I wonder if you and Dad notice that. Mas maaga akong nakakauwi kesa sa inyong dalawa!” Mr. Miller instantly slapped his son’s face because of the way he talked back at them with arrogance. Tumakbo sa kuwarto si Alex at nagkulong; unwilling to speak with anyone. Masamang-masama ang loob sa mga magulang because he felt betrayed. Ang pakiramdam niya ay hindi na siya makahinga sa bahay na iyon kaya naisipan niyang umalis na muna ng bahay at manirahan kung saan abutin ng gutom at antok. After packing his things, he also took his wallet with his ATM card. Nag-iwan siya ng note sa parents niya para ipaalam na kailangan niya munang makalayo sa kanila para maiwasan ang gulong nangyayari sa kanilang pamilya.

Naghahanap ng ATM machine si Alex to withdraw some cash that would be good enough for him to survive for a few days. Naipon niya ang pera mula sa allowances na ibinibigay ng mga magulang. Balak niyang mag-check in pansamantala sa isang hotel habang pinag-iisipan kung kaninong kaibigan siya pwedeng manuluyan habang nagpapalamig pa siya ng ulo. Sa hindi inaasahan, may namataan siyang dalawang lalaki sa di-kalayuan at pilit inaagaw ang bag ng isang babae sa bandang ATM machine. Nakita niyang may sinaktan ang mga ito na isang lalaking nakaputi kaya naisipan niyang sumaklolo. “Hoy! Itigil n’yo ‘yan!” sigaw niya sa mga lalaking armado habang tumatakbo siyang papalapit sa mga ito. Tumakbo ang mga ito papalayo nang makita siya. Una niyang tinulungan ang nakahandusay na lalaki at tinulungang makatayo ito. Saka niya nilapitan ang babae. “Ma’am, okay lang po kayo?” “H-Hindi…” takot na sagot ng Ginang. “Manong Andoy, makakatayo ka ba?” kausap nito ang lalaking naka-driver’s uniform na puti. “Hijo, pwede mo ba siyang makarga papasok sa likod ng kotse?” tanong nito kay Alex, asking for help. Nagmaneho ang babae papuntang hospital para ipagamot ang lalaki, kasama nila si Alex. ***** PATULOG NA SANA si Heather, nang gabi ring iyon, nang mag-ring ang cell phone niya. Nakuha pa niyang sagutin ito. “Heather, I’m so excited I couldn’t sleep!” bungad sa kanya ni Tinah. “Regarding the contest? Yeah, I was so elated, too.” “Does your Mom know that you will make laban in the Show audition with us?” “S-s-s-h,” warning niya sa kausap. “H’wag kang maingay. Magigising si Mommy,” mahina niyang sabi.

“Sira ka ba? Ano’ng ibinubulong mo d’yan? Ikaw ang maririnig, hindi ako.” “Ah, Oo nga pala.” Napakamot siya sa ulo. “But how can you juggle singing with us, your modeling career, and the beauty pageant? I’m sure mas gusto ng Mommy mo ang modeling at beauty pageant kesa magpagod ka sa kaka-practice with the group.” “Hindi ko nga alam, eh. Ang alam ni Mommy na pang-school lang ang group natin kaya hindi siya kumontra.” “Well, you better let her know the soonest bago ka pa niya hilahin paalis ng stage habang nagpe-perform. O-M-G! Nakakahiya ‘yun, Heather.” “I know, I know. Hahanap ako ng tamang timing para d’yan. In the meantime, basta kasama pa rin n’yo ‘ko sa gig.” “Okay,” sabi ni Tinah. “Oh b-t-w, how are your studies doing? Do you think na makakasali ka sa beauty contest kung ganyan ang standing ng grades mo? You Mom will surely keep you grounded.” Heather knew that her mother would not be angry with her if her academic ratings would slightly go down; her mother was not even more concerned about that, except if she flunk all her subjects. Heather’s main worry was to get kickedout of any of her classes if her ratings took a nose-dive down to the drain. “Isa pa nga ‘yan sa inaalala ko. Miss Banzon told me to answer all the assignments and series of exams that she will give me, and guess what,” biglang napalitan ng pagkadismaya ang tono ni Heather. “What?” Bumuntong-hininga siya. “Miss Banzon asked Raoul Montecello to be my study-buddy until I all the exams! Would you believe that?” “What?!” gulat na sambit ni Tinah. “That new guy from that—that—awful group?!” “Yes, that’s the one. At nakakainis pa, ang yabang-yabang ng bull-dog na ‘yun.” Natawa si Tinah sa narinig. “What, bull-dog? Where did it come from?”

“Bull-dog, bully na may maangas na mukha at ugali.” Tawa pa rin nang tawa si Tinah. “Well, don’t laugh! Hindi ko alam kung bakit pinaparusahan ako nang ganito. I know that I’ll be able to make up for my misses, only if that bull-dog was not always around me like—like—“ hindi niya mahanap ang tamang term. “…like having a real dog na sumusunod-sunod sa ‘yo,” patuloy ni Tinah. “Exactly! But in all fairness, he is really smart.” “Well, tanggapin mo na lang ang kapalaran na ‘yan. Basta siguraduhin mong makakapasa ka para sa beauty contest and for our success in showbusiness!” Nagtawanan ang dalawa. “Oh, I think I heard my Mom na. Sige, I’ll see you tomorrow,” paalam ni Tinah matapos maramdamang nakauwi na ang ina. ~~ “HALIKA, Tuloy ka,” paanyaya ng Ginang kay Alex. Nag-aalangan man ay pumasok pa rin si Alex sa bahay. Medyo may kalakihan din ang bahay na iyon, katulad ng bahay nila. Tahimik, maayos, at halos purong puti ang pintura sa loob ng bahay. “Have a seat, Alex. I will get you something to eat.” Naupo si Alex at habang inaantay ang pagbalik ng babae ay inikot niya ang kanyang mga mata sa paligid. Nag-iisa lang ba ito sa buhay? tanong niya sa sarili. Naikuwento na rin ni Alex ang dahilan kung bakit siya naglayas sa kanila. Pinayuhan muna siya ng babae na tumuloy muna sa bahay nito at kinabukasan ay meron silang pag-uusapan. “Mom?” a young voice in the background said. Bumababa ito ng hagdan. Nakapajamas na ito, merong mask sa mukha, at headband to keep her strands of hair away from her face. Dahil pin lights lang ang nakabukas sa living room, minabuti nito to switch the full lights on.

Nang magbukas ang mga ilaw, nagulat si Alex nang makita ang isang dalaga na naka-green mask. “Yah!” magkasabay silang napasigaw. Napakunot ng noo ang dalaga nang maaninag nang husto ang mukha ng binata. “I know you!” turo nito kay Alex. “You are that—that—jerk in school!” Napatagilid ang ulo ni Alex. Pinipilit na makilala ang dalaga behind the green, mushy mask. Nagmamadaling lumabas ang babae papunta sa living room. “What’s happening? Tinah?” “Mom?! Stay away from that jerk, Mom! Baka kagatin ka n’yan!” Hinihila ni Tinah ang ina palayo kay Alex. “Ano ba ‘yang sinasabi mo? He is not a jerk and he will not bite me. ‘Yan si Alex, ang savior namin ni Mang Andoy,” pakilala ng ina. “That—that—jerk, your savior? Paano nangyari ‘yon? Eh mukha nga ‘yan hindi santo!” Alex clenched his teeth in disgust. “Halika nga rito.” Hinila ni Mrs. Gorospe ang anak malapit kay Alex at ipinaliwanag nito ang nangyari at kung paano sila nagkakilala ni Alex. “O-M-G! Mom, are you sure you’re okay? Hindi ka ba na-hurt, nagka-bruises? Ano ang nakuha sa inyo?” worried na tanong ni Tinah. “Just my wallet. Kasi hawak-hawak ko ‘yun. Mabuti na lang hindi ‘yung bag ko ang nakuha, nand’un pa naman ang pera na kaka-withdraw ko pa lang.” “And how about Manong Andoy? Is he okay?” “Yes, my dear. Mabuti naman at galos lang. Pero ang sabi ko sa kanya na magpahinga na lang muna and he can take a few days off. Kung hindi kay Alex, I’m not sure what could have happened to us.”

“Alex, halika. Kumain na muna tayo. I have prepared something for us.” Sumunod si Alex kay Mrs. Gorospe at kay Tinah sa Victorian-inspired dining area nila. Tinah’s parents had been divorced ever since she was ten years old. She missed her Dad so much after he left her and migrated to the United States. Hindi naman ito nagkukulang sa pagpapadala ng sustento sa anak. Her mother, on the other hand, continued ing their Tinah’s Home Family Foundation and was also managing the biggest grocery store in town. The foundation that was helping run-away kids and teens look for a temporary shelter while the social workers try to speak with their respective parents to find out any problems that occur within their homes. Her mother was actually more affluent than her dad was, so she and her mother did not have to worry about their financial standing and needs. At the long dining table, Mrs. Gorospe seated at the Master’s seat while the two young adults seated across each other in between the table. “Anak, you seemed to know Alex. Are you friends?” tanong ng ina. “Eeew! Mommy, I have no reason to befriend that—that—“ “Alex,” patuloy ng ina, tinulungan na ang anak kumpletuhin ang gustong sabihin. “Whatever!” Inirapan ni Tinah ang binata. “Anyways, he goes to Simonet, too.” “Really? Oh how nice… You must be interested in Philippine Culture and Arts?” tanong ni Mrs. Gorospe kay Alex habang inilalagay ang soup sa bowl for Tinah and Alex. “Actually, it’s Filipino Pop music culture, Mrs. Gorospe,” sagot naman ni Alex, smiling. He reached for the bowl of soup that Mrs. Gorospe was handing to him. “My, that’s interesting. Just like Tinah, she also loves music. Are you familiar with her group…,” nang makalimutan, she turned to Tinah, “Ah… What’s the name again, Hija?” “Mom, you forget na lang always. Anyway, it’s Incredible Girls,” paarte nitong sabi.

“Yes! That’s right.” “Ah, sort of,” Alex crinkled his nose. Pinanlakihan ni Tinah ng mga mata ang binata habang nagngingitngit. “Anyway, the other reason why Alex is here is—,” nag-alangan muna sa umpisa ang Ginang because she needed to inform her daughter of Alex’s situation in a more subtle way, “because his family is in a bit of a crisis so he will stay with us temporarily.” Nag-iba ang facial expression ni Tinah. Financial crisis? She thought of it as a common reason of what families are usually facing. “Sige na, Alex. Better finish your food, I know you still haven’t eaten. Then early morning tomorrow, you will have to call your parents and tell them where you are staying, okay?” “Yes, Ma’am,” malungkot na tugon niya. “And as for you, Young Lady,” Mrs. Gorospe was referring to her daughter, “we will let him stay in one of our rooms. So you better accompany him to his room.” Tinah raised one eyebrow. O-M-G! Alex is going to stay in our house?! sabi niya sa sarili. Hindi na kumontra si Tinah dito dahil common na itong nangyayari sa kanilang tahanan. Kapag ang foundation ay walang available room for a runaway kid, sa ilang mga available quarters sa bahay nila muna ipinatutuloy ang mga iyon. Matapos kumain ay inihatid ni Tinah si Alex sa isa sa mga guest quarters nila sa kabilang wing ng bahay. Hindi roon sa grand staircase ang daan sa guest quarters kundi sa malapit sa kusina, but because she was familiar with him, she led him to the grand staircase, a short cut to the other wing side of the house. “You can stay here, it’s not big, but it’s comfy.” “I don’t mind sleeping in very small rooms,” sabi ni Alex, pumasok sa loob ng kuwarto. Binuksan ni Tinah ang cabinets at kinuha ang kumot at unan para magamit ni

Alex. “There’s a common bathroom in the hallway. The maids are up early morning, so if you need anything, you can ask them. I think Mom already gave them some instructions.” Nakatayo lamang si Tinah sa pintuan. Pinagmamasdan ang pagkilos ni Alex. Nang makalingon ang binata kay Tinah, she suddenly straightened herself. “Thanks,” Alex smiled a little. “I’ll go ahead,” paalam nito. “W-Wait,” pigil ni Alex kay Tinah. Tinah turned to him. “Ah, thanks again.” “Don’t mention it. But don’t think that everything is okay between us. I still haven’t forgotten your rotten attitude toward me and my group,” inirapan nito si Alex and left. Kung hindi lang sa utang na loob, kinutusan ko na ‘to eh, sabi ni Alex sa isip, frowning.

BEAT NINE

ALEX AND TINAH WERE GETTING READY for school after breakfast the following morning. Mrs. Gorospe told Alex to go with Tinah as another driver will drive them to school. Alex, at first, declined, then later on accepted the offer. Nakaupong magkahiwalay ang dalawa sa enger seat sa likod ng sasakyan, may malaking space sa pagitan nilang dalawa at hindi nagkikibuan. Both of them were looking out through the window sa magkabilang tabi ng kotse. Nang malapit na sila sa gates ng Simonet, pinapara ni Tinah ang kanilang driver. “Mang Danni, paki park nga ho diyan sa tabi bago tayo pumasok ng school,” pakiusap ni Tinah. Nang makahinto ang sasakyan ay si Alex naman ang kinausap nito. “I think you better get off the car muna kasi ayoko that our school mates will see us coming together in the car.” “Actually, that’s also what I’ve been thinking. Thanks for the ride,” Alex agreed and opened the door to his side. Ngunit bago makababa ng sasakyan ay may pahabol pa na pakiusap si Tinah. “B-T-W, ahm… Can we please keep this a secret in school? That you’re natutu our house. You know, ayaw kong magossip tayo sa school about...” she could not state the word, either she was embarrassed or she did not want to appear assuming, “… Us.” Nang makababa si Alex ay pumasok na ang sasakyan sa school sakay si Tinah. Alex was first and foremost, probably the only person to agree not to let anyone know that he was staying with the Gorospe’s. Doon pa sa bahay ni Tinah na madalas niyang makaasaran. During their breaktime, Alex saw Tinah walking in the hallway toward the cafeteria with the I.G. . Mabilis na sinundan ni Alex ang dalaga. “Psst…” sitsit ni Alex. Hindi lumingon si Tinah dahil ayaw niyang mabansagang cheap. She felt that if someone was trying to call her attention in that manner in public was way too disgusting! “Pssssst! Tinah!” hinabaan at nilakasan pa ni Alex ang pagsitsit kay Tinah. Saka lamang luminga-linga si Tinah habang dumaraan ito sa hallway. Walang- malay ang mga kasamahan ni Tinah sa nagaganap habang patuloy pa rin sa paglalakad ang mga ito. Nang mauna sa kanya ang tatlo, doon na hinatak ni Alex si Tinah

and led her somewhere out of earshot of the others. Mahigpit ang pagkakahawak ng binata kay Tinah habang hila-hila pa rin ang dalaga. Pilit na bumitiw ito kay Alex. “Ano ba! Noli Me Tangere! ” inis na sabi ni Tinah. His eyebrows converged. Nawi-weirdo-han sa mga invented words ni Tinah. Nakarating din sila sa lugar away from prying eyes. “Kanina pa ako tawag nang tawag sa ‘yo ha,” inis din na sabi ni Alex dito, nakapamaywang. “Ikaw ba ‘yung psst nang psst sa ‘kin?” “Oo, I needed to talk to you.” “Ang akala ko pa naman na may nagli-leak na gripo ang naririnig ko. O-M-G!” pasungit nitong sabi. Napakamot sa ulo si Alex dahil sa inis. “Ano ba’ng need mo? Bilisan mo na, my friends are waiting for me!” “Did you tell anyone in this campus or anywhere, that I have ran away from home and that I am currently staying in your house?” tanong ni Alex, firmly. “D-uh! What do you take me for? Hindi ako gossipmonger, at mas lalong hindi ko naman gusto na ipaalam to everybody that a certain jerk like you is staying in our quiet abode. Yuck!” tiningnan siya nito pataas at baba, umirap pa. “Sige na, you can go now,” he ordered her in a calm way of speaking. Inirapan siya nito nang tumalikod hanggang sa matamaan pa siya nang long and shiny hair nito. “Ouch!” Alex complained. Dahil hindi maidilat ang mga mata, napasuntok sa pader si Alex na ikinasakit naman ng kanyang kamay. *****

SA CONDO UNIT naman ni Heather nang gabing iyon, dumating si Raoul, daladala ang manuals. “Why do you have to carry all those manuals?” tanong ni Heather kay Raoul, nagtataka. “Iwan mo na lang kaya dito,” she added, in a bossy tone. “Hindi na, mas mabuting ako na lang. Dahil sa masyado kang busy, baka kung saan mo lang ilagay. Kapag nawala mo pa ‘to, liable pa ‘ko.” “Ang dami-dami mo namang sinasabi!” painis na sambit ng dalaga. Mas gugustuhin niya na huwag nang madalas magpunta sa unit nila si Raoul. Kung may makakaalam at makakakita dito na madalas dumalaw sa unit nila, baka kung ano ang isipin nila. “Pwede na ba PO tayong magsimula?” nagpipigil sa inis si Raoul. As usual, both were just civil with each other while studying. Suddenly, pumasok ang Mommy ni Heather sa living room. Nagulat nang makitang may bisita sa kanilang unit. “Mom, I want you to meet Raoul. Raoul Montecello, my classmate in Management subject. He’s here as my study-buddy,” pakilala ni Heather. “Good Evening, Mrs. Hollister,” pagbati ni Raoul. “Sige,” Mrs. Hollister said casually. Simple lang ang pagkakangiti ng ina kay Raoul. She looked kind of mistrusting Raoul’s presence in their home. Talking about motherly instinct. She was thinking that he was one of those who was trying to hit on her daughter. Before she left the living room, she reminded Heather of her appointment. “Ah, Heather. Don’t forget that tomorrow you will have a pictorial for the Teenylicious Lipstick posters,” paalala ng ina bago ito pumasok sa kuwarto. “I’m not forgetting,” tugon niya. Nahihiya si Heather everytime na binabanggit ng Mommy nito ang tungkol sa mga modeling projects nito sa harapan ng ibang tao. Feeling kasi ng dalaga ay masyadong bina-brag ng Mommy nito ang mga iyon. Bumalik siya sa pagkakaupo sa sofa. “No wonder your grades are getting low.

Wala ka talagang pinapalagpas na pagkakataon when it comes to being famous,” parinig ni Raoul habang nakatingin sa binabasa. Gusto nitong asarin pa ang dalaga dahil sa ipinapakitang kasupladahan ni Heather dito. “Will you just shut up!” she retorted softly so that her mother would not hear. “This is my profession; I have to keep up with all these projects so I could remain in my position.” Bumalik ito sa pagkakaupo at ipinagpatuloy ang pagsagot sa mga assignments, ngunit nakakunot ang noo dahil na-offend ito sa sinabi ng binata. He continued. “Hindi ka ba napapagod? Sige ka, baka hindi ka na makakuha ng boyfriend n’yan. Na-sustain mo nga ang pagiging famous mo, pero ma-sustain mo kaya ang relationship mo with your boyfriend?” May pagkaasim na mukha nang nilingunan ni Heather si Raoul na noo’y nakaupo sa likuran nito. “I told you, I’m used to this business. Kung magkaboyfriend man ako, I’m sure that he will understand,” she firmly said, and went back looking at her written assignments. “I don’t mind girls wearing makeup, kasi kung iyon ang kailangan. Especially if they need it to cover up what they’re feeling inside,” parinig niya. “It’s called mapagkunwari. Pero mas maganda if they wear less makeup or none at all, kasi mukhang simple, fresh, and beautiful.” There was a moment of pause. Heather took a deep breath due to disgust and slammed her sign pen gently on their glass center table so as not to break it. “Okay, I can’t do this tonight. I think you had better leave. I will take it from here,” she said, controlling her tone. “Hindi pa nga natin nata-tackle ‘yung ibang topics sa manual.” “That’s fine. Tatawagan na lang kita if I need some clarifications.” Hindi na nag-insist pa si Raoul. He shrugged his shoulders and stood up. Heather followed him, with arms crossed against her chest. When he stepped out of the unit, she slammed the door behind him. *****

GALING SI TINAH sa grocery store after school at saka na ito nakauwi sa bahay, dala-dala ang mga pinamili niya para mailuto for dinner. Tinah had never cooked meals at all kaya ganoon na lang ang pagtataka ng mga maids at Cook nila sa biglaang pagkainteres ng dalaga sa kusina at sa pagluluto. She took her iPad to the kitchen and followed the instructions from a recipe ed on the internet. Nagsaing din siya ng kanin na malapit nang masunog. Napaso na, tumalsik ang hinahalong ulam, nagkalat-kalat pa sa kusina ang mga sangkap sa adobo. Despite all that, she still refused help from the maids. Nang makapagluto, kinuha niya ang mga plates, spoons, and forks, at inihain sa kanilang dining table. Natutuwa naman ang mga maids sa kanilang nakikita sa pagbabagong ipinapakita ng dalagang amo. Nagdumali rin si Tinah na tumungo sa kanyang kuwarto para makapagpalit ng damit. Narinig niya na may nagbukas ng pinto sa ibang kuwarto, maaaring nakauwi na si Alex. Nang makita ang sarili sa mirror na maayos na ay sinimulan na niyang lumabas ng kuwarto at nagtungo sa dining area. Nakatayo sa tabi ng dining table si Tinah at naghihintay na makababa si Alex ngunit ang tagal! sabi niya sa sarili. May balak pa bang kumain ‘yun? Ngalay na ang mga paa niya kaya nakuha na niyang maupo. Wala pang one minute ay doon naman biglang pumasok si Alex sa dining room na ikinatayo niya kaagad. Tinah cleared her throat. “Ahm, hinihintay ko si Mommy, eh. Baka gutom na ‘yun,” pagsisinungaling niya. Hindi naman nagtatanong si Alex pero nagawa pa niyang magpaliwanag. Totoo naman na hinihintay rin niya ang kanyang Mommy para matikman nito ang kanyang inihanda. Tumango lang si Alex. Nakatayo rin sa tabi ng dining table across from her, katabi ng upuan kung saan nito balak maupo. Hindi man nagkakatinginan, may katahimikan din sa pagitan nila. Brrrp! Brrp! reklamo ng sikmura ni Tinah. Ramdam na niya ang gutom. “What time did your Mom say she’ll be home?” biglang nagtanong ni Alex. He must have heard Tinah’s growling stomach. “She usually comes home about this time…” sagot ng dalaga. “Aren’t you hungry?” Alex was concerned, dahil gutom na rin talaga ito.

“Siguro nga mauna na lang muna tayo,” Tinah gave in, pilit ang pagkakangiti. Alex reached for a bowl of rice at iniabot iyon kay Tinah na kinuha naman niya para sumandok ng kanin. Pagkatapos ay iniabot naman ni Tinah kay Alex ang staple food na ‘adobo’. Nagsimula nang kumain ang dalawa. Kumuha ng sabaw ng adobo si Alex at nilagyan ito sa kanin. Kumuha pa siya ulit ng sabaw at inilagay sa kanin. Sapilitang ngumiti ang binata. “Hindi yata na-thaw nang husto ang kanin, ininit na ka’gad. Medyo dry at matigas pa.” Tinah made a fake smile. She was having difficulty swallowing her saliva dahil guilt ang umiral sa kanya matapos marinig ang comment ni Alex. Uminom ng tubig si Alex. Mayamaya pa ay nilagok na niya nang derecho ang tubig sa baso and filled up his empty glass with more water. “Ang iodized salt mainam to prevent goiter, pero masama rin kapag napasobra.” Sa sobrang alat ng nakain nito, he coughed to clear his throat. Napasimangot si Tinah. Nagtatampo siya dahil kahit man lang pabalat-bunga tungkol sa niluto niya ay hindi man lang nagbanggit ang lalaki. Dumating na si Mrs. Gorospe at dumerecho sa dining area. “O, tapos na kayong kumain? Naku, gutom na rin ako,” sabi nito. She sat down and Alex and Tinah served her with the food on the table. Nang matikman ang pagkain... “Lani!” tawag ni Mrs. Gorospe sa Cook. “Po,” paggalang na sagot ng Cook pagkapunta sa dining area. “Ikaw ba ang nagluto nito? Bakit parang sumobra yata ang asin na nilagay mo? Pati ‘yung kanin, medyo matigas. Nai-thaw ba ito nang husto bago initin?” “Ma’am, hindi po ako ang nagluto. Si Tinah po.” Sumesenyas si Tinah na huwag sabihin sa Mommy niya, ngunit huli na.

Natatawa si Alex sa reaction ng ina ni Tinah at sa sinesenyas ng anak sa Cook. “Tinah, you cooked?” gulat na tanong ng ina. “Hmm-hmm…” parang estatwang sumagot ang anak ng ‘Opo’ with lips tightly closed. “Anak, I’m so proud of you!” Nagliwanag ang mukha ni Tinah. “Really, Mommy? You’re proud of me?” “Of course! How can I not be proud? You tried your best to cook. Did you complain a lot while cooking?” Mrs. Gorospe knew that her daughter had never wanted to take part in any household chores, but this one was a different news. Umiling-iling siya. “No, I got so excited I wanted to try my hands at cooking.” “Good! Ah, actually. You don’t have to stop learning how to cook. Mapapasarap mo rin ang luto mo next time, Tinah,” advice ni Mrs. Gorospe. “What can you say about that, Alex?” “I never doubted your cooking when I first tasted it. I was right all along— right? Hmm-hmm,” sabi ni Alex and made a sound as though Tinah’s dish was so delicious. Nakatingin ito kay Tinah na nakaka-insulto. “Ah, Lani,” tawag ni Mrs. Gorospe sa kanilang Cook. “Pakiayusin na lang ang taste and flavoring ng adobo ni Tinah para mas sumarap pa.” Her mother smiled at her daughter. “Mrs. Gorospe, I should be going upstairs now. Need to work on my homework. Thank you again for dinner.” Alex looked at Tinah nang walang halong kaplastikan. “Wait, Alex,” pigil ng Ginang. “Have you already called your parents?” “Not yet, Ma’am,” nakayukong sagot niya. “I’m sorry, Son, but I cannot allow you to stay here if you will let your parents

worry too much. You better go and give them a call, right now,” seryosong sabi nito kay Alex. “Sige po.” Nagtungo na nga si Alex sa kinaroroonan ng telephone at tinawagan ang magulang. Nakausap nito ang ina. “And as for you, Young Lady. Bakit mo naisipang magluto?” “Ahm, kasi Mommy… G-Gusto ko lang. My friends thought that it is fun to cook!” she smiled, the reason was half the truth. “Mrs. Gorospe?” singit ni Alex sa nag-uusap na mag-ina. “I already called home. Gusto sana kayong makausap ni Mommy.” Tumayo si Mrs. Gorospe at lumabas ng dining area. “What did your Mom say?” tanong ni Tinah kay Alex, concerned. “She said that I could stay, for the time being.” Deep inside, natutuwa si Tinah na malaman iyon. “Don’t you worry, Mrs. Miller. Alex will be fine here. If there is anything urgent, I will give you a call as soon as possible,” sagot ni Mrs. Gorospe sa mother ni Alex nang makausap nito sa telephone. “It’s good talking to you.” Bumalik si Mrs. Gorospe sa dining area. “Alex, I hope that you will find time to think over what you did. Your mother is very worried about you. You see, there are issues that need to be resolved with the people involve. Hindi dapat pinapatagal o iniiwasan para hindi lumala pa ang sitwasyon. Oh, and I mentioned to her your heroic deed last night; she’s so proud of you. Pero umaasa ang Mommy mo na makakauwi ka sa inyo soon.” “Yes, Ma’am,” mahinang sagot ni Alex. “In the meantime, why don’t we watch a movie on DVD I borrowed? Is it the Hunger Games 2 that you like?

Natuwa si Alex at Tinah. Nakaupo na si Alex sa sofa sa family room nang makapasok si Tinah doon. Naka-stretch ang mga paa nito habang hinihintay na makabalik si Mrs. Gorospe. “Umakyat lang ang Mommy mo. Magpapalit lang daw siya ng damit,” sabi ni Alex kay Tinah. “Are you going to watch the movie, too, or are you going to do something else?” Wish ni Tina na sabihin na may hinihintay itong tawag o kaya ay may date siya kaya lang ay mahahalata naman ng binata dahil very late na for a date, hindi siya papayagan ng ina. “I’m waiting for a phone call from someone, pero habang naghihintay, makikinood na muna ako,” excuse niya. “Phone call from someone. A boyfriend perhaps?” “Wala ka na d’on,” padamot niyang sabi. “I thought you said that you have homework to finish.” “I know, but I can do that after the movie. I haven’t been watching DVD for a week now. It’s one of my hobbies, you know.” Nagsimula nang manood ng movie ang tatlo. Kahit naaaliw si Tinah sa pinapanood ay hindi maialis sa isip niya kung bakit nakapag-isip na maglayas si Alex. Gaano kabigat kaya ang problema nito sa pamilya? Why do I feel like I wanted him to stay for a while? She kept shaking her head to remove the thought from her mind. Nang matapos na ang kanilang pinanood ay nauna nang magpunta si Mrs. Gorospe sa kuwarto nito para magpahinga. “Were you thinking about something else?” Alex could not help but ask her, “I’ve been noticing you frowning for a while and kept shaking your head. Was it about the ‘adobo’? Baka may effect din sa pag-iisip ang sobrang pagkain ng maalat—“ “Huh? Ah, of course not!” Sa umpisa ay wala sa sarili si Tinah nang magtanong sa kanya si Alex. Hindi kaagad rumehistro sa utak niya ang sinabi nito. “I was frowning because… because I was already sleepy. Yes, that’s right!” Ngumiwi

siya nang palihim. Umakyat na ang dalawa papunta sa kani-kaniyang kuwarto. Tinah stood by the door of her room as Alex walked through the hallway going to his room when she spoke without hesitation. “Don’t you miss your parents?” Bumagal ang paglakad ni Alex. “Minsan,” walang-ganang sagot nito without turning to her behind him. “Wala ka bang planong umuwi?” Hindi niya alam kung tama ba ang ginamit na salita kay Alex. There was a moment of silence. “Inaantok na ‘ko, Tinah. Matulog ka na rin.” Pumasok na si Alex sa kuwarto habang naiwan pa rin si Tinah sa labas ng kuwarto niya na nag-isip.

BEAT TEN

THE ANNUAL QUEEN SIMONET BORDEAUX Charity Beauty Pageant was becoming a hot topic in the campus. May kani-kaniyang bet ang mga students kung sino ang sa tingin nila ang pwedeng mag-represent ng kanilang school to compete in . The school had selected Desire and Heather during the pre-qualification procedure. First time ni Desire na makasali sa ganoong contest pero hindi ito nababahala even if it meant competing with a veteran like Heather. “Oh no, ang hirap nito. Two of my best buddies will be in the pageant. Hindi ko alam kung sino between the two of you ang gusto ko to represent our school,” ani Tinah. “Ano ang pakiramdam na nananalo sa pageants, Heather?” tanong ni Desire sa kaibigan. “When I first ed, I was soooo nervous. Mas nakakakaba pa ito kesa magperform with you guys. Kasi naman, all eyes are on you, tapos may question and answer portion pa. Madali lang ang rumampa but that,” masaya si Heather na ikinukuwento ang karanasan niya sa mga beauty pageants, at hindi rin niya maialis na kinakabahan pa rin siya thinking about it. “When I won, ang sayasaya lang. Feeling ko noon na I made myself proud, and my mom, too. And the people who were cheering for me then.” “Hindi ka ba nagsasawa na parati ka nalang sumasali sa mga beauty pageants?” tanong pa ni Desire. “Well, I it, I still get nervous. It’s a great challenge, though, for girls who would like to develop their self-confidence, and to show off their looks and talents.” “Then, why don’t you give others a chance? You can just concentrate in our group, and modeling,” suggestion pa ni Desire. “No, kaya ko ‘to.” Heather smiled. She was not about to give up this competition since this was going to be held in Europe. She would never get tired of ing beauty pageants hangga’t may ibubuga pa siya at puwede pa siyang ma-qualify. Napangiti rin si Desire, pero iba ang mababasa sa kanyang mga mata.

“Hey, we still need to practice for the Show Audition,” Kelly reminded her friends. “Dapat makapasok tayo. Naku, ayoko pa namang matalo dito. Ayoko kasi na laitin ako n’ung isang taong kilala ko na ubod ng yabang,” nakasimangot na sabi ni Tinah. “At hindi lang tayo pang schoolgirl group, pang showbiz na rin dapat!” Kelly cheered on. “Yes, it’s about time!” sabay-sabay naman ang tatlo sa pagsabi niyon. Napansin ni Tinah ang ibang female students na kasali sa beauty contest. “Look, it’s Tamara. Sa tingin n’yo mananalo rin siya? Malakas na competition siya to both of you kasi taller pa siya kay Heather. And look at her slim figure. Any gown will fit her.” “She’s quite skinny to me,” pag-gauge dito ni Desire. “No, her body is just fine. Hindi naman buto’t balat,” pagdepensa naman ni Heather. “What can you say about Joanna? I heard nagpa-ayos daw siya ng double eyelids. Hindi ba madi-disqualify ‘yun?” tanong ni Kelly. “Hindi naman, facial enhancement naman ang ginawa niya, not some major operation or something,” answered Heather. “Fake ‘yun kung gan’on. Ang dapat na sinasali ‘yung may natural look to deserve the title,” derechahang sabi ni Desire. “I think she looks cute naman after that,” sabi ni Tinah. Desire’s eyes rolled, showing disgust from what she had been hearing in their conversations. ~~ NAG-SHOPPING NG GOWN for the pageant si Heather kasama ang Mommy niya sa isang kilalang Mall sa Asian City. There were gowns that were

beautifully hanged on steel hangers. For specially designed gowns, the customers could select from the designers’ catalogs the gowns that they would like to check for fitting. “Bakit hindi na lang tayo magpagawa?” tanong ni Mrs. Hollister. Iniisip na mas maganda kung personalized ang gown na isusuot ng anak sa beauty pageant. Naibenta na ni Heather ang ibang gowns na dati niyang naisuot at nai-donate sa charity, pero itinago naman ang tatlong gowns na naisuot nang manalo siya sa tatlong beauty contests. Gusto niyang maipakita iyon sa mga anak at apo balang araw para katibayan sa kanila na talagang naging certified beauty titleholder siya. Heather was browsing for gowns from a catalog. “There are so many beautiful gowns here, also made by young Filipino designers. I think I will have to resort to...,” her eyes were focused on a long, spaghetti white gown embellished with some swarovski crystals, a long slit at the side and a big white bow at the back. “... This!” She pointed her index finger to the gown on the catalog. Napabuka ang bibig ng ina. Nagandahan din sa gown na hawak ng anak. “Oh my, it will really look good on you.” “Sabi ko na sa inyo na maraming magaganda dito, eh.” Tinawag niya ang boutique assistant to request for the gown she selected. “Sukatin ko na muna, Mommy,” excited na sabi ni Heather. Samantala, sa parehong boutique rin ay naghahanap ng gown na maisusuot si Desire. She had pulled out five gowns that she would like to try on and gave each one to the boutique assistant na sumusunod dito. Sa mga napipili ay parang hindi pa siya kuntento. Sa kalilinga-linga niya ay nakita niya ang mother ni Heather na nakatayo sa tabi ng fitting room. Dahan-dahan siyang lumapit sa kinaroroonan ni Mrs. Hollister. “Hi, Tita!” greeted Desire, gave the Lady a kiss on the cheek. “Hi! What brings you here?” masayang tanong ng ina ni Heather. Matagal-tagal na rin hindi nagkita ang I.G friends ni Heather at ni Mrs. Hollister ever since their high school graduation.

“Naghahanap ho kasi ako ng masusuot ko for the pageant. Ahm, are you with Heather?” Sa loob naman ng fitting room ay naririnig ni Heather ang pag-uusap ng kanyang ina at ng isang babae. “Yes, she’s inside.” Itinuro ni Mrs. Hollister ang fitting room. “I heard from Heather na kasama ka nga raw sa pageant. Naku, I’m sure that you are going to enjoy it. Eh, wala ka pa bang nakikitang gown?” “Meron na po pero hindi ko pa nasusukat, eh.” Nagbukas ang pinto ng fitting room at lumabas na roon si Heather. Nagkangitian sila ni Desire at nagbatian. “Hi, Girl. What are you doing here?” bati ni Heather kay Desire. They were both trying to be nice with each other since they were friends, but the competition was getting in the way of their friendship. Both of them want win, and winning was their goal. So, one of them must win. “I’m looking around for some gowns. Nag-fit ba sa ‘yo ang napili mo?” tanong ni Desire sa kaibigan. Nanghihinayang at hindi nito nakita ang gown na isinukat ni Heather para sana may idea ito kung ano ang hitsura noon. “Oo, nag-fit naman ‘yung gown. Kukunin ko na ‘to, Mom.” Ibinigay ni Heather sa Mommy niya ang gown para mauna na ito na tumungo sa cashier. She would not want Desire to see kung ano ang hitsura ng napili niya. White gown, Desire’s lips widened. Nakikiramdam ang dalawang magkaibigan sa ikinikilos ng bawa’t isa. “Desire, I’ll see you in school, Girl. I’m sorry if I could not help you choose your gown,” Heather said apologetically. Wala talaga siyang balak na tumulong sa pagpili ng gown ni Desire because it was a competition. Kahit magkaibigan, hindi maiiwasan ang lamangan. “That’s okay, Girl. Sundan mo na ang Mommy mo.” Nang makalayo na si Heather ay naisip ni Desire na tapatan ang kulay ng gown

na napili ni Heather. She seemed to know what her friend’s taste was, so she was going to follow kung hanggang saan man makarating ang taste na iyon. What Heather wants, Desire gets, aniya sa isip, one corner of her lips lifted, and her stare was sharp. ~~ NALALAPIT NA ang beauty pageant kaya lahat ng babaeng kasali sa Simonet ay nape-pressure na sa demands ng competition. Heather should not feel worried dahil veteran na siya sa mga pageants, pero bakit bigla siyang nakakaramdam ng pressure? Sa classroom, bumulong si Tinah kay Heather. “Girl, have you heard the news? Nag-backout si Jamie and Chin sa pageant,” she reacted as though something bad happened. Jamie and Chin were junior college students. “They did? But why?” kunot-noong tanong ni Heather dito. Nagkibit-balikat ito.“Ewan ko. Maybe they were feeling pressured as it gets nearer.” Pagkatapos ay biglang nagulat sa sariling analysis na ginawa nito, “O-M-G! Ibig sabihin, you and Desire na lang ang maglalaban!” “Hindi lang, marami pa naman.” Ipinagdarasal ni Heather na hindi lang sila ni Desire ang matira sa competition para hindi lang dahil sa kaibigan kaya siya kinakabahan. Napalingon si Heather sa likuran ng classroom, nakita niya si Raoul na kausap si Jenny, ang isa sa makakasali sa pageant. Jenny was too close to Raoul habang nakikipag-usap sa lalaki. Puwedeng manalo rin ito dahil maganda rin at magaling sumayaw. Sa cafeteria naman, hindi maiwasan na mapag-usapan ng mga students ang tungkol sa FPOP Superstar Show audition at ang beauty pageant. Magkakasama ang apat na ng I.G. sa pagkuha ng pagkain sa buffet table. Kahit na maingay sa cafeteria ay malinaw na naririnig ni Heather ang pinag-uusapan ng mga tao na naroon. Dahil magkatabi sila ni Desire, hindi maiwasang ipagkumpara silang dalawa. Naroon din ang iba pang contestants na hindi rin

pinapalagpas na pinag-uusapan when it comes to their potential. Kanya-kanya ng pambato ang mga students, based on popularity, based on looks, or brains. As the contestants were paying so much attention to their looks, ganoon din ang pag-aalala nila kung ano ang talent na puwede nilang ipakita. “Do you think I should change the color of my hair for the competition?” one girl asked the other. “Do you think my gown should be sexier for the judges to see the shape of my body? “I’ve been going to the dermatologist and spa to pamper my skin.” Blah… blah… blah… Iyon na lang madalas na marinig ni Heather sa cafeteria. Napatingin si Heather kay Desire habang sila ay kumakain. Pinagmamasdan niya kung ano ang lamang nito sa kanya na puwede niyang ikatalo. She, too, was concern about how both of them would feel if one of them brought home the crown. “Hoy, Heather,” Kelly nudged her nang mahalata na hindi niya ginagalaw ang kanyang pagkain. “Ano ba ‘yang iniisip mo?” “Wala ka bang gana? Baka mangayayat ka n’yan if you don’t eat. Baka hindi magkasya ang gown mo pagdating ng pageant,” Desire said nang hindi tumitingin kay Heather. “I’m just thinking of what talent to show at the pageant,” she confessed. “Oh that, why don’t you sing? P’wede mo kaming maging backup,” kinikilig na sabi ni Tinah. “And what about me?” tanong ni Desire sa mga kasama. “If I should also sing, I will be needing a backup,” she frowned. “Oh, heck. That’s right,” nakanguso si Tinah, kagat ang dulo ng kutsara. “No problemo! Eh di Tinah and I will be your backup singers. At least, twice kaming makakasama sa stage, and we’re like performing in the intermission, too,

isn’t it right, Tinah?” Kelly was beaming with pride. “Gosh, p’wede ba ‘yon?” tanong ni Tinah, tumingin sa mukha ng bawa’t kaibigan. Heather could not help but worry too much about the pageant. Hindi dahil sa pagandahan ang labanan dito, she itted to herself na may laban pa rin siya. The way she focused on the pageant was already different since she would be competing with a friend. What if she won? Bakit parang hindi niya matanggap na ang isang close friend pa ang makatatalo sa kanya? She can lose to anyone, except to a close friend. She cannot lose to Desire. Nagkita si Heather at Raoul sa car park area ng school. Ipinaalam ni Raoul na hindi muna ito makakapunta sa unit ni Heather dahil may practice ang kanilang group for the Show Audition. Hindi muna sumakay si Heather sa kotse. Sumandal muna siya sa sa kotse, tanaw ang magandang view, ganon din si Raoul. Simonet Bordeaux was located on the higher ground of the city, an elevated area with a very beautiful scenic view and a cold climate, and took an hour drive away from the City proper. “What would you do if you will compete with a friend?” tanong ni Heather. “Compete with your friend,” derechong sagot ni Raoul. Napatingin si Heather dito. Pagkatapos ay napatingin ulit sa kawalan. “Hindi ka nakakatulong.” “Bakit, dahil sa kaibigan mo magpaparaya ka? Why do you need to sacrifice what will make you happy? Whether you are competing with a sister or a brother, or with a friend, just go and have fun as you go for the gold. Be happy for them if they win and not you. Hindi rin dapat masira ang relasyon ninyo dahil lang you are competing with someone close to you. I’m just giving my opinion.” Napayuko si Heather at ngumiti. Hindi siya nagkamali na kausapin si Raoul. He makes sense! But how she had wished it was that easy. Hindi lang dahil kaibigan niya si Desire ang problema, kung hindi sarili rin mismo niya ang problema. “Thanks,” tugon niya. “I’ve got to get going.” Nakalayo na si Heather sakay ng

kotse niya.

BEAT ELEVEN

ALEX WAS NOT YET BACK at the Gorospe house nang kinagabihan. Ang paalam nito kay Mrs. Gorospe ay may practice sila ng ka-grupo kaya baka gabihin ito nang pag-uwi. Until eleven in the evening? Nagtataka si Tinah. Malayo pa naman ang Show Audition para magpakahirap nang husto sa pagpractice ang group ni Alex. Patulog na sana si Tinah nang makarinig siya ng footsteps paakyat ng hagdan. Napatayo siya at sumilip sa pintuan. Nang hindi niya makita kung sino iyon, binuksan pa niya nang husto ang pinto ng kuwarto and peeked toward the direction of Alex’s room, nakita niyang may pumasok sa kuwarto nito. Could it be Alex? Kinatok niya ang pinto ng kuwarto ni Alex. Sa pagbukas ng pinto, nanlaki ang kanyang mga mata! “Pa’no ka nagka-black eye? S’an mo ‘yan nakuha? S’an ka ba galing?” sunudsunod na tanong niya kay Alex nang pagbuksan siya ng pinto ng binata. Alex looked groggy, if not, unkempt. His uniform was so untidy, and hair was disheveled. Iniwan na lang ng binata na nakabukas ang pinto kaya tuluyang nakapasok si Tinah. Nadatnan niyang nagliligpit ng gamit si Alex. Kinuha ang mga gamit sa drawer nito at sa cabinet saka inilagay sa backpack. “What are you doing?” tanong niyang muli kay Alex. “Are you leaving?” Hindi pa rin siya nito kinikibo. He was busy folding his clothes in any way and tucked them inside his backpack. “Alex, I’m talking to you. Does my Mom know that you’re already leaving?” Tuluy-tuloy na lang na lumabas ng kuwarto ito, bumaba nang hagdan derecho palabas ng bahay. Sinundan ito ni Tinah, ngunit hindi na siya nakasunod pa sa labas dahil nakapantulog lamang siya. “Alex! Hoy, Alex!” tawag niya sa binata. Nagmamadali siyang nagpunta sa kuwarto ng Mommy niya at ginising ito nang kanyang sunud-sunod na pagkatok sa pinto.

“Mom! Mom!” Naalimpungatan pa ang kanyang ina nang buksan nito ang pinto. “Bakit Tinah, is there something wrong?” worried na tanong ng ina sa anak kahit nahihilo pa. ~~ “MATANGKAD, BLACK HAIR, dark brown eyes, wearing a black shirt at fitted jeans, and with a blackeye… He was also carrying a backpack… Sige ho, salamat,” tugon ni Mrs. Gorospe matapos kausapin ang kilalang chief-of-police. Ini-report nito na nawawala si Alex, at ibinigay nito ang description ng binata sa tulong na rin ni Tinah. It was already one in the morning. “Mom, ano pong sabi ng police?” worried na tanong ni Tinah. “They will look for him right now.” “What has gotten into him? N’ung tinatanong ko siya last night kung ano’ng nangyari sa mukha niya, and why he was leaving, he did not say anything.” “Anak, nagkita ba kayo sa school ni Alex yesterday?” Tumango siya. “Yes, but we did not say ‘hello’ to each other. You know how we are at school. B-But, I wasn’t seeing anything suspicious of him. He seemed to be in his usual self at school, you know, happy-go-lucky, minsan mayabang…” Kinuha ni Mrs. Gorospe ang cell phone nito and she dialed Alex’s number. Hindi sinasagot ni Alex ang phone nito. “Kailangan kong ipaalam ito sa parents niya.” “No, Mom! Don’t,” kaagad na pigil niya. “Baka kasi lalo siyang lumayo kapag nalaman niyang pinaghahanap siya ng parents niya. They might scold him big time and he might run-away again,” paliwanag ni Tinah. “Hija, karapatan ng mga magulang na malaman nila ang nangyayari sa kanilang mga anak. Isa pa, responsibility ko si Alex. I even assured his parents that Alex will be safe here.” “Totoo naman po ‘yun, ah. Si Alex lang itong umalis-alis. So how can that be

your fault?” “We have no choice, Hija. It’s the proper thing to do.” Tinawagan ni Mrs. Gorospe ang parents ni Alex. Matagal bago naisagot ang telephone; they must be asleep by then. Nang magsalita na si Mrs. Gorospe, Tinah thought na nakausap na ng ina ang isa sa mga magulang ni Alex. Balot ng lungkot at pag-alala ang mukha ng kanyang ina matapos makausap ang isa sa mga magulang ni Alex sa telephone. “What’s wrong, Mom? Ano pong sabi nila?” Bumuntong-hininga si Mrs. Gorospe. “Well, they were upset. They thought that Alex will not run-away again.” “Nagalit ba sila sa inyo? It wasn’t your fault, Mommy,” malungkot na sabi ng anak. “Tinah, Anak, you better get some sleep. May pasok ka pa mamaya.” Sumunod naman si Tinah. Gusto na nga niya talagang matulog, ngunit hindi maialis sa kanya ang mag-alala. Tapos hindi niya malaman kung maaawa ba siya kay Alex dahil may problema itong dinadala na sino-solo lang o magagalit ba siya rito dahil pati ang mother niya ay binigyan nito ng problema. ~~ “RAOUL, P’wede ba ‘kong dito muna makitulog?” pakiusap ni Alex nang magpunta siya sa apartment-townhouse ni Raoul. Napatanga lang si Raoul sa pagkakita kay Alex bago ito nakasagot. “Sure thing, come in,” pagpayag nito. He was still quite sleepy. Nagising ito nang marinig ang ring-tone ng cell phone, and when he answered it, Alex said that he was standing outside their door. “Thanks.” Sinundan niya si Raoul sa kuwarto ng kaibigan. Naupo ito sa kama. “Mom is still sleeping so h’wag tayong maingay.” His

mother’s room was one door away from his. Ibinaba ni Alex ang backpack at naupo rin sa kama ni Raoul. “Ano nga pala ang ginagawa mo dito? May problema ba?” Nag-isip si Alex kung paano sisimulan ang kuwento. “I ran away from home.” “O? What happened?” gulat nang magtanong ang kaibigan. Ikinuwento ni Alex nang buo ang nangyari noong nakita niya ang Daddy niya na may kasamang babae, hindi lang isang beses kung hindi ilan pa, how his Mom tried to cover up for his Dad, and how he ended staying at Tinah Gorospe’s house. “You had been staying at that B’s house? One of the I.G. ’ house, Pare? I can’t believe I’m hearing this,” pailing-iling na sabi nito, nakangisi. “I know it’s hard to believe, Pare. Kahit nga ako hindi makapaniwala. But Mrs. Gorospe was nice to let me stay for a while, and Tinah… Well, she’s been good to me naman,” itted Alex. “’Yang nasa mukha mo, bakit puro pasa at blackeye ‘yan? Who did that to you?” “May nakaaway lang ako,” nakayukong sabi niya, malungkot. “Sino naman ang nakaaway mo? Alex, Pare, you would never pick a fight with anyone without a very big reason. Don’t tell me that you’re rebelling just because you’re having issues with your parents. If you were, then why would you still have to go to school and intend to your academic ratings? I think there’s something you haven’t told me about. Girls? Tinah?” Raoul was quite teasing him. “Tinah? No, of course not. I wouldn’t allow anyone to destroy my face just for her,” Alex was a bit defensive and irked. “I’m quite tired, Pare. Can I tell you some other time?” Alex made an excuse. He was not about ready to tell his friends his involvement in some serious activitiy. He wanted to solve it on his own first. Tumango lang si Raoul. Hinila nito ang bed extensión na nasa ilalim ng kama

nito, took out an extra blanket and gave one of his pillows to Alex. Nang makahiga na ang dalawa, “Alex, Dude. If my Mom sees you in that condition, she will surely freak out.” “Don’t worry, I will not show up like this to anyone.” Tumagilid siya sa kama. ~~ UMAASA NA MAKITA ni Tinah si Alex sa classroom nila. Mag-classmates si Alex and Tinah sa ibang subjects, ngunit hindi naman sila nagkakausap ni minsan as real classmates. Mukhang hindi pumasok si Alex dahil wala iyon sa upuan nito. Naroon lang ang tatlong kabarkada. Hindi niya maalis ang mag-isip at mag-alala sa lalaking iyon. Nang matapos ang first-class nila ay hinihintay na lang ang pagdating ng susunod na Professor para sa sumunod na subject. Tinah overheard stories buzzing inside the classroom that Oscar, the Shrek bully, had been kicked out of their school. “Sa narinig ko, he was kicked out because he was nabbed by the Police doon sa illegal street racing event kagabi,” bulong ng isang classmate na babae sa isa pa. “No, because may nagsumbong daw sa mga pulis na courier ng drugs si Oscar,” tugon naman ng classmate nilang lalaki. Inisa-isa ni Tinah na tingnan ang mga nag-uusap na classmates sa paligid niya tungkol sa naririnig niyang naganap that night, when she and her Mom were also looking for Alex. Sa kakatingin niya sa bawa’t classmate na nagkakalat ng chismis, napatingin siya sa direction ng kabarkada ni Alex, at napansin niyang nakatingin si Raoul sa kanya. And then she looked away. After class ay inabangan pala ni Raoul si Tinah sa hallway. Nakasandal ito sa dingding at nakapasok ang isang kamay sa bulsa ng pantaloon habang bitbit naman sa isa pang kamay ang iPad and a notepad. “Tinah, do you have a sec?” harang nito sa dalaga. Hindi naman napansin ng ibang I.G. ang paglapit ni Raoul kay Tinah because they were already

walking ahead of Tinah. “Why?” pagdududang tanong niya. She was thinking that maybe he already knew that Alex had stayed in her house for a few days. “It’s about Alex,” seryosong sabi nito, pabulong. “Do you know where he is?” excited na tanong niya. “Yes. Look, he didn’t want anybody to know that he’s staying in my house. Gusto niyang ipaalam sa Mommy mo that he is doing fine. Here’s a note for you.” Iniabot ni Raoul ang isang papel na nakatiklop. Luminga-linga si Tinah sa paligid para makasiguro na walang makakarinig. “Alam mo ba kung ano’ng nangyari sa kanya? Kung bakit siya may blackeye?” Umiling ito. “He hasn’t told me yet. Sige, mauna na ‘ko sa ‘yo. Late na ‘ko sa next class ko.” Nang makaalis na si Raoul, binuklat ni Tinah ang papel. It was addressed for her mother. Matapos niyang basahin iyon, she sagged her lips as she became cheerless. Part of the message said na nagpapasalamat si Alex sa pagkupkop sa kanya ng mga Gorospe ngunit hindi muna raw babalik si Alex sa kanila.

BEAT TWELVE

DJ OPENED HIS LOCKER to get his Academy tablet when someone shrieked. “Ouch!” He checked behind the locker door that was hanging open. He recognized the girl who was holding her nose in a furious expression. The colorful accessories attached to her hair could not do anything to cover up that expression. “Can’t you be more careful when opening that stupid door?! It almost hit my nose!” Sinuntok ni Kelly ang pinto ng locker cabinet na nakabalandra sa harapan ng dalaga. Her eyes were widely opened when she spoke in hostility. “I have to ask you the same thing. You’ve been wearing those magnets on your hair that’s why you were drawn closer to the lockers!” galit niyang sabi. “At ano’ng ginagawa mo dito? This is the boys’ locker area, unless you’re a pervert!” She opened her mouth as she showed a shocking expression. “That’s so disgusting! I am NOT,” bigla nitong na-realize na merong mga tao sa locker area kaya binabaan nito ang tono ng boses sa pagbanggit ng salitang bibitawan, “A pervert! And for your information, these are NOT magnets!” Turo nito sa buhok. Then she raised her voice again. “These are hair accessories! Imported from Japan!” she was already arguing with him. She lifted her chin and raised an eyebrow. Then crossed her arms against her chest. “Nagkataon na napadaan ako dito dahil shortcut ito papunta sa next class ko!” He gave an impish grin. Yumukod si DJ sa dalaga, naninigas ang mga panga, at malapit ang mukha rito. “I don’t care where those magnets came from.” Inilabas na niya ang tablet mula sa locker and slammed shut the door that gave her a sudden jolt. Nanliit ang mga mata ni DJ na ipinukol kay Kelly, at galit na nilampasan niya ito. “Hoy! You better apologize!” she demanded. He turned around at itinungkod ang kamay sa locker, at ang mukha niya ay halos malapitan na kay Kelly. “And why should I? Intention ko bang sirain ang fake mong ilong?” He straightened himself up. “You should be the one apologizing to me because you are wasting my time listening to your blah-blahs!” He formed

his fingers on one hand into a mouth and moved it as if it was talking. “Ha! Not in my stature!” He looked at her from head to toe, then he nodded. “There’s no need for you to brag your height. It’s obvious that you’re short.” Her eyebrows converged. Hands on the sides. “That’s not what I meant! I wasn’t referring to my height! I’m talking about my importance in the society. My reputation! Don’t you know who I am? And by the way, my nose is real, F-Y-I!” “Wala akong pakiaalam malaman kung sino ka, ang history at genealogy n’yo! I’m not interested. I will pretend that this nonsense encounter never happened. Stop annoying me or else you will not like it if I return to my old self!” He turned around, his back on her, and walked away. Eventhough he showed kindness to Kelly during their Natural Science class camping, he did not dwell those incidents on his mind. DJ was familiar to the of Incredible Girls since their kindergarten days. DJ and Kelly had been classmates for years at the Simonet Bordeaux Ecolé. When DJ was in elementary until high school, he was tagged as the ‘piranha’ bully. Most of his classmates, whether they were from the middle class or rich status, whether male or female, were not spared from his extreme bullying. He was not afraid of anyone, whether he or she was related to the President of the Philippines, or to a high profile terrorist, not even to a person with royal blood. No one could control him, not even his family. He was a spoiled boy; but not as spoiled as his older brother, David. He looked up to David, but David had never gotten close to him because he thought that their father favored DJ more. DJ suddenly turned into a changed person after his life was undertaken by some unknown people. He was kidnapped, mauled, and almost got killed. He was not able to attend his high school graduation when he went missing, until his family received a report that he was found in a middle of a steep hill somewhere in Laguna. He was found unconscious, his body and face were covered with blood, his hands were tied on his back, and his face was almost distorted. According to the investigators, he was probably laid on the ground and was kicked from the top ground that made him roll-over down to where he was found. DJ was comatosed for several months. His condition deeply disheartened his father, but

he was extremely hoping that his son would soon wake up. No one in school had ever heard of what happened to DJ. No information had leaked on the internet nor any broadsheets. His father kept everything from the public through the assistance of their hired lawyers and agents. ~~ NAKAUWI NA SI DJ sa mansión. Dating gawi, ang mayordoma lang ang nakaabang sa kanya sa bahay. Kakain mag-isa, manonood ng TV or DVD nang mag-isa, magkukulong sa kuwarto at doon na lang siya magpapalipas oras o kaya ay maghahanap ng gagawin katulad ng mag-aral. Yes, despite his attitude, he was a very bright boy. Kumakatok si Manang Susan sa pinto ng kuwarto niya. “Sir, DJ… Sir DJ…” Binuksan niya ang pinto nang bahagya, tama lang para bumungad ang kanyang mukha. “Bakit ho?” “Pinapatawag po kayo ni Sir Richard. Sumabay raw ho kayo sa pagkain sa ibaba,” magalang na sabi ng matanda. “Sige ho, susunod na ‘ko.” Pinapasabay siya ng Papa niya kumain sa kanila. Hindi karaniwan iyon dahil sanay naman sila kay DJ na hindi na kumakain sa dining area tuwing dinner. Bumaba siya at nagtungo sa dining area kung saan ay naroon ang buong pamilya. Maganda nga sanang makita iyon, ngunit nakakapanibago. “DJ, Anak, come and eat!” bati ng kanyang Papa. Naupo siya from across his Ate Kayla. Hindi naman ngumingiti sa kanya ang Kuya David niya na noo’y nakaupo sa bandang kanan ng Papa nila. David was not expressive nor responsive to his younger brother. His mother was seated to her husband’s left side. Just like David, she was not looking at DJ. Eventhough she was not expressive toward her children, her presence as a mother was obvious toward David and Kayla alone. DJ was still clueless why his mother was so unaffectionate toward him. Was it because his father favored him more than his two siblings?

“Mabuti at lahat tayo ay narito.” “What’s the need for a get together?” derechong tanong naman ni Kayla. Get Together, iyon ang tingin nila kapag kumpleto ang pamilya sa hapag-kainan. Isang occasion that would rarely happen. “Kumain na muna tayo. Gusto kong masaya tayo dahil nabusog tayo sa niluto ni Chef Johnson. Si Chef Johnson, ang personal Chef nila sa mansión. Kung meron man itong paglulutuan o wala, bayad pa rin ang serbisyo nito. “Kamusta ang first day of college, DJ?” kinamusta ng ama ang bunsong anak. Nakayuko man habang kumakain ay bakas sa mga mata ni David ang pagkaselos sa bunsong kapatid. “Okay lang,” was the only thing he could say in a bored tone. “Pagkatapos mong kumain ay bumalik ka na sa k’warto mo at magpahinga ka na,” malumanay na sabi nito. Bago pa makapagtanong ang ama sa panganay na anak na babae ay inunahan na ito ni Kayla. “If you want to ask how my modeling career is doing, never been better.” Tumango lang si Don Ricardo. He was used to Kayla’s blunt responses and nononsense attitude without exactly being disrespectful to him or to her mother. “David, what’s this I’ve been hearing that your grades are getting lower?” seryosong tanong nito. “I just couldn’t understand the way our teachers were explaining the topics, Pa.” “You could not understand or are you just lazy to study?” “I’m not interested in the course that you wanted me to take.” “Di ba matalino ka? Mahirap ba ang Business Law and Economics?”

Hindi nakakibo si David. “Richard, hanggang ngayon ba kailangan ninyong pagtalunan ‘yan? And don’t blame it on our son. He is always following what you order him to do,” padamdam na sabi ni Dona Anabelle, dinidepensahan ang anak. Hindi gusto ni DJ na makaramdam ng tension sa lugar na iyon. He thought of excusing himself to stay away from it. “Pa, babalik na ‘ko ng room ko,” paalam niya. Tumayo na siya. “No, you can’t go back yet. I still have something to say to everyone.” “But I thought you said that after I’ve eaten I could go back to my room.” “Later. And besides, you haven’t finished your food.” Sinisenyas ng ama ang kamay nito kay DJ na manatili muna. Ibinaba na ni Kayla ang spoon and fork. “I’m done eating. What is it that we need to hear, Pa?” inip na tanong nito. Nag-pause muna si Don Ricardo. “I had called for Attorney Damasco to my office yesterday, and I already asked him to prepare my Last Will and Testament, and to record my holographic Will.” Natahimik ang miyembro ng pamilya. “Yes, I did.” Kahit walang sinasabi ang sinuman sa pamilya ay tumugon pa rin ito. Parang alam kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip nila. “Malalaman n’yo rin mismo sa akin kung ano ang nakalagay doon kapag na-finalize na iyon.” “Can I go back to my room now?” tanong ni DJ. “Yes, you may go,” pagpayag ng ama niya. DJ ran up to his room. Hearing the words Last Will and Testament made him feel nervous. Hindi siya galit sa kanyang Papa, hindi lang siya comfortable kapag kasama ang kanyang ina at mga kapatid. They looked like strangers to one another. Paano pa kaya kapag nagkaalaman na sa nilalaman ng Will ng kanyang

ama? Paano kung wala na ang kanyang Papa, sino na ang puwedeng kumampi sa kanya? Kayla had plans of working abroad, sa isang business nila doon. Si David, it was better off that they do not cross paths. Ang Mommy niya, they hardly talk. A mother who did not care for her youngest child.

BEAT THIRTEEN

SA PAGDATING NI RAOUL sa pintuan ng unit ni Heather, bigla nang bumukas ang pinto bago pa niya mapindot ang doorbell. Tumambad sa kanya ang fresh looking na babae. Nakaipit paitaas ang buhok, naka-sleeveless shirt at shorts. “Come in,” simpleng pag-imbita ni Heather kay Raoul, not smiling. Sa pagpasok ni Raoul ay naabutan niyang naroon si Mrs. Hollister sa living room at may kausap sa telephone. Mrs. Hollister had been on the phone for almost an hour while Heather and Raoul were reviewing together for their exams. Nang matapos ang ina sa pakikipag-usap ay hindi na nakapag-bigay galang si Raoul dahil kinausap kaagad ni Mrs. Hollister ang anak. “Heather, may commercial shoot ka pang gagawin tomorrow morning, and then we will proceed to your press conference in the afternoon for Teenylicious Lipstick. And the Asian City mayor has invited us over for dinner para sa event na gagawin nila na kasama ka,” Heather’s mother informed her in business-like tone. “Heather, meron tayong exam tomorrow. Alam na ba ito ni Miss Banzon?” Raoul whispered. “What’s that?” Parang may radar ang ulo ni Mrs. Hollister para marinig ang ibinulong ni Raoul. “We have an exam tomorrow, Mom. And a meeting for the college beauty pageant,” si Heather na ang nagsalita. “Maybe you can tell your Professor that you have an urgent press conference tomorrow. It should be next week, however, there had been some changes in plan. And that beauty pageant… You can ask for a briefing from the organizers.” Heather blew hard, releasing air from her mouth. Hinawi nito ang bangs sa noo. Halatang pressured ito. “Raoul, right?” Mrs. Hollister directed her sight on Raoul.

“Yes, Ma’am,” he nodded. “Narinig mo naman siguro ang schedule ng anak ko tomorrow. Maybe you could back her up by asking permission from your Professor to excuse her from taking the exam.” “Actually…” napatingin siya kay Heather na noo’y nakatitig sa binabasang manual, ngunit hindi ito nakatingin kanino man, “our Professor gave her an ultimatum that if she didn’t the series of exams, she might be kicked out of the class. At kung bababa pa ang grades niya sa kahit na anong subjects, she might not qualify for the pageant,” Raoul explained. “My daughter can keep her grades up ever since she started her modeling career. Wala pa rin ba silang tiwala na p’wede pa rin niyang maipasa ang subjects niya kahit minsan ay nagiging busy siya because of her schedules? Besides, Heather,” ang anak naman ang binalingan, “mas bayad tayo dito sa modeling commitments mo. If we don’t show up, what will happen to your contract?” “Mom, I know…” “Well, I’m only reminding you,” her mom said, firmly. Tumayo na si Mrs. Hollister mula sa kinauupuan at umalis ng living room. “I’m sorry that you have to see that,” mahinang sabi ni Heather kay Raoul. “We will speak with Miss Banzon tomorrow. Maybe she could give you another chance,” aniya. “In the meantime, mag-aral na muna tayo. Ako naman ang pagagalitan ni Miss Banzon kapag bumagsak din ako.” Nagkangitian ang dalawa. ~~ BAGO PA mag-start ang first class nila Raoul at Heather ay dumerecho muna sila sa faculty room para kausapin si Miss Banzon. They explained to their Professor what Heather was going through. Ayaw man i-accept ng Professor ang excuse na iyon ay pinilit pa rin intindihin ang situation ni Heather. She agreed, under certain conditions, that Heather had to present herself at the faculty room between four and five in the afternoon to take the exams, that was before Heather’s dinner engagement with the mayor of Asian City. Pumayag naman si

Heather, hindi lang pipilitin kundi gagawin niya. Kinausap din ni Heather ang kanyang Mommy tungkol sa condition na ibinigay sa kanya, bagama’t worried ito ay pinayagan din ang anak. “So, wala ka nang problema. Siguraduhin mo lang na makakapunta ka sa school sa oras na binigay sa ‘yo ni Prof. Otherwise…” nagkibit-balikat si Raoul. Heather smiled. “I know. Thanks, Raoul. You’ve already done so much.” “Thanks? Kulang yata ‘yun.” Nagtaka ang dalaga. “What? Hey, h’wag kang mag-request na hindi ko magugustuhan,” warning nito. “Wala pa nga akong sinasabi, ah. But, yeah, I’d like to ask you out this Saturday if you don’t have a sched.” Nagulat ito. “You are asking me out, for a date? With you?” “Is there something wrong? Or your boyfriend might not approve of it. I know. Kung ako man ang boyfriend mo hindi talaga kita papayagan. Susuntukin ko pa kung sino man ang lalaking ‘yon—” “Okay, I’ll go out with you,” putol nito sa sinasabi ni Raoul. “Talaga? Are you really sure? Hindi ka takot lumabas kasama ang isang bulldog? Alam mong nangangagat ako,” biro niya. “Bakit ako matatakot sa isang bull-dog? Napaamo ko nga, di ba?” Nagkatawanan ulit sila. Saturday came, namasyal sina Raoul at Heather sa Magic Kingdom. Nawala ang tension sa kanilang dalawa nang mga oras na iyon. Sumakay sila sa halos lahat ng rides doon, kumain until they were full. They were just having a good time. Raoul took Heather home sakay sa kanyang sasakyan. He parked the car in the parking area a few meters away in front of the condominium building para mas may time pa sila na makapag-usap bago umuwi si Heather.

Heather unfastened her seat belt. Nakangiti ang dalaga nang magpasalamat kay Raoul. “Thank you for tonight, I really had a wonderful time. I felt really good kasi bigla kong nakalimutan ang stress.” “I’m glad to hear that. Kung gusto mo madalas tayong lumabas pampatanggal ng stress,” aniya. “Why not?! Magandang idea ‘yan. Sige, Raoul, thanks again.” Binuksan na nito ang pinto ng kotse nang hawakan ni Raoul ang braso nito. Napabaling ang tingin ni Heather sa kanya. Raoul reached out and kissed her sa corner ng lips ng dalaga. They both stared at each other. May kilig, and at the same time, kabog sa dibdib ang naramdaman ni Heather. She was trying to read what Raoul’s eyes were saying. Nginitian nito ang binata and shyly got off the car. Sinundan lang ng tingin ni Raoul ang papalayong si Heather. Ngumiti rin siya dahil pakiramdam niya ay nakuha na niya ang loob ng dalaga. Hindi man inaasahan ngunit sa palagay niya ay may nararamdaman na siya para rito. Nang makasiguro siya na nakapasok na si Heather sa loob ng building, sinimulan na niyang paandarin ang sasakyan and took off.

BEAT FOURTEEN

NAGKITA-KITA ANG APAT na magkaibigan sa POP’s to unwind at para na rin mapag-usapan ang next entry nila sa Show Audition. Dahil sa hitsura ni Alex na puro Band-Aid ang mukha at mga braso ay hindi maiwasan na titigan lang siya ng mga ito. They had not seen him for a few days, only that night. “What happened to your face?” DJ asked. “Oo nga, sino’ng bumugbog sa ‘yo, Dude?” ani Monfort. Nakangising umiling-iling lang si Raoul habang iniinom ang soda. Kagagaling lang nito sa date nila ni Heather sa Magic Kingdom at tumuloy sa POP’s nang may usapan sila ng mga kaibigan na magkikita roon. “Bakit, ngayon lang ba kayo nakakita nang ganito’ng hitsura?” depensa ni Alex, dismayado. “Sin’ong nakaaway mo?” ani Monfort. Yumuko lang si Alex, refusing to say anything. “Next time kasi,” Raoul tapped Alex’s shoulder, “tumawag ka ng reinforcement. You need backup.” Itinuro ng kamay nito ang mga kasama. “You better clean your act, Alex. You still have a long way to go,” paalala ni DJ, nilihis nito ang paningin habang iniinom ang soda. “Did I ask for your opinion?” Masama ang loob na tiningnan si DJ. Lumingon si DJ dito. “And you’re upset for what I’ve said? Dude, you knew what I’d been through. Gusto mong matulad sa ‘kin?” seryosong sabi nito. Alam ni Alex kung ano ang nangyari kay DJ. Hindi rin nito inaasahan na mangyari sa kanya iyon, pero hindi niya lang maiwasan. “Tama na ‘yan. Sige, sige na, pag-usapan na lang natin ang next entry. What would that be?” putol ni Monfort sa tension na nangyayari sa dalawang kaibigan. “Pero sana, kumpleto tayo pagdating ng Show Audition.” “Why don’t we try singing in quartet. You know, with blending, mash up and

all,” Raoul suggested. “Wow, Dude, that’s a great idea! Para maiba naman, ipakita natin na kaya nating kumanta nang sabay-sabay with blending tapos i-mix natin ang one or two songs, upbeat ang tema. I’m so excited, mga Dude!” He raised his fists in the air, saka kontroladong ibinagsak iyon. “Kailangan ko nang makahanap ng songs para d’un.” Sinisikuhan ni DJ si Monfort. Using his lips, he pointed to the stage. “Walang tao, it’s your turn.” Napatingin si Monfort sa mga kaibigan saka siya tumayo. Alam nila na gustonggusto niyang subukang mag-perform sa stage ng solo as POP’s at i-show off ang galing niya sa pagkanta. Naroon na siya sa stage, hinihintay na lang na tumugtog ang kanyang minus one. Then he started to sing. Napatingin ang lahat ng customers kay Monfort at napapasabay na rin sa tugtog. Mayamaya pa ay sumayaw na rin si Monfort habang kumakanta at napasunod nito ang iba. Nagsitayuan ang iba, clapping their hands habang sumusunod sa beat, napapaindak, at naghihiyawan. May mga kumukuha rin ng pictures niya at nagsilapitan ang iba sa stage para masilayan siya nang malapitan. Nang halos nasa malapit na siya sa katapusan ng kanyang performance nang biglang may sumigaw sa background. “Hoy, nakakabulahaw ka!” May isang naghagis ng takip ng bottle cap kay Monfort. Pagkatapos ay may sumunod pa. Hanggang sa nagkagulo na sa POP’s. “What the—“ bulalas ni Alex. Sumugod ang mga kaibigan ni Monfort at pinagsusuntok ang mga nanggugulo roon. Nakipagsuntukan na rin si Monfort. ~~ “ANO BA ang pumasok sa mga kukote n’yo?” Pinagtuturo ni Mang Nestor si Monfort, DJ, Raoul, at Alex habang puro nakadikit na dough ang nasa kamay nito, naka-apron, at hair net pa. “Do you know what des men? It mean dat all op you are da gangsters!” said Mang Nestor in a not so perfect English

pronunciation. “Hoy, Monfort. Hindi ka namin pinapag-aral sa eskwelahan mong ‘yan para maging miyembro ka ng Sputnik Gang,” sabat naman ni Aling Claudia. Ito ang sumundo sa apat na binata. “Mabuti,” napaisip ang Ginang, “ah, hindi pala mabuti, pasalamat kayo at pinabaranggay lang kayo ng may-ari ng POP’s at hindi kayo pinahuli sa mga pulis dahil alam ng may-ari na hindi kayo ang nagsimula ng gulo. Kung nagkataon, nakulong na kayo, may record pa sa police station!” “Hindi lang ‘yon,” singit ulit ni Mang Nestor, “hindi na ba kayo naawa sa sarili ninyo, sa kinabukasan ninyo? Ang masangkot sa gulo ay kailan man hindi maganda sa buhay ng isang tao. Monfort, ikaw, may pangarap ka sa buhay. Kung gaganyan-ganyan ka, mabuting tumigil ka na lang sa pag-aaral mo at magmasa ka na lang ng dough, dahil wala kang mararating sa pakikipag-away!” “Pa, wala naman kasi kami talagang kasalanan. Pinag-trip-an kami kaya pinagtanggol lang namin ang mga sarili namin,” depensa ni Monfort, ngumingi pa rin sa sakit sa sugat na natamo sa bibig at pisngi. Puro pasa ang mukha at katawan ng mga binata. Si Alex, puro Band-Aid na nga ang mukha at braso, nadagdagan pa ang mga sugat nito. “We are very sorry, Mr. Stone and Mrs. Steel, whatever it is, we feel responsible for our actions. We will try our very best to avoid such chaos next time,” tugon ni Alex. Nagkatinginan ang mga magulang ni Monfort. Nagtataka kung sino si Mr. Stone at si Mrs. Steel. Natatawang binulungan ni Monfort si Alex, “Our surname is Batungbakal.” Bumulong rin si Alex sa kanya, “I can’t pronounce it!” He straightened up. “Mr. and Mrs. Batong... Bakal…” he tried to pronounce their surname with an Australian accent. He gave a wide grin. “’Yang pag-pronounce mo ng apelyido namin, katulad din ng hitsura mo, hindi malinaw,” sabi ng babaeng kapapasok lang ng living room. “Ate naman…” sumesenyas si Monfort sa kapatid na si Yumi na huwag nang pagalitan ang mga kasama. They heard enough sermon for an hour.

“Oy, Mon, sa susunod na umuwi ka dito na may pasa ang buong katawan,” binatukan nito ang kapatid, “dadagdagan ko pa ‘yan!” Nasa front yard ng bahay ng mga Batungbakal ang apat na lalaki, kinakapa-kapa ng mga ito ang naka-Band-Aid na mga pasa at sugat. Nag-aalala ang mga ito kung paano makakauwi the moment that their parents see their looks showing like that. “At least I already have reasons to tell your Mom why my face looks like this,” pabirong sabi ni Alex kay Raoul. “At hindi na ako nag-iisa.” “My Mom will surely freak out. Pero sanay na siguro sa ‘kin ‘yun. I used to go home all the time with bruises all over,” paliwanag ni Raoul. “I can’t let my family see me like this. They might think that I was back to my old ways. They might lose trust in me again,” DJ worriedly said. “Old ways?” pagtatakang tanong ni Monfort. Alam ng mga kaibigan ni DJ na naging bully ito noon pero hindi ito kayang gumawa ng karumaldumal sa kahit na kanino. Nagkuwento si Alex. “DJ almost died.” Nagulat si Raoul at Monfort. “He was brutally assaulted by some mad persons. But thank God he survived.” Tahimik lang si DJ habang pinakikinggan ang pagkuwento ni Alex tungkol sa nangyari dito. He just let Alex go on with the story. “Sino’ng gumawa n’un? Mga taong may galit?” asked Raoul. “Siguro mga naagrabyado ko. Ginantihan ako,” sagot ni DJ. “Man, bakit masyado naman ang pagkakaganti sa ‘yo? Gan’on ka ba talaga kasamang bully? I used to be a bully, or maybe I still am, but I would never do such things like that to anyone. That’s too much!” ani Raoul. “Eh, pa’no kung may kasamang inggit din ‘yun? Malay natin,” seryosong sabi

naman ni Alex. “I’m glad that we’ve met.” Tinapik ni Monfort ang balikat ni DJ. “Maybe each of us has a mission that’s why God still gave us more chances to live. Maybe to correct our mistakes, and to realize that hurting other people’s feelings may lead to karma.” Lumapit si Raoul at tinapik din ang balikat ni DJ. Sumunod ay si Alex. Ngunit sa kabila ng narinig kay Monfort, marami pang kailangan ayusin ni Alex sa buhay nito.

BEAT FIFTEEN

NAGLALAGAY NG LOTION si Tinah sa kanyang leeg at mga braso habang kumakanta-kanta pa siya. Sa gitna ng kanyang pag-awit ay napahinto siya at naalala na naman si Alex. Curious siya kung ano na ang nangyari sa lalaking iyon dahil hindi pa pumapasok ng tatlong araw magmula nang umalis ito sa kanilang bahay. Habang nagmumuni-muni siya ay may narinig siyang lumilingkis sa glass window ng kanyang kuwarto. May parang batong maliliit ang tumatama sa salamin ng bintana kaya naisip niyang silipin. Sa pagsilip niya ay nakita niya si Alex sa ibaba and he was gesturing to her to go down. “Bakit?” tanong ng dalaga. “Basta bumaba ka dito!” mahinang tawag nito. “Ayoko nga. Gabing-gabi na. It’s so dangerous,” simangot na sabi niya. Naiinis na napakamot sa likod ng leeg si Alex. “May sasabihin lang ako sa ‘yo. Bilisan mo!” Napapayag din siyang lumabas ng kanilang bahay. Nagsuot siya ng robe na may featherered hood. Isinaklob niya ang hood sa ulo para hindi hamugin. Nang makita siya ni Alex ay hinila siya papunta sa garden. Doon sa cemented bench sila naupo. The Gorospe garden was very beautiful, with pin lights that gave colorful lighting to the plants and flowers that Mrs. Gorospe herself planted. “Hoy, Alex. Kung hindi ka giniginaw, ako Oo,” reklamo niya rito. Nandilat ang kanyang mga mata when she saw how Alex looked. She covered her mouth with her fingers “O-M-G! What happened to your face? The other night I saw a blackeye, now, your entire face has bruises and marks!” Sinubakan niyang hawakan ang pasa sa mukha ng lalaki. Iniwasan naman ni Alex iyon. “Don’t touch, masakit!”

“N’ung nakipag-boxing ka hindi masakit. Now, hahawakan lang, it hurts na,” pagtatampo niya. “Ano ba kasing ginagawa mo dito? Babalik ka na ba here?” Please say yes! aniya sa sarili. All of a sudden ay nawiwili na siya na makita ang binata. Hindi man niya aminin sa sarili, she found him very attractive. “No, I won’t come back.” Pagkasabing iyon ni Alex, she was disheartened, her shoulders dropped. “Nakakahiya na sa Mommy mo. Sa tuwi nalang ba na makikita niya ‘ko may bad story akong kasama? She might not approve a bad boy like me staying here.” “What are you saying that you are a bad boy?” “So, you don’t see me as a bad boy at all, do you?” nanliit ang mga mata nitong tiningnan si Tinah. “I’m just saying that if you were a bad boy, eh, di sana nakikipag-away ka na sa campus. I knew you since high school and you’re not naman like you thought you were.” There was a moment of silence. Biglang hinalikan ni Alex si Tinah sa pisngi. Sa gulat niya, naitulak niya si Alex paalis sa pagkakaupo nito na ikinahulog sa sahig. “What did you do that for?” Alex was surprised, and got confused. Napatayo si Tinah. Hawak ng isang kamay ang pisnging nahalikan. “And why did you kiss me? Do you know that I am reserving my face for my one and only?” Bumalik sa pagkakaupo si Alex sa cemented bench. “It was only a peck on the cheek!” He could not believe this girl. “D-uh! Eventhough! Inaalagaan ko ang virginity ko para sa kaisa-isang lalaking pakakasalan ko. And that first kiss will only happen on my wedding day, in front of the altar!” She thumped her foot on the ground.

Napatanga si Alex kay Tinah. Hindi kaagad nakakibo, hanggang sa napabunghalit ng tawa ito. “What virginity are you talking about? Kiss lang ‘yon sa cheek. It’s not like mabubuntis ka na ka’gad!” Her lips parted wide in disgust, eyebrows converged. “Kahit na ano pang sabihin mo, you have no right to touch me! Noli Me Tangere!” Noli Me Tangere? tanong ni Alex sa isip. “Isn’t it Jose Rizal’s book? Why do you keep using those words? Is there some kind of spell that you’re chanting on me?” “’Noli Me Tangere’, which means ‘Touch Me Not’, Tange!” irap niya, crossed her arms on her chest. Tumayo na ito. “Alam mo, kaya ako nagpunta dito para maghanap ng makakausap. I didn’t know na ang makakausap ko pala ay si Sisa!” “Hoy! Where are you going?” pahabol niyang tanong nang makaalis na si Alex sa harapan niya. “Be sure to go to school tomorrow or else…! Or else I will miss you badly, sambit niya sa isip. ***** NAKAUWI NA RIN SI DJ on that very same day nang mangyari ang riot sa POP’s at pagkagaling sa bahay ni Monfort. He was hoping na hindi pa niya madadatnan ang sino man sa pamilya na nasa bahay dahil ayaw niyang makita nito ang nangyari sa mukha niya. As usual, nakaabang si Manang Susan sa wide front door. Tinakpan niya ng bakack ang kanyang mukha para hindi siya nito mahalata. “S-Sir?” Sinusubukan ng matanda na masilip ang mukha ni DJ, nagpapatintero silang dalawa habang mabilis na túmuloy siya sa loob ng bahay, paakyat sa hagdan, hanggang sa kuwarto niya. He was about to open the door when someone made a sound. “Ehem!”

He turned to see who it was. Ang Ate Kayla niya. “Oh no!” gulat na sabi nito nang makita ang puro pasa niyang mukha. “Don’t tell me, DJ—“ “It’s not what you think,” he interrupted her before she could even finish what she had to say. Hinawakan nito ang mukha ng bunsong kapatid at tiningnan ang bawa’t angle niya. “Tsk, tsk, tsk. Were you able to hit hard on your opponent?” “Ate, this only happened because we were defending our friend who was in trouble,” he explained. “U-huh… tell me about it,” tumango-tangong sabi nito. Hindi pa rin nakakapasok sa kuwarto si DJ dahil kinakausap pa siya ng panganay na kapatid nang dumating naman si David. Magkalapit lang ang kuwarto ni DJ at ni David kaya hindi maiiwasan na hindi nito mapansin ang dalawa pang kapatid na nag-uusap. Napansin din nito ang mukha ni DJ. Lumapit si David sa kanila, pinasok ang mga kamay sa bulsa ng pantalon. “I”m sure you’re going to hide your face from Papa,” sarcastic nitong sabi. “He’ll be surprised to see his good son back on track.” “Okay, that’s enough, David,” pagpigil ni Kayla. “Go to your room, DJ,” utos naman nito sa bunso. Sumunod naman si DJ. Ibinagsak niya ang backpack sa kama, ibinagsak rin niya ang sarili sa kama, and lied there flat, his arms resting in front of him, and eyes staring at the ceiling. He still hoped things would become normal with his life, with his family. He recalled his past life when he used to be a big bully, the so-called “piranha” of Simonet Bordeaux Ecolé. Kung paano siya nagpakasiga sa school. Kung paano niya baliin ang katahimikan, kasiyahan, at pangarap ng mga students na biniktima niya. At kung paano siya muntikan nang patayin. Kung paano niya nakukuha ang lahat ng gustuhin niya, maliban lang sa pagkakaroon ng

masayang pamilya. At si Hannah. Iyon ba ang naging epekto sa kanya that was why his attitude and behavior was unfair, ruthless, and unforgivable? Is he going back to his old self? Someone was knocking on his door. He reached for the doorknob and opened it. “Can’t you be more sensitive with other people in this house? Bakit puro sarili mo na lang ang iniisip mo?” bulalas ni David. “What are you talking about, Kuya? Did you think that I liked what had happened?” “Hindi pa ba enough sa ‘yo that you were almost killed?” “Kung dumidikit ang misfortune sa ‘kin, maiiwasan ko ba ‘yon? Kung kailangan kong tumulong sa nangangailangan, iiwasan ko na lang ba ‘yon just to save myself? Kung ako naman ang maaagrabyado, kung kailangan kong ipagtanggol ang sarili ko, wala ba ‘kong gagawin? Kung ako naman ang nangangailangan ng tulong in case na ako ang kasama mo, Kuya, what will you do? Would you save me?” Hindi nakakibo si David, he just left the room, still angry. Disappointedly, he slammed the door after his brother left. Dahil sa galit, sinipa niya ang upuan na malapit sa kanyang kinatatayuan. ~~ MRS. ARRIOLA entered the classroom for Literature and Theater class which she also handled; divided the files that she carried and handed them to the girls who seated right in front of her to those around. “Those are scripts in the play that we are going to work on. You need to read them and see which of the characters that you would like to portray. We are going to have a stage drama in time for our school’s foundation day. You can sign up at the back of that paper and submit it to me.” Maririnig sa background ang bulung-bulungan ng mga students. “Yes, all of you in this class will take part in the drama. All of us will have to go

to the auditorium right now for the audition. Later, I will post the names on the Bulletin Board of those who will play each of the characters’ part. Don’t worry, I will help you know more about the story so that you can effectively do well in your acting.” “Oh, Man, acting? Seriously?” dismayado si Alex. He did not like acting; he was more of a singer than an actor. Pero ano pa ba naman ang magagawa niya? “Being in showbusiness surely is so demanding,” pabirong sabi ni Raoul, nakangisi. Napipilitan man ay pumili na lang ang iba ng character na walang masyadong dialogue, katulad ni DJ. Lahat sila ay nagsipuntahan sa auditorium. Bawa’t isa sa kanila ay tinawag para basahin ang dialogue ng napiling character. May iba sa kanila ay kinakabahan, nanginginig, nanghihina, sumasakit ang tiyan, at pinagpapawisan. Pero ang iba na desididong umarte ay kitang-kita ang self-confidence at ang galing sa pagbigkas ng dialogue. Pinipigil lang ng ibang students ang kanilang pagtawa sa tuwing nakikita nila na ang ibang classmates ay pumipiyok o nakakitaan ng pagkahina ng loob. But they cheered for those who did well. “Mr. Yap, David Johnson Yap. It’s your turn now,” tawag ni Mrs. Arriola. Nang umakyat na si DJ sa stage, he could just hear his classmates murmuring. Kahit siya ay kinakabahan dahil first time niyang nakatayo sa stage nang mag-isa, sa harapan ng maraming tao, at magbabasa ng dialogue na feeling niya ay may kacorny-han ang sinasabi. Matapos niyang basahin ang dialogue ay hindi na muna siya pinaalis ng Professor sa stage. “Ms. Kelly Emerald De Dios. Please stand up and go to the stage with Mr. Yap.” When Kelly stood up, she looked at her friends next to her. The three girls were giving her two thumbs up as a sign of . Nang magkasama na ang dalawa sa stage, iniabot sa bawa’t isa sa kanila ang isang makapal na script. “Please turn it to page thirty-two,” ani Mrs. Arriola. “Read the parts with

asterisks, please.” “B-But, Ma’am, this is the lead part. I did not sign up for this,” stated DJ. “I know. But after hearing you read, I believe that you can play the part of the lead. Ms. De Dios,” Mrs. Arriola turned to Kelly, “you may now begin…” Nagsimula nang magbasa si Kelly, pagkatapos ay si DJ naman. Habang nagbabasa ay pakiramdam ni DJ na siya at ang babaeng nasa harapan lang niya ang naroon. Then the lights were off, the spotlight focused directly at them that served as the moonlight. He was saying those words calmly to her. He was pretending that he was saying those words to Hannah! Nang matapos niyang basahin ang ilang paragraphs sa script ay napatitig siya kay Hannah. May namumuong luha sa kanyang mga mata. Suddenly, he woke up from that illusion after hearing the audience’s applause. Biglang nagbago ang mukha ng babae, naging si Kelly! “Brilliant!” masayang sabi ni Mrs. Arriola. “Now both of you will play the leads.” Napangiti si Kelly sa direction ng I.G. at saka napatingin kay DJ. Nawala ang pagkakangiti nito nang mahalatang seryoso ang mukha ni DJ at matagal na tinititigan lang ito ng binata.

BEAT SIXTEEN

NAGING BUSY SI HEATHER sa pag-attend ng kanyang modeling commitments sa isang buong araw. She had a studio photoshoot for a fashion catalogue, she went to her autograph g event for the Teenylicious Lipstick promotional campaign, and did the ramp for a wedding gown fashion show. She even skipped a meal in order to maintain her weight as it was. Nang makauwi siya kasama ang ina ay dumerecho siya sa room niya, sumampa kaagad sa kanyang kama without changing into her sleepwear, and covered herself with a blanket. Bago matulog ay pinuntahan ni Mrs. Hollister ang anak to tell her of her other commitments after school the next day. “Heather, why don’t you change into your pajamas first. Ang init-init n’yang suot mo. And remove your makeup, masisira ang mukha mo n’yan.” Hindi umimik ang anak. Papalabas pa lang ng kuwarto ang ina ay minabuti pa nitong lapitan ang anak to see if she was in deep sleep. Na-cover na ng buhok ni Heather ang kanyang mukha kaya hinawi ng ina ang kanyang buhok. Nang madapuan ng kamay ang mukha ng anak, nagulat ang ina sa sobrang init ng temperature ni Heather. “Heather, Heather, gumising ka, Anak.” Mrs. Hollister kept on shaking Heather to wake her up, but she was not moving. "Heather!" Tumawag ito ng ambulance para maisugod ang anak sa hospital. ***** PAUWI NA SI RAOUL. He was driving his car along a quiet road leading to the village where he resided when he suddenly saw a familiar face with a backpack who was walking alone within the vicinity. Tumungo ang lalaking iyon sa isang road na alam ni Raoul ay ginagawang illegal street racing area ng mga kabataan. Although he was not sure if the guy could be someone he knew, sinundan pa rin niya ang lalaki. Marami pang vacant lots sa lugar na iyon na hindi pa natatayuan ng mga bahay o buildings. Iyon ang isa sa mga lugar na napili ng mga mahilig sa illegal street racing activities dahil bukod sa tahimik ay hindi pa iyon pansinin sa mga roving police. Raoul parked his car where he thought would not become visible to anyone. He got off the car, locked it, and followed the path that guy took.

Habang papalapit si Raoul sa lugar na maliwanag ay unti-unti rin niyang naririnig ang ingay na nanggagaling doon. Nagtago siya sa isang puno at sumilip. Nakita niya ang maraming kabataan na nag-iinuman at nagtatawanan. May mga sasakyan na naka-park sa gitna ng daan at ang mga lalaking nag-uusap sa harapan ng mga iyon. Nakita niya rin ang lalaking sinundan niya. Dahil sa liwanag mula sa headlights ng mga sasakyan ay naaninag niya si Alex. What is he doing here? Raoul thought. Soon enough, the group of guys that were talking went to their respective cars. Lalong tumindi ang pagliwanag ng head lights, at ang ingay ng mga tambucho ay palakas nang palakas. Someone in front of those cars held up a flag, waved it, and then immediately lowered it as a signal that the game had begun. Nag-uunahan ang mga sasakyan na humarurot. Sinundan ni Raoul nang tingin ang sasakyan na minamaneho ni Alex hanggang sa makapunta siya sa lugar mismo ng mga taong naghihintay sa pagbalik ng mga sasakyang iyon. Raoul was anxious; he was thinking on how to approach Alex regarding the mess that his friend became part of. Mayamaya pa, nakarinig sila ng malalakas na pagbunggo hindi kalayuan sa kinaroroonan nila Raoul. Later, a guy was running toward them and shouted, “May nagsalpukang mga kotse doon banda! Patay na yata ‘yung isa!” Nang marinig iyon ay nagsitakbuhan ang mga tao papunta sa kinaroroonan ng mga nagsalpukang sasakyan. Raoul searched for the car Alex was driving. Natagpuan niya ang yuping-yuping sasakyan na nakadikit sa isa pang sasakyan. There was another car that was on top of Alex’s car. Nakabukas ang pinto sa may driver’s seat ng sasakyang minaneho ni Alex, nakalitaw lamang ang kaliwang kamay ng isang tao sa labas nito. Lumapit doon si Raoul at nakitang walang malay si Alex, duguan ang ulo pati ang braso. Sa isang panaginip ay naroon si Alex sa kanilang bahay at natagpuan ang ina na umiiyak, hawak-hawak ang litrato ng anak pero hindi si Alex ang naroon sa litrato. Napaatras siya sa kanyang nakita, nagulat, natakot. Pagkatapos ay nakita niya si Tinah sa bahay ng dalaga na may inaasikasong isang binata, but it was not him. Then he saw his friends on stage, performing. The group had four , but one of them was not him. Am I dead? How come I was not in the scene? Suddenly, he found himself driving a car. Nakikipag-unahan sa mga sasakyan pero hindi niya alam kung saan sila papunta. Nakita niya ang mga mukha ng mga nagmamaneho ng iba pang sasakyan. Sa kanyang kaliwa ay si Raoul on the steering wheel, sakay si DJ. At si Monfort sa kanan, driving the car alone. Binubunggo ni Raoul ang sasakyan ni Alex, ganoon din ang ginagawa ni

Monfort. Hanggang sa huli na nang mapansin ni Alex that there was a big truck approaching them, he saw a very bright light in front of him until everything disappeared. ***** SA ISANG HOSPITAL dinala ang mga lalaking sugatan from the street racing. Sinasabayan ni Raoul si Alex na noo’y nakalagak sa stretcher at hinihila ng mga nagmamadaling nurses and interns. Ipinagbawal ng isang nurse si Raoul na makapasok sa operating room. Dinala si Alex doon dahil sa isang basag na salamin na nakabaon sa tagiliran nito, at pagkatama ng ulo sa manibela na ikinawalan nito ng malay. Ang iba sa mga nasugatan ay ginamot sa Emergency Room lamang, but Alex had a concussion, marami ring dugo ang nawala dito. “Sir, ikaw ba ang kamag-anak ni Alexander Ledesma Miller?” tanong ng nurse kay Raoul. “H-Hindi ho, kaibigan ako.” “P’wede mo bang maibigay sa amin ang numbers ng mga magulang ni Alexander? Kailangan nilang malaman na nandito ang anak nila at meron din kasi kaming papipirmahan.” “Opo, sige po.” He gave the numbers. Hindi maintindihan ni Raoul ang nararamdaman sa mga oras na iyon. Parang isa lang iyong panaginip. He was afraid to lose his friend. He wanted to be reassured that Alex would be fine. Habang naglalakad siya sa corridors ay napansin niya ang isang babae na lumabas sa isang kuwarto. Parang Mommy iyon ni Heather. Hindi siya nakita ni Mrs. Hollister dahil tumungo ito sa ibang direction. Raoul went to the room where Mrs. Hollister came out of. Sa pagbukas niya ng pinto ay nakita niya si Heather na nakahiga at naka-dextrose. Pumasok siya roon at tinignan ang dalaga. Natutulog si Heather. Maamo ang mukha nito at napakaganda kahit sa pagtulog. Nagtataka siya kung bakit naroon ang dalaga. Heather felt that someone was staring at her so she opened her eyes. “Raoul?” “Hi!” Ngumiti siya. “What are you doing here?”

“Ako nga dapat ang magtanong n'yan sa ‘yo.” “Tinawagan ka ba ni Mommy?” nagtatakang tanong pa rin nito. “No—I—Alex is in the operating room,” he said reluctantly. “What? Why?” “It’s a long story. Ikuk’wento ko na lang sa ‘yo kapag nakalabas ka na ng hospital.” Napansin ni Heather na malungkot ang mga mata ni Raoul. “Are you okay?” Raoul’s eyes reddened, and started to become watery. He bit his lower lip; trying to stop himself from crying pero masakit ang kanyang dibdib. “Is there something wrong?” Pinilit ni Heather na maupo sa kama. Niyakap ito ni Raoul at doon na siya napaiyak. Dala na rin ng mabigat na emotion sa oras na iyon. His parents got divorced. He did not want to lose his friend, Alex. Now, seeing Heather lying on the hospital bed was too much for him to realize that he might lose his friends. “Raoul, is there something wrong?” “Just let me hug you for a while, please,” he pleaded. Heather just let him. ~~ EVEN AFTER the success of his operation, Alex was still in a coma at the Intensive Care Unit. Naroon ang kanyang ina sa kanyang tabi, nakasuot ng hospital clothing to protect the patient and visitors from getting infection. Nakapagbigay rin ng statement si Raoul sa mga police nang maimbitahan siya sa police station because he was one of those witnesses to that fateful street racing event na kinabilangan ng kanyang kaibigan. Nakadalaw din siya ulit sa hospital kasama si DJ at Monfort; they were only allowed to stay outside the room, viewing Alex through a glass window.

“Maybe we should drop out of the competition,” Monfort suggested, referring to the Show Audition. He was worried seeing Alex’s condition; they might not be able to perform as a group with complete . “Why? No, we can proceed kahit wala si Alex,” tugon naman ni DJ. “Pero iba pa rin kung kumpleto tayo,” Monfort added. “Pangarap natin ‘to, Dude. Pagkagaling ni Alex p’wede pa rin natin siyang mainclude sa group. Basta kailangan makapasok tayo sa Show Audition.” “Tama si DJ,” sang-ayon naman ni Raoul. “We can’t stop just because may pinagdadaanan tayo sa buhay. Huwag natin ipahalata. There is a time to be lonely, but there is also a time to move forward. Alex is okay, gigising din ‘yan lalo na kapag nalaman niyang nakapasok tayo sa Show…” tiningnan niya si Alex, “I’m sure he wouldn’t want to miss this opportunity. Hindi ‘yan magpapahuli.” “Bakit ba na-involve si Alex sa street racing? Di ba he hated ing illegal activities?” Monfort asked. Naupo sila sa bench malapit sa Intensive Care Unit. Napayuko si Raoul. Ikinuwento niya sa mga ito kung bakit naglayas si Alex sa kanila. “Didn’t he say where he got those bruises on his face?” asked DJ. “He fought against the other bullies from another school. He was defending Oscar from them. May usapan daw na kapag napapanalo niya ang kotse ni Oscar sa racing, puwede nang kumalas si Oscar sa kanila. Pero si Oscar ang may problema kaya naiipit si Alex sa situation nito. Until Oscar was kicked out of school when somebody had leaked the information of his illegal involvement to some activities. He refused to turn away from them hanggang sa mahuli siya ng mga police.” “But Alex should have stayed away sa una pa lang if Oscar wouldn’t quit,” Monfort protested. While the three guys were talking about the incident ay may sumilip na

dalawang babae sa glass window sa ICU. Nilapitan ito ng mga binata. “Good Afternoon, Mrs. Hollister,” bati ng mga ito. “Na-discharge ka na?” tanong ni Raoul kay Heather. “Oo, sa bahay na lang ako magpapagaling. Sobrang pagod daw kasi sabi ng doctors.” “Halika na, Heather. Doon ka na magpahinga nang husto sa bahay,” sabi ni Mrs. Hollister. Lumingon ulit si Heather sa nakahigang si Alex. “Will Alex be alright?” “We are praying that he would open his eyes very soon,” sagot ni Raoul. “Sige, balitaan mo ‘ko, ha?” Tumango si Raoul. Umalis na ang mag-ina. “Parang nangangayayat si Heather. Sobrang pagod nga siguro, naubusan na ng energy. In-demand kasi sa modeling,” Monfort commented. Hindi kumibo si Raoul habang sinundan niya lang ng tingin ang papalayong dalaga.

BEAT SEVENTEEN

HEATHER’S CONDITION became better after she had rested for several days. Sa katunayan ay nakapasok na siya sa school ngunit hindi pa rin nakakapag-skip ng anuman sa mga modeling commitments niya. Dahil isang linggo na lang at gaganapin na ang beauty pageant. Iyon na naman ang naging usap-usapan sa campus. Nasa ladies’ locker area ang Incredible Girls at inilalagay ang mga gamit sa kani-kaniyang assigned locker. Hindi nila maiwasang marinig ang pinag-uusapan ng ibang contestants and non-contestants ang tungkol sa preparations na ginagawa nila for the pageant. “Did you dye your hair? You’ve been changing hair color every week!” sabi ng isang student sa isang pageant contestant. “Yes, I have to. Sabi kasi ni Adelle na hindi bagay sa color ng gown ko ang color ng hair ko.” “I’m trying to skip dinner. I’m following the diet routine I found on the internet. ‘Yun ang uso ngayon. Even Hollywood celebrities are following that routine,” sabi naman ng isa pang pageant contestant. “I’m so nervous, I might vomit!” sabi ng isang ninenerbyos na contestant na katabi ni Heather ng locker. “Why are you so nervous?” Heather could not help but ask. Lumingon sa kanya si Natalie. “Oh, if only it is easy to say it.” “Bakit?” Lumapit ito kay Heather para walang makarinig, saka nagkuwento. “Desire knew that my older sister was the Queen Simonet Bordeaux Académie five years ago. She said that everyone was expecting that I would follow my sister’s footsteps. Maganda naman kasi si Ate Amanda, matalino pa. I couldn’t expect that I could also win the crown like her.” Heather’s back leaned on the locker. “ing pageants isn’t just for those with beauty and brains. It’s all about gaining confidence. Proving to the world that someone like you can also compete in pageants or in any competition, for that matter, because you have got potential. Whether you win or lose, as long as you

have showed everyone that you also have your own beauty, the brain, and talent just like everyone else has,” explained Heather. “Oh, Heather. I know that you’ve been in so many competitions and that you have won in some of them that’s why I believe you. From now on, I am going to just have myself and my confidence.” “Good for you, Natalie!” Nang makaalis na si Natalie ay si Heather naman ang kinabahan. She was a mess of contradictions. What if another girl has won the crown this time? Paano kung si Natalie o si Desire na ang manalo? Maybe she could let Natalie get it, but not Desire. What’s wrong with me? But yes, I can’t afford to see Desire getting it, she thought. She and Desire were not ‘very’close even if they belong to one girl group. Maybe she knew Desire too well na kapag nanalo si Desire, mas lalo lang itong magmamalaki sa sarili. ~~ THE ANNUAL Queen Simonet Bordeaux Charity Beauty Pageant had begun. The girls were busy arranging their belongings at the backstage. There were five make up rooms, good for ten people in each room. Heather shared a room with Natalie and Cheska, who were pretty but not as stunningly beautiful as her. Nagsimula na ang program. Wearing different colors of soft fabrics, spaghetti straps and above the knee hem-length, all contestants came out from the backstage, wearing a smile, poised, and looked confident. They danced to the opening song which they practiced months before the pageant. They changed into their casual attire since the first theme was called ‘A wonderful day in the sun.’ Pinili ni Heather na magsuot ng satin print sleeveless camisole and capri denim shorts. Dinala niya rin si Sash, ang kanyang poodle for extra props. Tahimik lang na nakatali ang puppy sa isang tabi ng kanilang make up room habang nagbibihis ang mga contestants. Matapos noon ay isa-isa na silang humarap sa mga tao, did the catwalk, and then made nice poses before the cameras. Nang si Heather na ang lumabas, napatayo si Raoul sa kinauupuan and whistled using his fingers. Naroon ito kasama si Monfort at DJ. Heather walked lovely and posed like a pro as she carried Sash who looked so cute in her own puppy clothes.

Si Desire naman ang sumunod, suot ang off shoulder flowery printed tank top with short sleeves, naka-shorts rin ito and did her winning pose. Hindi maialis ni Monfort ang tingin kay Desire; hangang-hanga pa rin ito sa pagbabagong nangyari sa buhay at personality ng dalaga. Ngunit nagtataka siya sa napakalaking pagkakaiba ng Desire noon sa Desire na kanyang nakikita. Sa backstage, naupo si Desire sa isa sa mga upuan na naroon habang hinihintay nila ang cue ng Program Director. Nakapagpalit na siya ng outfit for the Talent Portion. Si Natalie naman ay naglalakad, suot ang Muslim-Princess inspired outfit, hawak-hawak din nito ang dalawang malaking anahaw fans. Sasayaw ito ng tinikling na kanyang ni-rehearse ng ilang buwan. Desire stretched out her leg na ikinatalisod ni Natalie. Mabuti na lang at nakaa ang mga kamay nito kaya hindi natamaan sa sahig ang mukha. “Oh, I’m so sorry, Natalie! Did you hurt yourself?” Desire apologized. “No, I’ll be fine,” sagot nito nang malumanay. Tumulong ang Program Assistants na maitayo si Natalie at pinaupo muna para makapag-relax. Pinainom din ito ng tubig at pinaypayan. Desire raised one eyebrow and just snubbed her. Bago pa magsimula ang Talent Category in a few minutes ay merong isang contestant ang hinimatay na sa backstage. “Oh, please,” Desire said annoyingly, rolled her eyes. “Don’t be like that, Desire. Didn’t you hear the news? She is pregnant!” pabulong na sabi ni Amy. The girl who became unconscious got disqualified from the pageant dahil kinailangan na itong dalhin sa clinic, and her parents were called by the emcees to proceed to the backstage, without the need to explain to the audience the real reason for the contestant’s disqualification. Sa kalagitnaan ng program ay nagpakita naman ng kani-kaniyang talent ang bawa’t isa. Dahil singers si Heather and Desire, iyon ang talent na ipinakita nila. Si Cheska ang nakakuha ng Best in Talent award. Si Amy naman ang Best in Sportswear. Si Desire ay nakakuha ng Best in Teen Casual Wear, while Heather received the Girl with the most beautiful hair award from Teensilk Hair

Shampoo and Conditioner with a television commercial contract. Napasama ang magkaibigang si Heather and Desire sa Top Ten Finalists wherein the girls would be wearing their teen gowns. Desire wore a bouffant gown with a fitted bodice embroidered with jet beads featuring flowers and blooms courtesy of a well-known Filipino designer. Si Heather naman ay isinuot ang white gown na binili niya noong kasama ang kanyang ina sa isang mall. While the contestants walked on stage, Raymond Cortez appeared and serenaded each of them. May pagka-flirty ang pagkakangiti at pagkakatingin ni Desire sa guwapong singer nang magkita ang mga mata nila. Nahalata naman iyon ni Monfort at nagsimula itong magselos. Impressed naman nang husto si Raoul kay Heather nang pumasok ito sa center stage. Dahil matangkad at maganda ang pangagatawan ay bumagay ang suot niyang gown. She looked like an elegant princess. Now it was time to reveal the five finalists. Nakapasok si Natalie, Cheska, Heather, Jenny, and lastly, Desire. “Hey, Heather. I’m so glad that both of us got in to the finals!” masayang bati ni Desire. Hinalikan nito si Heather sa pisngi. Tipid ang pagkakangiti ni Heather. “Yes, I’m glad, too. Goodluck!” Mayamaya pa ay naisip ni Heather na kausapin si Desire tungkol sa kanilang pagkakaibigan. “Ahm, Desire…” Tumingin sa kanya ang kaibigan. “Yes?” “Whatever happens. Whoever wins, that we will always be very good friends, okay?” seryosong sabi niya. “Okay!” she shrugged her shoulders nang magbigay ng simpleng tugon; did not seem to care whatever Heather said. Sa audience naman ay hindi maiwasan ng mga nanonood ang magkumpara at ipagmalaki ang kani-kanilang sinuahan. “Who do you think will win?” Monfort asked DJ.

“I think it’s going to be Heather. She’s so stunning!” sagot ni DJ. “I sure hope she wins…” mahinang sabi naman ni Raoul na siya lang ang nakarinig. “And now, may we call in our five beautiful teen finalists for the Question and Answer Portion!” announced by the male emcee. The finalists had to stay inside a big capsule that can accommodate five persons. The school advisers assisted them, placed a big headset on each of them as they listened to the loud music played through out the portion; they should not hear the same question, and the answer of each finalist. The other first finalists who were called to answer the question either stammered, or gave very simple answers. Then the others followed... Natalie's answer, "…There’s something in us that we possess that no one has ever known, but through this competition that we let others know who we are and what we can do…" Desire greeted the hosts, the audience, and the judges. "Thank you for that question. Queen Simonet Bordeaux is... Confidence and determination are two of those special traits that we should possess in order to bring out the best in us...” Heather was called last. She approached the male and female emcees, exchanged greetings with them, and waited for the question. Miss Hollister, here is your question: “What does the title Queen Simonet Bordeaux mean to you?” Heather took the microphone from the female emcee, paused for a second, and started to speak. “Queen Simonet Bordeaux is simply a charity pageant. Not only the winners who should be doing charity works before and after the pageant, but everyone of us should continue to get involve in helping those who are in need. This may be a beauty and brains competition, but this is also an avenue for us, the contestants, to show the world how special we are, and how important our role is in other people’s lives. ” Kasunod noon, the timer had expired.

Parang bagyo na nagsihiyawan at palakpakan ang mga tao sa loob ng auditorium. Nakangiti man si Desire, ngunit isang ngiting pilit. “Ladies and Gentlemen, who do you think is going to get this crown as the next Queen Simonet Bordeaux?” Halo-halong boses at pangalan ang mga binanggit ng audience ang sa tingin ng mga ito ang mananalo. “May we have the envelope, please!” Inabot ng female emcee ang envelope mula sa isang tanyag na Audit firm sa bansa. Ipinasa iyon sa kasamang male emcee. “Here it is, for the fourth runner-up. Contestant number….” (Drum roll) “Cheska Guetierrez!” Malawak ang pagkakangiti ni Cheska at tinanggap mula sa sponsors ang sash, bouquet of flowers, and a special gift na nakalagay sa envelope. “Third runner up—Jenny Denaryo!” “The second runner-up goes to—Desire Bichara!” Nagpunta si Desire sa gitna at hinintay ang paglapit ng mga magkakabit ng sash sa kanya, pinatungan din siya ng maliit na crown sa ulo, inabutan ng bouquet of flowers, and a special gift. Nagtabi si Heather at Natalie. Parehong kinakabahan at nanlalamig ang mga kamay habang hinihintay kung sino ang makakakuha ng inaasam-asam na title. “The moment we announce the name of the next Queen Simonet Bordeaux, automatically, the other one is the First Runner-Up! If the Title Holder cannot fulfill her duties, the first runner-up will take her place to compete in the Internationale Queen Simonet Bordeaux Académie Beauty Pageant to be held in . Here goes….”

(Drumroll) “Our next Queen Simonet Bordeaux is—Heather Hollister! The first runner-up is Natalie Guerrero!” Hindi na nagtaka pa ang audience. Sa impressive performance ni Heather at sa kanyang napakagandang sagot sa Q and A portion ay napabilib na niya ang mga tao. Truly, she was a world-class teen beauty!

BEAT EIGHTEEN

DJ WAS MEMORIZING HIS LINES for their school play. Napilitan lang talaga siyang gawin iyon dahil doon nakasalalay ang kanyang kinabukasan. He needed to maintain getting high grades in all his subjects and he could not afford to lose. His brother, David, would see him as a failure, but whatever he would do, that was how he was in his brother’s eyes. Napahiga siya sa kama habang binibigkas ang mga linya. “Can’t you see what’s inside my heart? It is always YOU. I can never live without you—“ Hindi na niya namalayan na nakatulog pala siya. Lumitaw si Hannah sa kanyang panaginip. Naalala niya sa cafeteria kung saan ay nagtatawanan sila ng kanyang mga kaibigan nang matapakan niya ang lunch bag ni Hannah at nayupi ang sandwich na naroon sa loob na ikinagalit nito, iyon ang una nilang pagkikita; it was love at first sight. Madalas niyang sinasabayan si Hannah sa breaktime kahit pa ito ay may kasamang school friend. She also became his tutor, taught him how to study while having fun, but without cramming. Si Hannah ang nagturo sa kanya kung paano makiramdam sa feelings ng ibang tao. Ito rin ang naging sandalan niya sa tuwing malungkot siya o kaya ay nag-aaway sila ni David. Masaya sila na nagbibiruan sa school noong high school pa lamang sila. Hannah was just a simple girl with simple dreams. Lahat ng magagandang bagay sa mundo ay ipinamulat nito sa kanya. Maganda si Hannah, mabait, malambing, at maasikaso. Lahat ng magagandang experience na kasama ang dating girlfriend ay nawala when Hannah ed away. She had leukemia, but she kept it from ed away. She had leukemia, but she kept it from him. When he opened his eyes, tears fell down his cheeks. The feeling was still there for Hannah that he could not forget. He was thumping his chest para mawala ang sakit na nararamdaman niya. He still loved Hannah and still missed her. Sa auditiorium ay nagri-rehearse na ang mga students ni Mrs. Arriola. The Professor was trying to organize everyone. Hindi mapakali si DJ sa stage na ikinainis naman ni Kelly. “Can’t you stay in one place? You’re making me dizzy!” reklamo nito. “Do I? Well, better get used to it,” he snapped. “It’s just a rehearsal, Silly.”

“Mind your own business, will you, Kelly!” “Okay, boys and girls, go to your respective positions. We will start with the rehearsal. Young boy,” tawag ni Mrs. Arriola kay DJ. She gave him and Kelly instructions on what to do. Everytime DJ would speak his lines, he would miss some parts and forget how he should be acting that part. “Oh, gosh! I can’t stand this anymore,” reklamo ulit ni Kelly. “Will you hurry up?!” His eyebrows converged. Naglakad siya patungo sa kinaroroonan ni Kelly at akmang aawayin nang awatin siya ng mga kaibigan. Tinuro ng dalawang daliri niya ang sariling mga mata at itinuro rin ang mga ito nang derecho kay Kelly na nagsasabing, I'll be watching you! Pigil na pigil ang galit. That was when Mrs. Arriola stepped in and talked to DJ. “DJ, Hijo, don’t mind about what other people are saying. Just continue with what you have to do and finish it. It’s not only Kelly who may provoke you, there are others out there who would do anything to make you suffer. So instead of minding them, just focus. Show them that you deserve to be on stage. You can become someone better others never thought that you could be. Find your center.” Find your center, that was the same words Hannah had told him when he could not focus on his studies. “I will do my best, Mrs. Arriola. I’m sorry about earlier,” he said apologetically. Mrs. Arriola smiled at him gratefully. Sa mga ilang araw pa na ginawa nilang rehearsal, DJ was improving. He and Kelly were able to work together without exchanging sarcastic comments toward each other. The play date had arrived. DJ was hoping that his family could be able to see him perform. Pero hindi na siya umaasa na silang lahat ay makakapunta, katulad ni David.

Panay ang paghinga nang malalim ni DJ and did some exercises like jumping jack and push ups. But his nervousness would not leave him alone. Habang si Kelly naman ay panay ang tingin sa sarili sa salamin at sinisigurong maayos ang kanyang hitsura. Nang makita nito ang ginagawa ni DJ, she made a face and snubbed him. Sumilip si DJ sa gilid ng backstage kung saan ay makikita ang mga taong naroon. Unfortunately, he could not see any of his family on sight. Soon, the curtain was raised and the play began. In the beginning, DJ was stammering and forgetting his lines. Mabuti na lang at mayroong video prompter na nakakabit sa stage sa harapan nila. Naka-flash doon ang mga linya nila at guide iyon just in case that they would forget their lines. Nakikita niyang may mga tahimik na nagtatawanan sa audience, ngunit hindi siya nagpapaapekto. Nang matapos ang first act, Mrs. Arriola congratulated him and Kelly, and the rest of the crew for doing a good job. However, hindi pa roon nagtatapos ang palabas. As the play progressed, DJ was improving in his acting and he would never forget his lines. Maayos din ang tambalan nila ni Kelly na animo’y magkasundo silang dalawa. As the curtain dropped, naghiyawan ang audience pati na rin ang mga stage actors and crew behind the curtains. “Please form a one straight line horizontally and hold hands…” mahinang sabi ni Mrs. Arriola. The curtain rose again; all those on stage bowed their heads. Nagstanding ovation ang mga nanood at doon nakita ni DJ ang kapatid na si Kayla. Only Kayla. Masaya na rin si DJ dahil nagawa niya ang hindi niya inaasahang magagawa. He felt that a new DJ had come up of a dark shell.

BEAT NINETEEN

NAGISING NA SI ALEX SA WAKAS mga ilang araw na ang nakalipas. Nailipat na siya sa isang private room nang umaayos na ang kanyang vital signs. Wala na rin ang bandage sa kanyang ulo except for the head patch to cover his wound, ang bandage covering the stomach and hips areas ay naroon pa rin, at dextrose. Mabuti na lang at hindi naapektuhan ang kaniyang kidney at liver kung saan banda tumama ang isang basag na salamin na kasing laki ng kanyang kamay. Naroon ang kanyang ina sa kanyang tabi at inaasikaso siya. Ilang araw lang ay naging maayos-ayos na ang kalagayan ni Alex. Nakayanan na niyang kumilos at magsalita. “Gusto mo bang kumain ng apple?” tanong nito sa anak. “Ma, you’re here?” Gulat ngunit masaya siya nang makita ang ina. “Of course, Hijo. Why shouldn’t I be?” Luminga-linga siya, hinahanap ang ama. “Where’s Dad?” Hindi muna nakakibo si Mrs. Miller. When she spoke, there was a crack sound in her voice. “Your father left the house,” simple nitong tugon. “What do you mean he left?” He was not sure he understood it very well. If his father left, it meant that his parents got separated. “He is no longer staying in the house. He— “ napahinto ito, pinipigilan ang anumang nararamdaman. “He will not come back because we had a fight.” “Ma, is it about his affair with other women?” siniguro niya. Tumango ang ina. Alex was relieved. He thought that his mother would just live in denial of his father’s obvious affair with women. He did not like seeing his parents in this situation, but it was better off that they separate. He wanted to find out if it was his mother who called the shots and got the strength to stand up for what she thought was worthy.

“How did you do it, Mommy?” “Did what, Anak?” “What made Dad decide to leave the house?” His mother pulled a chair and sat next to his bed. Hinawakan nito ang kanyang kamay. “I could not live with lies anymore. Alam ko na may ginagawang hindi tama ang Daddy mo pero naririnig ko lang sa ibang tao ‘yon. I wanted to find it out myself. But for the longest time, I did not make an effort to see for myself kasi natatakot ako makita ang totoo. I wanted you to grow up with your Dad and me beside you. But seeing you like this, Son, it is not worth it. I wouldn’t want you to be more hurt knowing that we are not a happy family. Mas lalong hindi ka mabubuo even if we continue to be like this,” paliwanag ng ina habang tumutulo ang luha. Alex wiped the tear from his mother’s cheek. “Even if your father is not here with us, he is still your Dad. He may not be a good husband, but give him a chance to become a good father to you. Okay?” Tumango siya. “You and me against the world, Mom. I love you.” “I love you more, Alex.” Hinalikan ng ina si Alex sa noo. May kumatok sa pinto. Binuksan ni Mrs. Miller iyon at bumungad si Mrs. Gorospe, kasama si Tinah. “Good evening, are you Alex’s mother?” nakangiting bati ng Ginang. “Yes, I am.” Mrs. Gorospe extended her hand to Mrs. Miller. “Hi, I am Mrs. Gorospe. Alex’s guardian during his stay with us. I’m glad to have finally met you.” Nawala ang kahit na simpleng pagkakangiti ni Mrs. Miller nang makilala si Mrs. Gorospe. She was hesitant to shake Mrs. Gorospe’s hand, but she had to do it. She shook the other woman’s hand, and Tinah’s. “Ah, please, come in,” pag-anyaya ni Mrs. Miller.

“Thank you.” Nang makapasok ang dalawang bisita sa loob ng kuwarto, Mrs. Miller was just standing by the door. She was staring at Mrs. Gorospe. Kumaway si Tinah kay Alex. “Hi, Alex. Still me?” Tiningnan lang ito ng binata. He frowned. “Do I know you?” he pretended he did not know her. “O-M-G! Have you got amnesia?” “O-M-G! No, I don’t.” He mimicked the way she said those words. Inilihis niya ang mga mata rito. Mahinang natawa si Mrs. Gorospe. Alam naman nito kung paano mag-usap ang dalawang bata. “Kamusta ka na, Alex?” tanong ni Mrs. Gorospe sa kanya. “Okay naman ho ako. Thank you for dropping by,” nakangiti niyang sabi. “We are happy to know that Alex had come around. Thank God. Tinah was so eager to come here—“ “Because I wanted to see if his face had changed. And so his personality,” biglang putol nito sa sasabihin sana ng ina. Inirapan nito si Alex. Alex made a face. “Please, have a seat. Would you like anything to eat or drink?” Mrs. Miller offered. “No, thank you, Tita,” sagot ni Tinah. Naupo ang dalawang Ginang sa sofa habang nakaupo naman si Tinah sa chair na malapit sa bedside ni Alex. “Hoy, hindi ka ba nag-iisip? Alam mo namang masama ang street racing tapos sasali-sali ka pa d’un.”

“Sssh!” Alex’s lips was firm as he warned her. “Don’t say it aloud or Mom might scold me. I don’t need it tonight, okay?” “So ano, makakapasok ka na ulit. Kelan?” “Kita mong kamumulat pa lang ng mga mata ko, papapasukin mo na ‘ko ka’gad. Nag-iisip ka ba?” nakakunot pa rin ang noo niya. “May notes ka ba d’yan na mapapahiram mo sa ‘kin? I wouldn’t want to take summer classes to keep up with lost time.” “O ngayon, you make hingi-hingi ka ng favor!” “Who says that I am asking a favor? I’m only asking if you have notes!” “Eh ano naman ngayon kung may notes ako? Di ba ang susunod mong itatanong, eh, kung p’wede mo ‘yun hiramin? Then you are asking me a favor!” “Okay, okay, I get it!” painis na sabi niya pero sa mahinang paraan. “So, do you have notes that I can borrow?” Nakakunot pa rin ang noo niya. “Sure thing!” She smiled. Inilagay ni Tinah ang bag sa lap nito and pulled out three notebooks. “Here!” Ipinatong nito sa tiyan ni Alex. “I will get them back tomorrow.” “Ano? Babalik ka pa dito bukas?” “Of course! Paano naman ako makakapag-aral? Don’t you worry, I’ve thought of something. We can be study-buddies. I will help you cope with lessons that you’ve missed. I can come by around four since my last class is at three.” He raised his eyebrows. Hindi na siya kumontra pa sa suggestion ni Tinah. “OOkay…” “Oh, before I forget. Alam mo bang nanalo si Heather as Queen Simonet Bordeaux? She’s so brilliant! And Desire got second place. Not bad, right?” nakangiti pa rin nitong kuwento. “And Alex and Kelly did a great job at the play last night.” “Wow, I’ve missed a lot. Eh ikaw, ano naman ang na-miss ko sa buhay mo?” wala sa sariling naitanong niya. Nanlaki ang mga mata ni Alex. Doon lang na-

realize na meron siyang nasabi bigla na hindi dapat. Napatalikod siya kay Tinah. Why did I ever? He slapped his head. Ouch! Natahimik si Tinah. Her eyes looked on one side. “W-Wala! Eight days ka lang naman unconscious. Surely, you didn’t miss anything other than what I’ve made kuwento to you.” Sa loob-loob ni Tinah, ano nga ba ang na-miss ni Alex sa buhay niya? Baka siya mismo! Natawa siya nang may pagkakilig.

BEAT TWENTY

IT WAS A BRIGHT, NEW DAY, natapos na ang second day of the school play nila DJ and Kelly kaya’t may panahon na para sila ay makapag-enjoy sa school fair. Nagtatago ang ilan sa mga students and guests para hindi sila madaling mahuli at dalhin sa Jail Booth. Ang iba naman ay nagkakasiyahan sa ibang booths with games and prizes. Ang sino man na mahuli sa Jail Booth ay dadalhin sa iba pang famous booths tulad ng Dating Booth, Kissing Booth, and Marriage Booth. “How come no one seems to like to catch us?” pagtatampong sabi ni Tinah. “Maybe because they are afraid of us,” sagot ni Kelly. “Oh, yeah—He! He!” Tinah chuckled. “Masyadong bright and colorful ang atmosphere ng college fair natin. Who wouldn’t want to take part in the activities here?” “And there are so many cute guys out here! I wanna try getting jailed and then be paired with one of them.” Turo ni Heather sa mga dumaraan na good-looking college guys. Desire thought of an idea. “You know what, Kelly, I think there is one guy here who does not like you,” she commented. Kelly frowned. “Who would not like me? Ako pa!” She flipped her hair. “Well, in order to see if your charisma can attract all men at Simonet Bordeaux Académie, then I will dare you. Make DJ fall in love with you, head over heels in love with you, in one month. Kung magagawa mo ‘yon, ipapaalam natin sa lahat that the guy who used to be the ‘school piranha’, fell on his knees for you. How’s that?” Desire raised an eyebrow. Kelly was gradually beaming a teasing smile. She liked the idea. “Sure! Just wait and see…” Nagkatinginan ang apat and showed their teasing smile. The I.G’s gave instructions to their fan club who were istering the Jail Booth and promised to give them each an I.G limited edition shirts and

fashion accessories, handcrafted from Europe specifically made for the I.G. . Tuwang-tuwa ang fans at nangakong gagawin ang lahat para sa I.G. Nagkataon na nasa shooting range booth sila DJ, Monfort, and Raoul at nagkakatuwaan sa kanilang paglalaro. Biglang may kumuha sa kanang kamay ni DJ at pinosasan kaagad iyon. Hinarangan naman ng iba ang dalawang kasama niya para hindi na ito makadagdag sa balakid sa mga plano nila. DJ followed the eight student pólice as they led him to the Jail Booth. Nagsigawan at tilian ang mga babae at binabae nang makitang nahuli ng mga student police ang dati nilang kilalang high school piranha. Kahit kailan ay hindi mahuli-huli si DJ dahil sa takot nila na maging biktima sila ng pambu-bully niya. But this time, they were really determined to catch him, lalo pa at hindi na siya gaano nagpapakita ng katigasan sa school. He had mellowed down. Ipinasok si DJ sa loob ng Jail Booth for the boys. May nakikipag-selfie-han pa sa kanya na mga students sa labas at loob ng jail booth. Mayamaya pa ay may babaeng nagkukunwaring hinihila palapit sa isa pang Jail Booth for the girls. Ipinasok si Kelly doon para hindi mahalata na planado ito ng I.G. . Umiiwas ng tingin sa isa’t isa si DJ and Kelly. Kumindat naman si Desire kay Kelly nang magkatinginan ang dalawang magkaibigan. Until the Dating Booth s approached the Jail Booths and picked DJ and Kelly. They were taken to the Dating Booth, read to them the rules of the booth game, and instructed them on what they were going to do. Kapag nagawa nila ang pinagagawa sa kanila, they would proceed to the Kissing Booth, and so on; otherwise, they would have to stay in the Jail Booth until the end of the day. No bail was allowed and no excuses. Now the dating began. May isang oras lang na ibinibigay sa kanila para mag-fun date within the campus or outside the campus for as long as it was just a few walks away. Naka-colored plastic handcuffs ang dalawa na may tag na ‘For Fun Only’ nang lumabas ang mga ito. Naisip ni DJ na dalhin si Kelly sa isang fast food t na nagtitinda ng street foods. Nanlaki ang mga mata ni Kelly sa mga binili ni DJ at napalunok ito nang masakit. Ipapakain ba sa ‘kin ng damuhong ito ang mga ‘yan? tanong niya sa sarili. “O!” ani DJ kay Kelly, ibinibigay ang naka-styropor na street food tulad ng

tinatawag na adidas or chicken feet, betamax or chicken intestines, tenga ng baboy, kwek-kwek or quail eggs covered with flour; then fried. Tiningnan lang ni Kelly ang hawak ni DJ. “O!” ulit ng binata. “Ano’ng gagawin ko d’yan?” nakakunot-noong tanong nito. “Eh ano pa, di kakainin!” “Ano ba ‘yan? Masarap ba?” “Napakasarap nito—‘eto ‘yung chicken feet, intestines, tenga ng baboy, kwekkwek, at—teka, nakalimutan ko pa pala ang balot,” seryosong sagot niya. “What?! Yuck!” Her face turned super sour at nasa akto pang nandiri. “E-Ey! Ey!” pigil nito sa lalaki when he was about to turn around. “Don’t buy balot. ‘Wag na!” “Sige na, ayokong gutumin ang dine-date ko,” pagbibiro niya. Lumunok nang husto si Kelly. “Kung ayaw mo, sasabihin ko sa Dating Booth s na maarte ka at mapili sa pagkain. Sige—“ aktong tutungo nga ito sa Dating Booth nang pigilan siya ulit ni Kelly. “O-Okay! Okay!” Her hand raised. “Sige na!” galit na sabi nito. Kahit alin doon ay walang gustong kainin si Kelly. By the looks of those exotic foods, naduduwal na siya. Pikit-matang kumuha ang dalaga ng isang stick at ang nakuha pa niya ay ‘adidas’. Mapait ang hitsura ng mukha nito bago pa matikman ang chicken feet. Sinawsaw na ito sa masarap na suka kaya naasiman ito sa umpisa, later, she just tried to swallow the skin directly to her throat, and bit every tiny detail that the chicken feet had. Pinagpapawisan si Kelly at naluluha sa nararanasan nito sa mga oras na iyon habang nakangiti naman si DJ na sarap na sarap sa kinakain. “Kailangan ubusin mo lahat ‘yan. Tig-isa tayo ng mga 'yan,” he suggested.

“Ano?! Ipauubos mo sa ‘kin ang mga ‘yan? Nahihibang ka na ba?!” tumataas ang boses na mistulang nawawala na sa sariling pagalit nitong banat. “Ah-ah-ah!” warning niya. “Ang sabi sa instructions, I can take you anywhere, and let you eat anywhere and anything for as long as the intentions are decent, and the food is clean. And you can’t resist,” pagmamalaki ni DJ. “Decent! Clean! You call this clean?!” Iniangat nito ang stick ng adidas at nakatitig sa pagkain. “My a*s!” “Nilinis ‘yan nang husto for your information.” “At pa’no ka nakakasiguro?” “Kilala ko ang may-ari nito at hindi ito pumapayag na hindi malinis ang mga pagkain na ino-offer nila.” Kelly started murmuring something to herself. Ginagaya ang sinasabi ni DJ. “Bilis-bilisan mo d’yan, marami ka pang kakainin, O!” Ipinakita niya ang plastic na hawak. “Gusto mo ng kanin?” kalmadong tanong pa niya rito. Hindi na kumibo pa si Kelly. Painis na hinila na lang ng kanyang mga ngipin ang natirang balat sa daliri ng paa ng manok. “O! Inumin mo ‘yan,” alok niya sa dark gulaman. “Ano naman ‘to?” she asked, looking at the plastic container with dark colored liquid in it. “Tawag d’yan gulaman.” Kinuha ni Kelly iyon sa kamay ni DJ at inamoy. Mabango ang amoy ng inumin. Tinikman nito iyon. Masarap nga at napakalamig pa. Nilagok niya ang gulaman. Nakangiti siyang tumango. Mas aprubado rito ang ininom kesa sa nakain. “Can’t we sit down? Masakit na ang legs ko, see!” reklamo ni Kelly. Luminga si DJ para makahanap ng mauupuan nila. “Doon tayo.” Naupo sila sa cemented bench na nasa ilalim ng puno, malapit ito sa school

entrance gates nila. Kelly was pounding her knees and legs dahil sa pagkangalay ng mga ito. “Ngayon ka lang ba nakakita ng mga ganito?” DJ showed the exotic food to Kelly. “Hindi, pero hindi ako familiar sa lasa ng mga ‘yan,” she said then snubbed him. “Ikaw, hindi ba pinagbabawal sa ‘yo ng parents mo ang kumain ng mga ‘yan?” she asked in return. “Pinipili ko ang street food na inilalagay ko sa sikmura ko. Hindi ako basta-basta kumakain nang ganon-ganon na lang, lalo pa kung hindi ko kilala ang gumagawa. Like this type, hindi ko naman kakainin kung hindi ko kilala ang may-ari, eh.” “Sino ba ang may-ari n’yan?” Hindi muna nakakibo si DJ. Malalim ang iniisip. “Hoy! I was asking you kung sino ang may-ari n’yan.” Natawag nito ang pansin niya. “Ha? Ah, this is owned by a close friend’s family.” “Ano’ng oras na ba?” Kelly checked her wristwatch. May twenty-five minutes pa sila bago matapos ang dating game nila. Hindi pa rin ito nakakagawa ng paraan para masimulan na ang binabalak nilang magkakaibigan. “DJ, I hope you won’t mind my asking. Di ba dati si ‘piranha’ ka? Ano’ng nangyari?” the way Kelly asked him was too direct. Tiningnan ito nang matalim ni DJ. Walang sinuman sa campus nila ang nakaalam ng nangyari sa kanya noong panahong he almost died. “I just felt that what I was doing was very wrong,” iyon na lamang ang isinagot niya rito. “Wrong? What’s wrong with taking advantage of those people you could make

use of? It’s just for fun… High shool wouldn’t be fun without some…“funfun”.” She made a double finger quote and unquote signs. “Mas masaya ngayong nasa college na—” “Fun? Bullying is fun? It was never good, Kelly. Sinisira lang natin ang reputation ng ibang tao, pati ang mga pangarap nila. Kaya tigilan n’yo ng mga kaibigan mo ang mam-bully ng iba. Walang maidudulot sa inyo ng maganda ’yan,” paalala niya. “My friends and I don’t see anything wrong with what we’re doing. Sinisira ang reputation and dreams of the people that we bully? I don’t recall hearing that it ever happened. Kung masama ang ginagawa namin, bakit marami pa rin kaming ers na willing gawin ang mga pinapagawa namin sa kanila? So, they probably know that it was just for fun!” she explained. “And besides, we’re not like you. Siguro, ‘yang sinasabi mong sinisira ang reputation and dreams ng iba, dahil ‘yan sa kung pa’no mo i-bully ang mga victims mo. We’re not like that,” depensa ni Kelly. DJ paused for a moment. “Ganoon ba ‘ko kasama noon?” mahina niyang tanong sa dalaga na hindi ito tinitignan. DJ felt ashamed of what he heard from Kelly. Marami nga sigurong galit sa kanya kaya umabot siya sa halos ikamatay niya. Hindi sumagot si Kelly sa tanong ni DJ. Tinitigan lang nito ang binata. “Halika na, it’s almost time.” DJ surrendered the street food to the school guards dahil ipinagbabawal ipasok iyon sa kanilang campus. Bumalik na sila sa Dating Booth. Dapat ay sa Kissing Booth naman sila dadalhin ngunit hindi na ipinagpatuloy ni Kelly. “Nevermind. Don’t bother,” Kelly resisted. “What?! Kell, what are you doing?” bulong ni Desire. “I said I don’t want to continue. My Dad is probably waiting for me at home already,” pagdadahilan niya. DJ and Kelly were released instantly. Hinahawak-hawakan ni Kelly ang kamay na nangalay sa pagkaka-handcuff sa

kanila. “T-Thank you,” sabi nito kay DJ nang pabulong. “Nagte-thank you ka sa ‘kin?” pang-iinsultong tanong ng binata. “Wow, hindi ako makapaniwala na marunong ka pala nang ganyan.” “I meant thank you for your help when we were camping. I wasn’t able to say so while we’re there.” Tumitig muna siya kay Kelly sandali saka tumango. Pahiwalay na sana ang dalawa sa isa’t isa nang lumingon si Kelly sa direction ni DJ. “Thank you na rin… For today.” She turned around and walked away with the I.G .

BEAT TWENTY-ONE

“YOU LOOK SO STUNNING on your magazine covers, Heather!” complimented the editor-in-chief of Miss Teen Queen Mag, Manila based. Miss Teen Queen was a very popular fashion magazine all over the world which features the Teen beauty titleholders from different parts of the globe. The magazine editors chose Heather to appear in the monthly edition for the entire year; for its worldwide distribution. Kahit anong anggulo ay mahal na mahal siya ng camera kaya naman hindi nawawala ang paghanga ng mga photographers sa kanya. Sa mga pages ng magazine ay siya ang nakalagay, suot ang mga damit ng partner brands ng magazine, mapa-imported o locally branded, pero gawa ng mga tanyag na designers. Heather was busy posing for the camera habang naririnig ang pag-uusap ng ina at ng magazine’s Editior-In-Chief. “Alagang-alaga ka talaga ng Mommy mo.” Tumingin ang editior-in-chief kay Mrs. Hollister na noo’y nakangiti at proud na proud sa anak. “I’m looking forward to have you on the cover na naka-crown naman as the next Queen Simonet International beauty titleholder .” “Magsisimula na nga siyang mag-training this summer bago pa kami magpunta ng for the competition,” sabi ng ina. “Kaya lang… Parang nananaba siya,” the chief editor was unsure. “Talaga? We generally keep watch on her eating methodology and weight." “Hindi bale, siguro sa suot niya lang na damit ngayon,” the woman brushed off the uncertainty in her mind. Nang makauwi ang mag-ina, kaagad nagpalabas si Mrs. Hollister sa maid ng vegetables para gawing salad with pineapple chunks. Gumawa rin si Mrs. Hollister ng salad dressing para dito. Iyon ang ipakakain nito kay Heather. While Heather was eating, she was listening attentively to what her mother was telling her; soon enough, she was already getting bored. Nang nasa kuwarto na siya at nagbabasa ng pocketbook ay pumasok ang ina roon to give her the vitamins.

“You’re reading that again? Di ba ang sabi ko na h’wag kang nagbabasa n’yan dahil ang liliit ng texts? Masisira ang eyes mong ‘yan.” Heather shut the covers of the book and placed it on her reading table. She took the vitamins from her mother and drank a glass of water for every vitamin she had swallowed. Pagkatapos ay may nag-text sa kanya sa cell phone. She picked it up and checked who it was while she drank the rest of the water from the glass. “Heather, magpupuyat ka na naman sa kaka-text mo. Iniiwasan na nga natin na magkaro’n ka ng dark circles around your eyes," Mrs. Hollister reminded her again. Papalabas pa lang si Mrs. Hollister nang tawagin ito ni Heather. “Mom, p’wede ba ‘kong kumain ng meat tomorrow for lunch? Nagugutom pa rin kasi ako kapag veggies lang ang kinakain ko. Magsama naman kayo ng meat,” she requested. “Anak, ang tingin nga sa ‘yo ng editor-in-chief, eh, nananaba ka raw yata. Baka sa susunod n’yan, hindi na magkasya sa ‘yo ‘yung mga branded clothes na pinapasuot nila for the Mag.” “Pero Mom, I’m exercising naman po, eh. Kahit paminsan-minsan lang ‘yung meat,” reklamo niya. “How about red meat?” her face lit up at the mention of red meat. “Kahit na nag-e-exercise ka pa, mahirap magbawas ng timbang kung kain ka pa rin nang kain na magpapadagdag sa timbang mo. Malapit na ang Queen Simonet competition n’yo sa , d’un ka pa lang ba magbabawas? I-maintain mo muna ang weight mo. After the competition and once your contract with Miss Teen Queen Mag has expired, then you can eat anything you want but… in moderation. Tandaan mo, we would not want to commit any breach of contract with the clients.” Her lips twisted. She did not argue with her mother anymore. ~~

HEATHER WAS NOT in the mood to take part in the discussion in one of their subjects. She was feeling sleepy and her mind seemed not in good condition to think. Throughout their lunch break, she was only eating vegetable salad. “Ang dami mo namang kinuhang pagkain, Tinah!” bati ni Kelly, nagulat sa dami ng pagkain sa plato ng kaibigan. “Well, Mom said that I’m a growing teen that’s why I have to eat a lot to gain energy,” masayang nagpapaliwanag ito. “Mauubos mo ba ‘yan?” tanong ni Desire. Alam nila na hindi ganoon kalakas kumain si Tinah. “Why not?” Eyebrows raised, staring at her food. “Pahingi nga.” Tumuhog si Kelly ng meat sa pagkain ni Tinah. “Gusto mo?” alok ni Tinah kay Heather. She preferred sharing the food with Heather because her friend was not looking good. Heather just shook her head. But Tinah insisted. “Share na lang tayo, baka hindi ko nga maubos.” Hinati ni Tinah ang pagkaing nasa plato at inilagay ang kalahati sa plato ni Heather. “H’wag na, Tinah!” she resisted. “Ayaw mo talaga?” natigilan si Tinah. “It looks like you need to eat more, you look pale.” “Talaga?” Hinawakan niya ang pisngi. Desire just stared at Heather as if her eyes were expecting to see something that would tell her that Heather was at risk on something. “Sige, akin na ulit ‘yang meat.” Tinah was attempting to collect the meat she put on Heather’s plate.

“No need,” she touched Tinah's hand to stop her. “Let me eat them.” She gave a demure smile. “Oh, okay!” Inintindi na muna nito ang sinabi ni Heather, saka ngumiti. Heather chew the meat in her mouth as if it was really very delicious. She even got up to get herself a can of soda from the vending machine, and returned to their table. Uminom siya ng soda at kumain nang magana. Hindi naman siya napansin ng mga kaibigan dahil nagkukuwentuhan ang mga ito. They did not have any idea that Heather had been craving for solid food for months. Sa snack periods ay umiinom pa rin siya ng soda, at kumakain ng junk foods. She just could not resist the taste of these foods. Sa girls’ restroom, tinitingnan niya ang sarili sa salamin. “Desire, do you think I’m gaining weight?” Napapansin ni Heather na lumalaki nga ang braso niya pati na ang waistline. Desire looked at her from head to toe. “Medyo,” she said, sagging her lips. She continued to apply powder on her face. She knew that she was only lying to Heather. “Why? Do you feel anything strange in your body?” “Not really. I’ve been eating a lot lately so baka nananaba na ‘ko.” “Don’t be silly. Isang araw ka lang naman kain nang kain. Nag-e-exercise ka naman di ba? Makukuha rin ‘yan sa exercise. Besides, okay lang kung kakain ka ng kakain. Hindi natin dapat pinagdadamutan ang sarili natin na kumain.” “Kapag tumaba ako, baka ma-disqualify ako to compete in . Tapos Mommy might be disappointed because I might lose some clients. And…” Naisip ni Heather si Raoul. Baka layuan na siya ni Raoul kapag hindi na siya kasing desirable just like the first time they met. These scenarios kept bugging her after each time she had satisfied herself from her food cravings. Desire itted to herself that she was envious of Heather that sometimes she would like Heather to at least fail in areas where she could have been the one victorious. Nang makabalik na sila sa classroom ay hindi mapakali si Heather. Nakakaramdam siya ng pananakit ng tiyan and she was feeling nauseous.

“Miss Hollister, are you feeling alright?” tanong ng Professor nila. “Ma’am, no,” mahinang sagot niya. Nanlalamig siya at pinagpapawisan. “I suggest that you go to the clinic and have yourself checked. You don’t look fine. Can anyone please accompany her?” Tinah raised her hand. Tumayo ito at inalalayan si Heather palabas ng classroom. Heather just leaned on Tinah’s side as her friend guided her out of the classroom. Nang makalabas na ang Professor matapos ang klase nila ay nagbulungbulungan ang mga classmates ni Heather, kasama na rin si Desire and Kelly. One of their classmates asked Desire. “What’s wrong with Heather?” “I don’t know,” she remarked with exasperation. “Baka naman buntis,” sabi naman ng isa sa female classmates nila. “Do you think she is?” tanong naman nito kay Desire. “No comment,” she directly said, shrugged her shoulders and went back to what she was writing. “Uy, no comment daw…” everyone whispered Desire’s answer to one another. Desire heard that, but did not retract her answer nor did she intend to clarify her answer. She preferred the information to spread. ~~ “WHAT! SI HEATHER, BUNTIS?!” sabay na sabi ni Kelly and Tinah. Naroon sila sa girls’ restroom at pinag-usapan ang kumakalat na chismis about Heather. “’Yun ang kumakalat na chismis,” sabi sa kanila ni Desire. She was trying to cover up her failure to defend Heather when she was asked about her friend's condition. Sumagot lang siya ng 'No Comment' imbes na sabihing derecho sa mga classmates na, 'No, we don't have proof' or 'No, it's not true." “I don’t believe so,” sabi ni Tinah. “’Nung hinatid ko siya sa clinic kanina, sabi ng nurse kailangan niya lang raw magpahinga. Maybe meron siyang nakain na

hindi na-accept ng katawan niya, or something. They are still checking her up kasi kaya hindi ko alam kung ano ang findings.” “Imposible din na mabuntis si Heather. Di ba wala naman siyang boyfriend as of to date? Right?” Kelly was uncertain. She looked at her two friends. “We never know. Baka dahil sa paghihigpit ng Mommy niya, may secret boyfriend pala siya,” Desire said. “O-M-G! Di ba, di ba, she studies with Raoul? Her classmate in other subjects? H-Hindi kaya…” Tinah suspiciously thought. “Could it be…” Nagkatinginan ang tatlo. Ang mga mata nila ay nagsisimulang mag-suspect. “Oh-oh, and I even witnessed her rushing to the restroom in the clinic and vomited!” added Tinah. “If it is true, then what will happen to the Incredible Girls if Heather is mawawala sa group?” Tinah appeared worried. “C’mon, we might be late in our next class. Saka na natin alamin kung ano na ang condition ni Heather,” pagyaya ni Kelly. Nang makalabas na ang I.G. ay nagbukas naman ang isang pinto ng isa sa mga cubicles na naroon sa loob ng restroom. Dalawa sa mga fan ng I.G. ang nakarinig ng pinag-uusapan ng kanilang idols. Their faces looked stunned. “Dude, did you hear the news?” bulong ni Monfort kay DJ and Raoul sa classroom nila. Wala pa ang Professor kaya’t maiingay ang mga students sa class na iyon. “May kumakalat na k’wento… That Heather is pregnant!” Monfort lowered the tone of his voice. “What?!” gulat na sabi ni Raoul at DJ. Tumango si Monfort. “Yes, actually, an hour ago, somebody said that Heather wasn’t feeling well. Tapos n’ung dalhin daw ni Tinah si Heather sa clinic, she said that Heather was vomiting!” “Ano raw ang sakit niya?” Raoul looked concerned. Monfort shrugged his shoulders and sagged his lips. “Ewan ko, wala pa raw

balita. Pero kain daw ng kain sabi ng mga kaibigan niya, tapos biglang nagduduwal.” Heather is pregnant? That can’t be true! sabi ni Raoul sa isip. “Where is she now?” tanong niya kay Monfort. “I guess she’s still in the clin—“ hindi pa natatapos ang salita ni Monfort ay lumabas kaagad si Raoul at tumungo sa clinic. Habang dumaraan si Raoul sa hallway ay nagsisitinginan sa kanyang direction ang mga schoolmates, pero hindi niya napapansin iyon dahil nakasanayan na niyang pinagtitinginan sa campus kahit noong bata pa lang siya. It could be because he was handsome. Nang makarating siya sa clinic, binuksan niya ang pinto nito at sumilip, he entered the room and looked around. May nurse na lumabas mula sa isang kuwarto. “Ah, nurse. May patient ba dito na ang pangalan Heather Hollister?” “Si Heather— Sinundo na ng Mommy niya.” “Ano’ng oras?” “Mga thirty minutes ago pa.” “P-P’wedeng malaman kung ano ang naging condition niya?” “Pinagpahinga lang siya ni Doktora. Pero in-advise sa kanya na magpa-checkup sa ospital para malaman kung ano ang findings.” “Sige, salamat.” Hindi siya naniniwala that Heather could be pregnant. Wala naman siyang nababalitaan na may boyfriend na ito, o kaya ay sumasama kung kaninong lalaki dahil mataas pa ang pangarap ng dalaga. Matalino si Heather. Hindi basta-basta na gagawa ng bagay ito na ikasisira ng mga pangarap niya. He could not wait to know what had happened to Heather. Hindi pa niya siguro puwedeng makausap ito dahil binabantay pa ng Mommy niya. Hahanap na lang siya ng tamang oras para makita at makausap niya ang dalaga.

BEAT TWENTY-TWO

HINDI PA RIN NATATAPOS ANG TOPIC tungkol kay Heather. After their last class, nagtungo ang Incredible Girls sa kanilang lockers. “Should we call Heather? I think we need to know what’s going on with her,” tanong ni Tinah. “Let me do that,” Kelly offered. She dialed the number of Heather through her cell phone. After it rang ten times, “She’s not answering. But let me just send her a chat message.” She started using her chat application in her cell phone. “Why not try the landline? Maybe we can ask her Mom,” Tinah suggested. Kelly dialed the number of Heather’s landline at home, but no one was answering. “H’wag na kayong magpagod pa. Baka tomorrow pumasok na ‘yon. Hintayin na lang natin kung ano talaga ang nangyari sa kanya,” Desire said, busy organizing her things in her locker. “Maiba nga pala ako,” huminto siya, placed one hand on her hip. “Why didn’t you push DJ to kiss you in the Kissing Booth?” she was talking to Kelly. Kelly was looking at Desire, then at Tinah when she spoke. “I—Ah… Well, I’ve thought that it might not work that way,” tinitipid ang kanyang pagkakangiti. “I have a better idea instead.” “Ano naman ‘yon?” Desire asked again. “Don’t tell me you’re going to let him take you somewhere ‘eeew’ when you go out on a date again.” “U-huh...” Tumango si Tinah. “But this time it’s for real! Oh, how wonderful! But beware, he might let you eat those street food again,” she was talking with eyes shut. Speaking of, Kelly ed something. “Would you happen to know if he has a girlfriend?” “Not that I know of. But in high school— Ah yeah, I heard before that he had one. Kanino ko ba narinig ‘yun?— ” Tinah let herself think thoroughly. “That’s okay. I will find that out myself,” Kelly said.

“Don’t tell me you’re beginning to be interested in him!” Desire was anxious. “ our bet. He has to fall for you in a month, but not the other way around!” “I still that. S’yempre, hindi ko hahayaan na ako pa ang unang magkagusto sa kanya. I’m Kelly Emerald De Dios, and no guy had ever declined my invitation,” she proudly said. ***** “WHAT HAS GOTTEN into you, Heather?!” Mrs. Hollister was quite upset. “Didn’t I tell you not to eat too much?” “I was hungry, Mom!” wala sa mood si Heather makipag-argue sa kanyang ina nang makarating sila sa condo unit nila galing sa hospital. Nagpa-checkup siya para malaman ang kanyang condition. Matapos dumaan sa series of tests, pinababalik sila para malaman kung ano ang diagnosis. In the meantime, Heather was advised to eat light foods, except for anything with grease so she would not feel stuffy until malaman ng mga doctors kung ano ang nangyari sa kanya. She gone up to her room, left her room door open because her mom was behind her who kept on talking to her. She climbed to her bed and lied down. Tumalikod siya sa ina nang pa-sideways. “Pero ano ba ang mga pinagkakain mo d’on para makaramdam ka nang ganyan?” Her mom was still wondering. “Lahat ng bawal kinain ko.” Her eyes were looking in one corner, sensing her mother. She felt that she wanted to become nasty to make her mother feel bad. She did not like to blame it on her mother kaya siya nagkakaganoon, but everytime her Mom would discuss about her projects and kept reminding her of the contract that they had signed with the clients, nasasakal na siya, napaparanoid, at nade-depress. Dahil dito, nararamdaman niya na marami pa ring kulang sa buhay niya inspite of her success as a model and a consistent beauty titleholder. “Why are you doing this to yourself? You already have so much going for you. Why are you hurting yourself? Are you not happy?”

Naupo siya kaagad sa kama. “I am happy, honest! I’m thankful that I have all these blessings coming all the time. But I don’t know why I feel like I’m choking!” Inilagay ni Heather ang kamay sa leeg. “Honey…” Niyakap ni Mrs. Hollister ang anak na nag-iiiyak. “Ma? Sa tingin n’yo po ba na kapag hindi muna tayo tumanggap ng ibang projects, hindi naman nila ako papalitan?” She felt that she badly needed a break and be herself for the time being. However, she was afraid that doing so might easily make their clients look for a replacement. “I don’t know,” was all her mother could say. Nakabalik na ulit si Heather sa school two days later. Hindi maiwasan ng mga schoolmates and classmates niya na hindi siya mapag-usapang muli sa tuwing nakikita siya sa campus. “Heather, kamusta ka na?” unang bumati sa kanya si Tinah, ang pinaka-close friend niya sa I.G. “We were trying to call you constantly, but you couldn’t be reached.” “I know, I’m sorry. I was advised to stay away from stress as much as possible, so I rested the whole time I was absent,” Heather explained. “What was the diagnosis?” Desire was interested to know. Hindi gustong sabihin ni Heather ang totoo kahit sa mga kasama sa I.G. dahil hindi niya alam kung ano ang puwedeng isipin ng mga ito sa kanya. They might misunderstand kung sakaling may mapansin sila sa kanyang behavior na walang kinalaman sa kanyang pinagdadaanan. Heather almost had Bullimia Nervosa. It is an eating disorder, affecting the nervous system. She almost had it for quite sometime, pero hindi pa gaanong napapansin. Whenever she would deprive herself from eating the required amount of food for some time, she would be eating excessively at home, followed by an attempt to throw up. Then she would excessively exercise to make sure that she was still controlling her desired body weight. She was so stressed out and anxious at the same time; hindi rin niya maiwasan ang magalala sa nararamdaman niya at sa mga iniisip niya na puwedeng ika-bagsak ng kanyang mga pangarap.

She began taking care of herself as she was taking the medicine given to her by her doctors. Hindi pa naman daw huli para maka-recover siya sa ganoong disorder. “Fatigue, the doctors said,” she was lying. “Kaliwa’t kanan kasi ang projects ko kaya medyo stressed na ‘ko and tired.” “We thought that you were pregnant!” Nadulas si Tinah sa pagkakasabi kay Heather. Pinanlakihan ito ni Kelly ng mga mata, matching with closed, firm lips in a subtly manner telling her to be quiet. Tinah coverd her mouth with her hands, eyes wide opened. “What! Pregnant!” Heather scoffed slightly. “Who gave you that thought that I might be pregnant?” Hindi siya makapaniwala sa narinig. Tiningnan niya ang mga mata ng bawa't kaibigan. Napatingin si Tinah sa mga kaibigan when she tried to immediately speak. “NNaririnig kasi namin—sa iba, na you’re…” she illustrated a bump in her stomach. Heather became defensive. “NO! Of course not. Sino naman ang nagkalat na gan’on nga 'ko?” Nagkatinginan lang ang tatlong kaibigan. They would not want to it that it was partly their fault. Pero ang nakakapagtaka, hindi nila alam kung paanong narinig ang kanilang pinag-uusapan nang nasa restroom sila noon. “We know that, Heather. Hayaan mo sila, they are only envious of us, especially of you. Gusto lang nila tayong pabagsakin. Well, ‘yan ang akala nila. They cannot put us down, not in this lifetime.” Kelly tried to change the topic. “Kaya dapat nagre-relax din tayo, Girls, so we could be able to compete for the Pop Star Show audtion,” reminded Kelly. “That’s right!” seconded Tinah. ~~ HEATHER WAS WALKING through the school corridor when she bumped into

Raoul who was on his way to his next class. Kagagaling lang niya sa Dean’s office to discuss her condition and how it should not affect her candidacy for the pageant in . “Heather! So glad to see you! How are you feeling? I heard about what happened to you… I’ve been trying to call you but you— “ She cut him off. “Yeah, I saw your number in my Missed Calls. I-I’m sorry that I wasn’t able to talk to you. My Mom banned me from talking nor seeing anyone while I rested.” “Would you care to tell me what went wrong?” He tried to search her face na noo’y umiiwas ng tingin dito. May mga students na dumaraan at nagbubulung-bulungan nang makita ang dalawang pinagdududahan. Napatingin silang dalawa sa mga ito at hindi maalis kay Heather ang pag-worry. Ayaw niyang bumaba ang pagtingin ni Raoul dahil sa mga nangyayari sa kanya. “They thought—Don’t mind them if it isn’t true. It is not, right?” asked Raoul. He was referring to her pregnancy rumor. “No! Definitely not!” She gave a straight face as she looked at him. “Hindi ko nga alam kung sino ang nagkakalat na buntis daw ako.” “Pati nga ako pinagdududahan na ako raw ‘yung— “ he discontinued what he had to say. Babanggitin nito sana na ito ang pinaghihinalaang nakabuntis kay Heather. “Don’t worry. I will be able to find out who spread those rumors around.” Dalawang babae sa campus ang inimbitahan ng mga pinag-utusang babae para makipagkita sa grupo nila Monfort. Kinilig naman ang mga babeng iyon at nagtungo sa lugar na sinabing naghihintay ang mga crush ng bayan. Nang makarating ang mga ito sa isang kuwarto, nasa party theme ito dahil maraming balloons, with banners, and bouquet of flowers. Hindi man lamang sila nagtaka kung bakit sila ang napiling imbitahan. Lumabas ang apat na lalaki, inalalayan ang dalawa na makaupo sa naka-prepare na dalawang upuan at isa-isang nag-serenade ang mga ito sa dalawang babaeng hanggang tenga ang ngiti. Binigyan sila ng mga bulaklak ng mga lalaki. Kilig na

kilig naman ang mga ito. Nang matapos magkantahan ang apat ay biglang nawalan ng ilaw. After two seconds, nagbukas ang ilaw, ngunit iyon lamang ay ang rechargeable lamp. Nagulat ang dalawang babae at natakot sa mga seryosong hitsura ng apat na lalaki. Nagsimula na sila Monfort, DJ, Raoul, at Alex sa kanilang interrogation. Alex was able to attend school, though, he should still be in recovery stage. He was able to walk and move, but slowly. Ipinatong ni Monfort ang isang paa sa isang upuan. “May nakapagsabi sa ‘min na kayong dalawa raw ang nagsimulang nagkalat ng rumor na buntis si Heather,” pagsisimula niya. “What?! Sino naman ang nagsabi sa inyo?” nagtatakang tanong ng isa. “Sagutin n’yo muna ang tanong namin!” pananakot ni Alex. “No, it’s not us!” natatakot na sagot naman ng isa pang babae. “Kung hindi kayo, bakit kayo ang tinuturo ng karamihan ng students dito?” Alex added. Nang makapasok na ito sa school, he was the one who helped Raoul looked for those who started to spread gossips about Heather’s condition. Nagkatinginan ang dalawang babae sa isa’t isa. “Ano!” Ginulat ni DJ ang dalawa, ganoon din ang tatlong kaibigan. They gave the two girls a sudden jolt. “S-Sige, sige. Sasabihin namin sa inyo kung kanino namin nakuha ‘yung rumor,” natatakot na sabi ng isang babae. The Incredible Girls were in the Campus Garden when Monfort and his friends appeared in front of them, with two girls in uniform, pero nakatakip ang kanilang mukha ng bayong. The two girls pointed at Kelly, Tinah, and Desire who first spread the rumor. “What is going on?!” Kelly retorted. Nagtataka at nagugulat sa palabas na kanilang nakikita.

“So, kayo pala, mga infamous I.G who started this false rumor against your own member,” taas ang kilay na sabi ni Alex. “What are you talking about?” Desire said, felt offended. “What is going on? Raoul?” Heather was confused. “Heather, narinig daw ng mga ito ang pinag-uusapan ng mga kaibigan mo.” Raoul was pointing at Heather’s friends. “That—you were pregnant.” Nakakunot-noo ang I.G. . “Wha—Of course we may talk about Heather’s pregnancy rumor, because that’s what’s spreading in the campus! But that doesn’t mean that we were the ones who made up that rumor!” “And what made them think that it was us?” Tinah was referring to the two girls who pointed at them. Bago pa humarap sa I.G. nakiusap ang dalawang babae na huwag nang ipaalam sa I.G. na sila ang nagturo sa mga ito at kung paano nila nasagap ang chismis. Dahil oras na malaman iyon ng I.G., their lives were over! “Naroon daw sila sa restroom nang marinig nila kayong nag-uusap d’on. They were hiding in one of those cubicles,” Raoul said. Nagkatinginan ang tatlong magkaibigan. “That’s impossible! No one could enter the restroom while we are inside. So how could they prove that it came from us?” Desire said defensively. “And how sure are you that you were the only ones in the restroom?” tanong ni DJ. “Whatever! Basta hindi kami ‘yun!” umirap ang mga mata ni Tinah. Folded her arms against her chest. Nilapitan ni Alex si Tinah. “Sigurado ka d’yan ha! What if I told your Mom that you were vomiting in class. You could be pregnant, too!” Tinah opened her mouth wide in dismay. “You wouldn’t dare! That—that— that’s not true! You moron! Bakit ka magkakalat ng rumor na hindi rin totoo!”

“At bakit mo rin ginagawa kay Heather ‘yon!” Alex retorted. “Now you know how it feels like na sinisiraan.” Tinah was sobbing, almost in the verge of crying. Alam nito na hindi tama ang kanilang ginawa na pag-isipan nila ang kaibigan ng maling akala. Nilapitan nito ang kaibigan. “Heather, I’m sorry. Hindi ko sinasadya na isiping buntis ka n’ung makita kitang nag-throw up. I was only guessing but I did not mean to spread it out. Kami lang talaga ni Kelly and Desire ang nag-uusap sa restroom.” “Oh well," Kelly surrendered. "Kami lang talaga ang nag-uusap. Alright, it was wrong to think of such about our friend. Pero wala kaming intention na ipagkalat ‘yun,” ani Kelly. “Tama na, all of you! I am not really pregnant and that’s it!” Heather snapped and stormed out of the circus going on around them. “Heather! Heather!” Raoul called out to her but she was not stopping. Sinundan na lamang niya ito. “So next time, be careful of what you talk about especially if it concerns your friends. You might be hurting their feelings kaya alamin n’yo muna kung ano ang totoo para nakakatulong din kayo na ipagtanggol ang kaibigan n’yo,” advised DJ. Iniwan na ng mga ito ang natitirang I.G sa garden. Nagkatinginan lang ang tatlong babae, not saying a word. “Heather, wait up!” Hinabol ni Raoul si Heather habang naglalakad at tumatakbo ito palayo sa garden. He caught her elbow to stop her from moving. “Hey! I know it hurts, but it’s best that you know who instigated it. It’s the best thing I could do for you.” “Salamat, so will you please leave me alone? Gusto ko lang mapag-isa,” she was sobbing. Kumawala siya sa pagkakahawak ni Raoul sa kanyang mga braso at naglakad nang mabilis palayo sa lalaki. Nakasalubong ni Heather si Natalie sa corridor ng school building. Pareho silang papunta sa kanilang lockers nang kausapin siya nito. “Heather, how are you?” asked Natalie. She was surprised to see her.

“I’m fine,” bahagya lang siyang ngumiti rito. If only she could avoid Natalie, but she tried to calm down. “I wouldn’t want to say this, but I think you should know…” Huminto si Heather sa paglalakad. Hinarap si Natalie. “What do you mean?” “Ayokong isipin mong sinisiraan ko kayong magkakaibigan, I have no intention to—“ “Natalie, what is it!” Heather cut her off, she was already upset. “W-Well, in the classroom… Narinig ko kasing tinanong ng iba nating classmates si Desire if—If you were pregnant. And she—Desire only answered ‘No Comment’,” Natalie was quite unsure of her own doing. Hindi nito alam kung tama bang ikinuwento pa niya kay Heather. “You’ve been nice to me and very helpful during the pageant, so I don’t want to betray you. Hindi ako naniwala sa mga gossip na lumalabas kasi wala pa namang proof. So when I heard Desire said that, I felt that she was not being fair. Kung ako kasi ang pinag-uusapan katulad nang sa ‘yo, I would’ve felt betrayed.” Napalunok si Heather nang masakit. She wanted to burst out her anger or cry out loud, or shout at the top of her lungs at that very moment. But instead, she contained herself. She smiled at Natalie pero umiiwas siya ng tingin dito. Imbes na dumerecho sa kanyang locker, she went back to where she left her friends. ~~ THE TWO MALE STUDENTS were holding each other’s elbows for so Kelly could sit in between them on their arms to carry her back to the building. She did not want her shoes to get wet since the campus grounds were under cleaning session; so she commissioned these students to do as commanded. Nakasalubong ni Heather ang kanyang mga kaibigan na noon ay papasok na sa corridor. The two male students bent down para maibaba nila si Kelly. Heather approached Desire and bluntly spoke to her without thinking of what she was about to say. “I would like to think that I am still part of I.G., or am I only needed so that no one would think that this group is about to disband?” parinig niya sa mga kasama, her eyes were looking at Desire.

“Disband?!” Tinah and Kelly were surprised. “Heather, who says that we are disbanding? And of course, you are still part of I.G. Pa’no mong nasabi na hindi ka na member?” Kelly replied. May mga students na napapahinto, pinanonood, at pinakikinggan ang pag-uusap ng famous girl band in campus. Ang iba na may hawak ng cell phone at iPads ay kinukunan sila ng video. They were planning to post it in all of their social media s. Tiningnan niya si Kelly. “Eh, di sana hindi na kumalat pa ang rumor that I was pregnant kung hindi ninyo ‘ko pinag-uusapan tungkol sa mga impressions ninyo. At sana…” she looked at Desire again, “hindi kayo sumasagot ng ‘No Comment’ lang sa mga naririnig n'yo lalo pa kung walang proof.” She looked again at the rest of her friends. "Kung meron mang proof, you should have kept it a secret and leave it within our group. Saying ‘No Comment’ would mean a thing or two and people might get the impression that what they were hearing or thinking may be true. Tayo-tayo ang magkakakilala. Tayo-tayo ang nakakaalam sa secrets ng bawa’t isa. Hindi ba dapat pinagtatanggol natin ang isa’t isa para walang sinuman sa atin ang nasisira dahil sa mga maling akala na sa ating bibig lang din nagmumula?!” Heather could not take it anymore. She had heard enough and had been hurt enough for one whole day the moment she came back to school after her much publicized rumor spread out. Heather left her group and ran back to her locker to get her things. Naiwang hindi nakakibo ang kanyang co-. But Desire did not regret anything. Heather just picked up some of the things from her locker na dadalhin niya pauwi. She had no plans of attending her last two classes. Masamang-masama ang kanyang loob at hindi niya kayang pumasok na kasama ang tatlong kaibigan sa ganoong condition. She walked toward the parking area; pressed the button of her small gadget to open the doors for her. Sumakay siya sa kanyang kotse, started the engine, at pinaharurot ang pagpapatakbo ng kotse.

BEAT TWENTY-THREE

ANG PAGKAIN NA PUWEDE LANG KAININ ni Heather for the time being habang nagpapagaling pa ang dalaga ay inilapag ni Mrs. Hollister sa dining table. She followed the hired food nutritionist’s daily food list so that Heather would be able to eat nutritious foods without getting hungry or crave for more food than what was only required of her to help her control her weight and food intake, at the same time, to have a normal eating habit. Ngunit hindi maialis ni Mrs. Hollister ang pagiging control freak pagdating sa buhay ng anak. Napanood nito ang iba’t ibang video na kumalat sa internet tungkol sa confrontation ni Heather at ng iba pang nito about her rumored pregnancy. “Heather, pa’nong nangyaring may ganoong rumor tungkol sa ‘yo?” She just shrugged her shoulders, not wanting to say a word to her mother who had been nagging her about the nasty video clips. She had no plans of talking about her current misunderstandings with her fellow I.G. . However, her mother would not let it without getting a clear explanation about the matter. “And what about your so-called friends?! Wala ba silang kahihiyan? Pa’no nilang nagawang siraan ka without even knowing the truth! And they should be the first ones to defend you against those nasty rumors, hindi ‘yung sila pa ang mga promotor!” Heather would not want to hear a single word of her mother’s complaint. Nawawalan na siya ng ganang kumain. “Mom, I’m going to my room now,” paalam niya rito. Sinimulan na niyang tumayo at lumabas ng komidor. “Are you done? You haven’t even touched your vegetables!” pahabol nito sa anak. Pumasok na siya ng kanyang kuwarto at sumampa sa kama. Kinuha niya ang iPad at binuksan iyon. She browsed some of the websites and checked out some of the videos that contained her confrontation with her group. May over one million likes na ito at more than two hundred dislikes. Marami rin ang nag-share ng kanilang videos sa iba’t ibang s. She switched off her iPad and tossed

it beside her on the bed. She checked her cell phone and received so many calls and text messages from her friends outside of her I.G group, the rest were from Kelly and Tinah. She switched off her table lamp. She tried to get some sleep, pero paikot-ikot lang siya sa kama. Hindi siya makatulog dahil sa kaiisip ng mga nangyari sa isang araw lang. She also could not help but think of Raoul. Si Raoul, she thought. Ayaw niyang mawala si Raoul sa kanya. She checked out the time from her alarm clock, it was eleven seventeen in the evening. Gising pa kaya si Raoul? She switched on her table lamp and reached for her cell phone that was on her bedside table. She was nibbling on her keypad and pressed the number five. She had assigned Raoul’s number to a speed dial because she considered him as one of her closest friends. Close friend, iyon nga lang ba ang tingin niya sa binata? Nag-ring ang phone. Three rings pa lang ay sinagot na ni Raoul ang cellphone nito sa kabilang linya. “Raoul, can we meet?” Matapos makipag-usap ni Heather kay Raoul ay dali-dali niyang kinuha ang kanyang big shoulder travel bag. Inilagay niya roon ang mga piniling damit at ibang gamit. She also took her keys with her pero wala siyang balak na dalhin ang kotse para hindi niya maisipang magpunta pa sa kung saang lugar para makalayo. She just wanted to be with Raoul. And being with him made her felt safe and in control of her life. Usapan nila ni Raoul na susunduin siya sa isang convenience store na hindi kalayuan sa condominium na tinutuluyan niya. It was better that way kesa sunduin siya mismo sa building at baka may makapagsabi pa sa mother niya na may kasama siyang lalaki. Ayaw niyang palayuin siya ng Mommy niya kay Raoul. Nang sunduin na ni Raoul si Heather sa convenience store, hindi pa alam ni Raoul kung saan nito puwedeng dalhin ang dalaga. Hindi naman puwede sa apartment-townhouse nito dahil hindi makapapayag ang Mommy ni Raoul. Nang makita nito ang signage ng isang three-star hotel somewhere in Quezon City, doon na lang nito naisipang dalhin ang dalaga para makapag-usap sila nang husto. Heather did not complain. She just told Raoul to bring her anywhere he wanted. They checked in and entered a cozy room with twin beds. Maganda rin ang

three-star hotel na iyon kaya hindi kahiya-hiya kay Heather kung doon sila magpapalipas ng gabi. Heather looked around. “Pasensya ka na kung dito kita dinala. Wala kasi akong maisip kung saan kita p’wedeng dalhin at this hour,” he apologized. “Please, don’t be. I like it here.” She smiled at him. “Gusto mo bang kumain? Magpapa-deliver ako ng ro— “ “No, thanks. Busog ako,” putol niya sa sasabihin ni Raoul. Naupo si Heather sa edge ng isang kama. Naupo rin si Raoul sa kabilang kama opposite from her. Walang gustong magsimulang magsalita. “Thank you for giving in to my request,” pagsisimula ni Heather. “I was just worried that you might be having some problems at ayoko naman nakung saan ka lang magpunta. I thought that you needed somebody to talk to kaya pumayag na rin ako na samahan ka.” “Yeah, I really need someone to talk to. Gusto ko lang makaalis muna sa unit namin na hindi kasama si Mommy. Not that I don’t want to be with my mother, I just don’t like hearing her nagging about this and that… Nabibingi lang kasi ako.” “About what happened this afternoon, at school. Sorry kung masyadong naging abrupt ang pagkakahuli namin sa mga nagpakalat ng false information. Gusto ko lang kasing matapos na ‘to. Ikaw rin kasi ang inaalala ko.” “Okay lang ‘yun. Mabuti nga’t nalaman ko ka’gad. Otherwise, magmumukha akong tanga kasi kasa-kasama ko pala ang mga traitors all this time. Para din sa gan’on, hindi rin nila paghinalaan that you were responsible for making me pregnant!” Tumawa si Heather. Pinapanood lang ni Raoul ang pagtawa ni Heather. Alam nitong hindi lang ang rumor ang issue ni Heather na kinahaharap.

Humina ang pagtawa ng dalaga, and her laughter slowly faded. “That’s the price I had to pay, for being too exposed to everything.” She started sobbing. Nilapitan siya ni Raoul. Naupo sa tabi ni Heather and was trying to console her. Inakbayan siya. “Just let it out.” Heather leaned her head over his shoulder. “Raoul, do you like me?” derechong tanong niya. “Yes, I do.” “Don’t think that I’m insane. Hindi ko nararamdaman na naloloka na ‘ko. Malungkot lang ako.” “I know.” “How much do you like me?” derechahan na naman niyang naitanong without pausing. “I’m still getting to know you. Pero habang nakikilala kita, nakikita ko that you have a good heart. Na hindi ka suplada, o mataray na tao. Marunong kang kumilala ng kaibigan. At marunong kang magmalasakit sa ibang tao.” She sat up straight and looked at Raoul in the eye. Natutuwa ito sa mga sinabi ng binata. “Kiss me,” she said. “H-Huh?” nagulat ang binata. “I like you a lot. Not because you are a good friend. Not because you have been helping me out. But because I really like you… A lot. I can feel it. Here.” She pointed to her chest where her heart is located. “I want to be with you forever, Raoul. I don’t want you to leave me. So, I am letting you kiss me or do whatever you want with me.” Wala nang pakialam si Heather kung ano ang mangyari sa kanilang dalawa sa mga oras na iyon. Raoul smiled a little. Inilapit unti-unti ni Raoul ang kanyang mukha kay Heather. Pumikit si Heather at nakangiti while waiting for his lips to touch her lips. Pero hinalikan lang siya ni Raoul sa pisngi kasabay sa corner ng kanyang lips. Her sweet smile vanished as she opened her eyes.

Gusto nito si Heather, pero hindi sapat na gawin nila kaagad ang bagay na puwede nilang pagsisihan sa bandang huli. “Heather, this is not the way I want our relationship to continue. I like you a lot, too, and I treasure you like a precious gem that I wanted to keep you with me, guarding you with my heart. Marami pa tayong gustong maabot sa mga pangarap natin, kahit isa, kahit dalawa sa mga ‘yon. We can take it slow. We might not know what will happen to our relationship in the future, but who can tell? Someday, it might go to another level. We can always enjoy each other’s company while we share our love for each other, but not the way you want it to be. But what I can promise you is that I will be here for you, that you can lean on me anytime. I will keep respecting you, and loving you as long as we make this friendship stronger and whatever feelings we have for each other. Someday, there might come a time that I could kiss you better than what you are seeking from me tonight. Do you understand what I am telling you?” Tears fell down her cheeks. She had never felt so special in her entire life. They would take it slow, and make the most out of their relationship to enjoy it, and make it work. She smiled at Raoul. Raoul kissed her on her forehead, so gently, but meaningfully. Inihatid din ni Raoul si Heather sa condo ng dalaga after a few hours. “Just , take it easy. Do what you have to do to manage your life the way you want it as long as you are not neglecting your interests and responsibilities,” paalala nito kay Heather. Tumango si Heather. He kissed her on the cheek. Bumaba na siya sa kotse at nagtungo sa building. He waited for Heather to enter the building before he drove off.

BEAT TWENTY-FOUR

MAGKASAMA ANG TATLONG Incredible Girls sa cafeteria, without Heather. Masama pa rin ang loob ni Heather sa mga kaibigan so she decided to hang out with Natalie’s group for the meantime. The three I.G. were getting their food at the buffet counter and went toward their favorite table. Napahinto ang tatlo nang makitang may mga kumakain sa table nila. The students, who were at the table, saw the strict expression on the eyes of the I.G . Bigla nilang kinuha ang kanilang trays at dali-daling umalis ng table; alam na kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng mga tingin na iyon. The three I.G. sat down and continued with their conversations. “I miss Heather,” Tinah pouted. “She will come around soon.” Kelly was tapping Tinah’s hand. Naparaan ang grupo ni DJ sa kinalalagyan nila. The four good-looking guys sat three tables away from the I.G. on the opposite side of the cafeteria. Napatingin si Tinah sa apat and she ed something about DJ. “Oh-Oh! I now. About DJ. Alex told me before when he was still staying in our ho— “ napahinto siya sa sasabihin dapat na tumira si Alex sa kanila noon. She ed not to tell anyone, not even to her girlfriends. “What I mean to say is… DJ used to have a girlfriend in high school.” “Really? Sino naman ‘yun, and where is she now?” tanong ni Kelly. Interesado rin itong malaman. Bumulong si Tinah sa tenga nito. “She ed away.” Nagulat si Kelly. “Really? How? How come we didn’t know that?” “Well, apparently, she also studied in Simonet Bordeaux Ecolé, but she’s home schooled. She would only attend school activities and projects, and would show up during periodic exams at school. Kaya hindi natin siya nakikita, o kilala. Anyway, during their sophomore year, she was diagnosed with leukemia. Kung bully na si DJ noong elementary, mas naging sobrang bully pa nito after she was gone. And because he had some issues with his family,” Tinah explained.

“How did you get all those info?” Desire asked. She came back to the Philippines and attended Simonet Bordeaux Ecole during their junior high kaya hindi rin familiar sa kanya ang sinasabing girlfriend ni DJ. “Somebody told me but I won’t dare say who it was. No, Ah-Ah.” She shook her head and made a lip zipping gesture. Si Alex ang nagkuwento sa kanya noong nasa hospital pa ito at madalas bisitahin ng dalaga. Nangako siya na hindi niya ipagdadaldal ang tungkol dito, but for Kelly’s sake, she could not hold her tongue; however, she decided not to reveal from whom she had gathered the information. Takot lang niya kay Alex. Kelly looked in the direction of DJ who was laughing along with his friends. “What’s the name of the girl?” she was still looking at the direction of DJ while she asked Tinah. “Hmm... Ha-Hannah? I guess. Her family owns a chain of restaurants in the Philippines. She used to own... a street food t, based on what I’ve heard...” After school, Kelly’s car ed by the food stand where she and DJ had their first fun date. Nakaramdam siya bigla ng hunch. Pinahinto niya ang kotse sa driver. Bumaba siya ng kotse at lumapit sa food stand. Kinausap niya ang dalawang food assistants na naroon. “Excuse me!” tawag niya sa mga assistants. Napatingin ang mga ito sa kanya. “Hi, Ma’am. Your order, please?” tanong ng isang babaeng assistant. “Ah, yes. Can you please give me two chicken feet, and dalawang… bituka ba ‘to?” She wanted to make sure nang ituro ang mala-bulateng nakatusok sa sticks. “Yes, Ma’am.” “Okay, dalawa niyan. And…” Isa-isa niyang tiningnan ang mga nakalagay sa glass showcase, “four barbecue, please.” Habang naghihintay na maihaw ang kanyang mga in-order ay nakuha rin niyang makapagtanong. “Ahm, Miss. Sino ang may-ari nito?” She was referring to the food stand, ang

‘Hannah’s Royal Street Food’. “Zaragoza ho.” She nodded her head. “Eh, sino si Hannah?” patuloy pa niyang tanong. “Miss Hannah Zaragoza ho.” “I see.” So, ang may ari ng food stand ay iyong Hannah Zaragoza. Was she the one Tinah was referring to? And this street food t. Kakilala raw ni DJ ang may-ari nito. Si Hannah kaya ‘yun? sa isip-isip niya. Pagkatapos ng ilang minutes, iniabot na ng assistant ang orders niya. Saka siya nagbayad. “Oh, keep the change,” she smiled. “Thank you, Ma’am!” nakangiting sabi ng food assistants. Pagkasakay sa kotse ay ibinigay niya sa driver ang box containing her orders. “Manong Gerry, sa akin ang mga barbecue, sa ‘yo na ang iba,” she reminded her driver. Kelly took out her cell phone from her bag and called someone using her bossy tone. “This is Kelly De Dios, daughter of Senor Arnulfo De Dios. I’m calling to ask you a favor. Can you please find out the history of a certain Hannah Zaragoza, who owns Hannah’s Royal Street Food near Simonet Bordeaux Academie. And, tell me more about David Johnson Monte-Yap…” One week later, Kelly received an email from a private investigator that she hired to find out about Hannah Zaragoza and DJ Yap. May pictures din ni Hannah at ng pamilya nito na ipinadala sa kanyang email. There were also pictures where DJ and Hannah were together at a party. Pero walang masyadong information na ipinadala tungkol sa personal life ni DJ. Hawak-hawak niya ang pictures ni Hannah. Maganda ito, petite katulad niya. Tulad ng naikuwento sa kanya ni Tinah na home schooled nga raw si Hannah noon. Hindi ito nakakapasok sa school like what a regular student would dahil nga sa may karamdaman ito. She and DJ met accidentaly at the school cafeteria where Hannah was eating with another school friend. She read every detail of their story together; those stories were gathered from DJ and Hannah’s former high school friends, and some of the information about Hannah and DJ’s family

background were gathered by the investigator’s own way of investigating. ***** THE TABLE CLOCK on DJ’s bedside table alarmed at five-thirty in the morning. Bumangon na si DJ and immediately took a shower, brushed his teeth, and fixed himself up with his uniform and arranged his things in his backpack. Nang makababa na siya ng grand staircase ay dumerecho na siya sa kanilang dining area. He found his entire family in the dining table, already having their breakfast. Mabibilang sa daliri kung ilan beses lang matatagpuan silang buo na magkakasama sa bahay. Buo ang pamilya niya, but it was dry, boring, and they looked like boarders in their own house. His father was reading the newspaper while sipping hot coffee from his silver cup. Ang Mommy naman niya ay naka-ayos na rin na parang pupunta ng party sa ganoong kaagang oras. As usual, David did not care whether he was around or not, he was quietly munching his food. Except for his Ate Kayla, na bumati sa kanya habang kumakain at nagba-browse sa iPad mini nito. “Ah, DJ, maupo ka na,” napansin siya ni Don Ricardo nang masulyapan siyang naupo sa kanyang puwesto sa dining table. “Ano, Anak, kamusta ang stage actor?” Alam ng Don na napili si DJ as the lead actor in their stage play dahil inimbitahan sila ng bunsong anak na manood ngunit hindi sila nakapunta dahil sa trabaho. “He was good,” si Kayla ang sumagot. Siya lang ang nakapag-represent in behalf of their family. DJ smiled at his sister who was across from him. “That’s good to hear. Meron pa ulit?” Attentive ang ama. “Y-Yes, next month. But it’s still on a weekday… But if you couldn’t come—“ He was hesitant to make the invitation because he knew there was only a slim chance for his family to attend. Kayla might not attend anymore as she had already seen the play. “Sure, we will!” masayang sagot ng ama.

Bahagya siyang ngumiti kahit deep inside, he did not want to expect too much. “Bilisan mo ang pagkain and I am going to show you something,” his father said. Tinawag nito ang mayordoma na nakatayo lamang sa isang sulok habang nagsisikain ang magpamilya. May ibinulong ang Don dito. Nang makatapos na si DJ sa pagkain ay magpapaalam na sana siya nang pigilan muna ni Don Ricardo. “Halika muna, may ipapakita ako sa ‘yo,” tumayo ito sa upuan, lumapit sa kinaroroonan ng anak habang naka-extend ang braso nito para ipalapit si DJ dito. Lumapit siya rito at hinawakan siya nito sa kanyang balikat. Iginiya siya nito sa wide front door and stopped at their door steps. May isang red Lexs sports car na nakaparada sa tapat nila. Lumapit ang Don sa kotse and told him about the features of the car. Habang ginagawa iyon ng Papa niya ay lumabas naman si David, kasunod si Kayla at ang Mama nila. “Why are you showing me that?” nagtataka siya sa ginagawa ng kanyang ama. “Because this, my Son, is my gift for you,” anito. DJ looked very surprised. Hindi siya makapaniwala sa narinig. “T-That car…” itinuro niya ang kotse, “Is mine?” itinuro rin ang sarili. “Yes!” Don Ricardo opened his palm in the air toward his driver. Ibinigay ng driver ang susi ng kotse sa amo. “And this key is yours.” His father stretched his arm toward DJ as he showed his son the car keys. He was speechless as he took the keys from his father. Pinagmasdan niyang mabuti ang kotse at appearance nito, ang mga gulong, ang pintura. He could not believe that his father had actually paid attention to him and really gave him what any guy his age was dreaming of. Sa sobrang tuwa ay nilapitan niya ang ama at niyakap nang mahigpit. But David had a sour expression on his face. Kayla was smiling. Their mother did not show any expression; pumasok lang ito sa loob ng bahay.

Natuto magmaneho si DJ when he was sixteen years old. Meron siyang student driver’s license pero bihira niya lang nagagamit, panay lang ang renewal. Hanggang sa magkaroon na siya ng sariling sasakyan. DJ drove his new car to school and parked it at the college carpark. He filled up a form at the carpark guard house para ipa- ang kanyang kotse sa school records. Binigyan siya ng carpark ID para ipakita sa guard each time that he would have to park his car in the area. Pumasok siya ng campus na nakangiti. He met with his friends and they all gave a high five. ~~ SAMANTALA, Tinah tilted her head upon seeing Kelly. Kelly looked plain and simple eventhough she was in uniform. Hindi lang sigurado si Tinah kung ano ang nagbago sa kaibigan. “Ahm, did you change your hairstyle?” asked Tinah, she was tapping her right index finger on her lower lip while her left arm was ing her right elbow. “No,” Kelly replied, eyebrows converged. “Ahm, did you shave your eyebrows?” pilit pa rin nitong hinahanap ang nagbago kay Kelly. Kumunot ang noo niya. “No!” Kelly once again replied, annoyed with Tinah. “Then, there’s something strange about you… I guess.” Kelly still looked prettier than ever, although she decided to look natural in her appearance; malayo sa image niya as the leader of I.G. She did not wear any accessories on her hair, no nail polish, nothing colorful that would identify her as an I.G. member. “Ano naman ang drama mo?” Desire raised an eyebrow at her. “Wala lang. Gusto ko lang makita kung maganda pa rin ako kahit ganito ang look ko.” “Maybe you are up to something,” Desire added. She was quite suspicious of

Kelly’s sudden change of appearance. “Nah! Don’t be silly. I’m still the same Kelly of I.G. Like I said, I just wanted to try out new things,” she defended herself. The three of them walked through the lobby going to their cafeteria when they crossed paths with Heather who was with Natalie. “Heather!” Tinah called out to her close friend. Napahinto si Heather nang makita sila. Magkakasama sila ng mga kaibigan in some of their classes pero hindi na muna tumabi si Heather sa kanila. That was the reason they did not have a chance to have a heart-to-heart talk with one another. “Sige, Heather, I’ll go ahead,” paalam ni Natalie. Nilapitan ng I.G. si Heather. “Hi!” bati ni Tinah sa kanya. “I think it is time for us to talk. Right, Girls?” Sa Campus Garden nag-usap ang buong I.G . “We apologize for what we did to you, Heather. We it that we were so bad when we talked behind your back. Kami pa naman ang friends mo na dapat dinadamayan ka at pinagtatanggol ka,” Tinah initiated the conversation. “We did not mean to hurt your feelings or bash you behind your back. Wala sa plano namin gawin ‘yon sa ‘yo. And it was the truth when we told you that we never intended to spread the rumor around the campus. Hindi lang talaga namin alam na meron palang mga chismosa na nand’on sa loob ng restroom,” Kelly explained. “What’s done is done. Our group confrontation was all over the social media sites. The least we could do now is to continue to strengthen our group so our fans will not think that we have disbanded,” Desire replied in a straight face. She could not afford to lose the group because her dreams and plans may shatter. “Oh please, Heather, forgive us. Please…” nagmamakaawang sabi ni Tinah.

“Alright, let’s bury any ill-feelings we have for each other starting today,” sagot ni Heather. “Yehey! Now our group is whole again!” tuwang sabi ni Tinah, she clapped her hands at niyakap si Heather. “So, let’s all go to the cafeteria and let’s celebrate!” anyaya ni Kelly. Sa cafeteria, Kelly brought a lunch bag with her na kinuha niya sa kanyang locker. “What is it?” asked Tinah. “Eto? Lunch bag.” “You brought a lunch bag with you?” Tinah laughed. “Kelly, napapansin ko that you’re so funny today. What’s with you?” “What’s with me? Ano’ng masama na magdala ako nito?” “You never, EVER, bring a lunch bag with you at all since time immemorial, c’mon!” sagot pa ni Tinah. “Well, from now on, I may have to bring this with me during our break periods.” Umirap ang mga mata ni Kelly sa kaibigan. “Ano ba’ng meron d’yan?” Tinah attempted to grab the lunch bag from Kelly to check what it contained. Iniwas ni Kelly ang lunch bag dito. “Nope, you cannot touch it. No one can.” “Sige na, titignan lang, eh,” pilit pa ring kinukuha ni Tinah kay Kelly ang lunch bag. Panay rin ang iwas ni Kelly kay Tinah hanggang sa mabitawan niya ang lunch bag at nahulog ito sa sahig. Tiyempo naman ang pagdating ni DJ kasama ang tatlong kaibigan. There was a ‘pfft’ sound. Natapakan ni DJ ang lunch bag ni Kelly at may parang bumugang hangin mula sa isang bagay.

“My lunch bag!” Napahinto si DJ nang maramdaman ang natapakang bagay. He looked down to see what it was. Then Kelly tried to get it from him, pinalo pa niya sa paa ang binata, pero hindi niya muna pinansin kung sino ang nakatapak na iyon. Nang makuha ang lunch bag pati ang natapakang sandwich, nakakunot ang noong ipinagpag ni Kelly ang nayuping lunch bag to remove some dirt, saka siya tumingala kung sino ang nakatapak na iyon. Nagulat siya nang makitang si DJ iyon. Kelly did not expect that her plan would work that instant! Her plan was to wait for DJ to walk by the cafeteria. She was going to intentionally drop the lunch bag to the floor in time for him to step on it kung sakaling mapadaan ito sa kanilang table. Heaven must be helping me! she said on her mind. Kumunot ang noo ni DJ. “Bakit kasi nagkakalat ka dito?!” Pinagsabihan nito si Kelly. Tumayo siya at nagpamaywang sa harap ni DJ. “Ano’ng nagkakalat? Ako? Hoy! Ikaw na nga ang nakatapak ng lunch bag ko, ikaw pa ang galit. You should have apologized to me!” galit na sabat ni Kelly. “Why would I have to apologize to you? Kaya ko nga natapakan kasi nagkakalat ka.” “Sino ba’ng nagsabi sa ‘yo na sinasadya ko ‘yon, ha? Bakit nakita mo ba’ng sinadya ko?!” DJ gritted his teeth. He did not want to say anything anymore. Itinulak nito si Kelly saka ito naglakad palayo sa kanya. “Tumabi ka nga d’yan.” “Aah!” Napaupo siya sa upuan. Nang maparaan din si Monfort ay tahimik na tiningnan lang nito si Desire, umiwas naman ng tingin si Desire dito. Nagkangitian naman si Raoul at Heather. Inirapan naman ni Tinah si Alex. “That—that freak!” galit na sabi ni Kelly. Of course! As expected, ang popular groups ng Simonet Bordeaux ay once again on the social networking sites. Ganoon kabilis dahil lahat ng students ay may

bitbit ng gadget to take pictures of actual events and could immediately post those pictures over the internet. Nang makaupo na si DJ, Monfort, Raoul, and Alex sa puwesto na reserved only for them, binalikan ng tingin ni DJ si Kelly, who was still very angry. Pero may naalala si DJ sa incident na iyon. His first meeting with Hannah. Sa inis pa rin ni Kelly, she called some of the aspiring of their fan club na noong mga oras na iyon ay kumakain din sa cafeteria. Pinasunod ni Kelly ang mga ito sa kanya sa labas ng cafeteria. Bigla niyang inutos na kainin ng mga ito ang natapakan na sandwich. Tiningnan niya nang matalim ang apat na babaeng reluctant na gawin ang pinagagawa niya. “Ano, hindi kayo susunod? Kung hindi, then forget about ing our league. Hindi naman kayo bagay d’on, eh!” pang-iinsulto niya. Walang nagawa ang apat na aspiring but to eat the ruined sandwich in front of her. Sumilip si Kelly na nakasimangot sa direction nila DJ, then she snubbed them. Uwian na at excited na makabalik si DJ sa kanyang kotse. He showed his parking badge to the car park guard para i-record sa computer nito ang name niya, plate number, badge number and the time of his departure. Nang makuha pabalik ang kanyang badge, he pushed the button of a small gadget that he was holding at tumunog ang kanyang kotse, nagbukas ang pinto sa driver’s seat. He started the engine, umatras muna ang kotse niya, until he suddenly felt that his car seemed to have ran over something. Tumingin siya sa side mirror niya sa kanan and saw a girl in uniform sa gilid ng kotse. He stopped the car, pulled the handbrake, and got out of his car. Sinilip niya kung sino ang student na iyon. Nakaupo ang female student sa gilid at hawak-hawak ang paa. He searched for her face. “Kelly?!” Nagulat siya nang mamukhaan ang dalaga. “What are you doing here?” “Nagtatanong ka pa! Dahil sa ‘yo kaya ako nasagasaan ng kotse mong bulok!” galit din itong sinumbatan siya.

Nang marinig niya rito na nasagasaan ito ng kotse niya, he straightened up and crossed his arms against his chest. “At ano naman kasi ang ginagawa mo dito banda? N’ung dumating ako dito, wala ka d’yan. So pa’no kang nakarating dito?” he was quite suspicious. “Ano’ng akala mo sa ‘kin, Witch? Tumatawid ako papunta sa kotse ko when your car suddenly drove over my foot!” she explained, still in pain. “Masakit ba?” he was quite concerned. “Gusto mong malaman? Sige, palit tayo ng paa!” She slightly raised her foot. “H’wag ka ngang pilosopa! Ano, masakit ba?!” naiinis nang tanong niya. “Kapag sinabi kong ‘Oo’, ano’ng gagawin mo?” Umirap ang mga mata nito, yumuko at hinawak-hawakan ang paa. He held her by the arms and lifted her up. Nagtataka si Kelly kung ano ang balak gawin ni DJ. “W-What are you doing?” “I’m going to take you to the clinic,” he replied. “Clinic? As in there, inside the school?” “Yes,” he replied. “Bakit, ‘yan lang ba ang clinic dito sa lugar natin? Hindi ba p’wede sa Global Hospital? D’un kasi ‘yung doctor ko, eh,” nakiusap pa siya. Napatingin lang siya rito. Imposible talaga itong babaeng ‘to, sabi niya sa isip. He shook his head. “O sige, sige. D’un kita dadalhin.” Inalalayan pa rin niya ito at binuksan ang enger seat sa harap ng kotse niya. Dahan-dahan na sumakay si Kelly sa kotse. Nang maisara ni DJ ang pinto ay napangiti si Kelly. DJ got inside the car in the driver’s seat and started the engine. Inilabas naman ni Kelly ang cellphone at tinawagan ang driver. “Manong Gerry, mauna na kayo sa bahay. May pupuntahan lang ako kasama ang classmate ko. Pakisabi kay Mommy that I’ll be home soon before dinner,” she instructed the driver.

Inihatid ni DJ si Kelly sa bahay nito pagkagaling nila sa hospital para ipa-check up ang paa ni Kelly. Nilagyan ng bandage ang paa nito at binigyan din ito ng medicine para humupa ang pamamaga at pagkirot. Bumaba si DJ ng kotse, binuksan ang pinto sa enger side at inalalayan si Kelly na makababa. Inihatid nito ang dalaga, pero hanggang sa front door lang ng bahay. First time niyang makarating ng bahay ni Kelly, but he did not have any plans of going back there. Sinalubong sila ng nanny ni Kelly at hinayaan na lang ni DJ na ito na ang umalalay sa amo. “Wait!” pigil ni Kelly sa kanya. DJ was about to open the door of his car when Kelly called his name. “Hindi mo ba aalamin mamaya kung kamusta na ‘ko?” “Ha?” napatanga siya sa narinig. “I mean, s’yempre ikaw ‘yung nakasagasa sa paa ko. Hindi mo ba aalamin kung ano na ang condition nito?” ulit ni Kelly. “I already heard what your doctor said. Ipahinga mo lang ang paa mo until magsubside ang pamamaga niyan. Malalaman ko naman kung magaling ka na at nakakalakad ka na kapag nagkita tayo sa school,” he replied. He attempted to open the door of his car when Kelly stopped him again. “Tawagan mo ‘ko,” lakas-loob na sabi nito. “Ha?” napatanga na naman siya sa sinabi ng dalaga. “Baka kasi isipin ng parents ko at ng friends ko, at ng buong students sa campus na wala kang pakialam sa taong inagrabyado mo. Kaya mas mabuti kung magpaparamdam ka sa ‘kin para masabi ko naman na may concern ka rin,” palusot nito. “Ah… O-O sige, susubukan ko.” He immediately opened his car door at aktong pasakay na sana sa driver’s seat nang tawagin siya ulit ni Kelly. “Sandali lang!”

“Ano ba ‘yun?” inis nang sabi niya. “Alam mo ba ang number ko?” “Ipagtatanong ko na lang sa iba.” “No! Sandali. Yaya pakiabot sa ‘kin ang bag ko,” tawag nito sa nanny na may hawak ng bag ng amo. Kinuha ni Kelly ang call card case and she pulled out her call card. “Here…” Iniabot nito ang call card kay DJ. Walang magawa si DJ kung hindi lumapit kay Kelly para abutin ang card na iyon. “Sige, thanks.” Saka siya bumalik sa harapan ng kotse and started the engine. “Bye!” sabi ni Kelly ngunit hindi ito pinansin ni DJ, malamang hindi na ito narinig. Masayang nagpaalalay na si Kelly sa nanny papasok ng bahay. Nang makauwi si DJ sa mansión ay narinig niya ang argument ng mga tao sa kanilang living room. Sumilip siya roon at nakita niya ang pamilya niya na nagtatalo. “Why do you have to be like that, David? Kulang ba ang ibinibigay naming pangangailangan mo? Sa inyo ni Kayla?!” pagalit na sabi ni Don Ricardo. “Do you think that’s enough to make me feel okay, Pa? Mas mabuti pa si DJ nagagawa mong tratuhin nang maayos. Samantalang ako, mga gamit lang ang katumbas ng pagtratong ‘yon!” David was upset. “What are you complaining about? Tell me!” Don Ricardo was already confused with David’s behavior. Even David could not stress out what he wanted to happen. What it was that he wanted to get from his father. May napansin si David sa corner ng eye nito na isang image sa living room entrance habang nagsasalita ito. He looked in that direction and saw DJ, nakatayo lang doon. David did not know how much DJ had heard of their conversations. He stormed out of the living room, matalim ang pagkakatingin nito kay DJ nang

madaanan ang bunsong kapatid, and went up to his room. Nagbuntong-hininga nang malalim ang Don, and DJ was only standing there. Hindi niya alam kung ano ang pinag-usapan ng kapatid niya at ng Papa nila, pero pakiramdam niya ay may kinalaman ito sa kanya. DJ was in his room, studying. Ipinaikot-ikot niya ang ballpen sa mga daliri habang nagbabasa. Until he recalled what occurred at the cafeteria that day in school. Natapakan niya ang lunch bag ni Kelly. Ganoon din ang nangyari sa una nilang pagkakakilala ni Hannah. Kinuha niya ang call card ni Kelly na inilapag niya lang sa kanyang study table. Noon niya lang binasa ang nakasulat doon. Para lang malaman kung kamusta na ang lagay ng paa nito kaya siya dapat tumawag? Para walang maipagkalat si Kelly na wala siyang kuwentang tao kaya siya dapat tumawag? Kababawan! sabi niya sa sarili. Si Kelly naman ay nag-aabang ng tawag mula kay DJ. Nakakain na siya ng supper, nakagawa na ng assignments niya. Nakasagot na siya sa marami niyang emails received and chat messages from her fans. Nakipag-usap na siya sa tatlong ng I.G., but still there was no call from DJ. Pilit niyang pinipigilan ang antok habang naghihintay pa rin siya ng tawag mula sa binatang iyon. Hanggang sa makatulugan na rin niya. ~~ THE NEXT DAY, DJ was in the classroom when he overheard Kelly’s friends talking about Kelly’s condition. Classmates ni DJ ang I.G. sa isang subject kaya madalas din niyang nakikita si Kelly. Patuloy pa rin na pinag-uusapan ng mga ito ang leader ng kanilang girl group. Mas lalo raw kumikirot ang maga sa paa nito at nahihirapan makatulog dahil sa nararamdamang sakit. He pretended that he did not care, but he was actually hearing their conversations. Lumapit siya sa I.G. to ask about Kelly. “Girls, excuse me. How is Kelly doing so far?” Tumingin lang sila sa kanya with a plain expression on their faces. “Well, she has a very high fever,” Desire answered pero nakatuon ang mga mata sa pagsusulat. “She’s hospitalized because of that,” si Tinah naman ang sumagot, habang

naglalagay ng face powder sa mukha. Nag-alala siya sa naging condition ni Kelly. How could that get her worse when it was only a swollen foot? “Heather, can you please send Kelly a message for me?” he asked. Palihim na nagkatinginan si Desire and Tinah and smiled like they were scheming on something. Kelly was in her bedroom, sat on her bed, with different bottles of nail polish of different colors scattered beside her. Nilalagyan niya ng baby pink nail polish ang toe nails ng paang namaga while humming. Tumunog ang kanyang cellphone. Ibinalik niya ang takip ng nail polish na may brush sa lalagyan nito. She reached for her cell phone and checked the message, it was from Heather. Unti-unting nanlaki ang mga mata niya pati na ang bibig nang mabasa niya ang message na iyon. “Yiii!” she screamed, may halong kilig, and made a ‘yes’ gesture with her arms. Napahiga siya, lying her back on her bed, nakangiti. Hindi siya makapaniwala na gusto siyang samahan ni DJ magpa-check up. Kinilig siya? Ibig sabihin her plans were working, or was it because the bully ‘piranha’ took notice of her, finally? Kahit ano pa iyon, it was still an achievement on her part. According to Heather, DJ wanted to take her to the hospital to have her foot checked. So, he was going to pick her up at her house. Namaga man ang paa niya, hindi kailangan malaman ng mga kasama ni Kelly sa bahay na gawa-gawa niya lang ang mag-pretend na may sakit siya at na-hospitalized because of that, kasabwat ang kanyang I.G. group. Kapag nalaman iyon ng parents niya, she was doomed! She replied to Heather’s text and told her to tell DJ that she would only meet him on Saturday, at the Brewed Coffee Shoppe sa isang shopping mall at ten in the morning. Sa cell phone naman ni DJ, he received a text message from Heather thru Raoul. Hindi naman kasi ibinibigay ni DJ ang number niya kahit kanino maliban sa tatlong kaibigan, kaya he did not care kung makarating ang messages sa kanya through his friends. DJ frowned, “Bakit kailangan pang sa Brewed Coffee Shoppe pa kami magkita ng babaeng ‘yun?” He texted Raoul his reply na

pumapayag na siya.

BEAT TWENTY-FIVE

BUO NA ANG LOOB NI HEATHER na kausapin ang kanyang ina tungkol sa kanyang profession at sa kanyang gustong marating sa buhay. After her serious talk with Raoul, nagkaroon ng clarity sa direction na gusto niyang mangyari sa buhay niya. Nang makauwi na si Mrs. Hollister from her meeting with her daughter’s modeling agency, Heather’s mother brought home with her some good news about her daughter’s projects na gagawin after the pageant in . Nasa living room si Heather noon, sitting in one corner of the long couch, her legs were folded comfortably on it, while reading a pocketbook. Her mom started telling her the agenda of the meeting. She just listened attentively to what her mother was saying, pero iyon na rin ang tamang oras para makausap ang ina. “Mom, I’d like to say something about my modeling projects,” singit niya habang nagsasalita pa ang ina. “What is it?” Hinihimas-himas nito ang sariling batok and moved her neck from left to right para mabawasan ang pagkapagod na nararamdaman. Naupo ito katabi ng anak. She had thought of what to say to her Mom without making her feel offended. She closed the pocketbook she was holding, placed her feet on the carpeted floor, knees together, and faced her mother. She reached for her mother’s hands and started to take a deep breath. “Ever since I was a small kid, you have had exposed me to some modeling engagements. Hanggang sa lumaki na ‘ko, naenjoy ko talaga ang opportunities na nararanasan ko. And I’d like to thank you because you have exerted so much effort to me. But now that I am in college, I felt that I’m still missing something—siguro, ‘yung wish ko to finish my degree—gusto ko kasi na makipagsabayan sa mga schoolmates ko na nagaaral, and I would like to graduate na kasabay din nila. Afterall, I’m already secured with my profession, pero mas buo ang pagkatao ko kung matatapos ko rin ang studies ko within four years. Naisip ko kasi, maybe in due time I won’t be the popular young model anymore, at least I have something to back me up— a college degree. Challenge ko iyon sa sarili ko that within four years, tatapusin ko ito.” Mrs. Hollister took a deep breath, too, and smiled a little. Her eyes turned red and watery. “Siguro nga panahon na para sundin ko naman ang gusto mo.”

Hinawakan nito sa dalawang kamay ang anak at itinabi ang hair strands ni Heather sa mukha, “You know what, your father will be very proud of you because despite your busy schedules, you still manage to keep having high grades in your academics. I was a frustrated model, kaya gan’on lang siguro ang excitement ko nang ikaw ang nagpatuloy n’on. Trust me, Anak, nagwo-worry ako sa mga nangyayari sa ‘yo these past months and I didn’t want to lose you dahil baka masiraan ka ng bait. It’s also my fault that you had to go through some ordeals because I had not been sensitive to how you’re feeling. The truth is, mas naging matalino ka kesa sa akin. Dahil alam mo kung ano ang priorities mo, ipinaglalaban mo ito para sa buhay mo. Anak, you just don’t know how proud I’ve always been of you.” Niyakap ng ina si Heather. “Ako na ang kakausap sa agency mo. I’m sure that they can work things out with the clients.” “From now on, I’m going to manage my life well, and not to let my work control me,” she said. “I’m still here to guide you,” she tapped her daughter’s nose with her finger. ***** TINAH APPROACHED Alex sa classroom nila. Hindi pa rin pala naibabalik ng lalaking iyon ang pinahiram niyang notes noong nasa hospital pa ito. “Hoy, lalaki! Nas’an na ang notes ko?” “I’m not yet done copying your notes,” sagot ni Alex. “What?! Gan’on katagal? Bakit, mahirap bang kopyahin ang notes ko? Pagkauwi mo until now hindi mo pa rin kinopya. Eh, di sana pina-photocopy mo na lang ‘yung notes ko para madali,” pagtataray niya. Madalas niyang ipahiram ang notes kay Alex bilang tulong niya para maka-cope ito sa missed lessons nila. “Oo nga ano? Thanks for giving me an idea,” he said. He went back conversing with his friends, unminding that she was still standing there. She could not believe that this guy was ignoring her. “Ano, gan’on na lang ‘yon? When are you going to have my notes photocopied so that you could return them?” Nainis ito sa kakulitan ni Tinah. “Later, okay?”

“Just make sure that you return my notes to me tomorrow. No ifs, no buts!” Nakasimangot siya. She turned around and went back to her seat. Habang naglalakad si Tinah papunta sa car park, “Tinah, wait up!” May boses na tumawag sa kanya. She turned around and saw Alex running toward her. She placed her one hand on the hip while the other hand was holding her pink covered digital planner. “Why?” She raised an eyebrow. Alex was panting when he stopped in front of her. “Here.” Iniabot nito ang notebooks ni Tinah. “Aba, akala ko bukas mo pa ibabalik ‘to.” Kinuha niya ang notebooks niya sa kamay ni Alex. “Nakapag-photocopy ka ba?” “No, I actually finished copying your notes days ago pa,” he said, ittedly. “I’m sorry kung natagalan bago ko ibalik sa ‘yo ang mga ‘yan. I almost forgot.” “May magagawa pa ba ‘ko? At least naibalik mo pa rin before the deadline that I gave you… May kailangan ka pa ba? Kailangan ko nang umuwi.” “How’s your Mom?” tanong nito, not sure if he had to really ask about Mrs. Gorospe. “She’s doing fine,” ang tanging sagot lang ni Tinah. She was waiting if Alex still had something to say to her based on his bland facial expression. “Sige na, umuwi ka na,” he said. It looked like she was waiting for him to say anything… sana. “Okay.” She got into their car and the driver drove it past Alex, leaving him from where he was standing hanggang sa makalayo iyon. After supper, Tinah began reviewing for their quiz for their Management class. As she was turning the leaf pages of her notebook, nadaplisan ng kanyang paningin ang isang malaking nakasulat sa itaas ng isang page. Binalikan niya ang page na iyon at binasa ang nakasulat: Tinah, would you go out with me on Saturday night? – Alex. Pinaulit-ulit niyang basahin iyon dahil hindi siya makapaniwala sa kanyang nabasa.

Her heart skipped a beat! “Aaah!” she screamed at the top of her lungs sa kilig. She jumped off her bed and jumped for joy. “Tinah! Tinah! Ano’ng nangyari sa ‘yo? Tinah!” kumakatok at tinatawag nang tinatawag ni Mrs. Gorospe ang anak. Nag-aalala ito at baka may masama nang nangyari kay Tinah. Tinah opened the door at naka-expose ang mga ngipin. Parang naka-plaster lang ang pagkakangiti niya. Na-surprise naman si Mrs. Gorospe sa napansin sa anak. Nasa likuran nito ang mga maids, pati na rin ang kanilang Cook nang marinig ang pagtitili ng batang amo. “Mom, I’m so excited!” nagtatatalon na niyakap niya ang ina. Mrs. Gorospe also jumped with her even without knowing what had gotten into her daughter. “Excited saan?” “He asked me out on a date!” Ngumiti ang ina. “Talaga?” Biglang nawala ang pagkangiti nito at huminto sa pagsabay sa pagtalon ng anak. “Who asked you out on a date?” she asked, frowning. “Alex, Ma. Alex asked me to go out with him! Aaah!” Tinah continued to jump for joy. Mrs. Gorospe did not like what she just heard. Nag-iisang anak nito si Tinah at ang pagkakakilala niya kay Alex ay troubled child dahil sa mga nasangkutan nito. Alam nitong mabait si Alex, and she knew what he had gone through; on the other hand, hindi nito gustong madamay ang anak sa anumang kinasasangkutang gulo ni Alex. Sinabihan nito ang mga maids na bumalik na sa trabaho saka isinara ni Mrs. Gorospe ang pinto ng kuwarto ni Tinah. “Are you referring to Alex Miller?” “Yes, Mom! Alex, ? The guy who stayed with us for a while. The one whom we visited in the hospital,” excited pa ring ipaalala sa ina ang Alex na tinutukoy niya. “B-But, isn’t he, a gangster?”

“Mom… Ano ka ba. He’s not like that, not at all. If you are worried dahil sa mga nangyari sa kanya noon, well, dahil lang ‘yon sa problema niya sa family niya, di ba? I’ve known him since high school kahit hindi kami close n’un. Kahit we’re like a kitten and a puppy that can’t get along, solid proof na mabait ‘yun.” “Why don’t you invite him over tomorrow night? Dito na kamo siya mag-dinner sa ‘tin,” her mother suggested. “Really? That would be great! Ahm… Pa’no ko ba ‘yun sasabihin sa kanya? Tatawagan ko ba siya? Or bukas ko na lang sasabihin sa kanya? Ayoko kasing isipin niya na masyado akong excited sa date namin sa Saturday. What will I tell him? Oh no! Mom, I should look presentable tomorrow. Ang uniform ko, dapat walang creases ‘yun. Wait lang, Mommy, ha,” excited na pumasok siya sa kanyang walk-in closet at hinanap ang pinakamaayos niyang uniform. Mrs. Gorospe was just standing in the middle of Tinah’s room, thinking of what to say to Alex kung tatanggapin man ng binata ang imbitasyon nila. Hindi alam ni Tinah kung paano niya haharapin si Alex kapag nagkita sila nito. Parati niyang nire-remind ang sarili to calm down, act naturally, and not to show that she was too excited to go out with him. Hanggang sa nagtatatalon na naman siya. Sa Management class nila, may isang maliit na papel na nakatiklop nang maigi ang ipinapasa ng ibang classmates nila mula sa likuran hanggang sa makarating ito kay Tinah. Naka-address ito sa labas ng note, For Tinah. Maingat na binuksan iyon ni Tinah at naninigurong hindi iyon makikita ng kanilang Professor. What’s your answer? – Alex, ang nakasulat sa loob ng note. Nanginginig si Tinah dahil sa kaba. Hindi na muna niya iyon sinagot, and continued to listen to their lessons. Pagkatapos ng management subject ay lumabas na sila ng classroom to go to another classroom for their next class. Habang naglalakad si Tinah kasabay ang I.G. friends, mabilis din ang paglalakad ni Alex at pasimpleng sinabayan si Tinah. Kinalabit nito ang dalaga nang patago at luminga-linga dahil baka may makakita sa kanila. Bumulong ito sa kanya. “Ano na?” tanong nito.

“Huh? Ano’ng ano?” Tinah was pretending not to know what Alex was asking her. “Did you not read what I’ve written in your management notebook?” “What writing? I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Pero sa totoo lang, gusto niyang ipagsigawan ang kanyang sagot na ‘Oo, I will go out with you, Alex!’, but she restrained herself. Magpapakipot muna siya. “Labo naman nito, O!” mahinang sabi nito. “Talaga ba’ng wala kang nabasa sa notebook mo? Kahit saang notebook na sinulatan ko?” He was not sure if he wrote it in her management notebook. “Ano ba ‘yang pinagsasabi mo? I told you, I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she replied, pretending to be annoyed, and snubbed him. “Di bale na nga lang. Manhid naman nito, nakakawalang-gana…” Alex walked past her, leaving Tinah feeling disappointed. She was about to throw a tantrum. Hindi man lang nagtiyagang magtanong ang lalaking ‘to, nakakainis! she thought to herself. “Ahm, Girls, mauna na kayo, susunod na lang ako,” paalam niya sa mga kaibigan. “Where are you going?” Desire asked. “Somewhere, may importanteng tao lang akong kailangan kausapin. I’ll be seeing you guys in a jiffy!” Nagmadali siyang naglakad at tinahak ang direction na dinaanan din ni Alex. Wala si Alex sa locker area, wala rin sa corridor, not even in the lobby, sa library, nor in the Campus Garden. Where could he be? Ang alam niya ay walang klase iyon na sumunod sa Management class. Baka naman nasa Boys’ restroom ito? naisip niya. Nagpunta nga siya roon. Luminga-linga at baka may makakita sa kanya dahil baka isiping naligaw yata siya sa lugar na iyon because the Girls’ restroom was located the other way. Naghintay siya sa labas ng restroom at baka lumabas si Alex mula roon. Nang walang kahit na sinong lalaki ang lumabas sa restroom, she tried to

sneak in. Dahan-dahan niyang binuksan ang pinto ng restroom at sumilip. “Alex!” mahina niyang tawag. Nilakasan niya nang kaunti ang pagtawag sa pangalan ng binata, “Alex!” Wala pa ring sumasagot. He might not be in here, sabi niya sa isip. She scratched her head within the hairline. Nagpunta na lang siya sa gym, baka naroon si Alex. The coast was clear, no sign of anyone. Nagbuntong-hininga siya, she gave up. When she turned around, napasigaw siya sa gulat. “Aaah!” Bumalandra si Alex sa harapan niya, na halos malapit na sa kanyang mukha. Naka-serious ang mukha nito. “You startled me!” Sinuntok niya ito sa isang balikat. “What are you doing here?” tanong nito. Napalunok siya. “Ahm… I was looking for my friends,” she lied. “Di ba magkasabay lang kayo kanina pagkalabas ng classroom?” “Ah, Oo nga. Kaya lang kasi I’ve been to the Boy’s restroom.” Nagulat siya sa sinagot niya. “No, I mean, Girls’ restroom. Akala ko kasi they were waiting for me outside the restroom. Wala rin sila sa next class namin kaya hinanap ko sila.” Excuses! “Dito, sa gym,” he said in a plain, suspicious tone, without any reaction. “O-Oo,” she answered, her eyes were looking in different directions. “Bakit, bawal ba kami dito sa gym?!” She did not know how to react anymore kaya naiinis na siya sa mga tanong nito. “Wala naman akong sinasabi ah.” He raised his hands in front of her. “Sige, d’yan ka na.” Nang makalakad na siya nang ilang steps, she was expecting that he would ask her again about the answer that he wanted to get; but he did not say anything. She blew hard, releasing the air from her lungs. She turned around at bumalik sa kinaroroonan ni Alex na nakatayo lang at pinagmamasdan siya. “Would you like to have dinner with me and my Mom tonight? At our house?”

“You’re inviting me for dinner? At your house?” turo nito sa sarili. “Hindi, sa bahay n’yo. S’yempre, saan pa kaya!” tinarayan niya ito. “Bakit ka galit? Kung napipilitan ka lang na imbitahan ako, di bale na lang.” Pinigilan niya ito sa braso nang tangkang aalis na. “Hindi, hindi.” Nagbuntonghininga ulit siya. “I’m sorry. Just say ‘No’ if you can’t make it, I would understand.” His corner of his lips sagged, thinking. Then he smiled. “Okay, I’m accepting your invitation.” Her face brightened up. “Talaga?! Sige, ahm… Six in the evening. Be there!” Saka na siya lumayo at tumakbo. Late na nga siya for her next class pero okay lang sa kanya iyon, at least nakuha na niya ang sagot ni Alex. He was going to have dinner with her in her house, she was so excited!

BEAT TWENTY-SIX

THE DOORBELL RANG. “I got it!” sigaw ni Tinah mula sa pagbaba niya ng hagdan. She wanted to be the first one to open the door for Alex. She wanted to be the first one Alex should meet by the door. She wanted to be the first one he should see smiling at him. Pagkabukas niya ng pinto, si Alex nga. Napakacharming ng mukha, brushed up ang hair, broad ang shoulders, wearing his pull up long sleeved shirt na bumabakat ang matipunong dibdib—aaah! sambit niya sa isip na may kilig. Of course, because she was thrilled after seeing him, mahahalata iyon sa kanyang mga ngiti. “I hope I’m not late.” He looked at his wristwatch. “It’s only… five fifty-nine,” his eyebrows converged. “You’re just in time,” sabi niya dito. “Tuloy ka. Mom! Alex is here!” pagtawag niya, naririnig ang echo ng kanyang boses sa buong living room. “Have a seat.” As a gentleman that he was, Alex did not immediately make himself comfortable at the Gorospe house eventhough he had lived there for two days. He was still a stranger to them, a runaway boy who needed help and a place to stay. May kahihiyan pa rin itong dala pagdating sa pamilya ni Tinah, although he was too grateful for the kindness they had showed him. Tinah asked him to sit down. Wala pang isang minuto nang mapatayo itong muli nang lumabas si Mrs. Gorospe mula sa kusina. “Hi, Alex,” nakangiting bati ng Ginang. She extended her hand to him. “Hello, Mrs. Gorospe. It’s nice to see you again. Thank you for inviting me for dinner,” magalang na sabi nito. He reached for her hand to shake it lightly. “Have a seat, Alex,” she offered. “How’s your mom?” “She’s doing fine. She’s at work and she usually comes home after dinner. I told her that I will be coming here. She also would like to extend her greetings to you.” “I will be in the dining area to see if everything’s ready,” paalam ni Tinah as she left the two. “Kamusta ka na? Magaling ka na ba?” tanong ni Mrs. Gorospe.

“Opo, I’m feeling better now. I just want to thank you again for visiting me in the hospital while I was recovering.” “Alam mo, hindi ka na bago sa ‘min. Kahit dalawang araw ka lang nag-stay dito, hindi maiaalis that you became part of this house.” “Ma’am, I’m sorry about last time—when I left your house without letting you know—I did not mean to make you worry then,” his tone sounded very apologetic. Alam niya na may pagkakamali siya sa ginawa niyang biglaang paglayas sa bahay nila Tinah. At kung anuman ang nasabi ng parents niya noon sa ina ni Tinah noong pinaghahanap siya. “Well, what’s done is done. Ang importante, maayos ka na ulit at nakabalik ka na sa mother mo. I just hope that you will not do what you did before. You have to be there for your mom and make her understand what you are going through, and be sensitive to her needs as well,” paalala nito. “Yes, Ma’am. Thank you for reminding me.” “Mom, dinner is served,” sabi ni Tinah pagkagaling sa dining area. Tumuloy na si Mrs. Gorospe, Tinah, and Alex sa dining area. Naupo si Mrs. Gorospe sa master’s chair, and Tinah and Alex sat across each other. “You might want to try Tinah’s ‘adobo’. This time, it has improved.” Mrs. Gorospe was smiling as she turned to Tinah. Tinah smiled sheepishly, nagbablush ang cheeks. Alex smiled and helped himself with the food pagkatapos nitong i-offer ang rice sa dalawang babae. Hindi mawala ang delight sa mga mata ni Tinah at ang glow sa kanyang mukha habang sila ay kumakain. Her heart would not stop beating too fast. She was so thrilled. Iba ito, hindi ito si Alex na nanunuluyan lang sa kanila noon at nakakasama sa kainan, this time, he was her date. This was the first time that she had a guy who wanted to date her dine with them, and Alex was the first guy who had asked her out on a date. Matapos nilang kumain ay nagsibalik sila sa living room.

“Did you enjoy the food?” tanong ni Mrs. Gorospe. “Oh yes, very much. The food was great, and the presentation.” Tinah’s eyes opened wide in surprise. He complimented my ‘adobo’, she thought, in a tightly closed lips, smiling. “Tinah…” tawag ni Mrs. Gorospe sa anak na nakaupo sa kabilang single couch. She turned her body halfway to face her. Just looking over her shoulder without exactly looking straight in her daughter’s direction. Nakatanga lang si Tinah kay Alex nang biglang nagising siya sa reality na kinakausap pala siya ng kanyang Mommy. “Yes?” “Pakikuha nga ang regalo ko for Mrs. Miller. Nasa room ko lang ‘yun. I just can’t where I’ve placed it, but you will find it in a package with her name on it. Can you do that for me?” “Sure! I’ll be right back.” Masayang umakyat si Tinah papunta sa bedroom ng kanyang ina. Nang makaakyat na si Tinah, Mrs. Gorospe turned to Alex again. “I heard from Tinah that you asked her out on a date?” Alex lips stretched, smiling without showing his teeth. “Yes, that’s true. That’s also the reason I accepted the dinner invitation and to ask permission from you.” “I’m glad that you’ve thought about it.” There was a second of silence. “Alex, Hijo, I know that your parents somehow raised you well, as I can see in your gesture. I’m also glad that you and Tinah are now getting along fine. You see, this is Tinah’s first date. She had not been going out with anyone except me or her groupmates from school. She is my only daughter and I make sure that she goes out safely with her friends. I hope that you won’t mind if I let her nanny come with both of you during your date. She won’t be standing in the way, but she will have her eyes fixed on my daughter. She knows what to do. Do you understand what I am driving at?” paliwanag ng Ginang. A chaperone! Alex did not feel offended. Nag-iisa rin siyang anak and he was all his mother had. He should understand the situation of Tinah at ang pakiusap ng ina nito, sa loob-loob niya. But on a first date, it would be awkward to have a

chaperone walking behind them. “That’s fine, Ma’am. I perfectly understand your concern. I don’t have a sister so I guess if I had, my mom would feel the same way as you would for your daughter. And I may have to be protective of my sister if ever I had one.” “Mabuti naman kung gan’on,” she smiled. “Nagulat ako nang sabihin sa ‘kin ni Tinah that you were asking her out on a date. Hindi ako makapaniwala.” “Hindi rin nga ho ako makapaniwal,” he said sheepishly. He really could not understand why. Just then, Tinah came back with the beautiful paper bag that her mother told her to look for. “I had a hard time searching for the gift that you told me about, Mom. Nand’un pala sa ilalim ng kama mo. My gosh! Sweat was all over me, hindi pa naman naka-turn on ang AC mo,” Tinah explained, with a few droplets of sweat on her forehead. Tinah handed the gift to her mother. “’Eto ang gift ko for your mom. Sana makapag-usap pa kami in the future if she has time.” Iniabot ni Mrs. Gorospe kay Alex ang regalo na nakalagay sa presentable paper bag. “Thank you. My mom will surely appreciate the gesture.” Tumayo na si Alex. “Maybe I should be going home. Baka ho hinihintay na ‘ko ng mommy ko.” “Okay, thank you again for accepting our invitation at sa pagbabalik mo dito sa bahay namin. Pero sana hindi iyon dahil sa naglayas ka na naman,” pagbibiro ng Ginang. “Makakaasa po kayo na hindi na ‘yon mangyayari.” Inihatid ni Tinah si Alex sa pintuan. Alex turned to her. “Baka hindi naman matuloy ang date natin,” pagbibiro nito. Nawala ang glow sa mukha ni Tinah. Ine-expect pan aman nito iyon. “Ha? Bakit?”

“I our group practice for the Show audition. Siguro i-schedule na lang natin next time.” Tinah pretended that it was okay with her. Ngumiti ito nang bahagya. “Okay,” simple niyang sagot. “Ba’t malungkot ka?” “Ha, ako?” Hinawakan niya ang pisngi. “Hindi, ah! Sige na, umalis ka na, I’m sleepy lang siguro.” Nainis siya kay Alex dahil napapahiya na siya dito. “So I will just pick you up tomorrow afternoon. Maybe I could bring my mother’s car.” “Ano ba talaga?” Her hands on her hips. “Just be ready. And wear something comfortable… Not too flashy. Baka pagkaguluhan lang tayo, kasi kasama mo ‘ko.” He formed an L shape using his index finger and thumb and placed it on his chin. Mr. Pogi style. Bumalik ang glow sa mukha niya. “Sige na, umalis ka na. Lalo kang gagabihin. Ingat!” Alex raised his hand gesturing a farewell as he walked through the front yard of the Gorospe’s. Tinah went upstairs, going one step at a time, in a dreamy mode. Nang makapasok na siya ng bedroom niya, there was a message tone on her cell phone. She checked it, it was from Alex. He was just reminding her that he was going to pick her up at two in the afternoon. Pero hindi nito sinabi na may makakasama silang chaperone.

BEAT TWENTY-SEVEN

HINIHINTAY NI DJ sa Brewed Coffee Shoppe si Kelly. Maaga pa sa ten in the morning ay naroon na siya dahil gusto na niyang tapusin ang worries niya sa condition ni Kelly. Kung makasiguro na siya na okay na ang lagay nito, hindi na siguro siya makokonsensya. Isang oras na ang lumipas pero walang Kelly ang nagpapakita sa coffee shop. He already texted Raoul to find out from Heather if Kelly was on her way to meet with him. Raoul suggested to him to give Kelly a call directly para mas magkaintindihan sila. “Not a word, Dude,” he murmured as he declined. Ayaw niyang may makakaalam pa ng cell phone number niya maliban sa kanyang barkada at ang family niya. Ipapaalam kay Kelly? What will others think, na nagpatalo siya sa isang I.G leader? That cannot happen. He still waited for another hour. Hindi raw sumasagot ng phone si Kelly. Niloko siya ng babaeng iyon. Ang laki ng pagkainis niya rito. “I will hang her upside down when I see her!” Paalis pa lang siya ng coffee shop when he stopped for a second and looked at the cell phone that he was carrying. He turned around and asked the shop attendant if there was a landline that he could use. Nagtungo siya sa pay phone na itinuro ng attendant. Nakasabit iyon sa gilid ng shop. Instead na gamitin niya ang cellphone niya to Kelly himself, naisip niyang gumamit na lang ng pay phone. He took out Kelly’s call card and dialed the number indicated there. It just kept on ringing. Nanakaw kaya ang phone nito o nawala? Kahit daw sila Raoul nor Heather could not reach her. Ringing tone lang rin daw ang nakukuha. Ibinalik niya ang receiver sa phone base. He was playing with the call card while counting up to ten. Sinubukan niya ulit tumawag, pero ganoon pa rin. “Nice try, Kelly. You’ll be sorry!” he mumbled, galit ang expression sa mukha. Sa lahat ng ayaw niya, niloloko siya sa ganoong paraan. His rules on dating: Hindi bale na akong maghintay basta sisiguraduhin mo lang na makakarating ka. Pero kung tataguan mo lang ako para manloko, magtago ka na talaga! ***** NAGMAMADALI nang makapag-shower si Tinah one hour before Alex would pick her up for their first date together. Excited siya sa bagong experience na iyon kaya she wanted to make a very good impression. Balak pa sana niyang magpa-parlor ang kaso naisip niya na baka mapasobra naman ang ganda niya.

Matapos niyang maligo at gawin ang kanyang ritual sa pagpapaganda, she sprayed on her body an imported perfume spray that she bought at her favorite perfume store exclusive for girls like her. Hindi pa nga nagbubukas ang mall ay naroon na siya at nakatayo near the entrance doors kinaumagahan. Binalak niya ring magpa-manicure and pedicure. Her last stop was at her favorite boutique to buy herself a pair of nude peeptoe flats to show off her well-pedicured toe nails, and a sleeveless patterned dress with flared skirt and hemline that was twoinches above the knee which was perfect for a ‘Miss Senorita’ like her. She looked more like she had lived in the sixties pero bagay naman sa kanya. Ang advice sa kanila ni Heather, color red is best worn during first dates because guys easily , and casual chic would be more comfortable for casual dates depending on where the guy will be bringing his date. She had never told any of her I.G friends that she was going out on a date with Alex, the guy she used to hate and almost had fights with everytime their eyes met, and the same guy who used to hate Incredible Girls so much. They would surely oppose the idea. Bakit kaya nagbago na yata ang outlook nito sa kanila? “Tinah, Alex is here!” tawag ng kanyang Mommy from downstairs. She showed a surprised look on her face nang malaman niyang nasa bahay na nila si Alex. Isinuot niya kaagad ang kanyang bangles at nagmamadali siyang lumabas ng bedroom, already forgot to close the door and did the walkathon toward the stairs. Nang makarating siya sa first step ng hagdan mula sa itaas, tumigil siyang saglit at dahan-dahan na bumaba, demure, the way a pretty little thing like her should move. Napatayo si Alex dahan-dahan nang makita nito si Tinah habang pababa siya ng hagdanan. He recalled how she looked like when he first saw her in her house that night—wearing a mushy mask on her face and in her pajamas. Hindi rin ito makapaniwala na ang dating kinakaaway nito ay magiging date nito for the first time. “I must be going crazy,” he murmured. “Wow, Tinah! Ang ganda-ganda mo naman, Anak,” compliment ng Mommy niya sa kanya. “Isn’t she adorable, Alex?” Hindi napansin ni Alex ang sariling pagkakangiti na para itong nasa cloud 9. Nakakita ng cherubin na nagdalaga na. Hinawi ni Tinah ang buhok niya sa isang

side at inipit sa isang tenga, nagpa-cute. “Lorna, aalis na kayo!” tawag ni Mrs. Gorospe sa nanny ni Tinah. Parang may nasirang plaka na tumunog sa tenga ni Alex nang ma-realize nito na may kasama nga pala silang chaperone for Tinah. Tinah’s lips parted. “What? Kasama si Yaya Lorna?” “Yes. Pumayag naman si Alex,” nakangiting sagot ng ina, not minding her daughter’s reaction. “Ma…” Tinah was disappointed. “That’s okay, Tinah. I wouldn’t mind,” Alex said. But deep inside, now that he did not feel like wanting to bring Tinah’s chaperone because he would like to be able to date this pretty girl comfortably, and alone. “Maybe we should get going.” Hinalikan ni Tinah ang kanyang Mommy sa pisngi at nagpaalam na rin si Alex dito, saka nito inalalayan ang dalaga palabas ng bahay. Isinakay ni Alex si Tinah sa enger side sa unahan. Then he walked around the car at pumasok naman ito sa driver side. Si Nanny Lorna naman ay sumakay na sa likuran ng kotse. Alex started the engine, and gave three beeps as a signal to Tinah’s mother na paalis na sila. Dinala ni Alex ang date nito sa Intramuros kung saan ay may tour guide na naghihintay sa kanila. “First time mo lang bang nakarating dito?” tanong ni Alex kay Tinah. Relaxed lang ang paglalakad nito, with hands inside the side pockets of his jeans. “Oo, ang ganda-ganda. I feel like I’m in the Spanish era,” masayang sagot ni Tinah. Naglalakad siya while carrying her handbag with both hands. Sumakay sila sa E-Chariot or Electric Chariot kung tawagin. Para itong scooter with a long handlebar that a guest can ride in a standing mode na hindi na pinapadyak pa. Dahan-dahan lang ang pagpaandar nila ng scooter dahil nakadress si Tinah. They went around Fort Santiago, Galleria delos Presidencia, the

Plaza San Luiz Complex, and other places that were included in the tour itinerary. Nang malapit nang lumubog ng araw, dinala ni Alex si Tinah at ang nanny sa Baywatch rooftop bar – the Cloud Deck View Bar. “Halika.” Hinawakan ni Alex bigla ang kamay ni Tinah at hinila siya paakyat sa view deck. Si Nanny Lorna naman ay nasa di kalayuan sa kanilang likuran, sumusunod. Tulad nga ng sinabi ni Mrs. Gorospe, Nanny Lorna’s eyes were fixed on Tinah. May mga wooden tables with big red umbrellas, and benches. They sat at the table where it was best to view the entire Old Manila, while Nanny Lorna was seated three tables away from them. Habang bumababa ang araw ay nag-iiba na ang kulay ng kapaligiran—may halong red, orange, golden yellow, hanggang sa maging very deep na ang mga kulay roon. Nang halos magdilim na ay mapapansin na ang kagandahan ng view, with all the lights turned on. Tinah took out her camera; Alex volunteered to take a snapshot of her. He focused the camera on her with the sunset as the background. Pero hindi ito mapakali sa pagtibok ng puso. ”Stop beating, I can’t focus,” he murmured. After he took a snapshot, tinawag ni Tinah si Nanny Lorna para kunan sila ni Alex using the wonderful view as their background. She wanted her first date to become memorable. Sinulit na nila ang gabi at ang magandang ambiance kaya nagsimula na silang um-order ng Mixed Berry Smoothie for Tinah, White Mango Shake for Alex, and Melon Shake for Nanny Lorna. Isinabay na rin nila ang Shrimp Pasta, Crispy Calamari, and the original Spanish Churros with very sweet and chocolatey dip. “Maganda sana kung ma-tour ang buong Intramuros, kaso it may take us the whole day to do that, wala na tayong oras,” sabi ni Alex habang kumakain. “Di ba merong mga calesa dito?” “Oo, merong old calesas and the New York-like carriages. Mas magandang mamasyal around Intramuros riding on a castillan carriage. Let’s go and try it out.” Napatingin si Tinah sa direction ng nanny niya. “But how about Yaya Lorna?”

she leaned on Alex and whispered to him. “Don’t worry, she can ride on the horse’s back,” pagbibiro ng binata. Nagtawanan sila. “Baliw! Kawawa naman siya.” She was sincerely concerned of her nanny. “Well, either she gets on another carriage and have it follow us, or she can just wait for us hanggang sa makabalik tayo,” Alex suggested. Inihatid nina Alex at Tinah si Nanny Lorna sa Little Japan restaurant at sinabihang babalik din sila matapos ang isang oras. Naiintindihan ng nanny na gusto ng dalawa na makapasyal na walang alalahanin. She eventually allowed the two to go for a ride, but they had to pick her up after an hour. Nakarating sila Alex at Tinah sa isang lugar kung saan ay may naghihintay na Castillan Carriage. Malawak ang pagkakangiti ni Tinah nang makita niya iyon because it was going to be her first carriage ride at sa wakas ay mararamdaman na rin ang feeling na nasa Spanish era sila. Inalalayan ni Alex si Tinah na makaakyat sa carriage bago ito sumampa kasunod ng dalaga. “Buti may tour ngayong oras,” nakangiting sabi ni Tinah. Excited na siya sa pagtakbo ng carriage. “I rented out this carriage. DJ’s family has connections with the owner of the castillan carriages so I added this to our itinerary. Sige na ho, Manong, lakad na tayo,” sabi nito sa carriage driver, ito ang gumagabay sa kabayo na humihila ng carriage. Naisipan ni Alex na tumigil muna sila sa Baluarte de San Alfonso Gardens kung saan ay makakapag-usap sila ni Tinah sa gazebo ng lugar na iyon. Nagkataon na may wedding event na nagaganap sa reception doon. Walang bantay sa gates so they were able to sneak in, although they had no intention to gate crash. Napakaganda ng atmosphere, with all the colorful lights twinkling before their eyes. “I’m glad that you accepted my invitation. ‘Kala ko hindi ka papayag makipagdate sa ‘kin.”

“Ahm, wala naman kasing masama sa invitation mo. Isa pa, kundi lang tayo naging magkaibigan, why would I make sama?” she explained. “I’d rather fight with you until you realize that we, the Incredible Girls, are really—“ Nag-iisip siya ng magandang word to describe her group. “—incredible!” Iyon lang. Napatingin si Tinah sa isang tabi at nag-distort ng mukha. Napapahiya, wala man lamang siyang alam na magandang description for her group. Napahinto sila as paglalakad at naupo sa edges ng Fountain of Love habang pinapanood ang wedded couple na sumasayaw. Maraming colored lights sa paligid, nagpapadagdag ng romantic mood sa atmosphere. “Can I ask you a question?” tanong ni Tinah. She had been meaning to ask Alex about something, so she thought it would be the right timing tutal nasa good mood silang pareho. “Sure. ‘Wag lang pang-showbiz na tanong, ha. Pang-showbiz lang din ang isasagot ko sa ‘yo,” he smirked. “I’m just wondering. Imagine, we always fight sa school. But now… What could have changed?” Hindi nakakibo si Alex. Iniisip din nito kung ano ang nagtulak sa kanya para biglang yayain si Tinah na mag-date sila. “I’m not really sure. All of a sudden, I just wanted to get to know you more. Since I find you amusing.” Napangiti lang ito. So, ibig sabihin naku-cute-an siya sa ‘kin, sambit ni Tinah sa isip. Hindi niya maiwasang mapangiti. Napansin iyon ni Alex. “Why are you smiling? Kinilig ka sa sinabi ko?” derecho nitong tanong. Ang conceited na ‘to! she thought. Her lips parted and eyes narrowed. “Of course not! Masyado ka namang assuming. Bakit, masama bang ngumiti?” “Alam mo ba kung bakit galit ako sa group mo dati? Dahil nakikita ko sa inyo ang mga naging babae ng Daddy ko. But you know what, I’m happy now that my mom and I are together. I do not mind if my Dad and Mom have separated. Mas mabuti na ‘yon kesa parati silang nag-aaway at parating niloloko ni Dad si Mommy.”

“That’s how I felt, too, when my parents separated, but I only realized that when I was growing up. Masama ang loob ko n’on when my Daddy left us, I was only ten years old then. Daddy’s girl kasi ako.” Napayuko ang dalaga. “Why did they separate? My dad is a womanizer, that’s why they got separated. ‘Yun din ang reason ko why I ran away from home.” She shrugged her shoulders. “I still don’t know why my parents separated. My mom refused to tell me, even up to this day.” “Siguro womanizer din ang Daddy mo.” “Of course not! I don’t think that your Dad is like my Dad. What I know is that they could not get along anymore,” may inis sa tonong pananalita niya. She got slightly upset with Alex’s assumption. Hindi matatanggap ni Tinah kung sakaling womanizer ang Daddy niya. Ayaw niyang mabahiran ng stigma ang pamilya lalo na sa usaping infidelity. Humarap ito kay Tinah. “Hey, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to offend you.” Naupo ulit ito sa edge ng fountain and looked in the direction of the wedded couple. “As they say, you can also be like your father. Kung womanizer ang father mo, gan’on ka rin. No, I cannot be like him. I don’t want to be like him.” Nahimasmasan din si Tinah. “Then, don’t be like him na lang. Hindi naman porque may pagkakamali ang magulang, magiging gan’on din ang mga anak. Nasa anak na ‘yon kung gusto niyang tularan ang pagkakamali ng magulang.” Napatingin ito kay Tinah. Napangiti. “I didn’t know that you are such a good adviser.” “Now you know,” sabi niya na may sabay na pag-irap. There was a minute of pause in between them habang pinapanood nila ang mga nagkakasiyahan sa wedding reception. Dumudulas ang kamay ni Alex para pasimpleng mahawakan ang kamay ni Tinah nang biglang nagsalita ang dalaga. Nailagay nito ang kamay sa batok, umaaktong masakit ang leeg. “B-T-W, you haven’t told me why you ed that street racing. You know very

well that it’s bad but you still continued. Look what happened to you.” Itinuro ng mga mata niya ang tagiliran ni Alex. “Pero buti na lang at one week ka lang nacomatose. Mabilis pa ang recovery mo.” “I was about to leave that activity, but Oscar still owed them money. They tried to beat me up when I refused to the race. I fought back, but I lost to them. So, the last time I was on the road during the race, I saw a bright light getting brighter as I approached it. Then, I didn’t know what happened next,” Alex explained. “I heard those bad guys are in jail. Oscar, too. Well, sana they learned their lessons na there. Like Oscar, matigas kasi ang ulo, he never listened to his sick grandmother. She was telling him to stop ing groups that aren’t good influence to him. That’s from what I heard in school,” Tinah said. “Kaya never those kinds of activities next time, ha. Bad ‘yun. Sayang a nama kag’wapuhan mo—“ “Ano ‘yon? Kag’wapuhan ko? Nagag’wapuhan ka sa ‘kin?” Alex smiled. She looked at her watch. “Halika na nga. Yaya Lorna might be wondering what’s taking us too long.” Nagmadali siyang maglakad at iniwan si Alex sa nakaupo pa rin sa fountain. Hindi pa rin naalis ang pagkakangiti ni Alex, saka ito sumunod sa dalaga. Nakabalik na sila sa Little Japan restaurant sakay ng castillan carriage. Inihatid na rin ni Alex ang dalawang babae sa bahay ni Tinah. Naunang pumasok ng bahay si Yaya Lorna, habang kasunod naman dito si Tinah. Nakabuntot si Alex. Mabagal ang paglakad ng dalawa sa front yard. Bago makaakyat ng first step ng hagdan papunta sa front door, Tinah turned around. “Thanks for the wonderful date.” “Did you have fun?” “Yes, of course. I really enjoyed it.” “Is your mom still awake?” Lumingon si Tinah sa front door, then back to Alex. “I think she’s in her room na

kapag ganitong oras.” “Well, maybe you can tell her for me that I brought her daughter home, safe and sound.” He said sheepishly. Tumango ang dalaga. “Sige, take care!” While Tinah was waving at him, agad-agad ay hinalikan siya ni Alex sa pisngi. Nagulat naman si Tinah sa mabilis na gesture na iyon ni Alex. He walked a few steps backwards and then raised his hand as a farewell gesture, then turned around and walked through the walk path in the front yard. Nasa may pintuan na si Tinah nang makaalis na si Alex. Hinawakan niya ang pisngi, “I'm not going to wash my face just yet,” she murmured, dreamily.

BEAT TWENTY-EIGHT

MONDAY, PAPASOK PA LANG SI DJ sa kanilang building bitbit ang kanyang backpack nang mamataan niya ang apat na babaeng papunta sa locker area. Nagpadahan-dahan siya sa paglakad. “Si Kelly ‘yun ah,” he murmured. Napahinto ang apat na babae sa paglalakad nang mapansin ng isa sa kanila si DJ. Nanlaki ang mga mata nito saka nag-walkathon palayo, hindi na nagpaalam sa mga kasama. Unti-unti ring naglakad si DJ, hanggang sa bumilis na rin ang paglakad niya nang mapansin ang babaeng palayo. Sigurado na siya na si Kelly nga iyon dahil imposibleng hindi makilala ang I.G. sa pagkilos nila na pareng mga senorita. Hinabol niya si Kelly hanggang sa makalabas ng building ang dalaga. Nang nasa labas na siya ay bigla na lang nawala ito. He turned his body to the left, then to the right. He did not know where to go dahil hindi niya alam kung saang direction tumuloy si Kelly. He raked his hair backwards, saan lumusot ang babaeng ‘yun? pagtataka niya. Nasa hallway si Kelly papunta sa female restroom. She bent forward, nagtatakod sa pader ng isang narrow pathway, sinisilip nito kung nasa paligid lang si DJ. Just as she thought that the coast was clear, she straightened up and turned around. “Aaah!” pasigaw na gulat nito. DJ was standing in front of her. His arms crossed. “Ano’ng ginagawa mo?” tanong niya. Nagsalubong ang kilay nito. “I’m going to the restroom. Tumabi ka nga d’yan!” Hinawi nito si DJ. Hinuli ni DJ ang kamay ni Kelly nang papalampas ito sa kanya. “What are you doing? Bitiwan mo nga ‘ko,” pagrereklamo nito. Hawak pa niya ang kamay ni Kelly. Hinawakan din niya sa leeg ito at itinutulak niya sa pader. Hindi naman mahigpit ang pananakal niya rito, magaan na paghawak lang sa leeg ang ginawa niya rito.

Hinawakan naman ni Kelly ang kamay ni DJ na nakahawak sa kanyang leeg. “Ano—ba! DJ! Bitiwan mo nga ‘ko! G-Gusto… mo bang… m-may makakita sa ‘tin?!” pagpupumiglas nito. “How dare you! Pa’no mong nagawang lokohin ako, ha!” “Lokohin… Saan!” Naiipit ang boses na sambit nito. “You told me that we were going to meet at the Brewed Coffee Shoppe, but you did not appear there! ?” “Yes, I that! At tumutupad ako sa usapan! I went there, but you were not there anymore!” Sumisigaw na siya sa inis. “You went there? I’ve been waiting for you for more than three hours, you b**ch!” Her lips parted. Kumurap-kurap lang ang mga mata nito. Did he say he waited for me for three hours? sabi nito sa isip. “Three hours? You waited for three hours for me?” Hindi ito makapaniwala. Inalis ni DJ ang pagkakahawak nito sa leeg ni Kelly at binitawan na rin ang isang kamay nito. “Kung paparating ka, bakit hindi ka tumawag?” “Tange ka ba? Pa’no kita matatawagan, eh, hindi ko nga alam ang cell phone number mo!” inis na sagot ni Kelly, hawak-hawak ang leeg. Napatingin si DJ sa paa ni Kelly. Nakasuot na ito ng heels, ibig sabihin ay hindi na namamaga ang paa nito. Nakatakbo na nga, e. He lifted her leg. “Ano ba?!” Napahawak ito sa balikat ng binata. “Pwe’de ba, kung balak mong tanggalin ang binti ko, magpaalam ka muna!” “Kelan pa magaling ang paa mo?” may pagdududang tanong niya sa dalaga. “Nung Saturday pa. Ibaba mo nga ang paa ‘ko! Nangangalay na ‘k— ” Bigla niyang binitiwan ang paa nito. “Magaling na pala ang paa mo n’ung Saturday pa, why didn’t you tell me? May

pa-meet-meet ka pang pinaplano d’yan.” Tinitingnan niya si Kelly nang paakyat at baba. “Bakit, porque ba magaling na ang paa ko hindi na p’wedeng ipa-checkup ulit?” “Mabuti naman magaling na ‘yan. At least wala na ‘kong kailangan i-worry pa sa ‘yo.” Aktong iiwan na niya si Kelly nang tawagin nito ang pangalan niya. “DJ, wait! I will make up to you. We can go to Brewed Coffee Shoppe after our school play. Ako’ng taya,” kalmado nitong sabi. “Bahala na.” Saka na niya iniwan ito. ~~ NATAPOS NA ang school play nila DJ and Kelly noong Sabado. Surprisingly, ang parents ni DJ ay present noong mga oras na iyon. Sinalubong nila si DJ sa lobby; masayang-masaya si Don Ricardo Yap sa magandang pagganap ng anak nito sa stage play. “Hijo, you were so good up there! I’m so proud of you!” bati ng ama kay DJ. “Thanks, Pa. Thank you na rin nakapunta kayo dito.” He looked at his mother na umiiwas lang ng tingin sa kanya. His Mom would seldom talk to him, maliban na lang kung may kailangan itong sabihin na galing kay Don Ricardo. “Of course, didn’t I promise you?” ani ng Don. “Let’s go, I’m quite famished,” masayang sabi niya. Bahagya pa lang silang naglalakad nang mapansin ni Don Ricardo ang isang lalaki na kasama ang isang babae at isang dalaga. “Hindi ba si Arnulfo De Dios ‘yon?” Papalapit sa direction nila si Arnulfo De Dios kasama ang dalawang babae sa tabi nito. Palabas na rin ito ng school building nang tawagin ni Don Ricardo ang pangalan nito. “Arnulfo De Dios!”

Napalingon ang lalaki sa Don. Tumitig muna ito sa lalaking nakasalamin saka napangiti. “Don Ricardo!” Nagkamayan ang dalawang matanda. Parehong nagulat si DJ at Kelly dahil magkakilala pala ang kanilang mga ama. “Kamusta?” tanong ni Senor Arnulfo sa Don. “Mabuti naman.” Napansin ng Don si Kelly. “Isn’t she DJ’s partner in the play?” Tumingin din ito kay DJ. “I want to introduce to you my wife, Jasmin. And the belle of the play, my only daughter, Kelly,” pagpapakilala ng Senor sa mag-ina nito. Don Ricardo shook hands with Senora Jasmin, and Kelly. “And this is my wife, Anabelle, and our son, DJ,” pakilala naman ng Don sa mga kaharap. “Ah, yes. This dazzling young man, my daughter’s partner on stage.” Nakipagkamayan si DJ at si Dona Anabelle sa pamilya ni Kelly. “You both were great playing your respective parts,” Don Ricardo complimented Kelly and DJ. “Thank you, Tito. I’m glad that you liked the play,” sagot ni Kelly. “Of course!” Inakbayan ng Don ang anak. “He is my son, and I am so proud of him.” DJ’s mother rolled her eyes, pero hindi nito pinahalata. “Pauwi na ba kayo?” tanong pa ng Don. “Oo, inaantok na raw itong si Kelly ko.” “DJ, why don’t you treat Kelly in a good restaurant once in a while?” suggested by Don Ricardo. Pinariringgan ang anak dahil gusto nito si Kelly para kay DJ lalo pa at malaking investor itong si Senor Arnulfo De Dios. Don Ricardo was planning on establishing a big hotel-casino in Tagaytay, so he would be needing more investors like Senor Arnulfo. “Pa, they are just leaving,” sagot niya. Gusto na niyang paalisin ang mga De

Dios para hindi siya malagay sa awkward position. “Yes, of course. Kailangan nang magpahinga ng Princess mo. I will see you again, Arnulfo. You see, I have a business proposal for you.” “Let me know, Don Ricardo. I may be interested.” “As for you, Young Lady, I hope to see more of you,” sabi ng Don kay Kelly. Kelly gave her brightest smile. Saka ito umirap kay DJ. Nang makauwi na ang mga Yap sa kanilang mansion ay dumerecho nang humakbang si DJ sa kanilang grand staircase. “You should take Kelly out more often,” biglang pahabol na sabi ng ama. He turned to face his father. “What’s that supposed to mean?” “What I mean, Son, is for you to find someone for inspiration. I do not mind you going out with a new friend, like Kelly. She seems nice.” Naupo ang Don sa sofa. “I’m not interested in taking anyone on a date.” “You’re not? Why? Because you want to bury the memory of your former high school Sweetheart in your heart forever? Hindi ka p’wedeng mabuhay nalang sa nakaraan, DJ. You have to get out of your comfort zone. Move on.” “I’m trying to move on, but don’t let me do what you want to happen. Kung ilibing ko man ang mga memories ko with Hannah dito sa puso ko, karapatan ko ‘yon. Don’t tell me what to do with my personal life!” pigil ang galit niya. He would not accept any suggestions from anyone when it comes to Hannah and his memories with her. Mabilis siyang umakyat ng hagdan, two steps at a time, and went directly to his room, shut the door behind him. He combed his hair in the front going backwards with his fingers. Naupo sa kama and then lied down. “I can’t just let you go,” he murmured. *****

NANOOD DIN ang Incredible Girls ng stage play bilang nila kay Kelly. Nakauwi na si Heather at Tinah sakay ng kanilang sariling sasakyan. But Desire had to take the cab. Her parents were not able to buy her a car dahil hindi pa sila handa to let her drive a car. Nasa ang pamilya niya kaya they only bought a condo unit for her while she was in the Philippines. She only lived by herself in a condominium unit in Makati. Hindi na siya nakisabay kanino man sa dalawang kaibigan dahil out of way na sa kanila ang inuuwian niya. Naabutan siya ng pag-ulan habang nasa labas siya ng istration Building. Doon din kasi ang auditorium nila located on the top floor. Wala pa naman siyang bitbit na umbrella, at mas lalong walang taxi cabs na puwedeng makapasok sa campus for security reasons. If only she had an umbrella, makakalabas siya ng campus. Unti-unti nang nakaalis ang ibang mga sasakyan na naka-park sa loob ng campus. Paunti na rin ang mga taong naiwan sa building. May sasakyan na nag-beep three times at nag-park sa harapan ng building. Bumaba ang car window nito sa unahan sa may enger side at may tumawag ng kanyang pangalan. Dahil sa lakas ng ulan, hindi maaninag ni Desire kung sino ang sakay ng sasakyan na iyon. The person inside the car kept calling out Desire’s name and beeping non-stop hanggang sa maaninag na niya kung sino iyon. Si Raoul, inilabas nito ang kamay at ikinakaway ito sa bubungan ng sasakyan para makita niya. Pinapasakay siya nito. Mas mabuti na rin iyon kesa naman maiwan siyang mag-isa sa campus. Sumilong si Desire sa shoulder bag niyang isinuklob sa ulo at tinahak ang direction ng sasakyan ni Raoul. She opened the car and hurriedly stepped inside the enger side at the front. Pinunas-punas niya ang mga braso ng kanyang mga kamay para matanggal ang tubig-ulan. Raoul reached for a towellette from the enger seat in the back and handed it over to her. “Thanks,” sabi niya, she was not smiling, but grateful. “Mabuti nakita kita dito. Otherwise, baka ikaw na lang ang maiwan dito. Ang lakas ng ulan, O,” sabi ni Raoul. “Oo nga, eh. Grabe ang lakas ng ulan, bigla-bigla na lang bumubuhos, walang pasabi.”

“Ang akala ko nakisabay ka kina Heather or Tinah.” “Hindi na, out of way lang ‘yun sa ‘min. I was supposed to take the cab pero ang lakas kasi ng ulan,” paliwanag niya. He started the engine and ed through the streets and highways kung saan makakaiwas sa traffic. Pero kahit saan ipalusot ni Raoul ang sasakyan ay may tubig na ang kalsada. He, then, decided to park in front of a 24-hour fast-food t at doon na muna nagpalipas ng oras ang dalawa. “I know you haven’t eaten, ako rin. Kaya kumain na muna tayo,” sabi ni Raoul kay Desire while seated in one of the vacant slots at the restaurant. They ordered mojos, spaghetti, hot asparagus soup, chicken, and more. Nanlaki ang mga mata ng dalaga. “Why did you order so much? Mauubos ba natin lahat ‘yan?” “Dapat lang. Alangan namang ako lang ang mag-uubos niyan.” They ate and talked. “How did you find the stage play? Nag-i-improve na sina DJ and Kelly, ‘no?” asked Raoul. Desire just shrugged her right shoulder habang kumukuha ng pagkain sa plato. “Okay lang. I’ve seen that many times. Kung hindi nga lang for I.G, hindi na ‘ko manonood pa. Nakakasawa na rin,” she said in a bored tone, showing lack of interest. “Talaga bang ganyan ka?” He looked amused, curious sa attitude na ipinapakita ni Desire. Nagtataka siya kung ano ang tinutukoy nito. “Ang alin?” “Your sternness, bluntness, uncaring about anything except yourself?” he asked, also with directness. “Are you saying that my attitude sucks?” “However you want to understand it.”

“Well, kung sabihin ko naman na ‘Oo, ganito nga ako’, don’t tell me to change my ways. I have my reasons, but I have no intention of explaining myself to anyone, not even to you.” “Hindi mo naman kailangan mag-explain. It’s just that, I’m seeing myself in you. Ganyan din ako noon, ‘yun nga lang, marunong akong ngumiti.” She intended to shift the topic to Heather. “Are you courting Heather?” She was being direct again. Hindi nito kailangan na hindi sagutin. “I like her,” he answered directly. “Does she know?” “I think so.” “Heather so obviously is concerned about her modeling career, and her beauty titles under her belt. Sa tingin mo magkakaroon pa siya ng panahon sa ‘yo kung gan’on ka-busy siya at iyon ang mga priorities niya?” “I said I like her, and I think she likes me back. Kung ano pa man ang priorities namin sa buhay, okay lang ‘yun. Wala pa kaming sinasabing commitment sa isa’t isa,” paliwanag ni Raoul. “So, M.U ba ‘to?” “Maybe, maybe not. Basta nand’yan kami para sa isa’t isa.” “You know, she never told us about her relationship with you. Ang alam lang namin ay mag-study buddies kayo, but not the way you explained it to me.” There was a moment of pause. “What if, you find a new girl? Would it be alright with her?” Curious siyang malaman ang isasagot dito ni Raoul. It would be such a relief if he would say ‘Okay lang’ dahil ikagagaan lang iyon ng pakiramdam niya. “We haven’t thought about it. Ayokong sagutin ‘yan dahil wala pa kami sa situation na kami na nga talaga.” Desire smiled on one side of her lips. Ibig sabihin ba nito ay hindi pa rin sigurado si Raoul sa nararamdaman para kay Heather?

Matapos nilang magpalipas ng oras ay naihatid na rin ni Raoul si Desire sa condominium building ng dalaga. “Would you care to have hot coffee or tea perhaps?” paanyaya niya rito bago makababa ng sasakyan. “No, thank you. Mahihirapan akong makauwi niyan because of the weather,” Raoul refused nicely. “Okay, thanks again.” She just showed a plain expression toward him. Bago makapasok si Desire sa building ay nag-beep nang dalawang beses si Raoul sa kanya saka ito nakaalis. Desire turned around and followed Raoul’s car as it drove away. Tumaas ang isang kilay niya at may namumuong plano sa isip.

BEAT TWENTY-NINE

SA CAMPUS, papasok pa lang si Heather sa classroom nang tawagin siya ni Desire na kasunod lang niya. Huminto siya at lumingon sa kaibigan. Hindi pa rin buo ang pagtitiwala niya rito, matapos ang nangyari sa kanila noon about the ‘no comment’ issue. She could forgive, but would not easily forget. Not just yet. “Wait up!” sabi ni Desire. She was beaming with smile as she faced Heather. “Did you know that Raoul took me home last Saturday, after the stage play?” masayang ibinalita nito sa kanya. “Really? How come?” Jealousy was starting to build up. Judging from how Desire reacted in front of her, there could be something interesting that happened between Desire and Raoul. “Because he saw me hailing a cab outside the campus. Pasakay na nga sana ako n’on but he insisted to take me home. Kaya sumama na ‘ko sa kanya.” She smiled enthusiastically, saka pumasok si Desire sa classroom, leaving Heather just standing there, unmoving. She gritted her teeth, with lips firmly closed. Walang nabanggit si Raoul sa kanya sa tuwing nagkakausap sila noong weekend tungkol sa pagkakahatid ng binata kay Desire sa condominium nito. Pumasok na rin si Heather sa classroom at tumingin siya sa likuran sa direction ni Raoul. Masaya pa itong nakikipagbiruan sa mga kaibigan, she did not notice anything sa mukha nito na meron itong pinagtatakpan. Sa hallway, Desire just came out of the library carrying her laptop with her. Nakasalubong siya ni Raoul. “Desire, how’s it going?” binati at nginitian lamang siya ni Raoul, but he had no intention to stop in front of her para makipagkuwentuhan. Nagkataon naman at papasalubong din ang three I.G. kaya naisipan ni Desire to call on Raoul. Huminto naman ito at lumingon sa kanya. Si Desire na ang lumapit kay Raoul. Nasa harapan siya ni Raoul, nasa likuran naman ang papalapit na I.G. , nasa di kalayuan ang mga ito. Tinitigan ni Desire ang mga mata ni Raoul saka ngumiti. “Meron lang akong magic na gagawin,” she said. Inilagay niya ang isang kamay sa batok ng binata and twisted the strand of his hair on the back.

Napatigil ang tatlong kaibigan ni Heather nang makitang parang umaakto si Desire and Raoul na sweet. Pero iba ang nakikita ni Heather; they were like kissing?! Habang nakangiti si Desire kay Raoul ay sumilip naman ang mga mata niya sa direction ni Heather so that she could see what her girl-friends reactions were. Heather’s eyes widened; she turned around and walked away. Saka dumistansya si Desire kay Raoul. “What magic were you doing?” nagtatakang tanong ni Raoul. “Well, it looked like my magic isn’t working. I will just practice some more and I promise that I will show it to you,” she gave a fake smile. “I still have my next class. Ciao!” She left Raoul standing, his eyes following her as she walked away. Umiling lang ang binata at ngumisi saka naglakad papunta sa library. “What was that all about?” tanong ni Kelly nang nakalapit na si Desire sa kanila. Nilingunan ni Desire si Raoul na noo’y papasok na ng library. She turned to Kelly again. “What about?” patay-malisya niyang tanong. “You were touching Raoul’s hair?” Kelly asked, unsure. Desire’s eyes looked away, then looked back at Kelly. “Was I just touching his hair?” She was insinuating there could be more in what she and Raoul were doing. “You mean you were—“ Tinah gasped some air. Her eyes widened and eyebrows converged. “O-M-G! No, you weren’t!” “May masama ba sa ginawa namin?” She looked at both her friends. “Whatever it is, don’t you think it’s none of your business?” Then she walked past them. Nagkatinginan si Kelly at Tinah. Their eyes narrowed as they turned around and followed Desire. “Where’s Heather?” tanong ni Tinah. Hindi napansin na wala na pala ang kaibigan sa tabi nito.

~~ AFTER THE FRESHMAN students’ last class, nagsimula nang mag-ingay ang female students sa kanilang locker area. Desire’s locker door was slammed shut by Heather na ikinagulat ni Desire, Kelly, and Tinah at ng mga babaeng nasa malapit lang na locker ng I.G. Heather was looking very serious, and angry. “Heather, muntik mo na ‘kong maipit, ah!” galit na sabi ni Desire. “Talagang maiipit ka kung parati kang sumisingit!” Heather retorted. “O-M-G!” Tinah whispered at Kelly. Worried. “What’s your problem?!” Desire was looking up and down on Heather. “I should be the one to ask you that. What has gotten into you? Meron ba kaming hindi pa nalalaman? Slut!” Binitiwan ni Desire ang mga gamit na hawak at nahulog lang ang mga iyon sa sahig. She got offended by the last word Heather threw at her. “What did you say?! Slut?! You’re calling me a ‘slut’?!” Lumapit ito kay Heather, inch by inch. Itinutulak-tulak ni Heather ang balikat ni Desire. “Slut, yes, I am calling you a slut! You’re such a flirt!” Desire slapped her angry friend’s face. Heather slapped Desire’s face back. Muntikan na silang magkasakitan physically nang biglang pumagitna si Kelly sa kanila, Desire behind her. While Tinah held Heather by the shoulders para pigilan ang kaibigan to move forward. The female students who witnessed the commotion started crowding the scene. “Stop it both of you!” pigil ni Kelly. “Don’t you DARE call me a flirt!” Tinuturo ni Desire si Heather. “Pagkatapos mong ipagkalat that I could be pregnant when you gave your famous ‘no comment’ answer to anyone that almost disqualified me from the

pageant, this time you are trying to steal my boyfriend away from me!” Heather was adamant, trying to release from Tinah’s grip. Her friend was already holding her arm tightly. “Boyfriend?! Really, Heather? Are you sure he is already your boyfriend? Kelan pa, ha?! Niligawan ka ba? Exclusively dating na ba kayo? Alam ba niyang sinagot mo na siya? Did he ask you if you could be his girl?” “Hindi ikaw ang papatulan ni Raoul!” Kumawala si Heather sa pagkakahawak ni Tinah sa kanya, kimkim ang sobrang galit, she stormed out of the scene. “Heather! Heather!” tawag ni Tinah habang sinusundan si Heather. Napatanga si Kelly sa nalaman. Humarap ito kay Desire. “Tama ba ang narinig ko? Raoul… DJ’s friend? Heather and Raoul are seeing each other?” “Not exclusively!” Desire retorted, picking up her things from the floor. “And were you hitting on him?” Kelly was anxious to know. Iniwasan lang ng mga mata ni Desire ito habang pinupulot pa rin ang mga gamit. Hindi niya sinagot ang kaibigan. “Y’ung nakita namin kanina near the library, I’ve been meaning to ask this, were you and Raoul kissing?” derecha nitong tanong. “Isipin mo na ang gusto mong isipin.” Tumalikod siya rito at binuksan ang locker door, inayos ang mga gamit sa locker nang padabog, inilabas ang bag mula sa locker, then slammed the door shut and locked it. “Desire—“ Hinawakan ni Kelly ang braso niya. Kumalas siya sa pagkakahawak sa kanya ni Kelly. “I’m not in the mood to discuss anything with you right now.” She left Kelly behind. ***** NASA LABAS ng campus ay nag-aabang si Desire ng taxi habang nakaupo siya

sa covered benches near the guard’s house. Kadalasan ay ang mga campus guards ang naghahanap ng taxi para sa mga students ng college nila at nirerecord ng mga ito ang plate number ng taxi at details ng operator nito. But at that time, it was raining so hard kaya walang taxi na humihinto para magpasakay ng pasahero. Dahil hindi rin magkasundo ang apat na magkakaibigan, walang sinuman sa tatlong kaibigan niya ang puwedeng maghatid sa kanya pauwi. Desire would never bring an umbrella, except for the school’s uniform na Tartan patterned trench coat. The weather seemed weird because it was raining during an almost summer season. Probably due to climate change. Hindi naman siya nababasa ng ulan dahil naroon siya sa fully enclosed waiting shed with glass para sa mga students na nag-aabang ng taxi. She was hoping that Raoul would find her again and take her home, pero hindi naman siya makikita ng binata dahil nasa loob siya ng waiting shed. She just brushed off that hope. Someone knocked on the glass of the shed. She looked directly through the glass to see who it was and found Monfort standing in front of her. He was gesturing his hand telling her to go out of the covered shed and pointing to his umbrella. Naintindihan niya rin ang ibig sabihin nito. “Malakas ang ulan, Desire. Mahihirapan ka lang makakuha ng taxi dito,” Monfort informed her when he was the one who entered the shed. Mag-isa lang si Desire sa covered shed at baka abutan lang siya ng gabi kung hindi pa huminto ang ulan. She had no choice but to accept Monfort’s help. Sumilong ito sa payong ng binata, hinawakan ang handle. Nakapatong naman ang kamay ni Monfort kay Desire para dalawa silang nakasilong sa payong. Minabuti na lang nilang maglakad hanggang sa makahanap sila ng masasakyan papunta sa condominium building ng dalaga. Napahinto sila sa isang lugar na hanggang ankle level na ang tubig. “Hold this.” Ipinahawak ni Monfort ang payong kay Desire at binuhat siya nito para makatawid sila papunta sa kabilang sidewalk. Ibinaba nito si Desire nang makatawid na sila at kinuha ang payong sa kanya. Nagpatuloy sila sa paglalakad. Hindi man nagkikibuan, ramdam nila ang awkwardness sa isa’t isa. Sa tuwing nakakarating sila sa loading area o waiting area, they were trying to get a cab, but still to no avail.

Pinagtiyagaan na lang nila ang maglakad hanggang sa makarating sila sa condominium building na tinutuluyan ni Desire. “Thank you. I’m sorry kung naabala ka pa. But, thank you,” she said it to him with sincerity. Hindi nga lang siya makatingin kay Monfort nang derecho. She was also hesitant to invite him to her unit although she felt that she should have, but because she still could feel the awkwardness whenever they would meet. “II’m sorry if I could not invite you over to my unit… Because I am the only one staying there… Maybe nex—“ “That’s fine,” putol ni Monfort sa sasabihin pa sana ni Desire. “I should be going. Hinihintay na rin ako sa bahay.” Ngumiti lang si Desire dito. Pigil na ngiti. Naghiwalay ang dalawa mula sa lobby. May kirot sa puso ni Monfort dahil ramdam pa rin nito ang coldness ni Desire toward him. Hindi katulad nang kausap ni Desire si Raoul. Hindi lang ang I.G ang nakakita sa position ni Raoul at Desire doon sa hallway sa campus, pati rin si Monfort. Nagtago ito sa isang pillar sa bandang likuran ni Desire nang makita ang dalawa na magkalapit ang mga mukha.

BEAT THIRTY

DJ WAS QUIETLY HAVING DINNER with his family habang nag-uusap naman si Don Ricardo at Dona Anabelle tungkol sa foundation. “DJ, Hijo, your mother needs some help in the foundation. Why don’t you ask Kelly De Dios if she would like to help,” suggested Don Ricardo. Umiling siya. “She’s not the type who could patiently assist in that kind of place,” he resisted. “O? But Senora Jasmin is running charity bazaars. I’m sure her daughter wouldn’t mind.” “I can jusk ask my other friends if they would like to .” “Kelly is your friend, isn’t she?” paniniguro ng ama. He was expecting a ‘yes’ answer from his son. “Invite her. Hindi bale na kung hindi makakasama ang iba mong mga kaibigan.” Don Ricardo went back to dipping his spoon onto his food. “Kelly De Dios, hindi ba siya ‘yung leader ng so-called Incredible Girl group in your school?” tanong ni Kayla, putting the fork on her lower lip. Looking at DJ. “Incredible Girl group?” tanong ng Don. He clasped his hands together, elbows on the table. “Is that a sorority or something?” Nakakunot ang mga noo nito. “No, Pa. A musically inclined group composed of boys or girls who sing and dance on stage… In school programs,” DJ explained. “Is it true?” “Yes. There are so-called boy-group and girl-group in our entertainment industry and they sing pop songs. Am I correct?” She was directing her eyes to DJ. “And DJ is part of a boy-group, too.” His father’s expression became more serious. He would not approve his son ing fraternities, nor the entertainment industry. David gave a mocking smile.

Kayla was looking at the meat she was slicing. “I’m sure Senor Arnulfo De Dios would appreciate seeing her daughter being invited to the ball especially if you will let them sing at the ball. Mas madaling mapag-usapan ang investment deal.” Kayla took a bite of her sliced meat. She knew that her father would not like DJ ing the entertainment industry, if ever her younger brother had plans. His father’s face lit up. “So there goes your answer!” Biglang sabi ng Don sa asawa matapos marinig ang sinabi ni Kayla. Itinuro nito ng kamay ang anak. “You can invite these boy-group, girl-group—Whatever, in your charity ball. Our Amigos and Amigos will surely love to attend a party with a live program coming from the young adults,” he suggested his wife. “We are going to have our charity ball here at home. I will have a stage set up at the pool garden so that your group can perform. And that group Kelly belongs to.” “But Pa, we cannot show our performance to the public yet because it is meant for the Sho—“ he discontinued his speech. Naalala niya na hindi magugustuhan ng Papa niya na mag- siya sa showbusiness, instead, his father wanted his children to run their businesses. “Meant for what?” Don Ricardo was waiting. “I… mean, it is for the school show,” DJ lied. “O, eh, ano ang problema? Mas mabuti ‘yan para may audience na kayo. Hindi ba? Our friends in the business may invite your groups to perform at their business functions, too, once they see you perform. I’m sure their sons and daughters will be delighted to see kids of their own level perform in their events. That’s what you call marketing and promotion, Hijo. At ngayon pa lang simulan mong makakuha ng from our business colleagues para sa projects natin in the future.” He did not resist anymore. The idea of getting ers was perfect, pero purely for his father’s businesses lang ang dahilan. ~~ AT THE SCHOOL GYM, matapos ang Physical Education class nila DJ and I.G. , hinihintay ni DJ na makalabas ng girls’ locker room si Kelly. Hawak niya ang isang envelope na iniabot sa kanya ng Mommy niya bago siya pumasok. Nakasandal ang likod niya sa pader, one knee was folded while his

foot was leaning against the wall, while the other hand was holding the handle of his sport bag. Kelly appeared in sight; kasunod nito ang mga kaibigan ngunit nakadistansya si Desire. Kumalas si DJ sa pagkakasandal at tinawag si Kelly. “Kelly,” he called, without any emotion in the tone of his voice. Nilingunan siya nito. She raised an eyebrow. “Yes?” pagmamalaki nitong tanong. Iniabot niya ang envelope dito. Tiningnan ni Kelly ang envelope na nakabalandra sa harapan nito. She turned to DJ. “And what’s this?” “It’s an invite to my parents’ charity ball. They wanted our groups to perform live as part of the ball’s program.” Masayang inagaw nito kay DJ ang envelope. Nakasilip naman ang mga kaibigan sa binubuksan na envelope. Don Ricardo and Dona Anabelle Monte-Yap cordially invite you to attend their MONTE-YAP FOUNDATION COCKTAIL CHARITY BALL … NANG MABASA NITO ang nasa invite, napatingin ito kay DJ na maaliwalas ang mukha. Suddenly, she changed her facial expression to serious. “Really,” matamlay nitong sabi in a statement tone. Dahan-dahan nitong tiningnan si DJ from bottom to top habang nagsasalita, “I need to discuss this over with my group first.” “Whatever. Just inform me if you have decided,” sabi niya habang nilalampasan ang I.G. Kelly turned to her co- in a serious expression. Bawat isa ay nagsitaas

ang isang kilay, and they bounced up and down with joy. Kelly’s bedroom was fit for a princess like her. The interior was all pink, with chandelier, and Victorian theme. Inaayusan siya ng hairstylist and makeup artist sa kanyang walk-in salon-like room na katabi ng walk-in closet. She switched on her tablet and checked out her I.G. team on the video. “Hi there, Girls. Getting ready for tonight?” excited na tanong niya sa mga kasama na nasa kanya-kanyang video live stream. Kelly had big rollers on her hair and she was wearing a lavender robe. “Oh, I’m so excited na. I can’t wait to wear my nice cocktail outfit I bought at one of my favorite designer’s boutique,” answered Tinah. “I’m going to pick you up, Desire, so be ready by six,” paalala niya sa kaibigan. “And Girls, please don’t forget our outfit for the performance. I already had our stage assistants prepare everything that we need for our performance. “I can’t believe this is happening! The attendees may consist of high profile people. I should look my best,” Desire happily said. She always enjoyed being with people who belong to the upper class para matupad ang isa sa mga pangarap niya na makakilala ng mga well-known personalities. Heather rolled her eyes after Desire spoke. Simple lang na pangiti-ngiti si Heather kay Kelly and Tinah, but she still had her ill-feelings toward Desire. “So, I will be seeing you, Girls, tonight! Ta-ta!” Kelly clicked the video off.

BEAT THIRTY-ONE

NANG MAKARATING NA SILA sa Yap Residence, mangha ang Incredible Girls nang ma-witness nila kung gaano kalaki ang mansion ng family ni DJ. Mas malaki pa sa mansion ni Kelly. Pagkapasok sa tall wrought iron grand gates ay nilalampasan ng mga sasakyan ang pine trees na nasa tabi at mistulang mga higanteng guwardiya hanggang sa maaninag na ang isang malaking front yard fountain with colorful dancing lights, while a classical music played in the background. They were like celebrities attending an awards night nang pumara isa-isa ang mga magagarang sasakyan sa tapat ng red carpet papunta sa wide front doors ng mansion. There were photographers and a photograph opportunity stage for the important guests to pose for their snapshots. The I.G. wore mini-chiffon cocktail dresses that were appropriate for the event, for their personality, and for their age. Nagtitinginan sa kanila ang mga magulang at mga teens and young adults sa tuwing napaparaan sila sa buong venue. Hindi rin maiwasan na magpa-picture ang mga ito sa sikat na Incredible Girls. Marami nang guests ang nasa malawak na garden. Napakaganda ng scenery dahil naroon din ang swimming pool with waterfalls decorated with beautiful styrofoam swans, and floating flowers surrounding a small island on the pool that served as the torch. Makukulay at magandang tingnan. The I.G. were standing by a tall table, took a glass of Shirley Temple punch for each of them, enjoying the music while they wait for the hosts to appear at the event. The four good-looking college guys were head-turners at the party when they appeared dressed in black suits. Ang mga anak na babae ng mga guests ay naghiyawan, kinilig, pinagbubulung-bulungan, at sinusundan ang mga ito. Using their mini tablets and cell phones, walang sawang pinagkukunan nila ng pictures ang mga ito at nagse-selfie pose din kasama ang apat na lalaki. Nakangiti si Desire upon seeing Raoul staring at her while he was approaching them, while Heather’s eyes hooked sharply on Desire. Gusto ni Heather makita kung ano na naman ang puwedeng gawin ng kaibigan kay Raoul sa harapan nila. Nginitian din ni Raoul si Desire, and turned his eyes toward Heather; but, she was not totally happy to see him. Desire’s smile disappeared nang hindi ito tinabihan ni Raoul. Then she raised an eyebrow and snubbed Heather.

Tinutulak-tulak naman ng siko ni Alex si Tinah, kinukulit lang ang dalaga. Pinapalo-palo naman ni Tinah si Alex sa kakulitan nito. Monfort smiled at Desire, while she simply smiled back at him pero iniwasan na makatingin dito. “I’m not totally surprised when you accepted the invitation?” DJ was quite unfriendly when he talked to Kelly. “Of course, kami pa. We wouldn’t miss an opportunity for the world,” sagot ni Kelly. “Maganda ang music, can I have this dance?” tanong ni Raoul kay Heather. He opened his palm to her. Habang tinitingnan ito ni Heather ay iniisip kung makikipagsayaw nga ba ito kay Raoul. Mahirap para rito ang makipagplastikan kay Roaul lalo pa at hindi nito makalimutan ang nakita sa school when he was with Desire. Desire was looking toward Heather’s direction; awaiting for Heather’s decision. Kung hindi tatanggapin ni Heather ang invitation ni Raoul, it was her chance to grab him from her. Hinawakan ni Heather ang kamay ni Raoul and he led her to the dancefloor. Sinundan ng tingin ni Desire ang dalawa, nawala ang expectation na sana ito na lang ang nasa position ni Heather. “Hija, you’re here,” bati ni Don Ricardo at ni Dona Anabelle nang makita si Kelly. Kelly kissed both cheeks of the Don and his wife. “I’m glad that you could make it. Did you bring your friends, too?” “Yes, Tito.” Kelly introduced her friends to the hosts, except Heather na kasalukuyang nakikipagsayaw kay Raoul . “I have not seen your parents around.” Don Ricardo’s eyes were looking around. “Nand’yan lang po sila. Nauna sila sa ‘kin sa pagdating dito.” “I’ll see you and your friends perform later, okay? Salamat sa na binibigay ninyo para sa charity mission ng aking asawa. So, bahala na si DJ sa inyo.” Don Ricardo guided his wife toward the other guests. May lumapit na dalawang lalaki sa kanila and asked Kelly and Desire to dance.

The two accepted and they were led to the dancefloor. “Marunong ka bang sumayaw?” naiinis na tanong ni Tinah kay Alex. “Bakit?” supladong tanong ni Alex. “Para ka kasing manhid. Look at them, my three friends are already dancing. While I stay here waiting for that chance,” pagrereklamo ng dalaga. “Sorry ka, walang lumapit sa ‘yo to ask you to dance,” pangungutya pa ni Alex. Tinah made a face as she snubbed Alex. DJ was sipping his punch as he stared at Kelly who was dancing on the dancefloor. He loosened one more button of his polo shirt so he could breathe. Tiningnan niya ang hawak na baso, sa tingin niya ay naiinitan lang siya dahil sa punch na nainom. Tinah was tapping her fingers on the table. Still waiting for Alex or somebody to ask her to dance. Paano bang may makakalapit sa kanya kung katabi niya naman si Alex. Napapagkamalan tuloy date niya ang kumag. Ni hindi naman gumagawa ng move para maisayaw siya. Nakabalik na ang tatlong babae sa kanilang table. “Would you like to dance?” tanong ni Alex kay Tinah. Tinah was delighted as she nodded to him instantly. Alex leaned next to her and whispered. “Ang kaso, ayoko ng tugtog. Next time ulit, kapag maganda ang music.” Tinah bit her lower lip in disgust. She rolled her eyes and clenched her fists. “Hey, Girls. It’s time,” sabi ni Kelly sa mga kasama. She was pointing to her wristwatch. The colorful lights on stage were on. The blue and green colored bolt of lightning-like effects stroke on every angle. Then, thick smoke and fog effects came out from somewhere, covering the stage. And when it dissolved, the spotlights focused on the Incredible Girls. As their music started playing, they

began to sing and dance. Pagkatapos ng performance ng I.G. ay ang group naman ni DJ ang nag-perform, wearing their perfect oufit that made them look like real Pop Heartthrobs. When it was their turn to do their solo performances, it was only Tinah who showcased her own rendition of a beautiful song. Then it was DJ’s turn, sumunod ay si Monfort, Raoul, and last was Alex. Kitang-kita sa expression ng mga mata ng mga bisita na na-enjoy nila ang performances. Para silang nakapanoond ng concert ng International artists. Naging maingay sa venue dahil sa mga tilian, sayawan, at mga chants ng mga pangalan ng bawa’t performer ang maririnig dulot ng mga teens and young adults na naroon. The charity ball event was a huge success. Satisfied with the performance of the two groups, Don Ricardo’s business colleagues promised to invite them to perform in their exclusive events. ~~ NANG MAKARATING NA SILA sa Yap Residence, mangha ang Incredible Girls nang ma-witness nila kung gaano kalaki ang mansion ng family ni DJ. Mas malaki pa sa mansion ni Kelly. Pagkapasok sa tall wrought iron grand gates ay nilalampasan ng mga sasakyan ang pine trees na nasa tabi at mistulang mga higanteng guwardiya hanggang sa maaninag na ang isang malaking front yard fountain with colorful dancing lights, while a classical music played in the background. They were like celebrities attending an awards night nang pumara isa-isa ang mga magagarang sasakyan sa tapat ng red carpet papunta sa wide front doors ng mansion. There were photographers and a photograph opportunity stage for the important guests to pose for their snapshots. The I.G. wore mini-chiffon cocktail dresses that were appropriate for the event, for their personality, and for their age. Nagtitinginan sa kanila ang mga magulang at mga teens and young adults sa tuwing napaparaan sila sa buong venue. Hindi rin maiwasan na magpa-picture ang mga ito sa sikat na Incredible Girls.

Marami nang guests ang nasa malawak na garden. Napakaganda ng scenery dahil naroon din ang swimming pool with waterfalls decorated with beautiful styrofoam swans, and floating flowers surrounding a small island on the pool that served as the torch. Makukulay at magandang tingnan. The I.G. were standing by a tall table, took a glass of Shirley Temple punch for each of them, enjoying the music while they wait for the hosts to appear at the event. The four good-looking college guys were head-turners at the party when they appeared dressed in black suits. Ang mga anak na babae ng mga guests ay naghiyawan, kinilig, pinagbubulung-bulungan, at sinusundan ang mga ito. Using their mini tablets and cell phones, walang sawang pinagkukunan nila ng pictures ang mga ito at nagse-selfie pose din kasama ang apat na lalaki. Nakangiti si Desire upon seeing Raoul staring at her while he was approaching them, while Heather’s eyes hooked sharply on Desire. Gusto ni Heather makita kung ano na naman ang puwedeng gawin ng kaibigan kay Raoul sa harapan nila. Nginitian din ni Raoul si Desire, and turned his eyes toward Heather; but, she was not totally happy to see him. Desire’s smile disappeared nang hindi ito tinabihan ni Raoul. Then she raised an eyebrow and snubbed Heather. Tinutulak-tulak naman ng siko ni Alex si Tinah, kinukulit lang ang dalaga. Pinapalo-palo naman ni Tinah si Alex sa kakulitan nito. Monfort smiled at Desire, while she simply smiled back at him pero iniwasan na makatingin dito. “I’m not totally surprised when you accepted the invitation?” DJ was quite unfriendly when he talked to Kelly. “Of course, kami pa. We wouldn’t miss an opportunity for the world,” sagot ni Kelly. “Maganda ang music, can I have this dance?” tanong ni Raoul kay Heather. He opened his palm to her. Habang tinitingnan ito ni Heather ay iniisip kung makikipagsayaw nga ba ito kay Raoul. Mahirap para rito ang makipagplastikan kay Roaul lalo pa at hindi nito makalimutan ang nakita sa school when he was with Desire. Desire was looking toward Heather’s direction; awaiting for Heather’s decision. Kung hindi tatanggapin ni Heather ang invitation ni Raoul, it was her chance to grab him from her.

Hinawakan ni Heather ang kamay ni Raoul and he led her to the dancefloor. Sinundan ng tingin ni Desire ang dalawa, nawala ang expectation na sana ito na lang ang nasa position ni Heather. “Hija, you’re here,” bati ni Don Ricardo at ni Dona Anabelle nang makita si Kelly. Kelly kissed both cheeks of the Don and his wife. “I’m glad that you could make it. Did you bring your friends, too?” “Yes, Tito.” Kelly introduced her friends to the hosts, except Heather na kasalukuyang nakikipagsayaw kay Raoul . “I have not seen your parents around.” Don Ricardo’s eyes were looking around. “Nand’yan lang po sila. Nauna sila sa ‘kin sa pagdating dito.” “I’ll see you and your friends perform later, okay? Salamat sa na binibigay ninyo para sa charity mission ng aking asawa. So, bahala na si DJ sa inyo.” Don Ricardo guided his wife toward the other guests. May lumapit na dalawang lalaki sa kanila and asked Kelly and Desire to dance. The two accepted and they were led to the dancefloor. “Marunong ka bang sumayaw?” naiinis na tanong ni Tinah kay Alex. “Bakit?” supladong tanong ni Alex. “Para ka kasing manhid. Look at them, my three friends are already dancing. While I stay here waiting for that chance,” pagrereklamo ng dalaga. “Sorry ka, walang lumapit sa ‘yo to ask you to dance,” pangungutya pa ni Alex. Tinah made a face as she snubbed Alex. DJ was sipping his punch as he stared at Kelly who was dancing on the dancefloor. He loosened one more button of his polo shirt so he could breathe. Tiningnan niya ang hawak na baso, sa tingin niya ay naiinitan lang siya dahil sa punch na nainom. Tinah was tapping her fingers on the table. Still waiting for Alex or somebody to ask her to dance. Paano bang may makakalapit sa kanya kung katabi niya naman

si Alex. Napapagkamalan tuloy date niya ang kumag. Ni hindi naman gumagawa ng move para maisayaw siya. Nakabalik na ang tatlong babae sa kanilang table. “Would you like to dance?” tanong ni Alex kay Tinah. Tinah was delighted as she nodded to him instantly. Alex leaned next to her and whispered. “Ang kaso, ayoko ng tugtog. Next time ulit, kapag maganda ang music.” Tinah bit her lower lip in disgust. She rolled her eyes and clenched her fists. “Hey, Girls. It’s time,” sabi ni Kelly sa mga kasama. She was pointing to her wristwatch. The colorful lights on stage were on. The blue and green colored bolt of lightning-like effects stroke on every angle. Then, thick smoke and fog effects came out from somewhere, covering the stage. And when it dissolved, the spotlights focused on the Incredible Girls. As their music started playing, they began to sing and dance. Pagkatapos ng performance ng I.G. ay ang group naman ni DJ ang nag-perform, wearing their perfect oufit that made them look like real Pop Heartthrobs. When it was their turn to do their solo performances, it was only Tinah who showcased her own rendition of a beautiful song. Then it was DJ’s turn, sumunod ay si Monfort, Raoul, and last was Alex. Kitang-kita sa expression ng mga mata ng mga bisita na na-enjoy nila ang performances. Para silang nakapanoond ng concert ng International artists. Naging maingay sa venue dahil sa mga tilian, sayawan, at mga chants ng mga pangalan ng bawa’t performer ang maririnig dulot ng mga teens and young adults na naroon. The charity ball event was a huge success. Satisfied with the performance of the two groups, Don Ricardo’s business colleagues promised to invite them to perform in their exclusive events.

BEAT THIRTY-TWO

SINALUBONG NG MGA COLLEGE STUDENTS sila DJ and his friends nang dumating na ang mga ito sa campus. Most of the students who attended the charity ball at the Yap residence were mostly children and nephews and nieces of Don Ricardo’s colleagues at sila rin ang mga naka-witness ng performances nila. Nagpa-picture at nagpa-autograph g ang mga ito sa apat na lalaki bago pa nagsipag-disperse nang marinig ang pag-alarm ng school bell nila. Nasa Campus Garden ang I.G. at nakatingin sila sa direction ng apat na lalaki na noo’y hindi kalayuan sa kanila. Desire turned to Kelly. “Kelly, your time is almost up. Ano na ba ang nangyari sa bet?” Hindi pa rin binabago ni Kelly ang kanyang hitsura magmula pa nang simulan niyang gayahin si Hannah. Pero ilang linggo na lang ay wala pa rin siyang nakikitang development sa pinaggagagawa niya. “I’m still working on it,” nakakunot niyang sabi, naiinip na rin. “Pagdating kay DJ, walang effect ‘yang charm and popularity mo,” Desire added, with sarcasm. “I’m not about to give up. May panahon pa ‘ko.” Deep in her heart, she thought that maybe DJ would not fall for her because hindi siya ang tipo nito. Siya siguro ang nahuhulog na ang loob sa binata. Sa P.E. class nila, naroon si Kelly sa girls’ gym at the mezzanine floor. Pinapanood niya ang mga classmates niyang lalaki na nagba-basketball, naroon din kasi si DJ. Kelly was thinking of a plan that would make DJ ask her out on a date. Nagdi-dribble si DJ ng bola. Pinapasa ang bola sa ka-teammate. Pagkatapos ay nakapuwesto siya sa three-point line habang inaabangan ang bola na kailangan niyang saluhin. Pagkasalo ng bola, he threw the ball toward the basket. Three point shot! Ipapasa na naman sa kanya ang bola. Pagkasalo sa bola, iiwasan niya ang papalapit na opponent. Tapos ay ihahagis niya sa isang teammate ang bola. Napalakas yata ang pagbato niya… Oops! Natamaan si Kelly!

Hinimatay si Kelly and she fell on the floor. Tumakbo ang mga naglalaro para alamin ang lagay nito. Napasilip ang female students sa boys’ gym from the mezzanine floor nang makarinig sila ng mga nagsigawan. “Kelly! Kelly!” Tinatapik-tapik ni DJ ang dalawang pisngi ni Kelly. Binuhat na lang niya ito at dinala ito kaagad sa clinic. After more than thirty minutes, Kelly woke up. Ano’ng nangyari sa ‘kin? Medyo malabo-labo pa ang paningin niya. Hinarang ng kamay niya ang mga mata dahil nasisilaw siya sa liwanag. Bakit maliwanag? Nas’an ako? “Nasa langit na ba ‘ko?” mahinang sabi niya. Tumambad ang mukha ng isang babae sa harapan niya. “Angel?” pagtataka niya. “Hindi ‘yan ilusyon, deliryo ‘yan. Nasa clinic ka lang,” sagot ng nurse na nagattend sa kanya. “H’wag kang O.A. ha.” “What happened to me?” pagtataka pa rin niya. “Natamaan ka ng bola sa ulo. Hindi mo ba natatandaan ‘yun?” Nakatitig ang nurse sa mga mata niya. Kelly tried to sit on the bed. Ramdam pa rin niya ang pagkatama ng bola sa ulo niya. “Oo, nga pala.” Pumihit ang doorknob sa pinto ng clinic at sumilip doon si DJ. “Nurse, kamusta na si Kelly De Dios?” “Gising na siya.” Sumilip si DJ sa patients’ quarters at naroon si Kelly na nakaupo sa kama. “Mabuti naman at nabuhay ka,” he said sarcastically. But he was really thankful that Kelly was alright. “May masakit ba sa ‘yo?” “Che! Ano sa akala mo ang tama ng bola, very light lang?” Inirapan nito si DJ. “O.” Iniabot niya rito ang pineapple juice in can. “You might be thirsty.”

Kinuha ni Kelly ang juice. Nauuhaw na nga ito. “Kukuha ka raw ng medical certificate dito sa clinic tapos dumaan ka muna raw sa faculty so you will be allowed to go home.” “Raw! Raw! Sin’ong may sabi?” Inis pa rin si Kelly sa kanya. She rolled her eyes as she drank the juice from the can. “Sabi sa Dean’s office,” he calmly said, ignoring Kelly’s ill-temper. He sat on the other bed opposite Kelly’s. “Kung hindi dahil sa ‘yo, hindi dapat ako mag-a-absent!” patuloy pa rin ang pagtataray nito. “Kunwari ka pa. Gustung-gusto mo naman mag-skip ng classes… Teka nga pala, bakit kasi bumabalandra ka sa court? Kita mo na ngang may naglalaro. Tapos sisisihin mo pa ‘ko!” “Basta, you are responsible for this! Nabukulan na ‘ko, mapapa-absent pa ‘ko! Dalawa na ang atraso mo sa ‘kin. Kapag bumaba ang grades ko, it’s all your fault!” paninisi nito kay DJ. The truth was, she really planned on getting hit by the ball. Para kapag naging successful, DJ would never resist on going out with her. “You owe me!” “Okay, fine. What is it that you want me to do?” he gave in. “Pag-iisipan ko,” she retorted. She looked to her side so DJ would not notice her excitement. It looked like everything was working as planned. Humarap ulit si Kelly kay DJ na nakasimangot. Half a day ed by, naglalakad si DJ at ang barkada niya sa campus, nagtatawanan ang mga ito habang nag-uusap when Kelly called DJ’s name. “DJ!” Kelly and her friends approached the guys. Huminto ang I.G. sa harapan ng mga ito, arms folded across their chests. “What do you want?” DJ lifted his head, then looked down on Kelly. “There is something that I want you to do for me,” pagmamalaki nito.

“I’m listening.” Hindi na nag-resist pa si DJ dahil alam niya na tungkol iyon sa kabayaran niya sa nangyari kay Kelly. “You have to go out on a date with me,” she directly said. Everyone’s mouth and eyes opened wide in shock, including the I.G. “What?!” Hindi sigurado kung tama ba ang pagkakarinig niya sa sinabi ni Kelly. “You have to pick me up at the Brewed Coffee Shoppe at ten a.m. this Saturday. Ikaw ang bahala kung sa’n mo ko dadalhin, although I expect that it would be somewhere nice and memorable!” she sounded bossy. “If you don’t come on time, I will tell your father how irresponsible you are!” Tumalikod na ito at umalis kasunod ang mga kaibigan. Itinuro ng index finger ni DJ ang papalayong si Kelly. “Nasisiraan na pala ‘to, eh.” Monfort tapped DJ’s shoulder. “Nakahanap ka ng katapat mo, Dude.” “I will make sure that she gives up,” he promised himself. At the Brewed Coffee Shoppe, Kelly appeared in her simplest—without makeup, clad in jeans, sleeveless shirt, and sneakers. She did not want her family to know that she was going out on a date with DJ dahil ayaw niyang ma-pressure ang binata sa mga parents niya; kung tuuusin ay bet lang nila ng mga kaibigan iyon kaya rin niya nagawang siya na ang magyayang makipag-date kay DJ. She decided to meet him up at the coffee shop again. This time, she went there earlier than the time she declared to him para parehong maging maganda ang simula ng umaga nila. During her supposed first meeting with DJ ay nagalit ang lalaki sa kanya nang hindi siya nakasipot. It was all because her Dad did not allow her to go out without a chaperone. Dinahilan niya na lang kay DJ na nakarating siya sa first date na iyon pero wala na roon ang binata; ayaw na niyang mangyari pa ulit iyon. Naupo siya sa isa sa mga tables na naroon. She waited for almost an hour and yet, DJ had not showed up. She called up Heather through her cell phone to ask about DJ through Raoul. As usual, their two friends acted as their bridge again. Heather texted her back and told her that DJ was not answering his phone according to Raoul.

“Malamang gumaganti ‘to,” she murmured. She waited for another fifteen minutes. “Ang kapal ng lalaking ‘to ah,” she murmured again. She was beginning to be impatient. One hour and thirty-eight minutes had ed, anino ni DJ hindi pa niya nakikita. She stood up angrily and left the coffee shop. After she had walked a few establishments away, she halted, then turned around dahil feeling niya ay may sumusunod sa kanya. Wala naman siyang nahuli. Sinimulan niyang maglakad ulit, then stopped. Binigla niya ang pag-ikot sa likuran, pero wala pa rin siyang napansin na kakaiba. She started to walk again, nang makakita siya ng bookstand ay nagpunta siya roon and picked up a book— any book, actually. She browsed the pages, and started to read. Pero dahan-dahan siyang sumisilip sa corner ng eyes niya pakanan, moving her head slowly. No, she was not seeing anyting unusual. Then she moved her head to the left —“Aaah!” napalundag siya sa gulat. Naroon si DJ sa tabi niya, nakangisi. Pinagpapalo niya ito ng pocketbook na hawak. “You jerk! How could you do this to me?! Alam mo ba kung ano’ng oras na? You made me wait for more than an hour, tapos hindi ka man lamang nagpasabi kung male-late ka! Tapos kinaya mo pang gulatin ako!” pagmamaktol niya. Iwas nang iwas si DJ sa mga hampas ni Kelly sa balikat nito. “Ok, fine! Stop it! I’m sorry. Ginagantihan lang kita para alam mo kung paano mo rin ako pinaghintay.” Huminto si Kelly sa kahahampas sa lalaki. “Mabuti nga more than an hour ka lang naghintay. Eh, ako, pinaghintay mo ng ilang oras,” banat ni DJ dito. “Bakit, sinabi ko bang maghintay ka sa ‘kin nang gan’on katagal?” “Mabuti nga nakapagtiyaga pa ‘ko na hintayin kita nang gan’on katagal. Don’t you appreciate that? Wala’ng sinuman na nakakapagpainip sa ‘kin nang gan’ongan’on lang,” nadulas si DJ sa pagkakasabi noon. Kelly might get the impression that he could patiently wait for her longer which he had never done to anyone before except to Hannah. “Ang ibig kong sabihin, wala kang karapatan na paghintayin ako nang gan’on katagal dahil masama akong magalit!” Kelly clenched her teeth. Nagbuntong-hininga siya. “Fine! Since you are already here, where do you intend to take me?” Hands on the hips. DJ took Kelly to a paintball shootout game. Mahahalata ang pagkadismaya ni Kelly sa first ever place for a date nila ni DJ. She was wearing a SWAT-like gear,

pakiramdam niya ay para siyang tanga. Nagtatago si Kelly because DJ told her to hide, hilung-hilo siya kung sino ang target na tatamaan. Bahala na, she thought, kaya tinatamaan niya kung sino man ang makita, including DJ. Then the next time they were out on a date again, they went for a cycling marathon, and then ed a fun run event. Nakarating na rin sila sa ibang lugar to try out bungee jumping, three times in a row! Pinagtatawanan ni DJ si Kelly sa tuwing nahuhuli nito na nagmumukha siyang tanga, napapagod, at nawawala na sa poise. Lahat nang iyon ay ginawa nila in one whole day! Inabot na sila ng hating-gabi. Mabuti na lang at tulog na ang parents ni Kelly. Pinagmamasdan lang siya ng kanyang nanny habang gumagapang na siya paakyat sa kuwarto niya pagkauwi ng bahay. Tired, sleepy, hungry, and most of all, angrier, due to what DJ had been doing to her. She could not complain. She had to be able to accomplish her mission. Kapag nanalo siya sa bet, by all means, she was determined to turn her back on DJ and never again that she was going to go out on a date with him. EVER! On their next date, pagkasakay sa kotse ni DJ, minabuti na lang ni Kelly na magtanong kay DJ kung saan sila susunod na pupunta ng binata para may panahon pa siya na makahinga at magdasal—para sa safety nila dahil puro extreme adventures ang kanilang pinaggagagawa. “Saan na naman tayo pupunta? Don’t tell me sa zoo, papasok tayo sa lions’ den tapos titignan natin kung mapapaamo natin ang mga lion. O kaya sa haunted house sa isang cheap carnival, to stay there until the crack of dawn to see if I am not afraid of ghosts.” DJ grimaced and glanced at her. “Actually, kanina ko pa nga pinag-iisipan kung saan kita dadalhin for a super memorable date. Thanks to you, you’ve given me an idea.” Bakas sa mga mata that he was up to something. We’ll see if you can be able to tolerate this one, he said on his mind. DJ took Kelly to the Golden Sunrise Home for the Elderly. Sa tuwing sabado kasi ay may voluntary assistance program ang Monte-Yap Foundation para sa mga gustong mag-alaga at magpasaya sa mga matatanda na naroon. Isa ang Golden Sunrise sa mga home for the elderly ang naitayo ng kanilang foundation. Nang makapasok sila sa loob ay nakita ni Kelly kung gaano karaming matatanda ang nakatira roon. May mga kapansanan, may mga naka-wheelchair, may mga nakikipagkuwentuhan at nakikipaglaro ng board games sa mga volunteers na naroon. May mga sakit na, at ang iba ay naka-isolate lang sa ibang matatanda

dahil ayaw makihalubilo. “Halika, let me introduce you to my mother’s assistant.” DJ guided Kelly to the petite woman who was taking care an old lady. Binigyan sila nito ng apron at inassign sila ng tig-isang matandang aalagaan. Sa umpisa ay nahihirapan si Kelly na pakainin ang isang matandang mainitin ang ulo. Hinagisan nito ng pagkain si Kelly dahil hindi gustong kumain ng matanda. Kelly was losing her patience, but she was trying not to show that to DJ kaya pinagtitiisan na lang niya. Pagkatapos ay sinasamahan pa niya sa ladies’ comfort room oras-oras. Kapag natutulog ay pinapaypayan ito, binabasahan ng magagandang balita tungkol sa mga paborito nitong artista using her mini-tablet, yes, her mini-tablet para nakakapag-research din siya ng mga babasahin. Halata sa mukha ni Kelly ang pagod. Pinagmamasdan lang ni DJ ang dalaga sa hindi kalayuan habang ito naman ay nakikipaglaro ng chess sa isang war veteran na ninety years old na. Halos isang buong araw din ang inilagi nila sa Golden Sunrise. Matapos nila pakainin ng hapunan ang mga matatanda ay dinala na ang mga ito sa living room para manood ng television program. Ipinaiiwas sa kanila ang papanoorin ang masasamang balita dahil mas lalong makakaapekto ito sa kanilang pagkalungkot at ang iba ay nadadala ng takot. Nagpaalam na sila DJ sa isa sa mga foundation assistants at naglakad papunta sa parking lot. Nang makasakay na sila sa sasakyan ay tahimik lang si Kelly. “Napagod ka ba?” DJ asked. “Medyo,” she said in a simple tone. “Let’s go to a restaurant so we can eat first,” he suggested. Hinawakan ni Kelly ang kamay ni DJ na nakahawak naman sa hand brake. “No, I’m fine. Just take me home, please.” Inihatid niya si Kelly sa bahay nito. Bago makababa ay may pinakiusap si Kelly. “Are we going back to the Golden Sunrise again?” Hindi nito alam kung ano ang isasagot, they had dated twice and going to

Golden Surise was their third, but they were only dating as payment for what he had done to Kelly. He never thought there was going to be more dates that will follow. “Hindi na. Hanggang last date na natin ‘to, ?” “Take me there again… Next time,” she quickly requested. DJ was surprised. “Sure ka?” Tumango siya. Nag-isip ito. “Sige, every Saturday kasi ako nagpupunta kapag wala akong ibang appointment. Ipapaalam ko na lang sa ‘yo.” Nakarating na sila sa bahay ni Kelly ngunit bago makababa ang dalaga ay may pahabol pa si DJ. “Akin na ang cell phone mo,” he asked. “Ha?” wala sa sariling tanong niya. “Why?” “Basta.” She took out her cell phone from her bag and gave it to him. He started pressing the keys and then gave the cell phone back to her. “Don’t ever give that number to anyone. And don’t you try calling me if it’s not urgent,” he reminded her. “Sige, bumaba ka na,” he said in a plain tone. DJ’s car left. Naiwan lang si Kelly na nakatayo roon. She checked her cell phone as she browsed through her s. She was surprised that DJ’s number was already ed. Every Saturday became the regular date for DJ and Kelly. Natutunan ni Kelly na magluto sa kusina ng institution kasama ang mga regular volunteer Cooks. Bakas na sa mukha ng dalaga ang pagkagamay niya sa pag-aalaga sa matatanda. Si Kelly na rin ang nagtuturo sa mga baguhang volunteers kung paano alagaan ang mga assigned elders. Magkasabay na nag-lunch si DJ at Kelly sa volunteers’ lounge. Nagpalinga-linga si Kelly. Hindi rin niya naiwasan na magtanong kay DJ tungkol sa family ng binata. “How come that I don’t see your family here?” tanong niya habang nilalagyan

ng pagkain ang plato ni DJ. DJ was busily munching his food. He just shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t know. They have other businesses to attend to, hindi lang dito, kaya hindi mo sila nakikita,” he explained. “My Mom and Dad are usually out together every Saturday. Sundays lang ang bonding namin,” Kelly said. “Do you often go out with your family, too?” He drank his water from his glass. “No, may sari-sarili kaming lakad kaya walang panahon na magsama-sama.” “Then, why don’t you make up a date for family bonding? I’m sure hindi makaka-hinde ang family mo.” Umiling siya. “You don’t know my family,” sagot niya. “Of course, I don’t. All I’m saying is that—“ she got cut off by DJ. “Just mind your own business, Kelly. The bonding time with my family is not going to happen. Don’t push it, okay?” He was beginning to lose his patience. He could not deny that it was the same advice that Hannah gave him. He tried to follow that advice, but it did not work. She distorted her lips sa inis sa binata. Pagkahatid kay Kelly sa bahay niya, iniabot niya ang isang container with food bago makababa ng kotse. “Ano ‘yan?” tanong ni DJ. “Ano pa, eh, di lalagyan,” pilosopa niyang sagot na may pagkataray. “Lalagyan na may laman. Give that to your parents. I will ask them about it next time I see them. Lagot ka sa ‘kin kapag hindi mo binigay ‘yan.” “Bakit nag-abala ka pa? Besides, ano bang laman niyan? Baka kung ano ‘yan… If anything happens bad to my parents, I’m going to hunt you down!” he warned her. “Sira ka ba, ano’ng akala mo sa ‘kin, mamamatay-tao?” Inirapan niya ito saka

bumaba ng sasakyan. She slammed the car door shut and went inside her house. While in his room, DJ received a text message from Kelly. Kelly says: Don’t forget to give the food to your parents. Sabi mo that I could you only if it’s urgent. Well, this is urgent! DJ smiled a little. Nagiging comfortable na siya sa dalaga. Para sa kanya, kung ano man ang dahilan na meron si Kelly kaya ito nagtitiyaga sa mga pagpapahirap na binibigay ni DJ sa dalaga, bilib siya sa ipinapakita nitong sincerity at effort to be able to accomplish her mission.

BEAT THIRTY-THREE

THE BOYS AND GIRLS of the same P.E. class were ed in one basketball court. It was the girls’ turn to play basketball, and the boys were there to watch the game. The boys were laughing at the way the girls play. However, DJ was more engrossed with Kelly, who played without qualms, and that was something unusual for a b****y I.G. leader like her. As DJ watched Kelly play, it was like there was no one in the gym; only the two of them. Parang naririnig niya ang paghinga ni Kelly, ang pagtibok ng puso nito, at ang sunud-sunod na tunog ng bola habang idini-dribble ito. Pinagmamasdan ni DJ ang mukha ni Kelly, ang batok nito, ang buhok na naka-ponytail, at ang mga kamay na humahawak sa bola. Simple lang si Kelly nang mga oras na iyon: walang makeup, walang accessories sa katawan, at walang kaartehan sa paglalaro. Hanggang sa hindi namalayan ni DJ na may bolang papalapit sa kanya, biglang nasapul ang kanyang mukha. The coaches blew their whistles and that made the girls stop playing, while the boys approached DJ. He touched his nose and on his hand he saw blood. “Who threw the ball?!” asked by one of the coaches. It was not from the girl players nor from DJ’s team, but from another male team that just entered the gym. DJ rose from his seat. Bakas ang galit sa mukha and walked fast toward the other male team, kasunod ang kanyang male classmates. Maangas ang mga mukha ng mga lalaking kinaharap niya. Taas ang noo, at nanghahamon ang ikinikilos ng mga ito. “Ako ang bumato, bakit?” sagot ng isang lalaking nasa unahan ng mga kasama nito. “Bakit mo ginawa ‘yon!” galit na tanong ni DJ. The guy in the center, who was from another team, glanced at his teammates and then looked straight on DJ’s face. “Nakatunganga ka kasi do’n sa leader ng I.G. Kulang na lang hubaran mo ko sa pagkakatitig mo.” Nagtawanan ang mga lalaki ng kabilang grupo.

“Sira-ulo ‘to ah!” Bigla niya itong sinuntok sa mukha, ginantihan naman siya nito. Hanggang sa nagrambulan na nang sinundan ng bawat kampo ang panununtok na ginawa. Nagsiawat ang coaches at ang mga hindi nakihalo sa rambol. The coaches ordered the other students from the class to return to their classroom. While those who took part in the brawl were punished; they leaned forward, heads touched the floor, arms placed on their backs, legs wide apart without touching the floor, and they had to stay in that position until the coaches said so. ~~ KELLY’S CELL PHONE kept ringing while she was already sleeping. Nagising siya dahil dito kaya minabuti na niyang sagutin iyon. “H-el-lo...” she answered in a weak voice. “Kelly, natutulog ka na ba?” sabi ng boses ng lalaki sa kabilang linya. She looked at the ed number, it was DJ. Namulat nang husto ang kanyang mga mata nang makita ang pangalan nito. “DJ?” Bigla siyang nagkaroon ng energy, her voice was clear when she spoke. “Nandito ako sa labas ng subdivision n’yo. I am not allowed by the guards to enter,” he said. “W-What time is it?” She checked her alarm clock on her bedside table. “Two A.M.?” “Di bale na lang, h’wag ka nang lumabas. Gusto lang kitang kamustahin.” “Hintayin mo ‘ko d’yan! Bababa ako,” she confirmed. Natataranta siya kung ano ang uunahing gagawin. She went to the bathroom to brush her teeth, then she washed her face as quicky as she could. Kinuha ni Kelly ang kanyang baby pink robe with very light pink colored feathered neckline na nakapatong sa Victorian couch na nakapuwesto sa harapan ng kama. Isinuot niya ang robe. She picked up her cell phone, her small bag containing a

few bucks and duplicate doorkeys, and brought with her a flashlight. Nang makarating na siya sa pintuan ng front house, dahan-dahan niyang itinulak ang pinto para buksan ito. Their house had a wide sliding door. After she had successfully opened it, she also closed it nang makalabas na siya. Ang isa na lang niyang poproblemahin ay ang security guards nila na nakabantay sa front gates. Inisip niyang dumaan na lang sa pader kung saan siya dumaan noon when she came home late from a party that she attended when she was in her junior year of high school. Naging successful naman ang pagkakauwi niyang iyon na madaling araw na at medyo nakainom pa without any person in the house noticing her until she made her way to her room. Mabuti na lang at naroon pa ang punong ginamit niya sa pag-akyat at pagbaba ng pader. Yes, it was almost unbelievable to learn that she could climb trees and walls despite her social standing and personality. Using her cell phone, she dialed the number to the guard house posted at the entrance of their subdivision to tell the guard-on-duty that DJ Yap was her guest and that she was giving them permission to allow him to enter the village. Then, she called up DJ to give instructions. Now, she only needed to cross the other side of the wall na hindi siya mahuhuli ng kanilang house security guards. Mabuti at naroon pa rin ang mga butas na inukit niya sa puno to make some steps. Ginawa niya ang pag-ukit na iyon a month before the party that she attended three years ago at sa wakas ay magagamit pa rin niya. She started climbing the big tree, nang makaupo sa makapal na branch niyon ay pinilit niyang makalapit sa pader unti-unti nang paupo hanggang sa dulo ng branch. Nang makarating na siya sa itaas ng pader, she looked down and searched for DJ’s whereabout. Nasa kaliwa ang front gates nila at naka-park naman ang kotse ni DJ sa bandang kanan medyo malayo sa front gates nila pero malapit naman sa kinaroroonan niya. Naisip niya na baka nasa loob ng sasakyan si DJ. Naghanap siya ng pebbles sa pader na puwede niyang maibato sa sasakyan. Matamaan na ang salamín o ang anumang parte ng katawan ng kotse nito ay wala na siyang pakialam basta gusto niyang makita si DJ. Napababa si DJ nang kotse nang marinig na may bagay na tumama sa hood ng kotse nito. “Psst!” she called out to him. “Pssssst!”

Palingun-lingon si DJ nang may marinig na parang may tumatawag. Ikinakaway ni Kelly ang kamay mula sa itaas ng pader habang nakahawak sa matabang branch ng puno. Nang makita siya ni DJ ay nilapitan siya nito nang may pag-aalinlangan dahil baka may makakita sa kanila. “Ano’ng ginagawa mo d’yan?” he asked her in a whisper tone. “Baka mahulog ka!” “Ha? Hindi kita maintindihan. Basta tulungan mo ‘kong makababa.” Sumenyas siya kay DJ gamit ang kamay at pinahihiwatig na siya ay bababa. Nataranta si DJ kung paano nito tutulungan na makababa ang dalaga. He made his arms ready. Sa paano pang paraan ay hindi na nito napansin basta naroon na si Kelly at kalung-kalong na nito sa mga braso. “Dali, sakay na tayo sa car mo,” nagmamadaling sabi ni Kelly. Kaagad din silang sumakay ng kotse ni DJ and sped off. Naroon lang sila sa loob ng kotse while a soft music was playing in the background from DJ’s favorite radio station. It had been thirty-six minutes since they arrived at a Park near Kelly’s residence. “I just couldn’t believe that I actually bothered you at a time like this. It wasn’t in the plan to let you go out of your house and be with me. I just needed someone to talk to… Maybe… We could just talk over the phone.” DJ was feeling embarrassed. “Hindi ko rin nga alam kung bakit naisipan ko na lang na magkita tayo… Andito na eh, mag-usap na nga lang tayo.” Naka-pajamas lang si Kelly covered by a robe. It was an act of impulse on her part because that was how she felt when DJ decided to call her, as in, call her. He would usually text, but never call. She would be receiving text messages from him only if he was going to remind her about their date to the Golden Sunrise. But to actually text her to ask how she was doing or to text about anything other than Golden Sunrise, he had never done that. By calling her on her cell phone at dawn and hearing his voice made her heart skipped a beat. “Kamusta ka na?” magkasabay pa silang nagtanong. “Sige, ikaw muna.” Naulit na naman. Napangiti silang pareho.

“Ah…” inunahan niya muna sa ganoong salita para ipaalam dito na siya muna ang magsasalita. “Kamusta na ang sugat?” Turo niya sa kanyang mukha to show him that she was referring to his bruise on his right cheekbone. Hinawakan nito kung nasaan ang sugat, mahapdi pa rin dahil nabugbog pati ang cheekbone. Naka-Band-aid ang sugat pero namumula ang paligid niyon. “Medyo masakit pa,” he said, showing a hurting facial expression. “Sana ‘di mo na lang pinatulan ang mga ‘yon,” she advised. “I can’t just accept his reasoning. Nakakabastos kasi. Ginawa niya ‘kong bastos!” Nang inoobserbahan nito si Kelly habang naglalaro ng basketball, wala naman itong iniisip na malaswa sa dalaga. He was only iring her, for some reason. Pero noong sinabi ng leader ng ibang rude boys’ team na parang hinuhubaran nito si Kelly sa mga titig nito, doon si DJ nagalit. “Were you… really… staring? At me, like what he said?” dahan-dahan niyang tanong. Kelly had never been this embarrass in front of a guy. Sabagay, iyong mga lalaking hindi niya type, madali niyang ipaikot sa mga palad niya. But DJ was different, hindi niya ma-assess ang feeling niya toward him. Imbes na siya ang magpapa-ikot ng puso nito, siya yata ang napapaikot ang puso. May kasama pang tumbling. Napatingin si DJ sa kaliwa nito, through the glass window, seeing Kelly there. Pagkatapos ay ibinaling ang tingin kay Kelly sa kanan, ngunit hindi ito makatingin nang derecho. “Kasi, kayong mga babae ang naglalaro. Kapag nasa ‘yo ang bola, natural lang na tignan kita. Hindi naman siguro ako lang ang nakatingin sa ‘yo,” he explained himself in a way that it would not make it obvious that he was really staring at her at the gym, his eyes following her every move while she was playing basketball, or while she was sitting at the bleachers, hindi nito pinapalagpas. “Bakit ako pa ang naisipan mong tawagan o hanapin so you can have someone to talk to?” she asked. How thrilling it would be to know what he was going to say. Nakatingin na lang ito sa windshield. “Ah… Kasi…‘Yung way ko napadaan sa subdivision n’yo. Kaya naisip ko lang na baka gising ka pa para makipagkuwentuhan.” Sana kagatin, sabi nito sa isip, referring to the reason he gave.

Napakamot ang kanang index finger ni Kelly behind her right ear. “Okay,” she accepted his reason even if she knew that he was not telling the truth. Doon na rin nagsimula ang paunti-unti nilang pagkakaalaman ng basic information tungkol sa sarili nila. “By the way, I have something to give you.” He placed his hand inside his pants’ side pocket, then he pulled it out. Iniabot nito ang isang hair clip with a fuchsia pink ribbon. Nakatitig si Kelly sa maliit na hair clip na iyon with delight. “Para sa ‘kin ‘to?” she asked. “Napansin ko kasi that you are not wearing those— “ he was pointing his index finger to his own hair, “magnetized accessories on your hair, or whatever you call them. Kung ayaw mong gamitin yan, that’s fi— ” “No, I’m going to wear this now. Maganda ba?” she asked while clipping the hair clip on the side of her hair. “Bagay ba?” He nodded his head with a smile on his face. “Ihahatid na kita,” sabi nito. Kelly just allowed him to drive her back to her house. Upon reaching her house, doon sila nag-park sa pader kung saan naroon din ang puno na aakyatin ni Kelly pabalik sa loob ng bahay. Pareho silang nakatingin sa tree branch. “How were you able to climb that tree?” DJ asked with curiosity, hands on the hips. She shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know. I was only able to.” “Sa height mo’ng ‘yan, pa’no mo maaakyat ang pader n’yo?” He was unaware of his question. What he said did not translate to something offensive. Tumingin nang masama si Kelly kay DJ, narrowed her eyes, lips were tightly closed. Hanggang sa kumalma ang hitsura. “Ganito lang ‘yun.” Hinawakan niya ang dalawang kamay ni DJ at pinag-combine ang mga daliri. “’Yan, ganyan lang. I used to have a friend who took me home from a party we attended three

years ago. Tinulungan niya ‘kong makaakyat doon.” She pointed to the tree branch. Both DJ and Kelly recalled what transpired during their camping where DJ helped Kelly climb up the elevated ground. Nagising silang pareho sa pagkakaalala noon. Back to reality, sinimulan na ni Kelly na tapakaan ang clasped hands ni DJ and he lifted her until she was finally able to reach for the wall and held onto the tree branch. Mas mahirap na sa kanya na makaakyat unlike three years ago. “Will you be alright?” DJ asked in an almost whisper tone. Kelly made an ‘okay’ sign through her fingers. She waved at him good-bye and began her method of going down from the tree. Hindi umalis si DJ until mawala si Kelly sa scene. At last, Kelly made her way back to her house and up to her room. She texted DJ to inform him that she had safely returned to her house and that she was already in her room. She jumped on the bed, face down. She used her hands as her pillows to her left cheek and her face was looking to the right. Napangiti siya nang husto. Sa school, everytime na nagkikita si DJ and Kelly ay nagkakangitian ang dalawa nang patago sa mga kasama. Kapag nasa cafeteria naman sila ay nag-aabutan sila nang pasikreto ng kahit anong inumin o dessert. If there was anything that they were trying to hide from the public, hindi naman iyon nakaligtas sa mga mata ni Desire.

BEAT THIRTY-FOUR

MONFORT, ALEX, and RAOUL were at DJ’s house almost everyday after school to practice their performance for the Show Audition. Habang nagpapahinga sila ay napansin ni Monfort na nagte-text si Raoul at nakangiti pa. Monfort had been meaning to confront Raoul regarding his friend’s relationship with Desire and Heather. Pasimpleng lumapit siya kay Raoul. “Dude, may itatanong lang ako,” aniya rito. “Ano y’on, Dude?” tanong ni Raoul habang nakatingin pa rin sa cell phone at nagte-text. “What are your feelings for Heather?” Napahinto ito sa ginagawa. He turned his eyes at Monfort. “Bakit mo naitanong ‘yan?” “Halata naman kayong dalawa. Pero okay lang ‘yun, Dude. Walang masama d’un.” Tinapik ni Raoul ang braso ni Monfort at saka bumalik sa ginagawang pagtetext. “Kanino ba ‘yan? Para kay Heather… O para kay Desire?” “Desire is chatting with me here. Tignan mo, O. Kanina pa nga ito, eh.” Raoul pointed to the cell phone and showed Desire’s texts to him. “Sana h’wag mong paasahin kung wala kang gusto sa kanya,” seryoso niyang sabi. “Ha? Sino?” Raoul could not understand what Monfort meant by it dahil busy ito na nakikipag-chat. “Si Desire,” derechong sagot niya. Raoul was still directing his eyes on his cell phone, while listening and talking to Monfort. “Does Heather know?” Raoul was interrupted by Monfort’s constant questioning. “Know about what? Dude, I could hardly understand what you’re saying. Will you make me

understand?” He stopped at what he was doing and focused his attention on Monfort. “Naalala mo ba n’ung nagkita kayo ni Desire sa labas ng library the other day? When she was holding your hair.” Raoul was trying to recall. “O, what about that?” “I saw that. Honestly, it did not make me feel better,” Monfort itted with honesty. Raoul’s lips parted. He knew that Monfort had feelings for Desire, but he never intended to take her away from his friend. “I’m sorry, Dude. I did not mean to make you feel that way. Desire was showing me a magic trick… But it did not work. ” “It was really a trick. Heather saw that, too. And the way she saw it was like there was something going on between you and Desire. Hindi mo ba alam na nag-away sila sa locker because of that?” “Ha? Pa’no mong nalaman?” “Tinah told Alex, and he told me. I will understand if you are into Desire. Pero kung hindi naman, h’wag mo siyang paasahin dahil kapag nasaktan siya, kakalimutan kong magkaibigan tayo.” He gave a slight scoff. “Dude, Desire is only a friend. Heather is special.” “Alam din ba ‘yun n’ung dalawa?” Raoul paused for a moment. Nagkausap na sila ni Heather at ang alam niya ay maliwanag sa kanilang pareho ang napag-usapan nila sa hotel noong nagpasundo sa kanya ang dalaga para mailayo lang saglit sa bahay nila. “Ipaliwanag mo sa kanila nang mabuti or they might both end up hating each other. Pati na rin sa ‘yo, if you wanted to preserve your special friendship with Heather,” Monfort reminded Raoul. *****

TINAH WENT to her mother’s room para maghanap ng magazines na mababasa niya. Her mom liked subscribing to magazines and books kaya kapag mga past issues na ay marami rin silang ibinibenta pagdating sa charity bazaars para makakuha ng additional funds for the foundation. She pulled out a drawer and found the english pocketbooks neatly arranged. Inisa-isa niya ang titles saka niya binabasa ang gist sa likod ng bawa’t libro. Sa pagkakuha niya sa isang pocketbook ay may nahulog sa sahig mula roon. She picked it up and saw a picture of a pretty girl. She checked the back to see if there was anything written on it. There was a handwritten note saying, Taken by Errol, April 1995. Errol was her father’s name. And who was this girl in the pic? she asked herself. She took the picture and two pocketbooks she had selected. At dinnertime, dala-dala pa rin ni Tinah ang picture ng isang babae. She asked her mother about her. “Mom, do you know who she is?” Ipinakita niya ang picture dito. Her mom looked at the picture thoroughly. “She looks familiar,” Tinah added. Hindi kumibo si Mrs. Gorospe. “Well, do you know her? Kilala rin ba siya ni Daddy? Apparently, there’s a note in the back saying that it was Dad who took it. Sino siya?” “Maybe she’s your dad’s friend. Where did you find it?” Mrs. Gorospe had no idea who that person was, except that she knew she was her ex-husband’s former girlfriend. “Sa pocketbook that I took from your drawer. Nakasingit ‘yan d’un, eh. I think I’ve seen her somewhere before, but I just can’t .” Tinah was trying to recall. “You better finish your food before it gets cold.” Suddenly, the doorbell rang. “Ma’am Tinah, nandito po si Sir Alex,” sabi ng maid.

Tinah rushed to the living room. “What are you doing here?” She crossed her arms. Galit pa rin siya rito dahil doon sa nangyari sa charity ball na hindi man lamang siya naisayaw nito. “Hindi ba p’wedeng ‘Hi, nice of you to drop by’ muna? Since you already asked, I’m here because my mom told me to give this food to your mom. Is she here?” “She’s here. Let’s go to the dining area,” she casually said letting her arms stay crossed. Sinundan ito ni Alex. “Good evening, Tita. I brought you food made by my mom,” he greeted with a smile. “Hi, Alex. Why don’t you us for dinner?” “That’s okay, Tita. Tapos na po akong kumain sa bahay.” “Dessert? Do you like dessert? Have some. Maupo ka muna d’yan.” Alex sat on a chair beside Tinah. Inilabas ng Cook nila ang dessert at inilapag sa mesa. Alex took a slice of banana-apple pie baked by Mrs. Gorospe and took small bites. “Hmm... Delicious,” he said. “Did you bake it?” tanong niya kay Tinah. “Ahm, no, but I’m learning,” sabi ng dalaga, umiirap-irap sa kanya. Napansin ni Alex ang picture sa table next to Tinah. “What’s this? May I?” paalam niya. Tumango ang dalaga. Tinitigan ni Alex ang picture. “She looked like my Mom. I think this is my Mom,” Alex was quite surprised. “Talaga?” Hindi makapaniwala si Tinah. Even her Mom. Alex turned the picture to check the back. “1995? Errol? Who’s Errol?” he

murmured. “Errol is my Dad’s name,” Tinah said. “Hindi kaya magkakilala si Daddy and your mom?” “Where did you get this?” he continued to ask. “I saw that on the floor. I guess it fell from one of the pocketbooks I took from my mom’s drawer,” Tinah explained. “Tapusin na ninyo ang pagkain n’yo. I’m done. Maiwan ko muna kayo.” Kaagad itong nagpaalam at nagpunta na si Mrs. Gorospe sa room nito. “Let me ask my Mom about this,” Alex said. “Thanks for the sweets.” Tumayo na rin ito. “Oh, wait! ‘Yung food container nyo,” she reminded him. “Oh, no. That’s fine. Babalikan ko na lang ‘yan when I come back. This won’t be the last time that I will be bringing food for you.” He winked at her. Napayuko na parang nahiya pa si Tinah sa pag-wink ni Alex. Inipit niya ang strand ng buhok behind her ear. She led her to the door as Alex bade her goodbye. Suddenly, her lips sagged. She was wondering how her father got to know Alex’s Mom. ***** DJ GOT HOME TIRED after the group practice nang maabutan niyang nag-aargue ang parents niya sa living room. He did not show himself to his parents dahil mas gusto niyang marinig ang pinag-uusapan ng mga ito. “David should be the one to take over your position. The board should know that dahil nakitaan nila ng potential ang anak mo. He is your first-born!” protested Dona Anabelle. “Ako ang masusunod kung sino ang dapat na maupo sa position ko, walang sinuman. Not even my own family, ” mataas ang tono ng boses ng Papa niya. “David is a smart boy. Lahat sinusunod niya whatever it is that you tell him to

do. Bakit hindi mo maibigay ang tanging pinapangarap ng anak mo?” “Lahat ibinibigay ko kay David, lahat ng magustuhan niyang makuha. But when it comes to my position, si DJ ang gusto kong maupo doon!” “Bakit? Dahil ba DJ is your legitimate son?!” Nanlaki ang mga mata ni DJ sa narinig. Legitimate son? And why was my name mentioned? Why are they talking about me? “Here we go again… What if I said ‘Yes’, that’s because he’s my first legitimate son. May magagawa ka ba d’on?” His mother was full of hatred, kita sa expression ng mukha nito. “Matagal na nating napag-usapan ito, di ba? Ibibigay ko kay DJ ang nararapat para sa kanya. He deserves it. Malaki ang pagkukulang ko sa anak ko kaya dapat akong makabawi sa kanya.” DJ could not believe what he had heard. Maraming katanungan ang pumapasok sa isip niya sa bawa’t bagay na kanyang narinig. Hindi niya napansin na naroon din pala si David at Kayla sa paanan ng grand staircase at malamang ay narinig din ng mga ito ang mga pinag-usapan ng kanilang mga magulang. David was staring at DJ, masama ang loob. Hindi naman bago ito kay Kayla dahil bata pa lang siya ay iyon na ang pinag-aargumentuhan ng kanyang mga magulang. She was twelve years old then when she was told of a secret that her parents had to keep for over twenty years until that day. Napansin ni Dona Anabelle ang dalawang anak na naroon sa grand staircase. Napalingon din si Don Ricardo nang mapansin ang asawa na nakatingin sa ibang direction. Their parents knew that it was time for them to tell everything to their children. All of them sat on the European-designed couches in that part of the wide living room where of the family gather to talk as a family. Don Ricardo was seated at the master’s seat. Minabuti nito na uminom ng mainit na tea to calm his nerves before he could speak. Don Ricardo cleared his throat as he started to speak.

“I once had a wife. My first wife. Her name was Emilie. We had been married for three years, but we could not have a child. Ang sabi ng doctor niya na imposible na siyang magkaanak due to her previous operation in her uterus when she was young. Meron kasi siyang tumor sa uterus na kailangang matanggal, but the downside was that she might not be able to bear a child. After hearing that, I got so devastated, but I continued to show my and love for Emilie. Hindi maiwasan na parati kaming nag-aaway dahil depressed siya. She was always feeling guilty for not giving me a child due to her condition. So I thought of leaving her for a while para hindi niya parating nabe-blame ang sarili niya everytime na nakikita niya ako. Your mother, Anabelle, used to be a Director of a certain department in one of my companies. Nagkainuman kami sa isang bar, and I poured all my heartaches to her. Something happened after that, and that was the result of having you, Kayla, and David.” Tiningnan ng Don ang dalawang anak na panganay. “Itinago namin kay Emilie ang pagkakaroon ko ng affair kay Anabelle habang nagsasama pa rin kami ng asawa ko, at nagpapaka-ama ako sa inyong dalawa. Two years after David was born, Emilie and I found out that she was pregnant with our first child. Hindi naming inasahan na mabiyayaan kami ng anak n’ung sa akala naming ay hindi na mangyayari pa. Si DJ iyon. But Emilie died after giving birth. I kept everything to her, but my sincerest love for her remained in me. Para makabawi ako sa pagkakautang ko sa kanya at sa aking anak, I promised Emilie that DJ was going to be the Chairman of all my companies apart from the inheritance that he will be receiving from me.” “Pa, what about me and David, and Mom?” tanong ni Kayla, curious of what would happen to them after her father had revealed the secret. Hindi ito kumikibo tungkol sa kanilang share sa inheritance magmula nang magdalaga ito until she learned about her father’s plan for DJ. “Bakit sa akin mo ibinibigay ang malaking shares ng inheritance? What about Ate Kayla and Kuya David? Sila ang una mong mga anak,” may pagkalitong tanong ni DJ. “Anabelle and I were never married,” Don Ricardo added.

Nakayuko lang si Anabelle. She had been carrying the Yap surname, which she agreed in order to enjoy being the wife of a wealthy businessman at para maitago ang katotohanan sa public, lalo na sa mga board of directors ng kanilang companies. She was only Don Ricardo’s mistress, posing as the second legal wife. The Board needed a leader with a strong family background and a very good foundation to run the emerging businesses of the Yap. Kahit pa nirerecognize ni Don Ricardo ang dalawang panganay na anak as his children, DJ was the only legitimate son he had with his first legal wife. “Maybe I had betrayed my wife for my illicit affair, but I will not betray my promise to her that I will never re-marry any woman for as long as I live. “ Nanlaki ang mga mata ng mga anak. Napatayo si David, hindi alam kung ano ang magiging reaction nito sa narinig na revelation. He could not completely absorb what his father had told them, even if he clearly heard everything. Kayla thought that her parents had married later on, after Emilie ed away; she did not know that they never planned it. Doon lang nito nalaman ang buong katotohan. That they remained to be illegitimate children. No wonder her mother never treated DJ as her own. “You’re telling me that I had to follow everything that you wanted me to do for nothing? You had to give me everything that I wanted for as long as I will follow your advice, for what? Para meron lang kayong puppets ni DJ para sa kapakanan ninyo? Ipinahiram mo lang sa illegitimate family mo ang surname mo para lang masabi ng mga tao na may kumpleto kang pamilya? How could you be so selfish, Pa? Or should I say, Don Ricardo!” “David!” galit na sabi ng Don. “Akala n’yo ba hindi ko pinag-isipan ang tungkol dito? Do you think that I will just let my family suffer? Gan’on ba ako kasamang ama sa inyo?” Bumuntong-hinga si Don Ricardo. “Kung gaano kalaki ang pagmamahal ko kay DJ, ganoon din kalaki ang pagmamahal ko sa inyo. Malaki rin ang mamanahin ninyo sa akin dahil mga anak ko rin kayo!” David walked out. Apart from the inheritance that he would receive, the chairmanship position was the one he was targeting, but it would no longer be happening. Masama rin ang loob ni DJ sa ama. For nineteen years, he never knew that he had a real mother. He did not need to wonder anymore why his mother Anabelle

was giving him a cold treatment ever since he could ; all answers were already laid out to him, including his real mother’s existence. “Bakit mo siya ‘tinago sa ‘kin, Pa? Si Mommy. Ang totoong Mommy ko. Alam n’yo ba kung gaano ako naulila sa ina? ‘Yung yakap niya, ‘yung pag-aasikaso niya, ‘yung tunay na pagmamahal ng isang ina… Hindi ko naramdaman ‘yon. Pero sana kahit hindi ko naramdaman ‘yon mula sa kanya, at least alam ko na meron akong Mama na maituturing. Ina na totoo. Nineteen years, Pa, nagtiis ako. Nineteen years bago ko nalaman ang totoo sa pagkatao ko, kung bakit ako nagkakaganito at kung bakit ganito ang pamilya natin. I don’t know how I should react to all these. Sa tingin n’yo ba everything will go well? O baka mas worse pa ang magiging kalagayan ng pamilya na ‘to?” “I’m sorry,” Don Ricardo’s voice cracked. Sa sobrang sakit din ng kalooban nito ay hindi rin naiwasang mapaluha. DJ walked out of the living room and directly went to his bedroom. Nineteen years, ‘sorry’ lang ang katapat n’un, he thought. He started crying on his bed.

BEAT THIRTY-FIVE

ALEX WAS HAVING DINNER WITH HIS MOTHER when he suddenly ed about the picture of her that he saw at the Gorospe’s house. “By the way, Mom. Would you know Errol Gorospe?” tanong niya sa Mommy niya habang inilalatag ni Mrs. Miller ang mga pagkain sa mesa. Napahinto si Mrs. Miller. “Bakit?” Dahan-dahang napaupo ito. “Well, actually, there’s a picture of you that Tinah found. I figured that it was you when you were younger. It says in the back of it, taken by Errol Gorospe, 1995. Ring a bell?” Hindi alam ni Mrs. Miller what her reaction would be. “Let’s finish our supper first. I will tell you something.” Matapos nilang kumain ay nagtungo ang mag-ina sa study room para hindi sila marinig ng mga househelp sa anumang pinag-uusapan nila. Nakaupo si Alex sa couch sa study room noon ng kanyang ama, habang nakatayo naman si Mrs. Miller, looking out through the glass window, arms crossed. Pinag-iisipang mabuti kung paano ito sasabihin sa anak para maintindhan nito ang situation. Naupo ito across from Alex. “Anak, I would like you to keep an open mind, okay? I know how important Tinah is to you and how the Gorospe’s had treated you well when you stayed with them for two days. What I am about to tell you might become a big deal to you, or to Tinah the moment she learns about this from her mother,” pagsisimula muna ni Mrs. Miller. Alex was attentive to what his mother was about to tell him. “When I was in high school, I met this wonderful boy. He was a true gentleman, and he was very good to his family and his friends. He courted me until I accepted him. The picture that you saw was taken in our campus when I was in junior college.” She could not look straight in the eyes of her son. “That was taken by Tinah’s father, Errol Gorospe, my former boyfriend since high school.” Alex’s lips parted. Surprised.

“That picture was taken before I could tell him about my scholarship in an Australian University. Nagkaroon kami ng argument tungkol doon dahil hindi siya pumapayag na umalis ako at malayo sa kanya. Pero hindi ako nagpapigil. I still left during the summer of 1995. During my first semester in the University, I met your father. And… I got pregnant. Tinapos ko pa rin ang pag-aaral ko sa Australia while your father and I lived together. I wrote a letter to Errol to tell him that I had moved on with my life, so he had to do the same.” “Mom, you mean—you know that Tinah’s parents are separated, just like you and Dad---Didn’t it ever occur to you that they might be Mr. Gorospe’s family?” Alex was quite confused, and worried at the same time, because if Tinah would find out, their growing fondness for each other might melt away. Tumango si Mrs. Miller. “When you ran away and you told me that you were staying at the Gorospe residence, doon na ako naging-curious. I thought maybe Errol had asked the name of your parents, and maybe doon na lang niya malalaman ang relation ko sa ‘yo. But when you were at the hospital and they visited you, that was the only time I had learned na hiwalay pala ang mother ni Tinah kay Errol, and that was also the first time that I had met Mrs. Gorospe personally… I… Did not have the courage to tell her the truth.” Umiwas ng tingin si Mrs. Miller. Alex’s eyes were restless as he was absorbing what his mother revealed to him. And Tinah— His eyes opened wide and his lips parted slightly. He immediately stood up and ran outside the house. “Alex! Alex! Where are you going?” tawag ng kanyang ina habang sinundan siya palabas. Alex got into his car at pinaharurot iyon. ~~ THE DOORBELL RANG at the Gorospe residence. It rang five times, two seconds ang pagitan, bago magbukas ang pinto. Tinah opened the door, showing no reaction upon seeing Alex by the door. Alex was guessing that Tinah might have already known something, but if not, he wanted to be the first one to explain to her what his mother had told him. “Tinah, I just found out something… about the picture. My mom—“

“I don’t want to hear it, there’s nothing for you to explain. Just go away and don’t ever come back,” Tinah was upset. Isasara pa lang nito ang pinto nang harangin iyon ng paa ni Alex. “No wait! Just hear me out, please!” nagmamakaawa na siya. “What else do I need to hear? That your mother was my dad’s former girlfriend? And she did not even care to tell us? Does she know that my father’s last name is Gorospe? She didn’t even bother to ask there might be a coincidence?” Nagtaka siya kung paano nalaman ni Tinah. May nabanggit na si Mrs. Gorospe dito? “That’s why I’m here. I want to explain to you what my mom told me. She wasn’t sure at first if you were Mr. Gorospe’s family when she spoke to your mother over the phone before. And when they met the first time at the hospital, my mom was afraid to ask… Perhaps she was afraid to know the truth!” he was already very anxious. He feared that Tinah might lose interest in seeing him or talking to him kaya mabilis siyang nagpapaliwanag dito para malaman nito kaagad kung ano ang totoong nangyari. “Please, Tinah. There’s more that you need to hear. Promise!” Inipit ni Tinah ang paa ni Alex na nakaharang sa pinto para maialis ng binata ang paa at nang maisara na rin nito ang pinto. “My dad left my mom because he still loved your mother!” she was indignant. “Aah!” sigaw ni Alex dahil sa pagkakaipit ng paa. Nagawa rin ni Tinah na maisara ang pinto nang wala nang nakaharang dito. “Tinah! Tinah! Please! Just —Just hear me out!”

BEAT THIRTY-SIX

DJ DROVE TO SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY, still flustered by what transpired that night. Namula at namamaga ang mga mata niya dahil sa kaiiyak at hindi nakatulog nang husto. He decided to wear his dark leather jacket over a white plain shirt instead of the required uniform because he did not feel like he was going to be in the mood to study. He wore his branded dark shades so that no one would notice his eyes. His schoolmates were screaming and jolting each other upon seeing him walked through the corridors toward the male locker area. Napansin ng tatlo niyang barkada ang kanyang outfit. They, too, were curious. Nagkatinginan ang mga ito sa isa’t isa. Nakasuot ng varsity jackets ang mga kaibigan, sa kanya lang ang naiiba, sa mga oras lang na iyon. “Dude, are you back in your old self?” tanong ni Alex, he was being serious. Hindi niya kinibo ito. Kinuha niya ang tablet for his first-class and shut the locker door hard that brought an explosion-like sound in the whole area. Nagtungo siya sa classroom and sat on his chair. Hindi pa rin tinatanggal ang shades. “Mr. Yap, do you know what time it is? It is time for you to remove your sunglasses. You are inside the classroom and you are not supposed to wear shades here,” his male Professor firmly said. “And why are you not wearing the required uniform?” Hindi pa rin kumilos si DJ. “Didn’t you hear me, Mr. Yap? Or do you want to go to the Dean’s office? If he would disobey his Professor and be sent to the Dean’s, it would only add to his misery. Tinanggal niya ang shades dahan-dahan. His classmates’ eyes and mouth opened wide in surprise and the buzz started to spread inside the room. Magang-maga ang mata niya. “What happened to your eyes? Do you have sore-eyes?

“No, Sir. I just couldn’t sleep last night,” he said weakly, trying to make an excuse. “I am going to give you a warning note for not wearing your uniform. You have to let your parents sign it and submit the paper back to me. Okay, then. Class, face here. We’ll begin our lesson.” Alex’s arm leaned on DJ’s armchair and whispered. “Dude, I’ve always been puyat, but I would never get those bulges around my eyes unless I cried hard.” “Mind your business, Alex,” he warned his friend. Ilan pang classes bago mag-lunch break. Kelly was walking through the corridor when a girl dropped a pile of manuals to the floor. As an act of impulse, Kelly picked up some of the manuals and handed it to the girl. There were other students ing by who saw what Kelly did. They could not believe their eyes as whispers and murmurs started spreading out in the area. Alam ng mga iyon na very unusual for Kelly to behave that way because they knew her for being a b**ch who would not care about anyone except herself and the I.G. . Nakita ni DJ ang ginawa ni Kelly. Tumitig lang siya sa direction nito. Nakita siya ni Kelly nang makaalis ang tinulungang babae. She smiled at him, gestured to him regarding his shades and that she was going to her next class. She waved at him hanggang sa makalayo na ito. Dumerecho siya sa cafeteria where his friends were waiting for him. “We are here to listen, Dude,” sabi ni Monfort. Tumingin lang si DJ kay Monfort who was sitting across from him, his one arm leaning on the table while the other hand holding a fork, playing with his food. “I have a problem of my own, too. Tinah won’t talk to me, Man!” Alex began complaining. “Why?” asked Raoul. “Can’t tell you why right now. Later.”

Sumenyas sa mga mata si Raoul sa kanyang mga kasama. He was referring to the guys on the other table that were laughing and looking toward their direction. Those were the same guys who hit DJ with a ball in the basketball court. “’Wag n’yo na lang pasinin. Mga bakla yata, eh,” Alex’s side lips smirked. Sa girls’ restroom naman ay naroon ang I.G., pinag-uusapan ang tungkol sa bet nila on DJ and Kelly. “Let’s just stop the bet. I will not go on with it,” sabi ni Kelly, applying powder on her face. “Ngayon pa, kung kelan malapit mo na siyang mapaamo?” ani Desire. “Mapaamo? He’s not even showing any interest in me. Everytime we go out on a date, he was just treating me like a friend.” “Relationships begin with friendship,” Desire added. “Ayoko na ng ganito. I don’t want DJ to think that I was playing with him,” she resisted. “Ow? Baka naman ikaw na ang tinatamaan,” Desire said with suspicion. Hindi nakakibo si Kelly. Tama ito, tinatamaan na siya kay DJ. DJ could be a good catch, but a one-sided feeling was not right. And she did not want him to fall for her because he thought that she was Hannah. Nalungkot si Kelly as she bowed her head. Pagkauwian, sabay-sabay na nagpuntahan ang mga students sa parking area to go to their respective cars. Habang dumaraan sila DJ ay hindi rin nila maiwasan na hindi marinig ang biruan ng ibang mga lalaki roon, pinag-uusapan sila. “Bet lang pala ang katapat nang mga ‘yan, eh. Biruin n’yo, isang bully na lalaki, natalo sa bully na babae.” “And not only that, si Kelly, how b**chy could she get? Inutakan pa niya ang isang ‘yun. Nagpahulog naman sa bitag!” Nagsipagtawanan ang mga ito kahit alam na naparaan ang grupo ni DJ.

“He’s clueless! The former ‘piranha’ bully lost to the b**chy leader of I.G.!” Nagsipagtawanan ulit sila. Biglang may humatak sa isa sa mga lalaking iyon at pinagsusuntok ni DJ. Umaawat si Raoul sa kanya, pero hindi siya nagpapigil. May humila kay Raoul at sinapak ng isa pang lalaki. Alex and Monfort ran toward them to help their friends. Nagkaroon na ng riot sa parking lot kaya sumugod na ang ilang campus security guards para awatin sila. The I.G witnessed the commotion. DJ kept on punching the face of one of the guys who called Kelly a b**ch. “DJ, stop it! Please!” sigaw ni Kelly. But DJ continued to punch the other guy’s face. “Hannah wouldn’t be happy to see you back in your old ways!” Naisip ni Kelly na sabihin iyon dahil baka sakaling matauhan si DJ. Nang marinig ang pangalan ni Hannah ay napigilan niyang isuntok ang isang kamay sa lalaking duguan na at wala nang malay. He stood up and approached Kelly. Galit na galit ang expression ng mukha niya. Hinawakan niya sa batok si Kelly at akma niya ring susuntukin ito, pero hindi niya iyon gagawin. Gusto niya lang ipakita kay Kelly that he was so mad at her. He was so mad at his father and his family. Nanlaki ang mga mata ni Kelly. Natatakot at baka bumalik sa dati si DJ sa kanyang ugali noon. Ibinaba niya ang kanyang kamay. Stream of tears ran down his cheeks. Naglakad siya palayo kay Kelly. Sinundan naman siya ni Kelly. “DJ… DJ! Stop right there! Talk to me, please,” pigil nito sa binata. DJ stopped, his back on her. “Talk to me. What was bothering you? Ano ‘yung nakita ko kanina? What happened back there?” asked Kelly.

He turned around to face her. Lumapit siya rito. “Never, ever mention Hannah. Don’t use her name in your wicked schemes!” “I wasn’t using her name for any schemes! Kung makikita ka ni Hannah ngayon, ano sa tingin mo’ng sasabihin niya sa ‘yo? Matutuwa ba siya? She will also tell you to stop acting like you were the old DJ who was so hard-headed!” Tinuturo niya ang sarili. “Then let Hannah tell me to stop! Siya lang ang p’wedeng makapagsabi sa ‘kin kung masaya siya o malungkot siya! You can’t speak on her behalf!” he said in rage. Pasigaw na rin ang pagsasalita ni Kelly dahil sa biglaang paglakas ng buhos ng ulan. “Aminado ako that I am not Hannah! Walang p’wedeng maging si Hannah. Walang sinuman ang p’wedeng pumalit sa kanya. But I am not going to just stand here and look. You’re engaging into a fight because you can’t accept that she’s gone? Sino pa’ng gusto mong magsabi sa ‘yo kung ano’ng mali’ng ginagawa mo?” “Mali?! Ano sa mga ginagawa ko ang mali? Ikaw, can you tell me kung ano’ng mali sa ginagawa mo? Following Hannah’s footsteps, acting like Hannah in order to get my attention? Well, guess what. You’ve succeeded. Bakit hindi ikaw ang magsabi sa ‘kin na tigilan na ang maling ginagawa ko, bilang ikaw? Kelly, you do not have to keep using Hannah’s name or pretend that you were Hannah. Dahil ikaw na ang nakikita ko…” He paused for a second. “Matagal na,” he said in a low tone, almost a whisper. Pero bakas pa rin ang galit na expression sa mukha niya. Kelly’s eyes opened wide. “When you were pretending to be Hannah, you’re trying your best to show me that you can change. And you’ve sacrificed your lifestyle to please me. Kaya please lang, stop pretending like Hannah because contrary to what you’re thinking, I am already trying to accept that she’s gone! Hannah or no Hannah, ikaw lang ang nagpatibok ulit ng puso ko. H’wag mo kong paasahin na gusto mo ‘ko kung hindi naman talaga totoo na may feelings ka sa ‘kin!” Hirap siyang sabihin dito ang totoo. “Because I am already falling for you!” Hindi alintana sa kanila ang lakas ng kulog at kidlat. There was a moment of

pause. “But why did you have to betray me?! Playing games with me?! You must be out of your mind!” patuloy pa ni DJ. Tinalikuran niya si Kelly at naglakad nang mabilis palayo rito. Sinusundan naman siya ni Kelly. “Yes, I must be out of my mind! Dahil ang akala ko rin na kaya kitang pataobin by trying to make you fall for me kung sakaling maging katulad ko si Hannah! Kung alam mo lang that everytime I try to pretend in front of you, I was also beginning to fall in love with you!” DJ continued to walk away from her, going back to the parking lot to get into his car. Kelly screamed the words she wanted him to hear. “DJ, mahal kita! Mahal na mahal kita!” She started to cry so hard. She knelt on the ground. Kelly’s friends ran toward her to help her get up while DJ was disappearing from her sight. DJ drove along the highway. He, then, pulled over to the side. He just kept crying. He was angry. He started pounding the steering wheel with one hand in anger, his chest wanted to explode. Until he screamed at the top of his lungs. The rain was pouring heavily to the ground. Kelly was in her room, leaning on the window frame. Pinapanood niya ang raindrops na pumapalo sa glass window. Masaya siya dahil sa narinig niya mula kay DJ. Pero malungkot siya dahil nalaman ni DJ ang ginawa niyang pagplano para magustuhan siya. She kept drying up her tears that were falling down her cheeks from her eyes. Paano niyang mapapaniwala si DJ na ang taong nagbago na right before his eyes ay siya pa rin, si Kelly. She was not pretending anymore that she was Hannah. Kung ano ang naramdaman niya sa tuwing magkasama sila, totoo na iyon, bilang siya si Kelly. Kung ano man ang pagbabago sa sarili niya na ipinapakita niya, totoo iyon, bilang siya. Nabigyan ng suspension ang mga students na involved sa riot sa carpark noong isang araw, kabilang doon ang group ni DJ. Nang makabalik na sila sa school, nag-iwasan ang I.G. at Beat Boys Beyond and instead, nag-concentrate na lang sila sa kanilang nalalapit na FPOP Superstars Show Audition.

~~ ONE MONTH LATER … Sa Show Audition ay nakapasa ang Incredible Girls and the Beat Boys Band na kinabibilangan ni Monfort, DJ, Raoul, and Alex. Kahit magkasama sa audition ang mga pambato ng Simonet Bordeaux Académie ay magkakahiwalay naman ang mga ito sa backstage kaya hindi nila nagagawang makapag-usap o magkaharap-harap maliban na lang kung nasa stage na ang mga ito at nagpeperform. Another month ed by until the Finals.

BEAT THIRTY-SEVEN

ALRIGHT, GUYS! THIS IS IT! Everything is fine, right? Monfort asked his friends, one by one. He wanted to make sure that they were going to perform without fail, and without getting nervous. On the contrary, he was the one who appeared very nervous. “Hey, relax, Dude! Nakakahawa ka, eh,” Raoul said to Monfort, smiling. “I love to perform, but this is the first time that I will be doing this in front of the camera! Do I look good?” Alex said, who was standing beside them. He was pressing his palms to calm his nerves. The four guys wore black leather jackets over a white polo shirt with a necktie, black jeans, and leather boots. Matatangkad, mga guwapo, head-turners, perfect! DJ was putting on his leather jacket and fixing his outfit, in a serious but in a calm expression. “Pare, I know that you are going through some problems right now, but please, learn to smile. Still show the audience that you are having a good time. Set aside the issues first. We need to win!” reminded Raoul. “We’re counting on each other!” The four dudes stuck their fists together. “This is teamwork!” Then, they knocked each other’s fists. “Ahoo-Ahoo-Ahoo!” Ladies and Gentlemen! Welcome to the Fifth Season of Search for the Next FPOP Superstars here on SBA-NBC! It is an honor and privilege to be able to host this event that happens every three years! Imagine that! Our former winners had already gone a long way in their career and had helped them improve their lives. This time, we shall see who will succeed as the next big star in the Philippine music industry, and worldwide. Let me explain something. What is FPOP? We all know that iIt is short for Filipino Pop, that showcases Filipino Pop culture! Filipino Pop is successful not only in our country, but around the world! Everywhere you go, Filipinos excel in singing, dancing, acting, fashion, sports, food, and in discovering new things through inventions. Filipinos make themselves successful in whatever field they embark into. So let us all be proud as Filipinos!

Without further ado, everyone, let’s give a round of applause to our past winners who will perform for us tonight, on this stage, where they started! The host introduced the four past winners in the solo category of that same show, that included Raymond Cortez as the fourth titleholder. Pagkatapos nilang magperform, the judges were introduced next. The introduction of contestants in the solo category came next, their own one minute music videos were shown on the wide screen and on television. Then, each contestant performed before the judges. After the selection of the five contestants in the solo category, they were going to compete for the final round on the following week. Ganoon din ang ginawa for the group category. The I.G. and Beat Boys showed their own music videos that lasted for one minute before they performed. The Incredible Girls were so lovely in their golden peach sleeveless tank top and leather fitting pants and stilettos. They impressed the viewers as well as the judges in their upbeat performance like real-pro. Ang pinakahuling tinawag ay ang Beat Boys Beyond. Beat Boys Beyond ang ipinangalan nila sa kanilang grupo because they could showcase a different kind of upbeat music na tamang-tama sa panlasa ng kahit na sinong mahilig sa music, Filipino man or foreigner. As soon as the curtains were up, the music started to beat, the luminous rays of blue and green lights started to dance, and a theatrical smoke and fog effects appeared on the stage when they began to perform. These made the judges dance to the beat, including the audience. Maganda ang sound effects, at siyempre, ang boses ng Beat Boys Beyond . The fans of every group finalist screamed, chanted their names, and waved their pictures and names through streamers, posters and portable mini electronic boards. The past winners in the group category also performed during the intermission number. Once again, let’s give a big round of applause to our past winners… (The audience applauded).

So, ladies and gentlemen, and… Judges… we shall now be calling on the five lucky groups to compete next week for the finals in the Search for the next Fpop Superstars. Here we go… For the first group, may we call in… the Heartthrobs! Next, we have… the Ladies In Red! We still have three final slots… and one of them is… the Foxies! Two more! Who could they be! The audience were chanting the names of the groups, louder and louder hanggang sa hindi na magkarinigan sa concert arena. The Sound Beaters! And, one more… Nagdadasal sa backstage ang mga natitirang groups. May mga na umiiyak, kinakabahan, nagtatago sa isang sulok— lahat naghihintay at umaasa na tawagin ang pangalan ng group nila. The Beat Boys Beyond! Nagsisitalon ang ng Beat Boys Beyond. Hindi rin napigilan ng mga ito ang maluha dahil sa kanilang narating. They went to the stage and bowed their heads, kissed their index fingers and raised them in the air, nakaturo sa langit as a sign of gratefulness to God. Nagsibagsakan ang confetti at lumabas na naman ang fog that covered the stage grounds. Nagsisihiyawan ang audience, may nagsisiiyakan din na mga fans, they were hugging one another, kissing one another on the cheeks, slamming one another’s hands in the air, and giving high five gestures. Everyone enjoyed the competition, smiling, laughing, and the music theme song of the show started playing. ~~ “LET’S VOLT IN!” sabay-sabay na nag-toast ng cola in can ang apat na

ng Beat Boys Beyond nang mag-celebrate sila as POP’s. “I just can’t believe it! Hanggang ngayon tumataas pa ang balahibo ko, O!” Raoul was ecstatic, showing off the hair raising on his arms. “Iba ang feeling. Nakaka-inspire, nakaka-motivate,” sabi ni Alex. Patuloy na binabati sila ng mga taong nakakakilala sa kanila. “Nakaka-pressure. Ang gagaling ng mga kalaban,” Monfort said. “If we win, we can have the chance to perform overseas! At makakapag-guest din tayo sa mga international shows like what the past winners did! Too excited, Dudes. Just too excited.” Nakangiti sabay inom ni Raoul ng cola. DJ was just quiet, playing on the letter keys of his cell phone. He was also browsing on the selfie pictures of himself and Kelly. Napansin siya ni Monfort who was sitting next to him. “Tawagan mo na kaya,” he suggested. “No,” simpleng tugon niya. “Jeez, the I.G. didn’t make it. I wonder how they are feeling right now,” napailing si Raoul. “Even if they did not win, they are still big. May chance pa rin sila to appear on different TV shows,” said Alex. “Speaking of I.G., I still need to make amends with Tinah. It’s been a month that she wouldn’t talk to me. Iwas nang iwas. Panay naman ang tingin sa direction ko kung sa’n ako nand’on.” “I think, before we start getting busy with practice, we should work things out with the girls,” Monfort said. Sa kabila ng ingay sa POP’s, natahimik lang ang apat.

BEAT THIRTY-EIGHT

RAOUL MET WITH DESIRE at the Campus Garden. He made that appointmet para makapag-usap sila nang masinsinan. “Desire…” He took a deep breath. “You’ve been a good friend. Our relationship will have to stay as friends, but we can’t go more than that. Alam mo kung sino ang mas gusto ko.” Raoul was hoping that he could make Desire understand what he was trying to say. Desire’s arms were folded against her chest. “Raoul, relax. Who says that I’m getting the wrong idea ?” “You mean, you’re not— “ Itinuro niya ang sarili at si Desire. “Then why did you and Heather fight last time?” Desire scoffed. “She was the one who started it. She thought that there was something going on between us, and that I was digging into you… She could be a jealous freak, you know. Possessive ‘yan, baka masakal ka lang. Ingat ka,” she warned him in a mild tone of voice. She smiled at him as she turned away from him. Her smile faded. Raoul searched for Heather at her next class but she was not there. Hinalughog na niya ang buong campus, but he still could not find her. May nakapagsabi na pumasok raw ito pero hindi niya makita. At last, they crossed paths when he found her walking toward their building from the Building. Masaya siyang sinalubong ang dalaga. “Hi,” simpleng bati niya. “Hi,” Heather responded. Umiiwas ito ng tingin sa kanya. “Galing ka ng ?” “Yes, I just submitted my reports to Miss Banzon.” “You’re leaving for soon, right?” he asked. Tumango lang ito.

“How long will you be staying there?” “Kung matapos na ang pageant, I will come back.” “I’ll be cheering for you… May live streaming naman kaya mapapanood kita.” She smiled, but not looking at him. “Thanks.” For a second, they were not saying anything. “I’ve got to go, still have class,” paalam ni Heather. “Yeah… Sure!” Nagparaan siya. As soon as she walked past him, hinuli niya ang kamay ni Heather. “I just wanted you to know that my feelings for you haven’t changed. What you’re thinking about me and Desire is not true… I just thought you might want to know.” “Good luck for the finals. I hope that your group wins,” she said, without looking at him, pero hinayaan pa rin ni Heather na hawakan ni Raoul ang kamay nito. “Please look at me,” he requested in a soft voice. She turned around to face him. “What I said before, it will remain that way. I still like you. When you come back after the pageant, I will still be here waiting for you.” Nilapitan ni Raoul si Heather and hugged her gently. Masaya si Heather sa narinig mula kay Raoul. Now, she could be reassured that Raoul was really sincere to her. Napapikit ito nang iangat ang mga kamay para hawakan ang likuran ni Raoul habang sila ay magkayap. ***** DJ WAS SICK and had to spend some days in his room to rest. He could not rehearse for their last schedule of stage play and his friends were worried because they needed to practice for the final of FPOP Superstars.

Si Kayla ang nag-aasikaso kay DJ, day and night. Malaking pasasalamat niya sa panganay na kapatid dahil hindi ito nagbago sa kanya despite of what their father had revealed to them. “Ate, galit ka ba?” tanong niya sa kapatid, his voice was husky, soft and weak. “Saan ako magagalit?” she asked back. She was peeling off the band from the fever relief patch to place on his forehead to make his fever go down. “About Papa’s plans for all of us.” “It’s Papa’s decision, not ours to oppose. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip ni Papa.” “Pa’no ko kaya ipapakilala ang sarili ko kay Mama? To my real mother? Hindi kaya siya magtampo kasi hindi buo ang feelings ko sa kanya? I mean, I’ve longed to feel a mother’s love, but I never knew her. She was a complete stranger to me, hindi ko alam kung paano ako magre-react o papakiramdaman na mommy ko siya. Isn’t it weird?” Her lips stretched. She combed his hair backwards, and tilted her head. “Minsan, iba-iba ang nararamdaman ng mga anak sa magulang. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang magiging pakiramdam mo kapag nasubukan mong mag-open up sa kanya, kahit hindi mo siya nakikita. Maybe someday, you will start feeling her love for you as your mother.” Nabaling ang tingin ni DJ sa bintana. May isang pink colored balloon na napadaan roon paakyat, hanggang sa naglaho. Then another balloon, color blue. Still another, it was a red balloon, then yellow. Inalis niya ang blanket sa kanyang katawan at napatayo siya mula sa pagkakahiga sa kama para silipin kung anong meron sa labas. Kayla’s eyes just followed where he was heading. He opened his window. Nasilip niya si Kelly na nasa ibaba, may hawak na white balloon na pinakawala. Naparaan ang white balloon sa bintana, saka hinuli ni DJ ang tali ng balloon. Kelly saw DJ holding the balloon; DJ looked toward her. Kelly smiled when she had finally got his attention. Then she flipped a sheet from the paper board beside her. Nakalagay doon, Sorry na. Then she flipped the second sheet na ang nakalagay ay, Wala akong partner sa stage play. Kapag wala ka, paano na ako?

Flipped another one, Nag-iisa? Another sheet was flipped next, Ever since you were with me, I was Kelly, the last sheet was flipped, Not someone else. Then she picked up her mini-electronic board, may ginawa siya roon then showed it to him: Can you return my balloon now? DJ was not smiling; there was no expression in his eyes except for a slightly converged eyebrows. He shut the windows and left her alone. “Hoy!” she called out to him aloud. “Pambihirang tao ‘to,” she murmured and made a face.

BEAT THIRTY-NINE

MONFORT FOUND DESIRE at the waiting shed a few blocks away from the campus nang pauwi na ito. Nakaupo lang ito doon at tahimik na nakatunganga. She was neither waiting for the bus to arrive nor a taxi cab because she looked like she was not going to ride in any of those. “Desire?” he called her attention. Napatingin ito sa kanya. “What are you doing here? Uuwi ka na ba?” “Just go away, Batungbakal, I want to be alone,” suplada nitong sagot. Naupo siya sa tabi nito. Tiningnan lang siya ni Desire. “Sasamahan na kita. Bus ba ang hinihintay mo o taxi?” “Hindi pa ‘ko uuwi.” “Gan’on ba? Gusto mo kumain muna tayo somewhere? There’s a good food hub nearby, it’s my treat,” nakangiti niyang sabi. Hindi na naman siya nito kinibo. “Walang pasok tomorrow. Holiday. Gusto mong lumabas? Just tell me where you want to go, pupuntahan natin.” “Can you not leave me alone? Gusto ko lang mapag-isa. And please, don’t talk to me. How many times do I have to tell you to stay away from me,” painis nitong sabi. He also lost his patience. “Ano ba’ng problema mo? Alam mo, n’ung magkita tayo during the first day of school, nagulat ako, eh. Kasi hindi na ikaw ‘yung Desire na kilala ko. Ang kilala kong Desire, mabait, tahimik pero marunong magpakatao. Hindi katulad ng Desire na nakikita ko ngayon. Parang puno ng galit d’yan sa katawan mo.” “Sino ka ba para pagsabihan ako? Sige na, iba na ‘ko kung iba. Eh, ano naman sa ‘yo? Hindi kita pinapakialaman kaya ‘wag mo rin akong pakialaman, p’wede

ba?” “You’re right, I’m just a nobody to you. Hindi ako dapat nakikialam sa buhay mo o sa mga pinaggagagawa mo. Concern lang ako kasi nangyayari sa ‘yo dahil ayokong nakakakita ng taong sinisira niya ang sarili niya sa mga bagay na walang katuturan!” Tumayo si Desire. “Bakit, ano ba sa tingin mo ang pinaggagagawa ko? Bakit kailangan kang maapektuhan? I am not your responsibility. Leave me alone para hindi ka nadadamay sa mga pinaggagagawa ko!” She walked away leaving Monfort seated on the bench. The next day, every student in school, including the faculty and the school heads, received a multi-media video service message in their iPhones all at the same time. Ipinapakita roon sina Raoul at Heather na nag-uusap the day before, kung paano sila naghawakan at nagyakapan. Everyone was thrilled as they watched the scene and posted the MMS to their social media s. Desire, who had just entered the female locker area was greeted with angry eyes by her I.G. friends. She tried to ignore their stares, but as she was getting some things from her locker, hindi na niya mapigilan ang hindi magtanong sa mga kaibigan. “Is there anything wrong?” she asked in a firm tone. “Ang kapal din naman pala ng mukha mong magtanong as if you did not know what is going on,” pagtataray ni Kelly. “Then what is going on?” Desire asked again. “Can’t you stop your wickedness toward Heather? Masyado mo nang sinisira ang pagkakaibigan natin!” Kelly was trying to control her anger. “Whoa! Teka lang, meron ba kayong gustong ibintang sa ‘kin? Ano ‘yun, ‘yung MMS na na-receive nang halos buong population na yata ng Pilipinas at kahit overseas? If you are blaming me for that, ngayon pa lang I’m telling you—“ “Desire!” Heather entered the scene and slapped Desire’s face. She also grabbed Desire’s long hair at hindi ito binibitawan ni Heather. Umawat naman si Kelly and Tinah pero hindi mapigilan ang dalawang magkaibigan na magkasakitan.

Lumalaban din si Desire ng sampalan at sabunutan. Dumating ang Beat Boys Beyond without Monfort at nakuha nilang paghiwalayin ang dalawa. Heather was so furious that she could not help but burst out into tears. “Bakit kailangan mo’ng gawin sa ‘kin ‘to, Desire? Bakit gan’on na lang ang laki ng galit mo sa ‘kin? Did I do something wrong to you to deserve this?” Humihikbi na si Heather. “What are you ALL talking about?” Alex was behind Desire, holding her arms. “Let go of me!” She was trying to release herself from Alex’s grip. Doon dumating si Monfort at tinabihan si Desire. “What is going on?” tanong nito sa mga taong nakapaligid sa kaguluhan na iyon. “Desire?” he asked as he turned to her. “Pagsabihan mo si Desire, Mon. She was doing something crazy again!” sabi ni Raoul. He was following Heather when she stormed her way toward the girls’ locker area. Sumunod din ang dalawang kaibigan na si Alex and DJ. “Crazy? You’re calling me crazy! How dare you!” Desire was very furious. Nanliliit na ito sa mga paninisi at panlalait ng mga kaibigan ngunit tinatapangan pa rin nito ang loob. “What is this all about?!” seryoso at galit na rin si Monfort. “Did you not receive an MMS? The video showed me and Heather talking! It was virtually sent to everyone!” nakapaglabas na rin ng sama ng loob si Raoul. “Yes, I did, too. But why are you blaming Desire? Siya ba ang may gawa n’un?” Napatingin si Monfort kay Desire. “No! I did not do it! It wasn’t me! Mon, believe me. Isinisisi nila sa akin ang hindi ko ginawa!” Desire was already defending herself. “Then who would do it?” asked Kelly. “You’re the only one who could do some nasty things behind our backs! Who else would have the guts to do all these?” sabat ni Heather.

“Please, let me talk to Desire. Lahat kayo, magsialisan na kayo dito!” Monfort tried to dismiss all those who were watching the circus. “Let her go, Alex,” pakiusap nito kay Alex. Reluctant si Alex na i-release si Desire. “C’mon, ‘Lex!” Monfort begged impatiently. “Take it easy, Mon,” Alex was trying to calm him down. He raised his hands in front of him. Monfort held Desire by the shoulders and guided her out of the locker room. “You didn’t even respect our privacy!” Raoul added. Monfort turned around at sumunod na dito ay sinuntok na ni Monfort si Raoul. Doon na pumigil din si DJ and Alex sa dalawang lalaki. “Stop it! Stop it!” DJ interfered. Monfort led Desire out of the campus. The faculty entered the locker area, some of them tried to convince the students to go back to their respective classrooms. Suddenly, everyone received another MMS with another video containing the scene where Desire was holding Raoul’s hair, and the last one was when Monfort found Desire at the waiting shed noong malakas ang ulan at inihatid ni Monfort ang babae sa condominium nito. Nagkatinginan ang I.G. and Beat Boys. If it was not Desire who took the video and sent it to everyone, then who did? ~~ GINAGAMOT ni Mrs. Batungbakal ang sugat ni Monfort sa kamay. Nasugatan ang knuckles niya dahil sa pagkakasuntok sa kaibigang si Raoul. “Bakit ba kayo nag-aaway-away na magkakaibigan? Kung kelan naman gumaganda na ang takbo ng mga pangarap n’yo, eh, doon naman nagsusulputan

ang mga problema n’yo,” ani Aling Claudia. “Tignan mo na ngayon, Mon. Iba na ang panahon n’yo. Naku, mabuti na lang at noong kapanahunan namin, walang mga twit-twit na ‘yan at fesbook, pati tumbler, istagram, at ano pa ba ‘yon, Ma?” tanong ni Mang Nestor sa asawang kumakalikot sa mini-iPad. “Bl-bl-blagspat?! Hay naku! Ke dami-dami naman ‘yan. Eh, kung meron n’yan noong kabataan natin, eh, di hindi ko na alam kung maka-gradwet pa ‘ko. Biro mo, buong buhay ko malalagay lang d’yan sa mga medya-medya na ‘yan. Kelangan kapag sumubo ka ng pagkain sa bibig, dapat maganda para di ka katawa-tawa kapag nakita mo ang sarili mo sa internet! ” reklamo ni Aling Claudia. Iniligpit nito ang first aid kit at itinabi ang iPad ni Monfort. Nagpatuloy pa si Mang Nestor. “Eto ngang Ate mo, may nakilala raw s’yang lalaking ubod ng gaspang ng ugali. Ang akala mo raw pera nila sinusungkit lang sa puno na namumulaklak ng pera. Pati ‘yung picture n’ya raw, pagkakuha pa lang sa kanya, wala pang isang segundo, hindi pa siya nakakalunok, naro’n na sa internet! Ang punto namin dito, Anak, mag-ingat kayo sa ikinikilos n’yo sa labas. Ke artista ka pa o ordinaryong tao ka lang, hindi lang sa karatig barangay ka makikilala, pati sa ibang bansa, femus (famous) ka na d’un,” kuwento nito. “At alam mo ba kung bakit marami sa mga boy-bands o girl-bands na di tumatagal sa industriya?” Inisa-isa nito sa mga daliri ang mga dahilan, “Pwedeng dahil sa hindi masisipag ang ibang mga kasamahan sa grupo, nag-a-ambisyon na mag-solo, may inggitan, awayan, selosan, o kinatatamaran na. Ilan lang ‘yan sa mga dahilan. Naku! Ang dapat d’yan, ha, eh pinapag-usapan ang hindi pagkakaintindihan. Inaayos na ka’gad para naaalagaan. Pero kung may susuko, p’wes, maghanap ng kapalit para tuluy-tuloy lang ang grupo at tumatagal,” dagdag pa ng ama. “Pero alam mo, Anak.” Kinalabit ng ina si Monfort sa balikat. “Sa tingin ko, ang band ninyo titibay pa. Kasi mga responsable ang mga ka-miyembro mo. Dapat pareho lang ang goal n’yo para sabay kayong umasenso sa grupo,” nakangiting sabi ng ina. “’Yang problema n’yo ngayon, titigil din ‘yan. Mas marami pa ‘yan kapag naging busy na kayo sa larangan na ‘yan, kaya dapat marunong kayo ng time management at dedicated kayo sa trabaho at pag-aaral.” Biglang naalala ni Mang Nestor ang edukasyon ng anak. “Oy, Monfort. Ang pag-aaral mo ha. Malalagot

ka sa kapatid mo kapag na kick-out ka d’yan sa Academy mo,” patuloy pa ng ama. Isinuklay ni Aling Claudia ang hibla ng buhok ng anak. “Damayan mo lang si Desire para may nagpapaalala sa kanya na masama ang manira ng kapwa. Pati ang mga kaibigan mo, ke gaguwapo pa naman ninyong tignan kapag magkakasama, ayusin n’yo ang problema n’yo. ” “Pa, Ma. Thank you. Hindi ko naman hahayaang magkasira kaming magkakaibigan, eh. Haharapin ko sila, mag-uusap kami,” sa wakas ay nagsalita rin si Monfort. He was disappointed with the incident that occurred between him and his friends. Hindi niya sinasadyang masuntok si Raoul, but he had to do it dahil naiinsulto na si Desire. Nang may nagpadala rin sa kanila ng isa pang video na kuha sila ni Desire, napahinga siya nang malalim. At least alam niya na walang kinalaman si Desire sa mga videos na iyon. Maaaring gawagawa iyon ng mga stalker or mga tsismo’t tsismosa na nakakita sa kanila ng mga oras na iyon. Nalalapit na rin ang competition, kailangan nilang mag-ayos ng mga kaibigan para hindi mawala lang ng ganoon ang mga pinagpaguran nila para maabot ang pinapangarap.

BEAT FORTY

HINDI PUMASOK SA SCHOOL SI DESIRE for three straight days. Nag-worry naman dito si Monfort. He went to see her in her condominium unit. Kahit alam niyang mahigpit ang security sa condo na iyon ay sinubukan pa rin niyang makapasok. The receptionist was trying to her unit several times, but Desire was not answering her phone. Hindi raw puwedeng umalis ang mga unit owners kung hindi dumadaan sa kanila to personally confirm their biometrics everytime they go in and out of the building for security and record purposes. Sinubukan ni Monfort na tawagan ito sa cell phone pero hindi rin iyon sinasagot ng dalaga. He sent out his message through text para kahit paano ay mabasa nito iyon. Isang oras na ang lumipas pero walang reply si Desire. Kinausap niya ulit ang receptionist. “Miss, sabi mo hindi naman lumabas si Miss Bichara. Baka may nangyari na sa kanya sa unit niya. P’wede ba ‘kong pakisamahan para makapunta sa unit niya? Katukin natin.” Sinamahan ng isa pang security aid si Monfort papunta sa unit ni Desire. He kept knocking on her door but she was not responding. They he suddenly heard a ‘click’ sound from the door. Binuksan niya ang pinto nang dahan-dahan. Binuksan na nga ni Desire. The security guard did not leave him until the unit owner had given him the signs that Monfort was welcome inside her unit. “That’s okay, I know him,” Desire said to the guard in a low tone. The security guard left. “May sakit ka ba?” tanong ni Monfort kay Desire. Umiling lang ito. Bakas sa mukha ni Desire ang pagkalugmok. “You were not answering our calls kaya nagpasama na lang ako sa security na akyatin ka dito. Baka kasi may nangyari na sa ‘yo,” he explained. Desire went to her kitchen, preparing snacks for her visitor. “Desire, about the years that had ed… Kung kailangan mo ng kausap,

nandito lang ako.” “Why can’t you just leave me alone?” Her appearance looked as if she had given up hope. “Why would you want me to?” “Dahil ayokong mapahamak ka ulit katulad n’ung nangyari noon.” “Desire, kagustuhan ko ‘yon.” “Pero hindi dapat. Ako ang may kasalanan, dapat ako ang tumanggap ng parusa. Hindi ikaw… I’m sorry,” was all she could say. She bowed her head and sobbed. She was still feeling guilty for what happened to Monfort when they were in elementary. Noong naparusahan si Monfort sa kasalanang hindi naman niya ginawa. Nilapitan ito ni Monfort. He held her by the arms. “Maybe you made a mistake pero alam kong hindi mo naman sinadya ‘yun. I decided to take on the blame para hindi ka maapi na naman. “ She removed his hands that held her arms. “Bakit ba nagpapakamartir ka para sa ‘kin? Isipin mo naman ang sarili mo. H’wag kang magpakatanga para lang sa isang katulad ko.” She went to the living room. Monfort followed her. “Bakit? Ano ba’ng katulad mo? Ikaw pa rin ba ang kilala ko noon o nagpre-pretend ka lang kung sino ka ngayon para makaganti? ‘Yung mga taong inaapi mo, wala silang kasalanan sa ‘yo. Don’t blame it on them or should I say don’t make them feel how you suffered before. Those bullies were also afraid to be treated as a weakling that’s why they go out of their way to show everyone that they are tough! Kahit alam nilang mali ang ginagawa nila, they wouldn’t stop dahil nakikita nila na hindi ka pumapalag! Hindi solusyon ang takbuhan mo ang nangyari sa ‘yo. Merong teachers that you could trust to seek for help, you have your parents to lean on so that they could protect you. May mga kaibigan na p’wede mong lapitan to help you and to listen to you, and not to put you into trouble. Stand up for your self, and ask help from God.”

Desire was crying. “I was never strong, Mon. I had always been a coward. I don’t want them to treat me the way I was treated before!” Hinawakan niya ulit ang mga balikat ni Desire. “You can always have your self to lean on. Turuan mo ang sarili mo na palakasin ang loob without being a bully like the others. There will always be hope to help you to move on and to tell you that life is not always unfair. You cannot have everything by force, Desire. Hindi lahat ng gusto natin nakukuha natin.” Monfort embraced her to give her comfort. “Thank you for always being there for me,” Desire said. “I also make mistakes that I correct. You can start by correcting your mistakes,” he reminded her. ***** TINAH WAS AT THE MALL, shopping for a pair of shoes for herself. Hindi niya alam na sinusundan pala siya ni Alex. Habang hinihintay ang driver niya ay kinuha niya ang kanyang compact powder. She looked at herself in the mirror and smiled hanggang sa mapansin niya si Alex na nagtatago sa likuran, just a few meters away from her. She frowned. Ibinalik niya ang compact powder sa handbag and checked on her watch. Alex approached her and spoke behind her. “Tinah!” Napalundag si Tinah sa gulat. “Aah!” She turned around and saw a smiling Alex. Pinagpapalo niya ito ng bag. “Hey! Hey! What the—“ Inaagaw nito ang handbag ni Tinah para patigilin sa kapapalo sa kanya. “Ano ba!” “People might think that you’re making agaw my bag! Let—it—go!” “Bitawan mo kasi para maibaba ko ‘to!” he said. Naisip niya habang nagaagawan sila ng bag na kapag binitawan niyang bigla ang bag ni Tinah ay ma-off balance ang dalaga. Binitiwan nga ni Tinah ang handbag; saka naman ibinalik ni Alex iyon sa

dalaga. He put his hands inside his tro’s pockets. “Can we talk?” “Ayoko!” kaagad niyang sagot. Nagpatintero ang dalawa. He rolled his eyes and threw his hands in the air for a second like he gave up. “C’mon, Tinah! You need to hear me out! “Ayoko sabi, eh! Umalis ka nga, haharang-harang ka lang eh!” She pushed him to the side. Sinundan ni Alex si Tinah. “Kung ano man ang naging relasyon ni Mommy sa Daddy mo, matagal na ‘yong tapos na! My mom was pregnant with me when she told your Dad that it’s over between them.” Napahinto si Tinah sa paglakad. Naroon na sila Alex and Tinah na nakaupo sa tabi ng hagdan, only with a few people ing by in front of them, and taking the stairs. “Mom said that my Dad made us iwan because mahal pa rin niya your Mom. Kahit naman daw noon hindi talaga magawa ni Dad to love my Mom,” malungkot na saad ni Tinah. “Mom did not recognize the girl in the picture na si Mrs. Miller pala ‘yon. Hindi niya alam ang name nung girl kasi, all she knew was that she was Dad’s former gf that he still liked. Nasaktan si Mommy kasi nabigla siya when she learned that it was your Mom all this time. Nasa harapan na niya, pero wala siyang kamalay-malay d’un. I will tell Mommy what you told me.” “Kaya ka ba nagagalit sa ‘kin?” She swallowed hard. “Hello! Sa tingin mo ba it was easy to accept the fact na may love si Daddy na i-babe? “I-babe?” he said, confused. He frowned. “Ano na naman ‘yan?” “Ibabe, meaning iba na babae! Tange!” Umirap ang mga mata nito kay Alex. “Nakakailang beses ka na sa kasasabi ng tange ha! Sumusobra ka na!”

“Bakit, what are you going to make gawa? Subukan mo lang!” Tinah was threatening him. “Kung hindi lang kita gusto, I’m not going to spend my time with you right now.” Gusto niya ‘ko? she asked herself. Alex explained to Tinah what his mother told him the other day about her past relationship with Tinah’s father. “Siguro, your Dad needs to learn how to move on,” sabi ni Alex. “Come to think of it, nagkar’on tayo ng connection sa isa’t isa. Fate was playing games with us.” “Or maybe fate made us closer together,” he added. He looked at Tinah and one side of his lips smiled. He was getting closer to her, planning to kiss her. Tinah was looking forward, her cheeks facing Alex. All of a sudden, she knocked Alex’s forehead. “Umm!” “Aray! What did you do that for?” “Di ba I told you before, gusto ko sa front ng altar ang first kiss ko,” she said, as she narrowed her eyes. He showed a disgusted look on his face. Alex gave her a stolen kiss on her cheek na ikinabigla iyon ni Tinah. Then he stood up. “Halika na, your driver might be waiting for you.” He extended his hand to her. Tina stood up, smiling and reached for his hand. Naglakad sila na naka-holding hands. “Hindi pa tayo bati!” “What?! Okay, what do you want me to do to make it up to you?”

***** NAABUTAN NI DJ ang kapatid na si David sa garden patio nila nang makauwi siya ng bahay. David was standing at the edge of the pool, drinking his can of light beer. Napatingin sa kanya si David nang humilera siya sa kapatid. Walang expression sa mukha ni David ngunit may anxiousness sa mga mata dahil nakuhang tumabi ni DJ sa kanya. Matagal na noong huling nakakalapit sa kanya ang bunsong kapatid. Nakatingin lang sa pool si DJ. “Kuya, pagka-graduate mo, ikaw ang unang uupo sa board. I am not much good in business, so I will be needing your help. Turuan mo ‘ko ha.” Napatingin lang din si David sa pool. “Nasisiraan ka na ba? Sa’kin ka pa magpapaturo. Parang pinamukha mo lang sa ‘kin that I should that you will take over Papa’s position someday. Nakakainsulto ka ha,” inis na sagot ni David habang iniinom ang light beer. “Papa will not have a choice. He will have to wait for me until I decide to take over his position. Mas gusto ko muna kasi mag-showbiz. Pang-showbiz kasi ang mukha ko. Sayang naman kung hindi ko pakikinabangan,” pagbibiro ni DJ. “Papa will not let you the entertainment industry. He will be furious.” “May magagawa pa ba siya? He did not give me the chance to know the truth for nineteen years. I don’t think this time mapipigilan niya ‘ko na gawin ko ang gusto ko. This is about my journey, my dream.” “Galit ka ba kay Papa?” tanong ni David. Hindi muna siya kumibo. “The only thing I’m angry about is that he kept my Mom from me for nineteen years. But at least he was still showing himself to me as a father.” He took a deep breath. “Pagod na rin ako sa kakatago ng nararamdaman ko. Mahirap maging emo, parang limited lang ang pinupuntahan ng buhay ko. I want to explore my life.” Napatingin siya sa kapatid. “Ikaw, galit ka pa rin ba sa ‘kin?” Napayuko si David. “Wala kang kasalanan para magalit ako sa ‘yo. I just hated it

whenever Papa would let you do things your way. Samantalang ako, sinusunod lahat ng gusto niya kahit labag sa kalooban ko. Yes, he was providing me everything I wanted, but that was not enough to make me feel that I was doing the right thing. I wanted his position because I thought that I would be following his footsteps in the future dahil ako ang panganay sa lalaki kaya he was training me, to be like him, perhaps. ‘Yun pala…” “Like what Ate Kayla said, hindi natin mababago kung ano ang decision ni Papa sa ngayon.” David showed his can of soda to DJ which DJ took. Nagkaintindihan na rin ang magkapatid. Kahit sa ganoong paraan ay masaya na si DJ. He was not forcing his brother to be close to him, tama lang na dahan-dahan ay maging magaan ang dugo ng kapatid sa kanya. ***** EMILIE P. YAP A Wife and A Mother

IYON ANG NAKALAGAY sa lapida ng ina ni DJ sa Mausoleum na ipinagawa ni Don Ricardo para sa asawa. Dinadalaw ito ng Don madalas noong baby pa si DJ hanggang mag-five years old ang anak, at kahit paminsan-minsan, without DJ. Naroon si DJ, kasama si David. Bitbit ni DJ ang mga damit, gamit, at toy collections niya, at mga bagay na puwede niyang ikuwento sa ina. “Ma, do you know who I am?” tanong niya rito sa harapan ng lapida ng ina. “Ako po ang anak n’yo, si DJ.” Napahikbi siya, hindi niya mapigilan ang tumulong mga luha nang makaramdam siya ng kirot sa kalooban. “I’m already nineteen years old… I’m sorry kung ngayon lang kita nakilala… At nadalaw. HHindi ko kasi alam ang nangyari sa ‘yo. Ma, I will come here often to visit you so that you could see me grow up to be a fine man...” Nang mahimasmasan si DJ ay sinimulan niyang buksan ang kahon na dinala nila ni David.

Inilabas niya ang infant clothing na una niyang sinuot when he was still an infant. “This, was what I wore according to Manang Susan, ‘yung mayordoma sa bahay ni Papa, siya rin ang nag-alaga sa ‘kin n’ung bata pa ‘ko.” Inilabas din niya ang plastic basketball set, “And this, was my first toy. I love basketball, I play it often even at school…” Ilang beses din dumadalaw si DJ sa kanyang ina para kuwentuhan ito ng escapades sa buhay. “I love you, Mama.” It was the first time that he mentioned that to his real mother at naging madalas pa.

BEAT FORTY-ONE

SA HINDI INAASAHAN, halos nagkasabay ng pagpasok sa lobby sa labas ng Auditorium ang Incredible Girls’ at nagkita sila. “I really would like to apologize for my behavior in the past, most specially to you, Heather. I became a jealous freak, and full of envy,” Desire was apologizing sincerely to her friends. “Itong huli, hindi talaga ako ang kumaha ng video at nagpadala n’un kahit saan, honest. I hope that you would believe me.” “Buti na nga lang hindi ako na-disqualify sa beauty contest in dahil sa nagsabunutan tayo noon. The Dean gave me a warning, but I’m still part of the pageant,” Heather said. “But don’t worry, Monfort already explained to me where you were coming from. We’ll be here to help you cope up with your struggles. We all struggle, pero nandito rin tayong magkakaibigan to help lift up one another, di ba? I’m sorry, too, for saying that word to you.” Heather was referring to the ‘slut’ word na binitawan niya para kay Desire. Lumapit si Kelly kay Desire. “Girl, all of us have changed, but it’s for the better. We are sorry, too, for not being a good friend to you. We are all responsible for our actions kasi may pagkakamali din tayo. We should be aware na maraming sumua sa ‘tin at naiinspire. They look up to us kaya dapat nga as I.G’s we should be good influence to those who follow us and ire us.” “Yes, kaya we have to be more careful in what we say and do in public. Otherwise, magiging MMS sensation na tayo nang husto niyan!” shared Tinah. “So, let bygones be bygones. We should show them that we are the new Incredible Girls!” added Kelly. The four girls hugged one another. Nagsimula na ang Search for the Next FPOP Superstars Grand Finals. Sa backstage ay nilapitan ni Raymond Cortez si Monfort para i-congratulate siya. Hindi siya makakalimutan ni Raymond because Monfort used to be his rival in any singing competitions. Monfort, DJ, Raoul, and Alex formed a circle, smiled at one another, and combined their fists together.

On stage, the Beat Boys Beyond wore leather jackets over an all black shirts, pants, and boots. They started singing with a mash up of upbeat songs. Puro magagaling ang mga kalaban nila kaya hindi na sila umaasa pa na makakuha ng grand prize. Who among the five groups will bring home special prizes and will be named the Fifth FPOP Superstars in the group category! The announcer began. I have already here the envelope… Ladies and Gentlemen! Let us all be the first to witness the Philippines’ Fifth FPOP Group Superstars. This is none other than… ~~ SA AIRPORT, kumpleto ang I.G and Beat Boys Beyond. All engers bound for , regular boarding will begin in approximately ten minutes. Iyon na ang airline announcement. Inihatid ng dalawang group si Desire sa boarding station. “So, this is it, Guys!” Desire said happily, but reluctant to leave. She embraced her I.G. friends, and stopped when she was in front of Heather. “I’m really sorry about the whole mess I got all of us into, especially you. I know I was wrong, but I am going to make up for what I’ve done. Good luck at the pageant. I will be watching through the video live streaming.” “Thank you. Marami mang nangyari pero naayos na natin. I’m sorry, too, for calling you bad names,” Heather was apologetic. When Desire was with Monfort, she smiled at him. “I will be waiting until you come back,” Monfort said. “I have something for you.” Inilabas ni Desire ang yellow tulip. “You better keep that until I come back.” He kissed her on the cheek and they embraced.

Nagpaalam na si Desire sa lahat ng mga kaibigan at pumasok na ito ng boarding station. Ilang minuto pa… All engers bound for Paris, regular boarding will begin in approximately ten minutes. Si Heather naman ang aalis papunta sa Bordeaux, via Paris para magcompete sa Internationale Simonet Bordeaux Académie Beauty Pageant. Tinah was sad because her close friend was leaving. “I’m going to miss you. But I’m going to pray for your win.” “Thanks. And don’t give Alex a hard time understanding your terminologies.” Nagtawanan sila. “, I will be here waiting when you come back,” Raoul promised her. Heather hugged all her friends and headed for the boarding station. “So, kelangan na tayong magpahinga for next week’s schedule,” sabi ni DJ sa mga kasama. “Sige, mauna na kayo, dadaan pa kami sa supermarket. May lulutuin kasi kaming specialty ni Tinah,” Alex said. He kept raising his eyebrows as he looked at Tinah. “Tama. And Alex promised me that he will make tulong while I cook this delicious specialty that I learned from a cookbook,” Tinah told their friends proudly. “Kelly, I will pick you up tomorrow. Don’t forget,” DJ reminded his girlfriend. “Don’t forget to bring your ukulele so that your Mom will hear your composed song,” she said.

EPILOGUE

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, please welcome… the Incredible Girls! Announced by one of the hosts of a popular Sunday show of SBA-NBC. Kaliwa’t kanan ang product endorsements ng Incredible Girls and Beat Boys Beyond, including their live show guestings, mall tours, concerts, recordings, and rehearsals. Naimbitahan na rin sila to perform in different parts of the world and had introduced their FPOP beats to their millions of fans. Desire came back to the Philippines to her group. She had realized that she did not have to become a b***ch in order to prove to her bashers in the past years that they made a mistake for treating her so unkindly. Marami pa itong kailangan na ayusin sa buhay para matutunan din nito na walang anumang bagay dito sa mundo ang tumatagal. Kaya kung ano man ang kanyang naranasan noon, she used it as her motivation to do better without hurting anyone’s feelings nor make anyone suffer. Si Monfort ang umaalalay dito and he continued to be her Knight In Shining Armor. Heather did not get the title of Internationale Queen Simonet Bordeaux title na ginanap sa , pero world-wide pa rin ang recognition dito ng mga fans. Well, she continued helping other foundations through campaigns, and other charity works, na minsan ay nakakasama din ang ibang ng I.G. para tumulong. Kahit madalas ay hindi sila nagkakasama ni Raoul dahil sa kanilang kabi-kabilang showbusiness engagements, they still manage to communicate often through video chat. Tinah learned to cook like a pro. But instead of concentrating on cooking, she self-studied on how to become a good baker. Alex loved her cakes, and he loved making fun of her dahil mas sweet tignan si Tinah kapag nagtatampo. Kelly and DJ help visit their foundations whenever their schedule would permit it. Madalas din na kumakanta ang dalawa gamit ang ukulele ni DJ para sa mga matatanda sa foundations nila. Sila ang kinilala bilang most loved young celebrity couples at madalas din ang kanilang pagganap sa TV Series and Movies. The two groups were even campaigning to stop bullying and claimed that they used to be bullies in school for so many years until they realized the effect that it brings to the victims and to themselves, as bullies.

Lahat ng projects ng Incredible Girls and Beat Boys Beyond ay tinatangkilik ng kanilang fans all over the world. Sa kabila ng kanilang kasikatan, they could still manage to attend college at Simonet Bordeaux Académie where they continually receive trainings to be the best group in the entertainment industry. If not together, Monfort, DJ, Alex, and Raoul still had their individual opportunities—solo albums, performed solo in their concerts in the Philippines and overseas, acting in television series and movies, commercials, and other projects. Kahit hindi nakuha ni Monfort ang pagiging solo winner as FPOP Superstar, nakuha naman niya ang title na iyon with his group mates. “Beat Boys Beyond from the Philippines, Ladies and Gentlemen, has just arrived for their World Tour! Filipinos and foreign fans alike are here to meet their favorite boy band of their generation. Beat Boys Beyond recently won the Search for the New Generation FPOP Superstars in the Group Category in the Philippines and this boy group has easily gained recognition all over the world because of their beautiful voices and their new generation of FPOP songs that became viral over the internet and social media circuits…” pagpapakilala ng mga reporters, announcers, and show hosts. At a press conference in Europe, the host called the name of each member of the Beat Boys Beyond. They came out from the backstage and greeted the screaming fans and the of the media. “Mabuhay! We are the Beat Boys Beyond!” The End